03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

has been shifted

me apologise to you,

and I smiled and looked at

not use that

it again, and I know you will, so don’t bother,” I told him, and

feel

“Please, Tamia.

isn’t easy

said with tears welling up in his eyes, “I felt like a

I was ashamed.

looked at me with disgust, and I couldn’t

left my luna alone and went to make out with a stranger,

the

tell her

risk being weak and reject

me a lot, but

with you being

do it, and I still

would go to the Whitewood pack and reject her, but

feeling is alien to

said and went to

know what to

I am confused.

should have just stayed home as you insisted, but I had

known Leo, I had never seen him cry or show

He was perplexed.

messed up our

through his hair to calm him down, but

at me

held me

will find a

I will fight it.

stay

that I knew he wouldn’t be

my blissful life with him was

this had happened to, I had to find a

mind to share

his wolf would

touch me again because I knew he

would rather be without his touch than for him to touch

Tamia, please,” He pleaded with me sensing

given up on us?” I

you share like

will fight it,” he said, and

did not believe him, but I could not

meeting in the evening, and I dreaded

that Leo was

I heard pack members gossip about people seeing Leo with Amanda on the balcony

tore the top

incident, especially when the

Tamia?” luna Linda of the Brent Pack asked me, and I shook

was in the same predicament

was living with her husband and

refused to reject his fated because he knew it would weaken his

Linda agree to it, and she has been a miserable drunk ever

to

It won’t get better.

cold two years

have pups, and it is almost as

She said and took a

an ordinary pack member,

and move on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject

way, we are

they won’t do it, and since we are used goods, no

manage?” I asked her, and she

us feels pain when

just make myself happy

and even though they claim to love me, they never

and move on,” She said and drank

I

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