Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

all too

month passed, and I watched Leo fight the

never went to get her from the

sent several

trying to prove something to me, and I appreciated him

of times, but

weren’t in it, making

felt so low

spent long hours in the office and

he wasn’t attracted to me as he used

if he didn’t take his daughter, and

we were summoned to the council

in our

had equal rights in the council, and the judgement was

council consisted of all the alphas in a

the council represented their

verdict, but I

car’s back

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

always

and I nodded and smiled

had somehow learned how to

was the only reason I was still with him was that I had nowhere to

lot of issues were discussed

Sylvester Volkov of the Dark Wolf pack, and Lord of all werewolves was one

an entire region and was

the Dark Alpha

he was a bully, and we needed

so I could not judge his character or decide

man

how evil the Dark Alpha was and deciding what to do on the matter, Ramzey’s

the honourable thing, Alpha Leo?” Kyle asked him, and I knew he would see kicking me to the curb for a fated as honourable since that was what he

cannot leave you

then abandon

go all the way with her,

he said, and

or she was lying; whatever the case may be, people would likely believe her because of her ripped

ourselves, Leo, do the

should not hold him back

The chauvinistic bastard said to

not blame me for this, Alpha,”

not the one under

me involved.” I warned

you he hasn’t taken Amanda

can’t have two powerful Alphas go to war

with it,” the man said, and I did not bother to respond because there was no point

Amanda Richford in by the

will be

You might be powerful.

land and wealth than all

force our

reparations by doing the right thing.” Kyle

stand a chance against the entire council, so I knew we would welcome

returned home with

my things out of the master’s bedroom tomorrow morning,” I told him, kicking myself out of the room before he did

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

Amanda is hellbent on coming here, she will sleep in the other room,” he said and

swear to you, Tamia, I did not sleep with her,” he said, and I nodded at his empty words and went to the

the night because I knew my life would be different in the

came, and Amanda

stared as they moved their things into

the guest room, and they reluctantly moved

felt she should not

everything in her room, the people she

would leave the house when she chose that moment

the inconvenience this is causing

the rejection was an option, we would have done it in a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha like

I will not try to replace you,” she said, and I knew she knew it was only a matter

and stepped out

shifted to my wolf form, and

my wolf