Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

was all too

and I watched Leo

never went to get her from

several envoys to

was trying to prove something

a couple of times, but it

weren’t in it, making it feel

never felt so low in my life until

the office and reduced his time working

knew he wasn’t attracted to me as he

didn’t take his daughter, and word had

this, we were summoned to the council

our region met

had equal rights in the council, and

consisted of all

in the

about the verdict, but I

in the car’s back seat, Leo squeezed

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

always be

he said, and I nodded and

had somehow learned how to pretend

was still with

were discussed at the

Volkov of the Dark Wolf pack, and Lord of all werewolves was one issue that troubled people

entire region and was

Alpha never attacked unless someone

believed he was a bully, and

before, so I could not judge his character or decide whether the rumours about

man was powerful, and he was

evil the Dark Alpha was and deciding what to do on the matter, Ramzey’s issue

refused to do the honourable thing, Alpha Leo?” Kyle asked him, and I knew he would see kicking me to the curb for a

you unless you

is wrong to have relations with you fated and then abandon her,” he said

way with her, I swear,”

according to Amanda,” he said, and

or she was lying; whatever the case may be, people would likely believe

Leo, do the honourable thing,” Alpha Gabriel

hold him back from

is cruelty,” The chauvinistic bastard

me

not the one under

me involved.” I warned him, and he

is because of you he

go to

the man said, and I did not bother to respond because there was no point arguing

Miss Amanda Richford in by the

the council will be against

You might be powerful.

land and wealth than all of us,

not force

by doing the right thing.” Kyle said, and the case was

so I

returned home with Leo

master’s bedroom tomorrow morning,” I told him, kicking myself out of the room before he did

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

sleep in the other room,” he said

did not sleep with her,” he said,

tossed and turned most of the night because I knew my life would be different in the

and Amanda

they moved their things

guest room, and

as if they felt she

everything in her room, the people she came with

her and decided I would leave the house when

inconvenience this is causing you, Luna

if the rejection was an option, we would have done it in a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha like Leo would not want to

promise I will not try to replace you,” she said, and I knew

and stepped

to the woods, shifted to

my wolf form all day,