Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

I wished I could wrap her in my arms.

Emma was so upset that day, barging into my classroom and asking me if I had slept with Erica.She had no care in the world that we were inside the fucking school building.

What would have happened if someone had heard us? If we were anywhere else in the world, I would have put her in my arms in a heartbeat.

If I was anyone but her teacher, I would have hold her tight, kiss her forehead, and tell her that with Erica it all meant nothing.

I only went for Erica because I couldn't get to her.

And the only thing that mattered to me was her.

I wished I could stop those tears from falling, but I couldn't building.

What would have happened if someone had heard us? If we were anywhere else in the world, I would have put her in my arms in a heartbeat.

If I was anyone but her teacher, I would have hold her tight, kiss her forehead, and tell her that with Erica it all meant nothing.I only went for Erica because I couldn't get to her.And the only thing that mattered to me was her.

I wished I could stop those tears from falling, but I couldn't.

Several days had passed since then, and Emma could never look at me in the eyes again.

Even during art class, she’d always look away and pretend she was listening, but I knew she was trying to tune me out.I could be an asshole and call her out, but I didn’t want to.

I knew I had hurt her, though I never wanted to.  I never had many problems with girls before.

The reason Call it infatuation or lust, or whatever it was, I figured it was best to be left alone.

It would suck ass now, but it would be better in the long run.

So now every time I saw her around school, I just switched my brain off and looked the other way.

She wasn’t making it easy for me, though.

One day at school, she was wearing this short dress and ripped leggings...

I almost fost it right then and there in the middle of the classroom.

Some part of me thought that she was doing it on purpose, that she wanted to punish me or something.

Because since that day, she kept confing to school with these clothes that no young girl should be allowed to wear 

Fuck, I sound like her motherfucking parent.

Anyway, it didn’t matter.

Whatever shit that was going through my head, I just had to wait it out like some bad flu.

This would blow over...soon.

Aside from avoiding Emma around school grounds, I also I turned her down so many times already, I made the worst excuses too, and still she wasn't getting the hint.

The craziest part was, the teachers at school were conspiring to get us together since we were the only young single faculty members there.

They even made us chaperones to this stupid Halloween dance they were having.

wrong, I loved art and I love

like chaperoning dances shouldn't be included in my pay

had no interest in watching teenage kids play dress up and sneak vodka

had spoken, so I

"Emma! Wait up!"

the art room when I heard someone called

in days and I realized

away from my

cheerleading uniform and

She looked good.

always

way too young, man, and

Let it go.

talking to this jock kid in

before, always trying to talk to her.I think his

Hey, what's up?"

dance is coming up… think you’re

my friends

me?" he

you go to the dance with me?" My fists

—" she started to

way and you're not looking for anything serious.But I was thinking, we can go as friends?" That's

she knows

didn’t answer for a while, and this

wished I could punch that stupid

that a yes?"

sure," she said

beamed at

I had to mentally punch myself in the face to get my shit together and not go over

should go to these stupid events with stupid kids

getting so worked up over

at school, I had

I got home, I cracked open the fridge and grabbed a bottle of

art desk, I flipped my sketchbook open and thought about doing sketches to ease the

saw a sketch of Emma that I did weeks ago, after

was just a

A beautiful, mysterious stranger.

my sleep every night since then.

the longest time and

stood there, thinking about how beautiful she looked and how I wanted to freeze this moment

in shock.But as soon as the word left

me back hard and

deep into her soft skin and

so sweet, like nothing I had

way our bodies moved against each other, it was like

couldn't stand not feeling her, so without warning, I thrust myself

jerked up in pain, me held

let out a scream, but I caught it with a

stopped pushing for a moment to let her body took in my full size, then I pulled out slowly and slammed myself

fucking warm, it was a feeling incomparable