Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

all

month passed, and I watched

get her from the

sent several

was trying to prove something

couple of times,

it, making

so low in my life

hours in the office and reduced his time

to me

had threatened war with us if he didn’t take his daughter,

we were summoned to the

our

Alpha had equal rights in the council,

all the alphas

in the council represented their

the verdict, but I dressed

the car’s back seat, Leo

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

always be my

you,” he said, and I nodded and smiled at

learned how

I was still with him

were discussed

Volkov of the Dark Wolf pack, and Lord of all werewolves was one issue that

region and was heading

people argued that the Dark Alpha never attacked unless

was a bully, and

Alpha from another region, I had never met him before, so I could not judge his character or decide whether the rumours about him were

certain thing was that the man was powerful, and

Alpha was and deciding what to do on the

would see kicking me to the curb for a fated as honourable since that was what he did

leave you unless you

is wrong to have relations with you fated and then

the way with her, I swear,” he argued, and Kyle shook

Amanda,” he said,

she was lying; whatever the case may be, people would likely believe her because of her

want a war among ourselves, Leo, do the honourable thing,” Alpha Gabriel

should not hold him back from

cruelty,” The chauvinistic bastard

all this? “Do not blame me for this, Alpha,”

the

get me involved.” I warned him, and he

of you he hasn’t

powerful Alphas go to war because you don’t

has made it, so deal with it,” the man said, and I did not bother

to take Miss Amanda Richford in by the end of

will be

You might be powerful.

wealth than all of us, but together, we are

not force our

make reparations by doing the right thing.” Kyle said,

entire council, so I knew we would welcome

home with

the master’s bedroom tomorrow morning,” I

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

hellbent on coming here, she will sleep in the other room,” he said

I did not sleep with her,” he said, and I

I knew

came, and

they moved their things

and they reluctantly moved

if they felt she should not be

arranged everything in her room, the people

her and decided I would leave the house when she chose that moment

inconvenience this is

option, we would have done it in a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha like Leo would not want

to replace you,” she said, and I knew she knew it was only

I lied and stepped out of the

the woods, shifted to my wolf form,

in my wolf form