Chapter 86: Would He Ever Come Back?
I walked through the garden for a few moments, looking around the bigger hedges and bushes, trying to find Ethan, but I didn‘t see him anywhere.
It was like he had vanished from my life again.
With a hand over my baby, I walked back home and went inside, closing the door behind me.
It seemed so lonely inside now. Not long ago, Soren and I had been sitting at the table eating dinner, laughing, and having a good conversation about our day. Now, the entire house seemed still and quiet.
“What was Ethan even doing here?” | asked myself aloud. I had no idea.
He said he‘d come there to see me, but why?
How did he even figure out where I was?
I wanted to talk to Ethan again. I wanted to find him and make him sit down and answer a thousand questions.
But that wasn‘t going to happen.
I lay backward on my bed and stared up at the ceiling, wondering if I‘d ever even see him again. There was a chance he would just go back home. Perhaps all he wanted was to see me, and now that he had, now that he knew that I was alive, he would just turn around and head right back to Madalynn‘s open arms.
Madalynn… and her ring.
I decided there was nothing more I could do, so I got ready for bed.
However, In my restless dreams, I kept seeing Ethan again but not being able to speak to him.
When I woke up, I couldn‘t stop thinking about him.
Seraphine was there to check my vitals, and Lola was tidying up the cottage. We were all friends, but I knew | couldn‘t talk to them about this. I couldn‘t risk them finding out the truth about my past.
Thad left that all behind.
Or at least, I thought I had.
“Ro?” Seraphine asked as she put her stethoscope back in her midwife bag. “Are you okay? I‘m done checking the baby, and you usually ask me a thousand questions. Today you‘re just staring off into space.”
“Oh. I‘m sorry.” I shook my head, smiling at her. “I guess I‘m just distracted this morning.”
asked me, and I knew from the twinkle in her eye that she was prying. “I know you had dinner with Soren
a face at her. “We‘re just friends,” I reminded her. I ran a hand over my belly.
“It really won‘t be
made me
mind. The fuzzy form of a man next to me came into view, but I wasn‘t quite sure
that the experience would be very different based on who it was next to me. Soren would be so supportive. He‘d
dear,” Seraphine said, sitting down next to me. “I know giving birth is never easy, but you‘ll be just fine. I‘ll be there with you every
trying to get the images out of my mind. “Oh, no. I think
and you‘re young and strong. I‘m sure this will be a perfectly normal birth where everything will go as planned, and before long,
bag. I knew she had some other patients to see that day. I had other things to do as
had business, and I needed to
blanket that I needed to hurry and
was what I told myself I was doing… but honestly, I was looking for
looking
comfort of my own home. How had he managed to reduce me to this state again? I had come so far, only to be thrust back into
a teenage girl,
times, but he didn‘t answer. Sol cut some
was still there. She smiled at me as I
be wonderful. Thank you,” I told her,
had he even bothered to come here if he wasn‘t going to
Lola said, and I thanked her as I took
focused out the window as I went to set the vase on a
the floor, spilling water all over
said as Lola also cried out.
a broom and mop. Pregnancy can
up my mess, and
reached for the broom. “Let
me off. “You could hurt yourself.
myself, though I felt awful that I’d created
straight. I was a
as
night passed, and I still didn‘t
I pretended to prune the trees, but I didn‘t see any trace. No
to think that perhaps he hadn‘t actually come to see me
needed to get on with my life. Whatever it was that had brought Ethan back into my life for those few fleeting moments, he‘d gotten it.
sat in the baby‘s nursery, sewing the blanket, staring at nothing as
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