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Sinclair

Don’t shift, don’t shift, don’t shift. I think manically Ella needs you.

Listening to Ella recount her childhood always makes me furious, but this time is

worse than all the others. I’ve suspected that Ella suffered terrible traumas for some

time now, but before this night l’d been able to pacify my outrage with the hope that

I’m wrong.

No longer.

As Ella speaks, I wonder how she could ever imagine herself weak. I can’t even stand

to listen to her story, but she actually lived it. She sacrificed herself for her sister, and

she survived things I can only imagine

“When the matron realized it was me, she smiled so cruelly that my stomach turnedshe was only too glad to take, me instead of Cora.” Ella continues, shuddering with

the memory. Her unease gives my wolf the push he needed to put aside his own rage

and comfort her. I finally manage a weak purr, and Ella presses her nose to my chest,

breathing in my scent.

“She took me to her own room and put me in her bed, and then she got in with me

and.. started touching me in ways I didn’t like or understand.

She made me touch her too, and she never stopped talking She told me how pretty I

was over and over, and kept asking me if I liked it. I said no, but she just insisted that

this was a special, secret game I was lucky to play. She said everything I was feeling

might be confusing, but it was good and right and natural. She said it took practice,

but that we’d have plenty of time.. Afterwards she took me back to the dorm with a

reminder not to share our secret. Cora asked me what happened but I didn’t know

how to explain.”

“The next day I went to the doctor in residence, and I told him what the matron had

done. I’d never liked him much, but in my heart I knew what had happened was

wrong, and I didn’t know who else to tell. I thought that since it was about my body,

the doctor was the one who could help. There was no such thing as sex ed at the

orphanage and no one else ever talked to us about our bodies. At first I was relieved

to tell someone. The doctor seemed very concerned, and agreed that it sounded

strange.”

told me that

and stops now,

steaming around us, so I know she isn’t cold

“He took off my clothes and put me on the exam table. and

‘now it’s very important that you be still, Ella. This is a

and if you

s cheeks as she quotes the doctor,

my wolf. “Then he said, T know little

these nifty straps to help you. He pulled

me down. and then he asked me

I explained he would touch

cried or objected,

demand I tell him”

the first minute or so I figured out

but if I didn’t speak he would start guessing more

my body.

told him how to hurt me.” Ella is interrupted

ferocious snarl, and she looks up at me for the first time since

overflowing, but she offers me a bitter smile

“It’s okay, big bad

determinedy forges on. “I was

did those things, but I knew how it made me

again, but I was already broken, and there

like Cora who weren’t

me she didn’t!I have a horrible

and whisk Ella away from that horrible

could hurt her.

only would have meant other children would be hurt, which

did. My brave, brilliant

be abused… even if it

myself up so the

I couldn’t be ruined more than I already was, and it

to be destroyed.” Ella shares, confirming my fears but

despair by explaining her logic. “The matron came almost every night…

every few

was sort of gentle, and she never tied me down or

to inflict pain, she seemed determined to make me

a true sadist; he

over time.” Ella hides her face in

he r*ped me, and that’s when Cora and

girls to run with us, but most were

Luckily they didn’t know about the doctor, and I warned

stayed behind to never

clamped so tightly on Ella I’m

doesn’t complain.

muscles have unwound now that her story

in my own eyes, and I can only kiss

everything she shared.

there? The matron and the doctor?” I finally ask,

hiss.

and I could only live

through the first winter, but eventually the police found us

building and returned us to the