Tasting All My Mates

404-lt’s Not Home Anymore.

“Is there something wrong between you two?” She asked again, just to clarify

her question. At first, she was confused, and now she is shocked.

“Things are okay,” I lied, fixing my hair and gulping with a smile on my lips. The

smile wasn’t genuine; I was trying not to be awkward with her.

“Just okay? I don’t want to force you into talking about anything, but I noticed

something about you two. I noticed the spark is missing from your relationship,”

she said as she pouted sadly while watching my face.

“It is because I have lost my spark,” I said with a weak smile plastered across

my lips.

Enter title…

“Well, at least you ever had a spark. Look at me, I have only suffered all this

time.” She claimed when probably talking about her relationship.

“What happened? Are things not okay between you two?” I asked, remembering

what Lazio had told me. I didn’t want to directly talk about the differences they

have because of me, but I wanted her to say it herself.

“Things are not going so well. I don’t know if Lazio has told you anything or not,

but things have been pretty rough between us from the day we married,” she

uttered under her breath, looking all sad. I felt hurt watching her suffer so much.

“Why?” I asked and leaned back in the chair.

“Because of you!” she stated, and silence took over us. We shared a silent

glance, and then she lowered her eyes.

that would happen,” she

would do that. But

in contact with him,”

pound in my chest.

know what to do anymore. I tried

now—,” she

confession.

Now what?” I inquired, watching her pout

exhaustion.

think I can make another effort. How

wants,” she shrugged her shoulders, taking

sip from her wineglass.

say. Do you want me to talk to him about you?” I

I could

don’t think that would work. I wanted him to realize my

will not tolerate me making his

much that now I don’t

said, with not much emotion on

realizing she was not lying. She

but it didn’t work

I asked her because

with her, but I didn’t have anything. So I

turn out after I demanded separation

separation for some time now. I think

finalize it,” she said casually. “I

you mind if that

requesting me.

surprised me. I used to be so strong and in

to me taking decisions for

and then look at me. The thought of leaving

tonight, and that too because

grabbed the wine glass and

make firm decisions sometimes,” she confessed. “I am

look

at you as well. It was just painful for me, but now I understand.

your fault. I could tell you are

in a sad

mind if I

the glass down