Tasting All My Mates

405-Cursed Feelings.

Christina and I spoke for hours before we finally went to bed. I had to sleep on

the couch because Lazio was occupying the entire bed. The instant I closed my

eyes, my story in the dream world began.

Every night when I go to bed, I see my mate in my dreams. I see my Thiago!

He would only smile at me and never approach. I would be standing beside him,

staring at him with hope-filled eyes.

I woke up before everyone and headed straight to the kitchen to prepare

breakfast. I had a lot of dishes to prepare now that we had guests.

Enter title…

I was busy preparing the sandwiches when I couldn’t help but feel like I was

being watched. Upon turning around, I found Maynard standing at the door.

Time seemed to have passed for a minute before I gave him a smile and looked

ahead instantly.

“Morning!” he said, walking into the kitchen and standing beside me. He was

towering over me, wearing a black shirt and black shorts.

“Morning! How are you?” I asked, trying to sound casual.

“I am good. What about you?” he asked in return. “You have been very silent.

This is not the Enya I remember,” his voice sounded playful when reminding me

how I have changed in the course of only two years.

“People change,” I shrugged as I continued to cook for them.

noticed something. I know you will not be

said, leaning his back against the

my face.

interrupted him, but in return,

Lazio! you two are not happy?” He went ahead and asked

I slowed down while chopping the carrot

was able to notice the dullness

Lazio.

that?” I asked, and when he didn’t

look at him.

you left the restaurant and he didn’t

you are being

was merely a few inches

tell me he had been hanging around with

him or

he was hiding it from you. All I know is

even closer to my

I shouldn’t be asking you that. You two are

on, you will have his back,” I taunted when pulling away

like talking to them like I used

up these tall walls

he showed a drastic change in

even offered to marry me when he didn’t

used to bring it up in the

and that grown up relationships are

think I will lie to you?” He sounded genuine, but I don’t know anymore.

but then I didn’t say a

well between you and Christina?”

her up, and

knew that would happen. I

said, sounding a

haze for me, but from the looks of it, he seemed to

moment of his life for the past two

if you truly didn’t mean to spend your life

regardless of whether I would accept you or not.

love. You loved her, but then suddenly—,” I

he should not let it all