03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

has been shifted to this

apologise to you,

said, and I smiled

not use that

won’t do it again, and I know you will, so don’t bother,” I told him, and

could feel his

“Please, Tamia.

easy on me,

up in his eyes, “I felt like a fool last

I was ashamed.

looked at me with disgust, and I

alone and went to make out with a stranger, just because fate

did not have the intention of

to tell her it wouldn’t

to risk being weak and reject

it will cost me a lot, but

with you being

couldn’t do it, and

to the

because the feeling is alien to me, but

said and went to his knees and hugged my

don’t know what to do, my

I am confused.

just stayed home as you insisted, but I had to honour Casper’s invite,” he said and

had never seen him

He was perplexed.

messed up our

through his hair to calm him down, but I

up at me and stood

me to

find a way,

I will fight it.

stay away from

making promises that I

my blissful life with him

this had happened to, I had to find a way to make it

my mind to share him with

was no way his wolf would want to stay

let him touch me again because

without his touch than for him to touch me out

not give up on me, Tamia, please,” He

fate has already given up

make you share like the

fight it,” he said, and I

not dispute the fact that he meant what he

and

was

people seeing Leo with Amanda on the

tore the

was no way to hide an incident, especially when the

luna Linda of the Brent Pack asked me, and

was in the

was living with her husband and his

fated because

made Linda agree to it, and she has been a miserable drunk ever

need to be

It won’t get better.

went cold two years

almost as if I am not in

good for, meetings,” She said

an

him and move on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject us or

way, we are

we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy

I asked her, and

neither of us feels pain

myself happy

though they claim to love

and move

know?” I asked, and

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