Chapter 123 – Rogue Attacks
Sinclair
After Ella shared her story with me, we spent a long time just kissing and cuddling,
talking through our feelings and reaffirming our love. Still, Ella wasn’t entirely soothed.
I could tell she was still beating herself up about her panic attack, no matter how many
times I promised her it was all right
I just want to be able to give you what you need.
Ella moans after a while, sounding as miserable ass ever.
“I don’t need to tie you up, baby. I promise, wondering if I’ll ever be able to convince
her that she’s enough for me exactly as she is. “There are plenty of other things we
can do.”
“But the idea of being tied up with you doesn’t frighten me.” Ella confesses, surprising
me. “I think it was just the way you asked. Because it wasn’t about you and me, it was
about what had been done to me in the past.
I frown, unsure if she’s being completely forthright. “That’s possible.” I agree. “But the
chances are that if the question was that upsetting, feeling it would be worse.”
“Not if I know it’s coming, and not if I’m handcuffed or something. The straps on a
medical table are different.” Ella argues. “I’m not saying I want to try it right this
second or when you’re really stressed. It would probably be better when things are
calmer so that if I do panic it doesn’t ruin everything, but I think I would like to try
sometime.”
“You really don’t have to, Ella.” I assure her “Not for my sake. It should be fun for both
of us, not something you have to endure.”
“I’m not just saying it for you Ella insists. “I don’t like thinking that they still have so
much power over me. Maybe if I can get over that fear by replacing the bad memories
with some good ones I can take my power back.”
I narrow my eyes at the little minx, wondering if this is another tactic to convince me.
Ella knows I’d do anything to help her, and it would certainly be clever to turn the
tables on me this way.
when I look into her shining eyes, I see only sincerity. “Okay, one
running my hands over her slick
give me reason to think you’re just humoring me, you’re going to
baby.”
not” Ella insists indignantly, sitting up and
“I don’t know if it’s my wolf coming out or what,
more time that passes, the more I find
as the words leave her mouth, and I’m relieved to see that
emotion of the last hour is starting to fade in
I confirm with a grin, sliding my palms up
over the tight buds at their center. Ella shivers
delightfully sensitive amidst
been a secret sex friend, and you just
part
dropping her gaze for a moment
if she’s just realized something. “Do you remember when we first found
confused because I felt like a different person with you?
person I was always meant to be, and
of
fondly, needing no help to recall
I was full of
sliding her arms
before I knew
saying I’m right now too, and you
beautiful laugh meets
Ella grins, making my inner
“
never have to worry about getting
exactly how
again, the passion always simmering
a sudden boil. I’m already fantasizing about how I
the stranglehold I’m keeping on my
instincts.
door crashes
before I see him, which is the only
from Ella’s, my wolf going
an emergency. Ella yelps when my Beta stalks in
in my
can’t see him.
with instant anxiety, “What’s
but I nod for him to continue.
called in an urgent warning. Apparently
Valley. Their numbers are
all sides. This isn’t just
they didn’t
a
beneath the bubbles of the deep bath and rising out
Hugo sighs in exasperation. “We have maybe
reinforcements to our scouts.”
Moon Valley
enough time to re ach our most remote outposts, and those are probably
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