Shadows of Destiny

Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

shifted

apologise to you,

said, and

use that word carelessly,

will, so don’t bother,” I

could feel

“Please, Tamia.

easy

with tears welling up in his eyes, “I felt like a

I was ashamed.

with disgust, and I couldn’t blame

make out with a stranger,

not have the intention of touching

wanted to tell

risk being weak

lot,

being my strength, Tamia,

do it, and I still

up this morning thinking I would go to the Whitewood

is alien

to his knees and hugged my legs while he

know what to do, my

I am confused.

I

never seen him cry or show this amount

He was perplexed.

messed

ran my finger’s through his hair to calm him down, but I

up at

held me to his

will find a

I will fight it.

will stay away

making promises that I knew he wouldn’t be able

blissful life with

other lunas this had happened to, I had to find a way to

have to prepare my mind to share

way his wolf would

could never let him touch me again because I knew he would do it

touch than for him to

on me, Tamia, please,”

I when fate has already given up on

won’t make you share like

fight it,” he said, and

him, but I could not

and I dreaded having

that Leo was fated to Amanda, and they had

heard pack members gossip about people seeing Leo with Amanda on the balcony

heard he tore the

no way to hide an incident, especially when the woman had to

the Brent Pack asked me, and I

in the same

was living with her husband

Kyle, refused to reject his fated because he knew it

and she has been a miserable drunk

need to be

It won’t get better.

cold two years

they have pups, and it is almost

for, meetings,” She

he was an ordinary pack member, not

would reject him and move on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject

we are

it, and since we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy of fighting for.” She

you manage?” I asked her, and

neither of us feels pain

just make myself happy with

one ever really sticks around, and even though they claim to love me, they never try to challenge

I just enjoy the affair and move

I asked, and she

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