Tasting All My Mates

405-Cursed Feelings.

Christina and I spoke for hours before we finally went to bed. I had to sleep on

the couch because Lazio was occupying the entire bed. The instant I closed my

eyes, my story in the dream world began.

Every night when I go to bed, I see my mate in my dreams. I see my Thiago!

He would only smile at me and never approach. I would be standing beside him,

staring at him with hope-filled eyes.

I woke up before everyone and headed straight to the kitchen to prepare

breakfast. I had a lot of dishes to prepare now that we had guests.

Enter title…

I was busy preparing the sandwiches when I couldn’t help but feel like I was

being watched. Upon turning around, I found Maynard standing at the door.

Time seemed to have passed for a minute before I gave him a smile and looked

ahead instantly.

“Morning!” he said, walking into the kitchen and standing beside me. He was

towering over me, wearing a black shirt and black shorts.

“Morning! How are you?” I asked, trying to sound casual.

“I am good. What about you?” he asked in return. “You have been very silent.

This is not the Enya I remember,” his voice sounded playful when reminding me

how I have changed in the course of only two years.

“People change,” I shrugged as I continued to cook for them.

not be comfortable talking about it

he said, leaning his back against the

my face.

him, but in return, he only let out

you two are not happy?”

slowed down while chopping the carrot and zoned out

Everybody was able to notice the dullness of

Lazio.

that?” I asked, and when he didn’t answer

look at him.

restaurant and he didn’t even blink an

are being mistreated,” he uttered, hunching over

face was merely a few inches away from

you tell me he had been hanging around with Valerie?”

to him or letting our

from you. All

bringing his face even closer to

I shouldn’t be asking you that. You two are friends. Even if there

have his back,” I taunted when pulling away

didn’t feel like talking to them like I used to before.

built up these tall walls

a drastic change in his

why he even offered to marry me when he didn’t

me anymore? I used to bring it up in the beginning,

now and that grown up

lie to you?” He sounded genuine, but I don’t

but then I didn’t say a word in

not well between you and Christina?” I asked, changing the

her up, and his mood

You knew that would happen. I told you right before

said, sounding a

for me, but from the looks of

of his life for the

backed down if you truly didn’t mean to spend your life

or not. The sad

love. You loved her,

understand he should not