Not Your Mate Anymore

Chapter 29 Foolish


 

I was dumbfounded. What was happening?! 

I look over to uncle Deacon but he looks as shocked as I am. On my floor was Maximus Forrest, crying his eyes out. The macho guy who walked through my door not so long ago wasn't here anymore. He left and forgot to pick up his emotions. 

He was on my floor crying and naked. I mean, I told him he'd regret it, just not so soon. How do you look in to my son's eyes and not fall in love?... 
 

I walked to my room to grab a towel for Max. When I get to the lounge, I find him standing but covering his genitals. I throw him the towel, 

"Now you're going to get shy?" I ask him and he looks down. 

Okay. 

He wraps it around his waist and sits down on the couch. Uncle Deacon sits down too. They all look at me and I just shrug and sit down too. 

"After you made me shift, I let my wolf have one hundred percent control. With him seeing Adrastos, I guess all the emotions I'm supposed to feel as a father came rushing to me. They honestly hit me bad. I was drowning in all my feelings and guilt was the last of it. I feel guilty for turning my back on you and our son. My wolf wanted me to feel everything and I did." Max says just as Xander walks in to my apartment. 

He looks at the three of us individually and then back to Max's naked form. He stares for a second and then looks back at me, 

"I'm just here for the boy so don't worry about me. I'll make my way to the nursery." Xander says and Max let out a growl. 

"You're not going anywhere near my son." Max says to Xander, standing up while holding the towel together. 

"Stand down Maximus. Between the two of you, only one tried harm him and it wasn't Xander. So if you need to protect Adrastos from anything, it's you." I say to him and I could immediately see the hurt in his eyes. 

"Look, your 5 minute confession earned you Brownie points but that doesn't mean all is forgiven. You've put Adrastos and I through hell! Things can't change now all because you've had a change of heart. I have to learn to trust you again and my son is my everything to me, if I don't trust you, I don't want you anywhere near him." I say and he growls at me. 

"Growl all you like Max. Unless I compel you to shift and let your wolf takeover, I won't let you close to him." I say and he looks back at Xander. 

Xander nods at me and makes his way to my son. 

They've been spending every afternoon together. Xander would just sit in there and watch him sleep and as soon as he's awake, he'd start telling tales as if my boy can understand him. 

Xander changes his diaper, feeds him. He even sings to him before he falls asleep. He has not once cried in Xander's arms. 

Max sits back down like a scolded 5 year old. I pay him no mind. 

"Sabrina is right Max. You fucked up and now you have to make things right. You threatened his life, that's not something even I will take lightly." Uncle Deacon says. 

I nod my head in agreement with what uncle Deacon just said. Folding my arms for that added effect. 

Max looks at me like he just got a new idea. 

"Then come back with me. Let me show you that I can be better. My wolf is feeling a little better after seeing you and our son. Let me make things right. Let me do right by you and my son." He says and I let out a loud sigh. 

"That will not be happening. My application to have Adrastos raised in Red Creek was approved after Sabrina agreed. He stays here. SHE stays here." Xander says walking towards us with Adrastos in his arms. 

 

Dorothy comes out quickly and tries to take my son from him. She could also feel the tension in the air but Xander shook his head no at her and she stepped back. 

Uncle Deacon groaned while scratching the back of his head. 

"You know Sabrina, I never told you this but your mother was my first love. Our relationship was brief because we were children and she met your father so it had to end." Uncle Deacon said to me. 

I looked at him confused. 

"I'm getting to my point, don't worry." He says to me. 

us an ultimatum and we had no choice

Well...

he puts it

mother? Actually don't answer that." I say then turn

next in line, I wouldn't go back with you. You and your pack members turned your backs on me. A pregnant Luna. As much as they are sworn to obey you, they swore to protect me against anything. I know those vows, I said them to my Luna when I shifted in to my wolf. A luna is to be protected at all times, she is the one shewolf that the pack must protect

idea. If he wants to be in his son's life, he was going to have to

Max gray sweat pants. He quickly put them

thing. He looked at all of us and then walked out. Uncle Deacon followed him out and I knew then, he was leaving

now looking at me and he wanted answers. Probably to find out where my

and excused himself as Dorothy tried again to take Adrastos from Xander's arms but this time he let her.

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Max's POV 

a pack. How could I think I could live on without my

as I was in no mood to drive.

was washing over me over and over again. Looking in to my son's

looked like me in every way. The color of his eyes

I disgusted myself. 

the way too after I told him about the ball. I left Sabrina, a teenager, the mother of my child

now locked up in my room. I didn't want to

the best of me and I had destroyed everything. Starting with the new bed that never had Sabrina's scent. The

 

Her body lotion. 

that did not have Sabrina.

packhouse. I needed to find something of hers to calm me down but when I got to her room, guilt washed over me again. This time ten

in here. Her bed not made and plates of food lying on the floor. She was a

That was the dealbreaker.

stay when she knew I wanted the death of that

I caused her pain. Every damn day I was sleeping with that shewolf and she could feel it. Then I had the

To my Kimberley. 

room to find me, on my knees, holding on to her cardigan for dear life. My eyes were glassy and at that moment, Damon knew I was broken.

had done. What they were thinking but couldn't tell me. He sat on the floor next to me and

ever mistreating Kimberley. For abandoning my son or for changing pack law

said with tears

on the luna. It's not all on you my friend."

to come back." I said to him and he nodded in

worse than an omega. We left her to fend for herself in her pregnant state. If

I growled.

Damon but at the fact that I did that.

do I fix this?" I

going to have to figure it out on your own." He

out all that

How could I not care about his wellbeing even when he was still

understood that I was venting so he

know, my father took care of me. In his own way, he thought he was doing right by me. When my mother was carrying me, my father never took on another lover. He made sure my mother was fed and clothed. She was the doctors priority patient. Any ailment was quickly attended to. He took care of her so much that the pack thought of her as their luna.

my mother couldn't feel it when my father strayed, he protected her when she was carrying me because heartbreak can send a wolf in to depression. He kept her happy for my sake. After I was born, he did what he did best,

darkness that I can't get out of and don't want to.

 

my son. It's not that I couldn't protect him, I didn't want to. I rejected him. As much as I didn't have the best examples when it comes to love and mates, I know right from wrong. I know how it feels when someone is unfaithful to you." I say as I sit back down

I took the shewolf to bed. Every time her heart would break and I enjoyed it. When hope would spread around her whenever I walked in to her room but then it would

me. I felt guilt but I quickly

I let her down. How can I ever win her back after all the things I put her through? I'd never trust anyone if they put me through what I put her through. It was heartless."

stupid of

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