Surrogate For Alpha Dom

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

told me that

are coming in starts and stops now, and her shaking is getting

still steaming around us, so I know she isn’t cold and I know the

took off my clothes and put me

it’s very important that you be

to, and if you move too

Ella s cheeks as she quotes the doctor, and

to contain my wolf. “Then he said, T know little girls

straps to help you. He pulled out restraints

the table and strapped me down. and then

I explained he would touch me exactly how she had,

didn’t answer, if I cried or objected, he would only do

demand I tell him”

I figured out what he was about, and

his questions anymore, but if I didn’t speak he would start

abuses, always demonstrating them on my body. They were far

she’d done.. So I answered. I told him how to hurt me.”

up at me for

overflowing, but she offers me a bitter smile and reaches

my jaw. “It’s okay, big bad

whine, and Ella determinedy

things, but I

I never wanted it to happen again, but I was already broken, and there

girls like Cora who

No, no, no tell me she didn’t!I have a

go back in time and whisk Ella away from that horrible place before

could hurt her.

other children

brilliant little mate would never

be abused… even if it meant being abused

stopped hiding at night. I gave myself up so the others wouldn’t

couldn’t be ruined more than I already was, and

shares, confirming

her logic. “The matron came almost every night…

ups every few weeks. I hated those visits worse

was sort of gentle, and she never tied me down or

to inflict pain, she seemed determined to make me

doctor was different. He was a true sadist; he loved my fear, loved

time.” Ella hides her face

twelve he r*ped me, and that’s when Cora and I ran

to run with us, but most were more afraid of living on the

the matron. Luckily they didn’t know about

who stayed behind to never

tightly on Ella I’m afraid I must be hurting her,

doesn’t complain.

crying, but her muscles have unwound

eyes, and I can only kiss and caress

she

the doctor?” I finally ask, my voice a

hiss.

replies. “Cora and I could only live

through the first winter, but eventually the police

to the orphanage. When