Tasting All My Mates

405-Cursed Feelings.

Christina and I spoke for hours before we finally went to bed. I had to sleep on

the couch because Lazio was occupying the entire bed. The instant I closed my

eyes, my story in the dream world began.

Every night when I go to bed, I see my mate in my dreams. I see my Thiago!

He would only smile at me and never approach. I would be standing beside him,

staring at him with hope-filled eyes.

I woke up before everyone and headed straight to the kitchen to prepare

breakfast. I had a lot of dishes to prepare now that we had guests.

Enter title…

I was busy preparing the sandwiches when I couldn’t help but feel like I was

being watched. Upon turning around, I found Maynard standing at the door.

Time seemed to have passed for a minute before I gave him a smile and looked

ahead instantly.

“Morning!” he said, walking into the kitchen and standing beside me. He was

towering over me, wearing a black shirt and black shorts.

“Morning! How are you?” I asked, trying to sound casual.

“I am good. What about you?” he asked in return. “You have been very silent.

This is not the Enya I remember,” his voice sounded playful when reminding me

how I have changed in the course of only two years.

“People change,” I shrugged as I continued to cook for them.

know you will not

leaning his back against the counter and not breaking

my face.

it,” I interrupted him, but in return, he

not happy?” He went ahead and

chopping

Everybody was able to notice the dullness of our relationship except

Lazio.

I asked, and when he didn’t answer me, I

look at him.

you left the restaurant and he didn’t

that you are being mistreated,” he uttered,

his face was merely

tell me he had been hanging around with Valerie?” I asked

to him or letting

didn’t know he was hiding it from you. All I know is that they

his face even closer

I shouldn’t be asking you that. You two

going on, you will have his back,” I taunted when pulling

just didn’t feel like talking to them like I

had built up these tall walls between

drastic change in his behavior after our marriage.

understand why he even offered to marry me when he didn’t feel the

me anymore? I used to bring it up in the beginning, but he said

had grown up now and

you?” He sounded genuine, but I don’t know anymore.

didn’t say a word

between you and Christina?” I asked, changing the

her up, and

would happen. I told you right

her,” Maynard said, sounding a little defensive this

me, but from the

of his life for

have backed down if you truly

of whether I would accept you or not. The sad part is that

never in love. You loved her, but then suddenly—,”

him understand he should not let it all go down the drain