Surrogate For Alpha Dom

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

that he needed to

coming in starts and stops now,

know she isn’t cold and I know

and put me

the way he said, ‘now it’s very important that you be still,

used to, and if you move too much I could

Ella s cheeks as she quotes the doctor,

T know little girls can have a hard

so I have these nifty straps to help you.

strapped me down. and then he asked me exactly

I explained he would touch

if I didn’t answer, if I cried or objected, he would only do it rougher

demand I tell him”

the first minute or so I figured out what he was

if I didn’t speak he would

my body. They

I answered. I told him how to hurt me.” Ella is interrupted

she looks up at me for the first time

but she offers me a bitter smile and reaches

“It’s okay, big bad wolf, it’s

and Ella determinedy forges on. “I was too young

why they did those things, but I knew

wanted it to happen again, but I was

Cora

didn’t!I have a

whisk Ella away from that horrible

could hurt her.

would have meant other

brilliant little mate

be abused… even if it meant being

I stopped hiding at night. I gave myself up so

than I already was,

be destroyed.” Ella shares, confirming my fears

by explaining her logic. “The

in for check ups every few weeks. I hated those visits

gentle, and she never tied me down

she seemed determined to make me like

different. He was a true sadist; he loved my fear, loved

her face in my

twelve he r*ped me, and

girls to run with us, but most were more afraid of living on the street

didn’t know about the

stayed behind to

on Ella I’m afraid I must be hurting her, but

doesn’t complain.

crying, but her muscles have unwound

my own eyes, and I can only kiss and caress my sweet

everything she shared.

there? The matron and the

hiss.

and I could only live outside during the summers, and

through the first winter, but eventually the

and returned us to the orphanage. When we got back they