03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

has been shifted to

apologise to you,

said, and I smiled and looked at

that

you will, so don’t bother,”

feel his

“Please, Tamia.

easy

in his eyes, “I felt

I was ashamed.

me with disgust, and I couldn’t

went to make out with a stranger, just

have the

to tell

being

me a lot, but I will still

you being my strength, Tamia,

it, and

woke up this morning thinking I would go to the Whitewood pack and reject her, but

why because the feeling is alien to me,

out.” He said and went to his knees and hugged my

what to do,

I am confused.

but I had to

Leo, I had never seen him cry or

He was perplexed.

had messed

hair to calm him down, but I doubted my touch

at

me to his

will find a way,

I will fight it.

will stay away from

that I

hugged him, knowing my blissful

happened to, I

mind to share him

way his wolf would want to stay away

try, I could never let him touch me again because I knew he would do it out of duty and

without his touch

up on me, Tamia, please,” He pleaded with me sensing my

when fate has already given up on us?”

make you share like the

he said, and

I could not dispute the fact that he

the security meeting in the evening, and I dreaded having discussions with the lunas

had travelled by now that Leo was fated

about people seeing Leo with

tore the top of her

was no way to hide an incident, especially when the woman had to leave the balcony

of the Brent

in the same predicament as

living with her

refused to reject his fated because he knew

she has been a

need to be brave,

It won’t get better.

went cold two years

they have pups, and it is almost as if I

She said and

I wished he was an ordinary pack

unfortunately for us, they have to reject us

we

with the rejection, so they won’t do it, and since we are used goods, no one would

I asked

of us feels pain when they are together

just make myself happy

one ever really sticks around, and even though they claim to love me, they never try to

just enjoy the affair and move

know?” I

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