Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

was all

I watched Leo fight

to get her from the

Ramzey sent several envoys

knew he was trying to prove something to me, and I appreciated him for

a couple of times, but it

in it, making it

never felt so low in

long hours in the office and reduced his time working

knew he wasn’t attracted to me as

threatened war with us if he didn’t take his daughter, and word had spread that he was soliciting

this, we were summoned to

Alphas in our region met and decided on

in the council, and the judgement

consisted of all

the council represented

the verdict, but I

we sat in the car’s back seat,

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

always be

promise you,” he said, and I nodded

had somehow learned how to pretend I

I was still

issues were discussed at the

of the Dark Wolf pack, and Lord of all werewolves was one

entire region and

argued that the Dark Alpha never attacked unless

was a bully, and we needed to prepare

I could not

man was powerful,

and deciding what to do on the matter, Ramzey’s

Kyle asked him, and I knew he would see kicking me to

cannot leave you unless you reject

relations with you fated and then

all the way with her, I swear,” he argued, and Kyle

to Amanda,” he said,

lying; whatever the case may be, people

not want a war among ourselves, Leo, do the honourable thing,” Alpha

back from

is cruelty,” The chauvinistic

me

not the

get me involved.” I warned him,

is because of you he hasn’t taken Amanda

powerful Alphas go to war because you don’t

made it, so deal with it,” the man said, and I did not bother to respond because there

Richford in by the end

the council will be

You might be powerful.

than all of us, but together, we

not force our

should make reparations by doing the right thing.” Kyle said, and

council, so I knew

home with Leo fuming with

I told him, kicking myself out

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

here, she will sleep in the other

I did not sleep with her,” he said, and I nodded at his

most of the night because I knew my life would be different

came, and

stared as they moved their things into our

pointed to the guest room, and

as if they felt she

arranged everything in her room,

and decided I would leave the house

inconvenience this is causing you, Luna

we would have done it in a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha like Leo would not want

to replace you,” she said, and I knew she knew it was only

lied and stepped

the woods, shifted to my

wolf form all