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Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

he told me that he needed to

and stops now, and her shaking

still steaming around us, so I know she isn’t cold

took off my clothes and put me on the exam table.

important that you be still, Ella. This is

to, and if you move too much I could hurt

cheeks as she quotes the doctor, and it takes

contain my wolf. “Then he said, T know little girls

these nifty straps to help you. He pulled out restraints

the table and strapped me down. and

and when I explained he would touch

if I didn’t answer, if I cried or objected,

demand I tell him”

out what he was about, and

but if I didn’t speak

abuses, always demonstrating them on my body. They were

I answered. I told him how to

snarl, and she looks up at me

are overflowing, but she offers

okay, big bad wolf, it’s almost

snarl becomes a whine, and Ella determinedy forges on. “I was too

why they did those things, but I knew

wanted it to happen again, but

like Cora who weren’t

no, no tell me she didn’t!I have

in time and whisk Ella

could hurt her.

meant other children would be hurt, which is how

what Ella did. My brave, brilliant little mate would

abused… even if it meant

myself up

than I already was, and it was better than

be destroyed.” Ella shares, confirming my

by explaining her logic. “The matron came almost every

call me in for check ups every few weeks. I hated those visits

matron was sort of gentle, and she never tied me down or gagged

she seemed determined

doctor was different. He was a true sadist;

face

he r*ped me, and that’s when

with us, but most

didn’t know about the doctor,

to never confide

are clamped so tightly on Ella I’m afraid I must be hurting her,

doesn’t complain.

have unwound now that her

can only kiss and caress my sweet

everything she

still there? The matron and the doctor?”

hiss.

“Cora and I could only live

winter, but eventually the

to the orphanage.