Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

all

month passed, and I watched Leo fight

went to get

sent several envoys to no

trying to prove something to me, and I appreciated him for

of times, but

in it, making it feel

never felt so low in

in the office and reduced his time working from

to me as he

he didn’t take his daughter, and word had spread that he was soliciting

we were summoned to the

Alphas in our region met and decided on

in the council,

of all the alphas

in the

verdict, but I dressed to go

we sat in the car’s back seat, Leo squeezed my

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

always be my

he said, and I nodded

had somehow learned how to pretend I believed

I was still with him was that

of issues were discussed

and Lord of

an entire region

that the Dark Alpha never attacked unless someone

was a bully, and we needed to prepare

Alpha from another region, I had never met him before, so I could not judge his

was that the man

Dark Alpha was and deciding what to do on the matter, Ramzey’s issue with Leo

Alpha Leo?” Kyle asked him, and I knew he would see kicking me to the curb for a fated as honourable

leave you unless

is wrong to have relations with you fated and then abandon her,” he

all the way with her, I swear,” he argued,

he said,

lying, or she was lying; whatever the case may be, people would likely believe her

do the

not hold him back from his fated, Luna

cruelty,” The chauvinistic bastard said to

all this? “Do not blame me for

the one under

me involved.” I warned him, and he

is because of you

can’t have two powerful Alphas go to war because

has made it, so deal with it,” the man said, and I did not bother to respond because there was no point arguing with the

expected to take Miss Amanda Richford in by

the council will be against

You might be powerful.

wealth than all of us, but together, we are stronger than

not force

doing the right

entire council, so I knew we would

with Leo

out of the master’s bedroom tomorrow morning,” I told him, kicking myself out

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

coming here, she will sleep in the other

he said, and I nodded at his empty words and went

because I knew

came, and Amanda

they moved their things

pointed to the guest room, and they reluctantly moved her things

was as if they felt she should

arranged everything in her room,

speaking to her and decided I would leave

sorry for the inconvenience this

an option, we would have done it in a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha like Leo would not want to be weak neither

she said, and I knew she knew it was only

and stepped out of

the woods, shifted to my

wolf form all day, until