Not Your Mate Anymore

Chapter 29 Foolish


 

I was dumbfounded. What was happening?! 

I look over to uncle Deacon but he looks as shocked as I am. On my floor was Maximus Forrest, crying his eyes out. The macho guy who walked through my door not so long ago wasn't here anymore. He left and forgot to pick up his emotions. 

He was on my floor crying and naked. I mean, I told him he'd regret it, just not so soon. How do you look in to my son's eyes and not fall in love?... 
 

I walked to my room to grab a towel for Max. When I get to the lounge, I find him standing but covering his genitals. I throw him the towel, 

"Now you're going to get shy?" I ask him and he looks down. 

Okay. 

He wraps it around his waist and sits down on the couch. Uncle Deacon sits down too. They all look at me and I just shrug and sit down too. 

"After you made me shift, I let my wolf have one hundred percent control. With him seeing Adrastos, I guess all the emotions I'm supposed to feel as a father came rushing to me. They honestly hit me bad. I was drowning in all my feelings and guilt was the last of it. I feel guilty for turning my back on you and our son. My wolf wanted me to feel everything and I did." Max says just as Xander walks in to my apartment. 

He looks at the three of us individually and then back to Max's naked form. He stares for a second and then looks back at me, 

"I'm just here for the boy so don't worry about me. I'll make my way to the nursery." Xander says and Max let out a growl. 

"You're not going anywhere near my son." Max says to Xander, standing up while holding the towel together. 

"Stand down Maximus. Between the two of you, only one tried harm him and it wasn't Xander. So if you need to protect Adrastos from anything, it's you." I say to him and I could immediately see the hurt in his eyes. 

"Look, your 5 minute confession earned you Brownie points but that doesn't mean all is forgiven. You've put Adrastos and I through hell! Things can't change now all because you've had a change of heart. I have to learn to trust you again and my son is my everything to me, if I don't trust you, I don't want you anywhere near him." I say and he growls at me. 

"Growl all you like Max. Unless I compel you to shift and let your wolf takeover, I won't let you close to him." I say and he looks back at Xander. 

Xander nods at me and makes his way to my son. 

They've been spending every afternoon together. Xander would just sit in there and watch him sleep and as soon as he's awake, he'd start telling tales as if my boy can understand him. 

Xander changes his diaper, feeds him. He even sings to him before he falls asleep. He has not once cried in Xander's arms. 

Max sits back down like a scolded 5 year old. I pay him no mind. 

"Sabrina is right Max. You fucked up and now you have to make things right. You threatened his life, that's not something even I will take lightly." Uncle Deacon says. 

I nod my head in agreement with what uncle Deacon just said. Folding my arms for that added effect. 

Max looks at me like he just got a new idea. 

"Then come back with me. Let me show you that I can be better. My wolf is feeling a little better after seeing you and our son. Let me make things right. Let me do right by you and my son." He says and I let out a loud sigh. 

"That will not be happening. My application to have Adrastos raised in Red Creek was approved after Sabrina agreed. He stays here. SHE stays here." Xander says walking towards us with Adrastos in his arms. 

 

Dorothy comes out quickly and tries to take my son from him. She could also feel the tension in the air but Xander shook his head no at her and she stepped back. 

Uncle Deacon groaned while scratching the back of his head. 

"You know Sabrina, I never told you this but your mother was my first love. Our relationship was brief because we were children and she met your father so it had to end." Uncle Deacon said to me. 

I looked at him confused. 

"I'm getting to my point, don't worry." He says to me. 

he was angry I was her first kiss. We fought and it got to the point where your mother sat us down and berated us. She gave us an ultimatum and we had no choice but to go with it because we both loved her in our own ways. What I'm trying to say is, you moon goddess children have a way with men and I'm now seeing what

Well...

he puts it that way.

you and my mother? Actually don't answer that." I say then turn

them to my Luna when I shifted in to my wolf. A luna is to be protected at all times, she is the one shewolf that the pack must protect but they refused to protect me from you, in

If he wants to be in his son's life, he was going to have to adhere to my

Max gray sweat pants. He quickly put them on

a thing. He looked at all of us and then walked out. Uncle Deacon followed him out and I knew then, he was leaving the pack.

me and he wanted answers. Probably to find out where my head was at and if I had been swayed by Max's

the room and excused himself as Dorothy tried again to take Adrastos from Xander's

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Max's POV 

run a pack. How could I think I could live on without my mate and pup?!

father drove us back to Green Forrest as I was in no mood to drive. I was lost in

me over and over again. Looking in to

was looking at myself. He looked like me in every way. The color of his eyes to

I disgusted myself. 

had every right to stop being my friend. Damon was well on the way too after I told him about the ball. I left Sabrina, a teenager, the

now locked up in my room. I didn't want

me and I had destroyed everything. Starting with the new bed that never had Sabrina's scent. The closet that didn't have her clothes. The bathroom that didn't have her shower gel.

 

Her body lotion. 

did not

old packhouse. I needed to find something of hers to calm me down but

on the floor. She was a prisoner of some sort. Endured every pain because she made a vow to me. She stayed until I threatened to harm our

That was the dealbreaker.

to stay when she knew I wanted the death of

her skinny form went through my mind. I starved her. I caused her pain. Every damn day I was sleeping with that shewolf

To my Kimberley. 

cardigan for dear life. My eyes

thinking but couldn't tell me. He sat

Kimberley. For abandoning my son or for changing pack

abandoned her too Max." Damon said with

our backs on the luna. It's not all on you my friend." He said to me.

to come back." I said to

she? We treated her worse than an omega. We left her to fend for herself in her pregnant state. If it wasn't

I growled.

fact that I did that.

I

to figure it out on your own." He says to me.

a fearsome growl. Letting out all that anger that was swimming in my veins.

a man? I abandoned my child. My only child and his mother. How could I not care about his wellbeing even when he

that I was venting so he remained silent.

clothed. She was the doctors priority patient. Any ailment was quickly attended to. He took care of her so much that the pack thought of her as their luna. He did right by me even when I wasn't born

harm's way. Even though they weren't mates, even though my mother couldn't feel it when my father strayed, he protected her when she was carrying me because heartbreak can send a wolf in to depression. He kept her happy for my sake. After I was born, he did what

Loneliness. A big darkness that I can't get out of and don't want

 

protect him, I didn't want to. I rejected him. As much as I didn't have the best examples when it comes to love and mates, I know right from wrong. I

emotions when I took the shewolf to bed. Every time her heart would break and I enjoyed it. When hope would spread around her whenever I walked in to her room but then it would all shatter when she realized I wasn't there for her.

because of me. I felt guilt but I

her back after all the things I put her through? I'd never trust anyone if they put me through what I put her through. It was

of

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