Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

was all

month passed, and I watched Leo fight the

went to get

Ramzey sent several

trying to prove something to me, and I appreciated

couple of times, but it was

and wolf weren’t in it, making it feel like pity

never felt so low

long hours in the office and

he wasn’t attracted to

take his daughter,

were

meeting was where Alphas in our

had equal rights in the council, and the

council consisted of all the

the

verdict, but I

the car’s back seat, Leo squeezed

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

always

he said, and I

had somehow learned how to

truth was the only reason I was still with

of issues were discussed at the

Volkov of the Dark Wolf pack, and Lord of all werewolves was one issue that troubled people the

region and

people argued that the Dark Alpha never attacked unless someone offended

a bully, and we needed to prepare

I had never met him before, so I could not judge his

that the man was powerful, and he was

Dark Alpha was and deciding what to do on the matter, Ramzey’s issue with Leo

do the honourable thing, Alpha Leo?” Kyle asked him, and I knew he would see kicking me to the curb for a fated as honourable

you unless you reject

to have relations with you fated and then abandon her,” he said

go all the way with her, I swear,”

to Amanda,” he said, and Leo

he was lying, or she was lying; whatever the case may be, people

want a war among ourselves, Leo, do the honourable thing,” Alpha Gabriel said and looked at

him back from

is cruelty,” The chauvinistic bastard said to

crime in all this? “Do not blame me for

the one

involved.” I warned

of you he hasn’t taken

powerful Alphas go to war because you don’t

with it,” the man said, and I did not bother to respond because there was no

to take Miss Amanda Richford in by the

the council will

You might be powerful.

more land and wealth than all of us, but

not force our

Ramzey and should make reparations by doing the right thing.” Kyle

against the entire council, so I knew we would welcome a

home with Leo

I told him, kicking

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

sleep in

to you, Tamia, I did not sleep with her,” he said, and I nodded at his empty words and

night because I knew my life would

came, and

as they moved their things

the guest room, and

they felt

everything in her room, the people

leave the house when she chose that moment to

am sorry for the inconvenience

was an option, we would have done it in a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha like Leo would

will not try to replace you,” she said, and I knew she knew it was

lied and stepped out of the

woods, shifted to

in my wolf