Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

was all

I watched Leo fight

get her from

several envoys to no

knew he was trying to prove something to me,

love a couple of times, but it was

weren’t in it, making

had never felt so low

office

he wasn’t attracted to me as he

us if he didn’t take his daughter, and word had spread that he

were summoned to the council

was where Alphas in our region met and decided on

Alpha had equal rights in the council,

council consisted of all

in the

the verdict, but I dressed to go

we sat in the car’s back seat,

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

always be

you,” he said, and I nodded and smiled

had somehow learned how to pretend I believed

was still with him was that I

were

the Dark Wolf pack, and Lord of all werewolves was one issue that troubled people the

entire region and was

that the Dark Alpha never attacked

was a bully, and

region, I had never met him before, so I could not judge his character or decide whether

was that the man was

the Dark Alpha was and deciding what

honourable thing, Alpha Leo?” Kyle asked him, and I knew he would see kicking me to the curb for a fated as honourable since that was what

you unless

with you fated and then abandon her,” he said sternly, and Leo

did not go all the way with her, I swear,” he argued,

according to Amanda,” he said, and

whatever the case may be, people

among ourselves, Leo, do the honourable thing,” Alpha Gabriel said and

back

chauvinistic bastard said to

my crime in all this? “Do not blame me for this, Alpha,” I warned the man,

am not the one under

involved.” I

is because of you he

can’t have two powerful Alphas go to war because you don’t

it,” the man said, and I did not bother to respond because there was no point

are expected to take Miss Amanda Richford in by the

the council will be against

You might be powerful.

more land and wealth than all of us, but together, we

not force

make reparations by doing the right thing.” Kyle said,

the entire council, so I knew we would welcome a guest into our

with

things out of the master’s bedroom tomorrow morning,” I told him, kicking myself out of the room before

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

will sleep in the other room,” he said and looked at

her,” he said, and I nodded at his empty words and went

of the night because I knew

came, and

moved

pointed to the guest room, and they reluctantly moved her things

if they felt she

everything in her room, the people she came

to her and decided I would leave the house when she chose that moment

sorry for the inconvenience this is

that if the rejection was an option, we would have done it in a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha like Leo would not want to be

said, and I

I lied and stepped out

to the woods, shifted to my wolf form,

my wolf form