Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

all too

passed, and I

to get her from the

sent several envoys

knew he was trying to prove something to me, and I appreciated him

couple of times, but

weren’t in it, making

had never felt so low in

spent long hours in the office and reduced his time

he wasn’t attracted to me

take his daughter, and word had spread that he was soliciting

of this, we were summoned

our region met

in the council, and the

consisted of all the

in the council represented their

was nervous about the verdict, but I dressed to

back seat, Leo

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

always

you,” he said, and I nodded and smiled at

had somehow learned how to pretend I

was still with him was that I had

were discussed at

the Dark Wolf pack, and Lord of all werewolves was one issue that troubled people the

conquered an entire region and was

that the Dark Alpha never attacked unless

was a bully, and we

had never met him before, so I could not judge his character or decide whether the

thing was that the man was

evil the Dark Alpha was and deciding what to do on

you refused to do the honourable thing, Alpha Leo?” Kyle asked him, and I knew he would see kicking me

cannot leave you

fated and then

not go all the way with her, I swear,” he argued, and Kyle shook

to Amanda,” he

was lying, or she was lying; whatever the case may be, people would likely believe

do the

hold him back

is cruelty,” The chauvinistic bastard said to

in all this? “Do not blame me for this, Alpha,” I

am not the one

involved.” I warned

of you he hasn’t

two powerful Alphas go to war because you don’t want to

so deal with it,” the man said, and I did not bother to respond because

are expected to take Miss Amanda Richford

council will be

You might be powerful.

than all of

not force our

Alpha Ramzey and should make reparations by doing the right thing.” Kyle said, and the case

not stand a chance against the entire council, so I

home with

my things out of the master’s bedroom tomorrow morning,” I told him, kicking myself out of the room

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

sleep in the other room,” he said

her,” he said, and

turned most of the night because I knew my life would be different in the

and

moved their things

to the guest room, and they reluctantly moved

was as if they felt she

in her room, the people

would leave the house when she chose

am sorry for the inconvenience this

an option, we would have done it in a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha like Leo would not want to be

she said, and I knew she knew it was only a

I lied and stepped out of the

walked to the woods, shifted to my

my wolf form all day,