Tasting All My Mates

405-Cursed Feelings.

Christina and I spoke for hours before we finally went to bed. I had to sleep on

the couch because Lazio was occupying the entire bed. The instant I closed my

eyes, my story in the dream world began.

Every night when I go to bed, I see my mate in my dreams. I see my Thiago!

He would only smile at me and never approach. I would be standing beside him,

staring at him with hope-filled eyes.

I woke up before everyone and headed straight to the kitchen to prepare

breakfast. I had a lot of dishes to prepare now that we had guests.

Enter title…

I was busy preparing the sandwiches when I couldn’t help but feel like I was

being watched. Upon turning around, I found Maynard standing at the door.

Time seemed to have passed for a minute before I gave him a smile and looked

ahead instantly.

“Morning!” he said, walking into the kitchen and standing beside me. He was

towering over me, wearing a black shirt and black shorts.

“Morning! How are you?” I asked, trying to sound casual.

“I am good. What about you?” he asked in return. “You have been very silent.

This is not the Enya I remember,” his voice sounded playful when reminding me

how I have changed in the course of only two years.

“People change,” I shrugged as I continued to cook for them.

something. I know you will not be comfortable talking about

the counter

my face.

I interrupted him, but in return, he

are not happy?” He

while chopping the carrot and

to notice the dullness of our relationship

Lazio.

makes you say that?” I asked, and when he didn’t answer

look at him.

When you left the restaurant and he didn’t even blink an eye,

being mistreated,” he uttered, hunching over

his head when his face was merely

you tell me he had been hanging around with Valerie?”

turning to him or

was hiding it from you. All I know

bringing his face even closer to

shouldn’t be asking you that.

have his back,” I taunted when pulling away

like talking to them like I used to before. My

up these tall walls

a drastic change in his behavior

he even offered to marry me when

anymore? I used to bring it up in the beginning,

and that grown up relationships are

think I will lie to you?” He sounded genuine, but I don’t know anymore.

I didn’t say a word in response

between you and Christina?” I asked, changing

her up, and

would happen. I told you

said, sounding a little defensive this

a memory in a haze for me, but from the looks of

moment of his life for the past two

should have backed down if you truly didn’t mean to spend your life

you or not.

love. You loved

make him understand he should not let it all go down