Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

was all

I watched Leo

never went to get

several

prove something to me,

a couple of times, but it was

and wolf weren’t in it,

low

in the office and reduced his time working from

he wasn’t attracted to

with us if he didn’t take his daughter, and word

of this, we were summoned

Alphas in our region

the council, and the judgement was

all the alphas in a

in the council

about the verdict, but I dressed

we sat in the car’s back seat,

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

will always be my

you,” he said, and I nodded

somehow learned how to pretend

reason I was still with

issues were discussed at

pack, and Lord of all werewolves was one issue that

region

Alpha never attacked unless someone offended

was a bully, and

had never met him before, so I could not judge

the man was powerful,

and deciding what to do on the matter, Ramzey’s

the honourable thing, Alpha Leo?” Kyle asked him, and I knew he would see kicking me

leave you unless

have relations with you fated and then abandon her,” he said sternly, and

not go all the way with her, I swear,” he argued, and Kyle shook

Amanda,” he said, and

lying, or she was lying; whatever the case may be, people would likely believe her because of

want a war among ourselves, Leo, do the honourable thing,” Alpha Gabriel said and

him back from

The chauvinistic bastard

“Do not blame me

not the one under

involved.” I warned

because of you he hasn’t taken Amanda

Alphas go to war because you don’t want to

so deal with it,” the man said, and I did not bother

to take Miss Amanda Richford in

the council will be

You might be powerful.

have more land and wealth than all of us, but together, we are stronger than

not force

should make reparations by doing

chance against the entire council, so I knew we would welcome a guest into our

home with Leo fuming

bedroom tomorrow morning,” I told him, kicking myself out of the room before

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

will sleep in the

not sleep with her,” he said, and I nodded at his empty words and

and turned most of the night because I knew my life would be different

and

stared as they moved their things into

the guest room, and they reluctantly

as if they felt she should

they had arranged everything in her room,

avoided speaking to her and decided I would leave the house when she

for the inconvenience this is causing

it in a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha like Leo would not want to be weak neither

you,” she said, and I knew she knew it was only

you,” I lied and stepped out of the

the woods, shifted to my wolf

wolf