Tasting All My Mates

404-lt’s Not Home Anymore.

“Is there something wrong between you two?” She asked again, just to clarify

her question. At first, she was confused, and now she is shocked.

“Things are okay,” I lied, fixing my hair and gulping with a smile on my lips. The

smile wasn’t genuine; I was trying not to be awkward with her.

“Just okay? I don’t want to force you into talking about anything, but I noticed

something about you two. I noticed the spark is missing from your relationship,”

she said as she pouted sadly while watching my face.

“It is because I have lost my spark,” I said with a weak smile plastered across

my lips.

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“Well, at least you ever had a spark. Look at me, I have only suffered all this

time.” She claimed when probably talking about her relationship.

“What happened? Are things not okay between you two?” I asked, remembering

what Lazio had told me. I didn’t want to directly talk about the differences they

have because of me, but I wanted her to say it herself.

“Things are not going so well. I don’t know if Lazio has told you anything or not,

but things have been pretty rough between us from the day we married,” she

uttered under her breath, looking all sad. I felt hurt watching her suffer so much.

“Why?” I asked and leaned back in the chair.

“Because of you!” she stated, and silence took over us. We shared a silent

glance, and then she lowered her eyes.

that would

know he would

not even stayed in contact with him,” I swore to her, feeling my

pound in my chest.

I don’t know what to do anymore. I

but now—,” she paused when confusing

confession.

what?” I inquired, watching her pout and let

exhaustion.

I don’t think I can make another effort. How long can I

heart wants what it wants,” she

sip from her wineglass.

to say. Do you want

maybe I could do something for

I wanted him

tolerate me making his crush beg him to give

suffered so much that now I don’t even feel any pain. I got used to

with not much emotion

staring at her and realizing she was

tried her best, but it

what is your plan now?” I asked her because I, too,

with her,

my life would turn out after I demanded separation

been talking about separation for some time now. I think

casually. “I might have to ask Lazio to

Would you mind if that happened?” She looked like she

requesting me.

surprised me. I used to be so strong and in

taking decisions

at me. The thought

and that too because of

surprised.” I grabbed the wine glass and took a

have to make firm decisions sometimes,” she confessed. “I am

couldn’t look at

well. It was just painful for me, but now I understand. It

could tell you are not living your best life

a sad

mind if

the glass down to hold her