Shadows of Destiny

Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

shifted to this

me apologise to

said, and I smiled

that word carelessly,

means you won’t do it again, and I know you will, so don’t bother,” I

could feel his

“Please, Tamia.

isn’t easy

his eyes, “I felt

I was ashamed.

me with disgust, and I couldn’t

and went to make out with a stranger, just

have the intention of touching

wanted to tell her

wanted to risk being weak

cost me a lot, but I will still

with you being my strength, Tamia, but I

do it, and I still

I would go to the Whitewood pack and reject her,

because the feeling is alien to me, but I can’t,

and went to

don’t know what to do, my

I am confused.

home as you insisted, but I had to honour Casper’s invite,” he said and continued to

never seen him cry or

He was perplexed.

messed

ran my finger’s through his hair to calm him down, but I doubted my touch would ever

looked up at me

held me to

will find a way,

I will fight it.

stay away

Tamia,” he said, making promises that I

him, knowing my blissful

had happened to, I had to find a way to make

have to prepare my mind to share him with

way his wolf would want to

could never let him touch me again because I knew

that case, I would rather be without his touch than for him

on me, Tamia, please,” He pleaded with

has already given up on us?” I

you share like the other Alphas,

will fight it,” he said, and I

course, I did not believe him, but I could not dispute the fact that he meant what he was

in the evening, and I dreaded having discussions with the lunas in

had travelled by now that Leo was fated to

people seeing Leo with

tore the top

when the woman had

Linda of the Brent Pack

in the

with her husband and

reject his fated

and she has

need to be

It won’t get better.

bed went cold two years

they have pups, and it is almost as if I am

is all I am ever good for, meetings,” She said

was an ordinary

they have to reject us or someone stronger challenge them for our

we

since we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy of fighting for.”

I

claimed his fate, so neither of us

happy

around, and even though they claim to

the affair and move on,” She said and

he know?” I asked, and she

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