Surrogate For Alpha Dom

Chapter 122

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

told me that he

words are coming in starts and stops now,

is still steaming around us, so I know she isn’t cold and I know the worst

yet. “He took off my clothes and put me on the exam table. and then

very important

than you’re used to, and if you move too much I

down Ella s cheeks as she quotes the doctor, and it

said, T know little girls can have

so I have these nifty straps to help

the table and strapped me down. and then he

explained he would touch me exactly how she

cried or objected,

demand I tell him”

figured out what he was about, and I

didn’t speak he would

them on my body. They were

him how to hurt me.” Ella is interrupted

up at me for

overflowing, but she offers

okay, big bad wolf, it’s almost

and Ella determinedy forges on. “I

but I knew how it made me feel: guilty,

happen again, but I was already broken, and

Cora who

she didn’t!I have a horrible sick feeling

in time and whisk Ella away from that

could hurt her.

other children would be

brilliant little mate

child be abused… even if it meant being abused

stopped hiding at night. I gave myself up so the others wouldn’t be touched..

be ruined more than I already was,

else to be destroyed.” Ella shares, confirming

“The matron came almost every night… and

for check ups every few weeks. I hated those

and she never tied

she seemed

doctor was different. He was a true sadist; he loved my

face in my neck

“When I was twelve he r*ped me, and that’s when Cora

most were

of the matron. Luckily they didn’t

to never confide

so tightly on Ella I’m

doesn’t complain.

have unwound now that her story is

I can only kiss and

everything she shared.

matron and the doctor?” I finally

hiss.

could only live outside during the summers,

through the first winter, but eventually the

to the orphanage.

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