Chapter 123 – Rogue Attacks
Sinclair
After Ella shared her story with me, we spent a long time just kissing and cuddling,
talking through our feelings and reaffirming our love. Still, Ella wasn’t entirely soothed.
I could tell she was still beating herself up about her panic attack, no matter how many
times I promised her it was all right
I just want to be able to give you what you need.
Ella moans after a while, sounding as miserable ass ever.
“I don’t need to tie you up, baby. I promise, wondering if I’ll ever be able to convince
her that she’s enough for me exactly as she is. “There are plenty of other things we
can do.”
“But the idea of being tied up with you doesn’t frighten me.” Ella confesses, surprising
me. “I think it was just the way you asked. Because it wasn’t about you and me, it was
about what had been done to me in the past.
I frown, unsure if she’s being completely forthright. “That’s possible.” I agree. “But the
chances are that if the question was that upsetting, feeling it would be worse.”
“Not if I know it’s coming, and not if I’m handcuffed or something. The straps on a
medical table are different.” Ella argues. “I’m not saying I want to try it right this
second or when you’re really stressed. It would probably be better when things are
calmer so that if I do panic it doesn’t ruin everything, but I think I would like to try
sometime.”
“You really don’t have to, Ella.” I assure her “Not for my sake. It should be fun for both
of us, not something you have to endure.”
“I’m not just saying it for you Ella insists. “I don’t like thinking that they still have so
much power over me. Maybe if I can get over that fear by replacing the bad memories
with some good ones I can take my power back.”
I narrow my eyes at the little minx, wondering if this is another tactic to convince me.
Ella knows I’d do anything to help her, and it would certainly be clever to turn the
tables on me this way.
shining eyes, I see
are calmer, we can try” I decide, running my hands over her slick skin. “But
me reason to think you’re just humoring me, you’re going to be
baby.”
Ella insists indignantly, sitting up and giving me
don’t know if
time that passes, the more I find myself craving your.. well,
her mouth, and I’m relieved to
emotion of the last hour is starting to fade
confirm with a grin, sliding my
my thumbs over the tight buds at their center. Ella
hands, delightfully sensitive amidst
been a secret sex friend, and you
part
her gaze for a moment before looking back
if she’s just realized something. “Do you remember when we first found
I felt like a different person with
person I was always meant to be, and it just
of my shell
rumble fondly, needing no help to recall our food fight. “As I
was full of
Ella muses, sliding her arms
even before
and you are a sex friend?” I joke,
laugh meets
grins, making
“
never have to worry about getting my dominance, trouble.”
know exactly how
passion always simmering for this
to a sudden boil. I’m already fantasizing about how I
us both without losing the stranglehold I’m keeping
instincts.
the bedroom door crashes
is the only reason I don’t react more
from Ella’s, my wolf going into
way it must be an emergency. Ella yelps
face in my neck, almost as though
be able to see her if she can’t see him. I offer her a soft purr, but I
with
nervously at Ella, but I nod for him to
an urgent
assault on Moon Valley.
sides. This isn’t
they didn’t organize it on their
already reaching for a towel. I slide Ella’s body off
of the deep bath and rising out of
Hugo sighs in exasperation. “We have maybe two
reinforcements to our scouts.”
the borders of Moon Valley extend for hundreds of miles,
enough time to re ach our most remote outposts, and
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