Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

was all

passed, and I watched Leo

to get

several envoys

was trying to prove something to me,

made love a couple of times,

wolf weren’t in it, making it

felt so low in my life until

hours in the office and reduced his time working from

attracted to me as he used

he didn’t take his daughter, and word had

were summoned to

in our region met and decided

in the council, and the judgement was

council consisted of all the alphas in a

the council

about the verdict, but I dressed to

in the car’s back seat, Leo

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

will always be my

he said, and I nodded and smiled at

somehow learned how

was still with him

were discussed

and Lord of all werewolves was one issue that troubled people the

an entire region and was heading

the Dark Alpha never attacked unless

a bully, and we needed to prepare

an Alpha from another region, I had never met him before, so I could not judge

thing was that the man was powerful, and he

what to do on the matter, Ramzey’s issue

Leo?” Kyle asked him, and I knew he would see kicking me to the curb for a fated as honourable

leave you

wrong to have relations with you fated and then abandon her,” he said

not go all the way with her, I swear,” he argued, and Kyle

he said,

was lying, or she was lying; whatever the case may be, people would likely believe her because

war among ourselves, Leo, do

not hold him back from his fated, Luna

cruelty,” The chauvinistic bastard

me for this, Alpha,”

am not the one

get me involved.” I

you he hasn’t taken Amanda

can’t have two powerful Alphas go to war because you

deal with it,” the man said, and I did not bother to respond because there was

expected to take Miss Amanda Richford

will

You might be powerful.

all of us, but together, we are stronger than

not force our

doing

a chance against the entire council, so I

home with Leo fuming

master’s bedroom tomorrow morning,” I

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

on coming here, she will sleep in the

did not sleep with her,” he said, and I nodded at his empty words

most of the night because I knew my life would be different in

came, and Amanda

moved their

the guest room, and they reluctantly moved her things

if they felt

arranged everything in her room, the people she came with

and decided I would leave the house when she chose

inconvenience this is

a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha like Leo would not want to be weak neither do

I will not try to replace you,” she said, and I knew she knew it was only

you,” I lied and stepped out

to the woods, shifted

remained in my wolf form all