Shadows of Destiny

Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

has been shifted to

apologise to

said, and I smiled and looked

that word

I know you will, so don’t bother,” I told him, and he held me

feel

“Please, Tamia.

easy on

He said with tears welling up in his eyes, “I felt like a

I was ashamed.

with disgust,

to make out with a

have the intention of

wanted to tell her

wanted to risk being

it will cost me a lot, but

being my strength, Tamia, but I

do it, and I still

I would go to the Whitewood pack and reject her, but I

explain why because the feeling is alien to me,

me out.” He said and went to his knees and hugged my legs

know what to do,

I am confused.

insisted, but I had to

seen him cry

He was perplexed.

messed

calm him down, but I doubted my touch

at me and

me to his

find a

I will fight it.

stay away

that I knew he wouldn’t be able

blissful life

lunas this had happened to, I had

prepare my mind to share him with

was no way his wolf would want to stay away

was to try, I could never let him touch me

his touch than for

give up on me, Tamia, please,” He

when fate has already given up on us?” I

you share like the

he

could not

and I dreaded

that Leo was fated to Amanda, and they had

heard pack members gossip about people seeing Leo

heard he tore the top of

when the woman had to leave the

Linda of the Brent Pack asked me, and I shook my

in the

was living with her husband and

reject his fated because

Linda agree to it, and she has been a miserable drunk ever

need to be

It won’t get better.

bed went cold two years

they have pups, and it is almost

all I am ever good for, meetings,” She said and took a

he was an

and move on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject us or someone stronger challenge them for our

way, we

the weakness that comes with the rejection, so they won’t do it, and since we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy of fighting for.” She said, spelling out a truth I had known for a

do you manage?” I asked her, and

so neither of us feels

myself happy with flings

really sticks around, and even though they claim to love me, they never try to

move on,” She said and

I asked,

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