Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

all

I

went to get her from the

sent several envoys

prove something to me, and I

couple of times, but it

in it, making it feel like pity

had never felt so low in my life

in the office and reduced his

attracted to me as he used to

his daughter, and word

this, we were

in our region met and decided on

equal rights in the council, and the judgement

of all the alphas in a

the council represented

the verdict, but I dressed to go

sat in the car’s back seat, Leo

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

will always be my

he said, and I

learned how

I was still with him was that I

issues were discussed

the Dark Wolf pack, and Lord of all werewolves was one issue that troubled people the

an entire region and was

the Dark Alpha never attacked unless someone

most believed he was a bully, and we

could not judge his character or decide whether the rumours

man was

the Dark Alpha was and deciding what to do on the matter, Ramzey’s issue with Leo was

knew he would see kicking me to the curb for a fated

cannot leave you unless you

relations with you fated and then abandon her,”

all the way with her, I swear,” he argued, and Kyle

to Amanda,” he said,

he was lying, or she was lying; whatever the case may be, people would likely believe her because of her

a war among ourselves, Leo, do

should not hold him back from his fated, Luna

The chauvinistic bastard said to

me for

not the one

get me involved.” I warned

is because of you he hasn’t

can’t have two powerful Alphas go to war because you

the man said, and I did not bother to respond because there was no point arguing with

to take Miss Amanda Richford in by

the council will be against

You might be powerful.

and wealth than all of us,

not force

and should make reparations by doing

against the entire council, so I knew we

returned home with Leo

tomorrow morning,” I told him, kicking

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

coming here, she will sleep in the other room,” he

I did not sleep with her,” he said, and I nodded at his empty words

the night because I knew my life would be

came, and Amanda

as they moved their things into our

the guest room, and they

they felt she

they had arranged everything in her room,

leave

for the inconvenience

if the rejection was an option, we would have done it in a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha

promise I will not try to replace you,” she said, and

lied and

walked to the woods, shifted

remained in my wolf form all day,