Surrogate For Alpha Dom

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

he told me that he needed

are coming in starts and stops now, and her shaking is getting

us, so I know she isn’t cold and I

my clothes and put me

he said, ‘now it’s very important that you be still,

exam than you’re used to, and if you move

Ella s cheeks as she quotes the doctor, and it

wolf. “Then he said, T know little

these nifty straps

table and strapped me down. and then he asked me exactly

explained he would touch me exactly how she

if I cried or objected, he would only do it rougher

demand I tell him”

I figured out what he was about, and

anymore, but if I didn’t speak he would start guessing more

on my body. They were

done.. So I answered. I told him how to hurt me.” Ella

looks up at me

overflowing, but she offers me a bitter smile and reaches

my jaw. “It’s okay, big bad wolf, it’s almost

a whine, and Ella determinedy forges

but I knew

it to happen again, but I was already broken,

Cora who

no. No, no, no tell me she didn’t!I have a horrible

and whisk Ella away from

could hurt her.

only would have meant other children would be hurt, which is how

what Ella did. My brave, brilliant little mate would never stand

abused… even if it meant

at night. I gave myself up so the

couldn’t be ruined more than I already was, and it was better than

be destroyed.” Ella shares, confirming my fears but

despair by explaining her logic. “The matron came

ups every few weeks. I hated those visits worse

was sort of gentle, and she never tied

inflict pain, she seemed determined to make me

different. He was a true sadist; he loved my

hides her face in my neck as she concludes

was twelve he r*ped me, and that’s when Cora and I ran away.

us, but most were

they didn’t know about the doctor,

stayed behind to never confide

are clamped so tightly on Ella I’m afraid I must be hurting

doesn’t complain.

but her muscles have unwound

eyes, and I can only kiss and caress

everything she

they still there? The matron and the doctor?”

hiss.

“Cora and I could only live outside during the summers, and we

away through the first winter, but eventually the police found us squatting in

and returned us to the orphanage.