03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

shifted to this

apologise to you,

sorry,” He said, and I smiled and looked

that

I know you will, so don’t bother,” I told him, and he held me

could feel

“Please, Tamia.

easy on

He said with tears welling up in his eyes, “I felt like a fool last

I was ashamed.

disgust, and I

luna alone and went to make out

the intention of touching

to tell her it wouldn’t

wanted to risk being weak and

it will cost me a lot, but I will still

with you being my

do it,

this morning thinking I would go to the Whitewood pack and reject her, but

is alien to me, but I can’t,

said and went to his

know what to do, my

I am confused.

you insisted, but I had to

known Leo, I had never seen him cry

He was perplexed.

messed

my better judgment, I ran my finger’s through his hair to calm him down, but

looked up at

held me

will find a

I will fight it.

will stay

said, making promises that I

blissful life with him was

happened to, I had to find

have to prepare my mind to share

way his wolf would want to stay away or

him touch me again because I knew he

I would rather be without his touch than for him to touch

please,” He

has already given up on us?” I said, looking

share like the other Alphas,

will fight it,” he said,

course, I did not believe him, but I could not dispute the fact that

the evening, and I

Leo was fated to Amanda, and they

members gossip about people seeing Leo with Amanda

the top of her

incident, especially when the woman had to leave the balcony looking

of the Brent Pack asked me,

the same predicament

with her husband

his fated because

she has

to

It won’t get better.

bed went cold two years

and it is almost as if I

is all I am ever good for, meetings,” She said and took

he was an ordinary

and move on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject us or

way, we are

so they won’t do it, and since we are used goods, no one

manage?” I asked

us feels pain when

myself happy with flings

sticks around, and even though they claim to love me, they never

just enjoy the affair and move on,” She said and drank more

know?” I asked, and

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