Chapter 86: Would He Ever Come Back?
I walked through the garden for a few moments, looking around the bigger hedges and bushes, trying to find Ethan, but I didn‘t see him anywhere.
It was like he had vanished from my life again.
With a hand over my baby, I walked back home and went inside, closing the door behind me.
It seemed so lonely inside now. Not long ago, Soren and I had been sitting at the table eating dinner, laughing, and having a good conversation about our day. Now, the entire house seemed still and quiet.
“What was Ethan even doing here?” | asked myself aloud. I had no idea.
He said he‘d come there to see me, but why?
How did he even figure out where I was?
I wanted to talk to Ethan again. I wanted to find him and make him sit down and answer a thousand questions.
But that wasn‘t going to happen.
I lay backward on my bed and stared up at the ceiling, wondering if I‘d ever even see him again. There was a chance he would just go back home. Perhaps all he wanted was to see me, and now that he had, now that he knew that I was alive, he would just turn around and head right back to Madalynn‘s open arms.
Madalynn… and her ring.
I decided there was nothing more I could do, so I got ready for bed.
However, In my restless dreams, I kept seeing Ethan again but not being able to speak to him.
When I woke up, I couldn‘t stop thinking about him.
Seraphine was there to check my vitals, and Lola was tidying up the cottage. We were all friends, but I knew | couldn‘t talk to them about this. I couldn‘t risk them finding out the truth about my past.
Thad left that all behind.
Or at least, I thought I had.
“Ro?” Seraphine asked as she put her stethoscope back in her midwife bag. “Are you okay? I‘m done checking the baby, and you usually ask me a thousand questions. Today you‘re just staring off into space.”
“Oh. I‘m sorry.” I shook my head, smiling at her. “I guess I‘m just distracted this morning.”
all right?” she asked me, and I knew from the twinkle in her eye that she was prying. “I
her. “We‘re just friends,” I reminded her. I ran a hand over my belly. “Everything is okay with
of course,” she said. “It really won‘t be that
that made me feel. Was I ready to
fuzzy form of a man next to me came into view, but I
would be very different based on who it was next to me. Soren would be so supportive. He‘d probably manage to make it fun. Ethan, on the other hand… would he even be paying
sitting down next to me. “I know giving birth is never easy, but you‘ll be just fine. I‘ll be there with you every
the images out of my mind. “Oh, no. I think
I‘m sure this will be a perfectly normal birth where everything will go as planned, and before long, you will have your child with you to cherish and
up to go finish packing her bag. I knew she had some other patients to see
had business, and I needed to check the
also working on a baby blanket that I needed to hurry and finish, or
least, that was what I told myself I was doing… but honestly,
looking
my own home. How had he managed to reduce me to this state again? I had come so far, only to be thrust back
was like a teenage girl,
but he didn‘t answer. Sol cut some flowers and
She smiled at me as I came in. “Do you need
wonderful. Thank you,” I
bothered to come here if he wasn‘t going
her as I took the vase full
went to set the vase on
the floor, spilling water
I said as Lola also cried
me get a broom and mop. Pregnancy can make
needed to clean up my mess, and I backed
for
no,” she said, waving me off. “You could hurt
injure myself, though I felt awful that I’d created such a mess
straight. I was a danger to myself
as
and I
spent the next day in the garden, looking for any sign of him while I pretended to prune the trees, but
to think that perhaps he hadn‘t actually come
garden, I had decided I just needed to get on with my life. Whatever it was that had brought Ethan back into my life
nursery, sewing the blanket, staring at nothing as Seraphine organized the drawers of clothing
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