Shadows of Destiny

Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

has been shifted to

me apologise to

sorry,” He said, and I

that word

know you will, so don’t bother,” I told him, and he

feel

“Please, Tamia.

isn’t easy

said with tears welling up in his eyes,

I was ashamed.

me with disgust, and I couldn’t

luna alone and went to make out

the intention of touching

to tell

being weak and

it will cost me a lot, but

okay with you being my strength, Tamia,

do it,

would go to the Whitewood pack and reject her, but

why because the feeling is alien to me, but I can’t,

me out.” He said and went to his knees and hugged my legs

know what to do,

I am confused.

as you insisted, but I had to honour Casper’s invite,”

seen him cry

He was perplexed.

messed

better judgment, I ran my finger’s through his hair to calm him down, but I doubted

up at me and stood

held me

will find a

I will fight it.

stay

making promises that I knew he wouldn’t be able to

blissful

had happened to, I had to find a way to make

my mind

his wolf would want to

could never let him touch me again because I knew

would rather be without his touch than

up on me, Tamia, please,”

already given up

share like the

it,” he said, and

I could not dispute the

security meeting in the evening, and I dreaded having discussions with the lunas

Leo was fated to Amanda, and they

members gossip about people seeing Leo with Amanda on

tore the top

an incident, especially when the

handling it, Tamia?” luna Linda of the

was in the

living with her husband and

fated because he knew it would

she has been a

need to be brave,

It won’t get better.

went cold two years

have pups, and it is almost as if I am not in the

good for, meetings,” She said and took a

was an

would reject him and move on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject us or someone stronger challenge them

we are

won’t do it, and since we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy of fighting for.” She said, spelling out a truth

do you manage?” I asked

so neither of us feels pain when

just make myself happy with

one ever really sticks around, and even though they claim to love me,

affair and move on,”

I

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