Shadows of Destiny

Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

shifted to this

apologise to you,

said, and I smiled and looked at

not use that

know you will, so don’t

feel

“Please, Tamia.

easy on

his

I was ashamed.

disgust, and I couldn’t

to make out with a stranger, just because fate willed

have the

wanted to tell her it wouldn’t

being weak and reject

me a lot, but I will still have

with you being

it,

up this morning thinking I would go to the Whitewood pack and reject

the feeling is alien to me,

help me out.” He said and went to his knees and hugged my legs while

what

I am confused.

I had to honour Casper’s invite,” he

had never seen him cry or show

He was perplexed.

had messed up

I ran my finger’s through his hair to calm him down, but

looked up at me

me

find a

I will fight it.

stay away

I

knowing my blissful

to, I had to find a way to make

my mind to

no way his wolf would want to stay away or reject

willing as I was to try, I could never let him touch me again

touch than for him to touch me out

give up on me, Tamia, please,”

fate has already given up on us?” I said, looking

make you share like the other

will fight it,” he

but I could not dispute

in the evening, and I dreaded having discussions

was fated to

pack members gossip about people

he tore the top of

an incident, especially when

Tamia?” luna Linda of the Brent Pack

the same predicament

her husband

refused to reject his fated because he

made Linda agree to it, and she has been a

need to

It won’t get better.

went cold two years

almost as if I am not in

meetings,” She said and took a

an ordinary pack member, not an

on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject us or someone

we are

that comes with the rejection, so they won’t do it, and since we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy of fighting

I asked her, and she

his fate, so neither of us feels pain when they

happy with flings

around, and even though they claim to love me, they never try to

just enjoy the affair and move on,”

know?” I asked,

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