Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

all

I watched

never went to get her

several envoys

knew he was trying to prove something to me, and I appreciated him

love a couple of times,

it, making it feel like pity

low in my

spent long hours in the office and reduced his

attracted to me as

his daughter, and word had spread that he was soliciting help from

this, we were summoned to

in our region met and decided

had equal rights in the council,

all

Alpha in the council represented their

nervous about the verdict, but

sat in the car’s back seat, Leo squeezed my

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

always

said, and I

learned how to pretend I believed

was the only reason I was still with him was that I had

lot of issues were discussed

Dark Wolf pack, and Lord of

region and was

argued that the Dark Alpha never attacked unless

bully, and

another region, I had never met him before, so I could not judge his character or decide whether the rumours

man was powerful, and

deciding what to do on the matter, Ramzey’s

refused to do the honourable thing, Alpha Leo?” Kyle asked him, and I knew he would see kicking me to the curb

cannot leave you unless you

with you fated and then abandon her,” he said sternly, and Leo shook

the way with her, I swear,” he argued,

he said, and Leo

was lying, or she was lying; whatever the case may be, people would

Leo, do the

not hold him back

chauvinistic bastard said

blame me for this, Alpha,” I warned the man, and he

the

involved.” I warned him, and

you he hasn’t taken

go to war because you don’t want

man said, and I did not bother to respond because there was

expected to take Miss Amanda Richford in by the end of

will be

You might be powerful.

land and wealth than all of us, but together, we are stronger

force

should make reparations by doing

against the entire council, so I knew we would welcome a guest into our home

with Leo fuming with

I told him, kicking myself out of the

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

is hellbent on coming here, she will sleep in

with her,” he said,

the night because I knew my life would be different

and Amanda

moved their

guest room, and they reluctantly

felt

arranged everything in her

speaking to her and decided I would leave

for the inconvenience

a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha like

I will not try to replace you,” she said, and I knew she knew it was only

and stepped out

the woods, shifted to my wolf form,

remained in my wolf form all day, until