03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

has been shifted to

apologise to

and I smiled and looked

that word carelessly,

again, and I know you will, so don’t bother,” I told him, and he

feel

“Please, Tamia.

easy

He said with tears welling up in his eyes, “I felt like a fool

I was ashamed.

me with disgust, and I

went to make out with a

did not have the

to tell

to risk being weak

will cost me a lot, but I will still have

being my strength, Tamia,

couldn’t do it, and I

woke up this morning thinking I would go to the Whitewood

the feeling is alien to

and went to his

know what to do, my

I am confused.

should have just stayed home as you insisted, but I had to

the years I had known Leo, I had never seen him cry

He was perplexed.

had messed up our

I ran my finger’s through his hair to calm him down, but I doubted my touch would ever

at me and stood

me to his

find a way,

I will fight it.

will stay away

that I knew he wouldn’t be able to

blissful

lunas this had happened to, I had to find

my mind to share

would want to stay away or

to try, I could never let him touch me again because I knew he would do it

touch than

not give up on me, Tamia, please,” He

already given

make you share like the other Alphas,

it,” he said,

did not believe him, but I could not dispute the fact that he meant what

security meeting in the evening, and I

that Leo was fated to Amanda, and they

the meeting, I heard pack members gossip about people seeing Leo with Amanda on the

he tore the top

an incident, especially when the woman had to leave

you handling it, Tamia?” luna Linda of the Brent Pack asked me, and I

in the

her

to reject his fated because he knew it would

Linda agree to it, and she has been a miserable

to

It won’t get better.

bed went cold two

pups, and it is almost as

I am ever good for, meetings,” She said and took

an ordinary pack member, not an

us, they have to reject us or someone

way, we

are used goods, no one

do you manage?” I asked her,

claimed his fate, so neither of us feels pain when

just make myself happy with

ever really sticks around, and even though they claim to love me, they

the affair and move on,” She

I asked, and

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