Surrogate For Alpha Dom

Chapter 122

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

me that he

in starts and stops now, and her shaking is getting worse.

I know she isn’t cold and I know

yet. “He took off my clothes and put me on the exam table. and then I’ll

said, ‘now it’s very important that you be still, Ella.

and if you move

she quotes the doctor, and it takes

wolf. “Then he said, T know little girls

straps

down. and then he asked

would touch me exactly how she

if I didn’t answer, if I cried or objected, he

demand I tell him”

or so I figured out what he was about,

didn’t speak he would start guessing more

them on my body. They

him how to

and she looks up at

are overflowing, but she offers me a

my jaw. “It’s okay, big bad wolf,

Ella determinedy forges on. “I

those things, but I knew how

wanted it to happen again, but I

like Cora who weren’t

No, no, no tell me she didn’t!I have a horrible

in time and whisk Ella away from that horrible place

could hurt her.

course, that only would have meant other children would be hurt, which

brave, brilliant

be abused… even if it meant being

night. I gave myself up so the others

I couldn’t be ruined more than I already was, and it

shares, confirming my

by explaining her logic. “The matron came almost every

check ups every few weeks.

and she never tied

to inflict pain, she seemed determined to

different. He was a true sadist; he loved my

Ella hides her face

and that’s when Cora and

girls to run with us, but most were more afraid of living

they didn’t know

to

on Ella I’m afraid I must be hurting

doesn’t complain.

crying, but her muscles have unwound now that her story

I can only kiss and caress my sweet

she

the

hiss.

only live outside during the summers, and

away through the first winter, but eventually the police

returned us to the orphanage. When we got back

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