Surrogate For Alpha Dom

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

me that he needed to examine

stops now, and her shaking is getting worse.

so I know she isn’t

and put

‘now it’s very important that

used to, and if you move too much I could

down Ella s cheeks as she quotes the doctor, and

contain my wolf. “Then he said, T know

I have these nifty straps to help you. He pulled out restraints

down. and then he asked me exactly what

explained he would touch me exactly how she had, saying

if I cried or objected, he would only do

demand I tell him”

or so I figured out what

anymore, but if I didn’t speak he would

on my body. They were

I told him how to hurt me.” Ella is interrupted

she looks up at me for the

overflowing, but she offers me a bitter smile and

my jaw. “It’s okay, big bad wolf,

whine, and Ella determinedy forges on. “I was too young

I knew how it

wanted it to happen again, but I was already broken, and there

Cora who

No, no, no tell me she didn’t!I have a horrible sick feeling in my stomach, and

whisk Ella away from that horrible place before

could hurt her.

would have meant other children would be hurt, which is how

brave, brilliant little mate would never stand by

abused… even if it

myself up so the

I couldn’t be ruined more than I already was, and it was

be destroyed.” Ella shares, confirming my fears but also

logic. “The matron came almost every night… and

in for check ups every few weeks.

the matron was sort of gentle, and she

inflict pain, she

sadist; he loved

Ella hides her face in my neck as she concludes

twelve he r*ped me, and that’s

run with us, but most were more afraid of living on the street

Luckily they didn’t know about the

behind to never confide in

so tightly on Ella I’m afraid I must be hurting her, but

doesn’t complain.

muscles have unwound now that her story

own eyes, and I can only kiss and

everything she

The matron and the doctor?” I finally

hiss.

only live outside during the summers,

first winter, but eventually the police found

us to the orphanage. When we got