03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

been shifted to

let me apologise

said, and I smiled

use that word carelessly,

I know you will, so don’t bother,”

could feel his

“Please, Tamia.

easy

his eyes,

I was ashamed.

at me with disgust,

my luna alone and went to make out with a stranger, just because fate

have the

wanted to tell her it wouldn’t

to risk being weak and

will cost me a lot, but I will

was okay with you being my strength, Tamia, but I

do it,

I would go to the Whitewood pack and reject her,

because the feeling is alien to me, but

me out.” He said and went to his knees and

know what

I am confused.

stayed home as you insisted, but I had to honour Casper’s invite,” he

Leo, I had never seen him cry or show this amount

He was perplexed.

had messed up

my finger’s through his hair to calm him down,

at me and stood

held me

will find a way,

I will fight it.

stay away from

making promises that I knew he wouldn’t be able to

blissful life with him

this had happened to, I had to find a way

my mind

was no way his wolf would want to stay away

try, I could never let him touch me again because I knew he would do it out

his touch

me, Tamia, please,” He

when fate has already given up on us?” I

you share like

will fight it,” he said, and I

him, but I could not

evening, and I dreaded having discussions

that Leo was fated to Amanda, and

meeting, I heard pack members gossip about people seeing Leo with Amanda on the balcony making

tore the top of

when the woman had to leave the balcony

it, Tamia?” luna Linda of the Brent

in the same

living with her husband

Kyle, refused to reject his fated because he knew it would weaken

agree to it, and she

need to

It won’t get better.

cold two years

and it is almost as if I am

am ever good for, meetings,” She said and took

was an ordinary pack member, not

move on, but unfortunately for us, they

way, we

so they won’t do it, and since we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy of fighting for.”

you manage?” I

of us feels pain when

happy with

and even though they claim

and move on,”

I asked, and

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