03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

shifted to

let me apologise to you,

said, and I smiled and

not use that word carelessly,

know you will,

feel

“Please, Tamia.

easy

with tears welling up in his eyes, “I felt

I was ashamed.

disgust, and I couldn’t

and went to make out with a stranger, just because fate

not have the intention

to tell her it

to risk being

lot,

you being

do it, and I

this morning thinking I would go to the Whitewood

cannot explain why because the feeling is alien to me, but

help me out.” He said and went to his knees and hugged my

what to

I am confused.

should have just stayed home as you insisted, but I had to

known Leo, I had never seen him cry or show this amount of vulnerability

He was perplexed.

had messed up our

I ran my finger’s through his hair to calm him down, but I

up at me

me

find a

I will fight it.

stay away

I knew he wouldn’t be able to

my blissful life with

to, I had to find a

my mind

wolf would want to stay away

was to try, I could never let him touch me again because

without his touch than for him to touch

on me, Tamia, please,” He pleaded with me sensing my

I when fate has already given up on us?” I said, looking at

share like the

will fight it,” he said, and

did not believe him, but I could not dispute the fact that he

meeting in the evening, and I dreaded having discussions with the

Leo was fated to Amanda, and they had hooked

people seeing Leo with

the top of

no way to hide an incident, especially when the woman

luna Linda of the Brent Pack asked me,

the same predicament as

was living with her husband and his

his fated because he knew it would

agree to it, and she has been a miserable drunk ever

to be brave,

It won’t get better.

cold two years

almost as if I am not

I am ever good for, meetings,” She said and took a huge gulp

an ordinary pack

they have to

way, we are

since we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy of fighting for.” She said, spelling out a truth I had known for

manage?” I asked

so neither of us feels

make myself happy with flings

sticks around, and even though they claim to love

affair and move on,” She said and drank more

I asked,

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