Surrogate For Alpha Dom

Chapter 122

Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

told me that he needed to examine

words are coming in starts and stops now, and her shaking is

still steaming around us, so I know

my clothes and put

said, ‘now it’s very important that you be still, Ella. This

exam than you’re used to, and if you move too

she quotes the

contain my wolf. “Then he said, T know little girls can have a hard

so I have these nifty straps

and

would

if I didn’t answer, if I cried

demand I tell him”

or so I figured out what he was

but if I didn’t

demonstrating them on my body. They

him how

she looks up at me for the first

are overflowing, but she offers me a bitter

jaw. “It’s okay, big bad wolf,

snarl becomes a whine, and Ella determinedy forges on. “I

things, but I knew how it

happen again, but I was already broken, and there

like Cora who weren’t

didn’t!I have a

and whisk Ella away from that horrible

could hurt her.

that only would have meant other children

brilliant little

be abused… even if it meant being

at night. I gave myself up so the others wouldn’t be touched..

I already was, and it was better than

be destroyed.” Ella shares, confirming my

“The

call me in for check ups every few weeks. I hated those visits worse

matron was sort of gentle, and she never tied me

to inflict pain, she seemed

a true sadist; he loved my fear, loved my

Ella hides her face

was twelve he r*ped me, and that’s when Cora and I

with us, but most were more afraid of living on

Luckily they didn’t know about the doctor, and I

who stayed behind to never confide in

Ella I’m afraid I must be hurting

doesn’t complain.

but her muscles have

I can only kiss and caress my sweet mate

she

the doctor?” I finally ask, my voice

hiss.

I could only live outside during the summers, and we

but eventually

returned us to the orphanage. When

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