Shadows of Destiny

Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

shifted to this

me apologise to you,

said, and I smiled and looked

that word carelessly,

I know you will, so don’t bother,” I told him, and

feel

“Please, Tamia.

isn’t easy on me,

said with tears welling up in his eyes, “I felt like

I was ashamed.

disgust,

make

did not have the intention of

wanted to tell

being weak

cost me a lot, but I will still

with you being my strength,

it,

morning thinking I would go to the Whitewood

feeling is alien to me, but I can’t,

He said and went to his knees and

know what to do,

I am confused.

you insisted, but I had to honour Casper’s

seen him cry or show this amount

He was perplexed.

messed up our

I ran my finger’s through his hair to calm him down, but

at me and stood

held me to his

find

I will fight it.

will stay away

Tamia,” he said, making promises that I knew he wouldn’t be able

blissful

this had happened to, I had to find a way to make it

to prepare my mind to share him with

would want to

touch me again because I knew he would

be without his touch than for him to touch me out

give up on me, Tamia, please,” He pleaded with me sensing

I when fate has already given up on us?” I said, looking at

make you share like the

it,” he

I did not believe him, but I could not dispute the fact that he meant what he

in the evening, and I dreaded

that Leo was fated to Amanda, and they had hooked

about people seeing Leo with Amanda on the balcony making

heard he tore the top of her

to hide an incident, especially when the woman

handling it, Tamia?” luna Linda of the Brent Pack asked me, and

was in the

her

his fated because

she has been a

to

It won’t get better.

went cold

is almost as if I

meetings,” She said and took

I wished he was an

us, they have to reject us or someone stronger challenge them

way, we are

weakness that comes with the rejection, so they won’t do it, and since we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy of fighting for.”

do you manage?” I asked her,

his fate, so neither of us feels

happy with flings

sticks around, and even though they claim to

I just enjoy the affair and move on,” She said and

know?” I asked, and she

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