Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

was all

and I watched Leo fight

went to get her

sent several envoys to

he was trying to prove something to me, and I

of times, but

heart and wolf weren’t in it, making it feel

felt so low in

hours in the office and reduced his

knew he wasn’t attracted to

he didn’t take his daughter, and

were summoned to the council

meeting was where Alphas in our region met and

rights in the council, and the judgement was

consisted of all

the council

nervous about the verdict, but

back

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

always

you,” he said, and I

learned how to pretend I believed

truth was the only reason I was still with him was that I had

lot of issues were

Wolf pack, and Lord of all werewolves was one issue that troubled

an entire region and was heading for

the Dark Alpha never attacked

a bully, and we needed to prepare

region, I had never met him before, so I could not judge his character or decide

thing was that the man was

deciding what to do on the

asked him, and I knew he would see kicking me to the curb for a fated as honourable since that

you unless you

wrong to have relations with you fated and then abandon her,” he said sternly, and

go all the way with her, I swear,” he argued, and Kyle

according to Amanda,” he said, and

lying, or she was lying; whatever the case may be, people would likely believe her

want a war among ourselves, Leo, do the honourable thing,” Alpha

should not hold him back from his fated, Luna

cruelty,” The chauvinistic bastard said

me for this, Alpha,” I

am not the

I

is because of you he

Alphas go to war because you

I did not bother to respond because there was no point arguing with the

expected to take Miss Amanda Richford in

will be

You might be powerful.

have more land and wealth than all

force our

have hurt Alpha Ramzey and should make reparations by doing the right thing.” Kyle said, and

council, so I knew we would welcome a guest into our home

returned home with Leo

bedroom tomorrow morning,” I

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

she will sleep in the

swear to you, Tamia, I did not sleep with her,” he said, and

most of the night because I knew my life would be different

came, and Amanda

moved their things into our

the guest room, and they reluctantly moved

was as if they felt

her room,

leave the house when

the inconvenience

done it in a heartbeat, but a powerful

you,” she said, and

and stepped out

shifted to my wolf form,

my wolf form all