Shadows of Destiny

04 Sharing. ~Tamia~

I did not speak to Leo throughout the drive.

Every attempt he made to speak to me was shut down by my silence.

When we arrived home, I went straight to the bedroom.

Our house had four bedrooms.

We chose it so our children would have a room each to themselves, but that wouldn’t be the case now.

I wonder which of the rooms I will be asked to move into when Amanda moves in.

Linda’s words remained on my mind, and just like hers, I knew my bed would be cold soon.

“Tamia, please,” Leo said, following me to the bedroom.

“Please, Tamia,” he pleaded, and I turned to look at him.

“Please, what? Everyone is talking about it, Leo.

You humiliated me at the party.

So what she is your fated.

Did you have to leave my side, get into the balcony and make out with her? Do you know the meaning of self-control?” I asked him, and he bowed his head.

“The feeling was overwhelming,” he said, and I laughed.

“Better go to Whitewood and finish what you started, Leo.

Do not wait for my approval because it will never come.

I will never say it is okay so you can feel good.

In fact, it isn’t okay! It hurts! It feels like a betrayal, and I can never get over it.

So don’t waste your time hoping I will see the light because I won’t.

I am the loser in this.

Not you, not her, not the fucking pack members, just me.

Me and Kaira.” I said, walking into the bathroom to shower.

I stood under it while the water ran, and I was frozen.

I did not know what to do.

Where will I go to? Just like Linda and Avery, I was trapped.

I could not go anywhere without an invite because I was his luna.

I could not dream of finding love.

No one would want to try with me.

I was stuck.

I sat under the water and wept.

I was trying to prepare my mind for the dark days ahead, but I couldn’t.

My heart was too broken, and I was too afraid.

“We will have to try, Tamia,” Kaira, my wolf, said, resigning herself to our fate.

“What if she is mean and evil and wants him and everything to herself?” I asked my wolf.

“Then we will let her have it.

We can’t fight this.

She is higher than us, and she is his fated.

We do not stand a chance.

We just have to hope that she is nice and considerate, or a cold bed would be the least of our problems, Tamia,” my wolf said, and I wept.

was all too

month passed, and I

get her from the

sent several envoys

to prove something to me, and I

made love a couple of

wolf weren’t in it, making it feel like

felt so low in my

the office and reduced his

knew he wasn’t attracted to

war with us if he didn’t take his daughter, and word had spread that

we were summoned to the council

where Alphas in our

rights in the council, and the

council consisted of all

in the council

about the verdict,

in the car’s back seat, Leo

“Don’t be worried, Tamia.

always

promise you,” he said, and I nodded

learned how to pretend I believed

was still

lot of issues were discussed at the

Volkov of the Dark Wolf pack, and Lord of all werewolves was one issue

conquered an entire region

that the Dark Alpha never attacked unless someone

most believed he was a bully, and we needed to

region, I had never met him before, so I could

the man was powerful, and

the Dark Alpha was and deciding what to do on the matter, Ramzey’s issue with Leo was

Kyle asked him, and I knew he would see kicking me to the curb for a fated as honourable since that was

chosen cannot leave you

wrong to have relations with you fated and then abandon her,” he said sternly, and Leo

not go all the way with her, I swear,”

to Amanda,” he

he was lying, or she was lying; whatever the case may be, people would likely believe her

want a war among ourselves, Leo, do the honourable thing,”

him back from his fated, Luna

is cruelty,” The chauvinistic

this? “Do not blame me for this, Alpha,” I warned the man, and he

the

me involved.” I warned him, and he

of you he

two powerful Alphas go to war because

it, so deal with it,” the man said, and I did not bother

to take Miss Amanda Richford in

council will

You might be powerful.

more land and wealth than all

not force

have hurt Alpha Ramzey and should make reparations by doing the right thing.” Kyle said, and the case was

a chance against the entire council, so I knew we would welcome a guest into our

with Leo fuming with

I told him,

“No,” he said.

“We will remain together.

Amanda is hellbent on coming here, she will sleep

did not sleep with her,” he said, and I nodded at his

of the night because I knew my life would be different in the

came, and Amanda

stared as they moved their

the guest room, and they reluctantly moved

they felt

everything in her room,

her and decided I would leave the house when she chose

am sorry for the inconvenience this is causing you,

the rejection was an option, we would have done it in a heartbeat, but a powerful Alpha like Leo would not want to be weak neither

and I knew she knew it was

and stepped out of the

shifted to my wolf form,

my wolf form all day, until