Shadows of Destiny

Chapter 3

03 A Clearer Picture ~Tamia~

I went on a run in the morning, and when I returned, the people looked at me strangely.

I did not need magic to know that news of the Alpha finding his fated had travelled.

Leo did not try to hide the attraction between him and Amanda.

I wonder if the pack members were happy that their Alpha would be stronger now that he had found his fated mate.

I wondered if they were concerned for me, for the pain I would endure, which might drive me insane eventually.

I honestly wondered whose side they would be on.

I jogged past the pack members and returned to my house.

Leo was having breakfast.

I had not spoken to him and did not plan to, because I had nothing to say.

I went to the bedroom to shower and dress up for the day; we had a meeting to attend together.

As much as I would rather sit it out, I had promised Luna Avery I would be there.

She was the closest I had to a friend, and I suspected my life would be like hers soon.

Avery’s husband, Alpha Max, found his fate three years ago, and they have lived together ever since.

Although she had never opened up to me about what was happening in her home, I knew she was broken.

He always attended parties with his fated and left Avery on her own.

She had found a way to cope.

She was faring better than Linda, who was in the same shoes as Avery, but I dreaded I would be able to manage.

I showered in a hurry.

For the first time, I did not spend time in the mirror in the toilet to dry my hair.

I did not feel like making an effort.

Even though Leo did not like make-up and revealing clothes, I tried to look nice under those circumstances, but I wasn’t feeling like it anymore.

Amanda was pretty.

There was no way I could compete with her because they were fated.

She could be the most unattractive being on earth, and he would still want her.

Fated love was fucked up that way.

The moment I walked into the room after taking my shower, I saw Leo sitting on the couch.

I ignored him and went to look for something simple to wear in the closet.

He came to me and wrapped his arms around me, then kissed his mark on my neck.

I pushed him off me.

“Don’t touch me after what you did last night,” I said through gritted teeth.

I was mad.

He had utterly embarrassed me and showed zero self-control.

“We did not go all the way, Tamia.

I broke it.

I held back.

As much as my body and wolf wanted to, I held back,” He said.

“Held back, as in you didn’t put your cock in her, but you did everything else,” I said, explaining his meaning of holding back, and he was silent.

“Get dressed.

We have a meeting to attend,” I told him, and he held onto me.

shifted to this

let me apologise to

said, and I smiled and looked at

use that word carelessly,

you will, so don’t bother,” I

feel his

“Please, Tamia.

easy on

with tears welling up in his eyes, “I felt

I was ashamed.

at me with disgust,

make out with a stranger, just because fate

have the intention

tell her it wouldn’t

risk being

it will cost me a lot, but I will

okay with you being my strength, Tamia, but I

couldn’t do it,

go to the

is alien to me,

me out.” He said and went to his knees and hugged

what to do, my

I am confused.

but I had

Leo, I had never seen him cry or

He was perplexed.

messed

better judgment, I ran my finger’s through his hair to calm him down, but

up at me and stood

held me

will find a

I will fight it.

will stay

I knew he

my blissful life

lunas this had happened to, I had to find a way

my mind to share him

wolf would want to stay away

willing as I was to try, I could never let him touch me

be without his touch

give up on me, Tamia, please,” He pleaded

when fate has already given up on

share like the other

he said,

him, but I could not dispute the fact that he meant what he was

evening, and I dreaded having discussions with the lunas

had travelled by now that Leo was fated to

gossip about people seeing Leo with Amanda on the balcony

he tore the top of her

to hide an incident, especially when the woman had to

are you handling it, Tamia?” luna Linda of the Brent Pack asked me,

was in the same predicament as

was living with her husband

to reject his fated because he knew it would weaken his

she has been a miserable

need to be brave,

It won’t get better.

cold

is almost as if I am not

all I am ever good for, meetings,” She said and took a huge gulp of her

was an ordinary pack member, not

him and move on, but unfortunately for us, they have to reject us or

way, we

and since we are used goods, no one would deem us worthy of fighting for.” She said,

you manage?” I asked her, and she

so neither of us feels

make myself happy

really sticks around, and even though they claim to love me, they never try to challenge the

move on,” She said and

I

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