03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

shifted to

apologise to you,

He said, and I smiled and looked at

that word

know you will, so don’t bother,”

could feel his

“Please, Tamia.

isn’t easy on me,

tears welling up in his eyes, “I felt

I was ashamed.

me with disgust, and

left my luna alone and went to make out with a stranger, just because fate willed

did not have the intention

tell her it

risk being

cost me a lot, but I will

being my strength,

couldn’t do it, and I

I would go to

why because the feeling is alien to me, but

me out.” He said and went to

know what to do,

I am confused.

stayed home as you insisted, but I had to honour Casper’s invite,” he said and continued to

the years I had known Leo, I had never seen him cry or

He was perplexed.

messed

my finger’s through his hair to calm him down, but I doubted

at me

held me to

will find

I will fight it.

stay away

I knew he wouldn’t be able

him, knowing my blissful

this had happened to, I had to find a way to make it

to prepare my mind

was no way his wolf would want to stay

as I was to try, I could never let him touch me again because I knew

touch than for him to

on me, Tamia, please,” He pleaded with me sensing

fate has already given up on us?” I said, looking at

won’t make you share like the other

will fight it,” he said, and I

course, I did not believe him, but I could not dispute

in the evening, and

was fated to Amanda,

gossip about people seeing Leo with

he tore the

hide an incident, especially when the woman had to leave the balcony looking

you handling it, Tamia?” luna Linda of the Brent Pack asked me, and I

the same predicament

living with her

to reject his fated because he knew

it, and she has

to

It won’t get better.

bed went cold

almost as if I am

She

wished he was an ordinary pack member, not an

on, but unfortunately for us, they have

way, we

goods, no one would

you manage?” I

so neither of us feels pain when they are

make myself happy with

around, and even though they claim to love me, they never try

the affair and move on,” She said

he know?” I asked, and

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