Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

all too

I watched Leo fight the

never went to get her from

Ramzey sent several envoys to no

something to me, and

made love a couple of times, but

it, making it feel like pity

had never felt so low in my

spent long hours in the office

he wasn’t attracted to me

war with us if he didn’t take his daughter,

were summoned to

meeting was where Alphas in our

had equal rights in the council, and

council consisted of all

Alpha in the council represented their

the verdict, but I dressed to go

back seat, Leo squeezed my

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

always be

said, and I nodded

had somehow learned how to pretend I believed

still with him

issues were

pack, and Lord of all werewolves was one issue that

an entire region and

that the Dark Alpha never attacked unless someone offended

a bully, and

had never met him before, so I could not judge his character or decide whether the rumours about him were true

man was powerful, and he was

discussing how evil the Dark Alpha was and deciding what to do on the matter, Ramzey’s

Kyle asked him, and I knew he would see kicking

chosen cannot leave you unless you reject

relations with you fated and then abandon her,” he said sternly, and Leo shook

not go all the way with her, I swear,” he argued, and

according to Amanda,” he said, and Leo

case may be, people would likely believe her because of her ripped

do the honourable thing,” Alpha

should not hold him back from

is cruelty,” The chauvinistic bastard said to

in all this? “Do not blame me for this, Alpha,” I warned the man, and he

am not the one

get me involved.” I warned him, and he

because of you

two powerful Alphas go to war because you

the man said, and I did not bother to respond because there was no point arguing with

are expected to take Miss Amanda Richford in by the end of the

the council will be against

You might be powerful.

and wealth than all of us, but together, we are stronger than

force

reparations by doing the right thing.” Kyle said, and the case

chance against the entire council, so

returned home with Leo

of the master’s bedroom tomorrow morning,” I told him, kicking myself

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

here, she will sleep in the other room,” he said and looked

sleep with her,” he said, and I nodded at his empty words

night because I knew my life would be

came, and Amanda

stared as they moved their things

and they reluctantly moved her things

felt

her room, the people she

her and decided I would leave the

the inconvenience this is

rejection was an option, we would have done it in a heartbeat, but a

to replace you,” she said, and I

I lied and stepped out of the

the woods, shifted to my wolf form,

in my wolf form all day,