Shadows of Destiny

Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

shifted to this

me apologise to you,

and I smiled and looked

not use that

won’t do it again, and I know you will, so don’t bother,” I told

feel his

“Please, Tamia.

easy on me,

welling up in his eyes, “I felt like a fool

I was ashamed.

me with disgust, and I couldn’t

my luna alone and went to make out

have the

to tell

being weak and reject

a lot,

with you being my strength, Tamia, but

couldn’t do it, and I still

go to the

cannot explain why because the feeling is alien to me, but

me out.” He said and went to his knees and hugged my legs

know what

I am confused.

just stayed home as you insisted, but I had to honour Casper’s invite,” he said and continued to

known Leo, I had never seen him cry or show this

He was perplexed.

messed up our

calm him down, but I doubted my

looked up at

me to

find a

I will fight it.

stay away

that I

knowing my blissful life with him was

of other lunas this had happened to, I had to find

prepare my mind to

way his wolf would want to stay away or

I was to try, I could never let him touch me

his touch than for him to touch

Tamia, please,” He pleaded with me sensing

I when fate has already given up on us?” I

share like the

will fight it,” he

I could not dispute

meeting in the evening, and I dreaded having discussions

travelled by now that Leo was fated to Amanda, and they had

heard pack members gossip about people seeing Leo with Amanda on the

the top of her

was no way to hide an incident, especially when the woman

are you handling it, Tamia?” luna Linda of the

was in the same predicament as

with her husband

his fated because he knew it

it, and she

need to

It won’t get better.

bed went cold

it is almost as if I am not in the

for, meetings,” She

wished he was an

for us, they have to reject us or someone stronger challenge them for

way, we

the weakness that comes with the rejection, so they won’t do it, and since we are used goods, no one

do you manage?” I asked her,

fate, so neither of us feels pain when

make myself happy with flings

though they claim to

just enjoy the affair and move on,”

I

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