Surrogate For Alpha Dom

Chapter 122

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

he told me that he needed

words are coming in starts and stops

is still steaming around us, so I know she isn’t cold and I

yet. “He took off my clothes and put me on the exam table. and

it’s very important that you be still, Ella. This is

and if you move too

down Ella s cheeks as she

said, T know little

so I have these nifty straps to

down. and then

I explained he would touch me exactly

if I didn’t answer, if I cried or objected, he would

demand I tell him”

the first minute or so I figured out what he was about, and I didn’t want

anymore, but if I didn’t speak he would

abuses, always demonstrating them on my body. They

answered. I told him how to hurt

and she looks up at me for the

are overflowing, but she offers me a bitter smile

“It’s okay, big bad wolf,

snarl becomes a whine, and Ella determinedy forges on. “I was too

they did those things, but I knew how it made me

to happen again,

Cora who weren’t

didn’t!I have a horrible sick feeling in my stomach, and

whisk Ella

could hurt her.

meant other children

brilliant

abused… even if it meant

I gave myself up so the

than I already was, and it was better

be destroyed.” Ella shares,

explaining her logic. “The matron came almost

me in for check ups every few weeks.

gentle, and she never tied me down or gagged

want to inflict pain, she seemed determined to

true sadist;

face in my neck as she

twelve he r*ped me, and that’s when Cora and I

but most were more afraid of

they didn’t know about the doctor, and I

who stayed behind to never confide

clamped so tightly on Ella I’m afraid I must

doesn’t complain.

have

my own eyes, and I can only kiss and caress my

everything she

matron and the

hiss.

“Cora and I could only live

through the first winter, but eventually

us to the orphanage. When we got back they

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