Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 50: Exit Strategy 

IAN’s POV : 

"Emma! Emma!"

I yelled her name a few more times but she wasn’t responding and the line went dead.

"Shit!" I cursed as my fingers frantically called her again.

She had turned off the phone.

It didn’t even ring.

"I know you don’t want it and I’m sorry, but this is a choice that I have to make on my own,"

Her words were ringing in my head.

What the hell was that supposed to mean? Was she seriously not gonna do the procedure? Not waiting for a second more, I grabbed my keys and headed out the door.

She didn't tell me which clinic she was in, but I figured there weren't that many abortion clinics around.

I'd go to every one of them to find her if that’s what it takes.

I have to see her.

She was upset and scared, I got it.

I also didn’t like the way we ended things last night.

But literally, she came over and just dropped a bomb at me.

What was I supposed to do?  

"I'm...pregnant,"she said in an almost whisper.

For a split second, I thought she was kidding.

But god no, she wasn't.

That look in her face said it all.

And her eyes too.

They were swollen as if she had been crying alot.  When it finally hit me that she wasn't joking, I was hit a wave of emotions.

Everything from denial to anger, happiness, and confusion.

I never thought much about having a kid.

And why should I? I was only twenty-four years old for crying out loud.

And Emma was only a high school kid.

And the fact that I was still her teacher was another damn thing.

If word got out that I was the father of her baby, I would not only lose my job but I would also go to jail.

We were definitely not ready and far too young for this kind of ordeal.

We weren't settled enough in life to take on this role and this would change everything.

All her dreams and our plans for the future, it would all go down the drain.

And for what? For a little, living, breathing thing.

Okay, honestly, if the circumstances were different, I might have been the happiest man alive.

Emma was the girl of my dreams, the one person I ever truly loved and cared for.

If I were to end up with anyone in this world, it would be her.

She was my other half, and I would want her to be the mother of my child.  My mind was still racing with thoughts of Emma as my car raced through town.

I kept trying to call her again, but it was useless.

"Fuck!"

cursed and hit

handled

gone with her

this scared.  Where are you, baby girl? I need to see you right now! My tired eyes scanned the road for any sign of her, but

and confused all at

wink of sleep

all I saw was this image of

if I was lucid dreaming, but

course, but her

okay, lan, we'll be okay," Emma said in

have a baby.We're not

it’s ours.We can’t

baby, Emma.It's not

at me as

found out about

five months away and

college? It’s gonna change everything, all

dream now," she said

reached for my hand and placed it on

but when I touched her there, I felt a kick

caught in my throat as soon as I felt

that?"she

"That's ours,"

"Ours..."

I repeated after her.

was a dream that would haunt me for

covered in cold sweats when I awoke from that dream last night, and I couldn't close my eyes again

dreams were dreams

weren't logical and

Emma gave away here future to

I be so stupid? How did I let

on the pill and I never asked questions.She made a mistake, we slipped up,

really not gonna go through with the abortion? I

to

could just find her and talk some sense into her, she would

calling her again and I even sent a

at the first clinic on my

through the door and

of Emma or

giving me, I turned

was still running so I could dash to

minutes later, I arrived in the

was a smaller clinic and it

if there was a girl called Emma in here

my fists on her counter in anger and that scared her

manners at

been driving around town for almost two

had been to three clinics in total and there

give me any information if a girl

about patient

Fuck that shit.

and I wondered if

didn't have any other choice but to go over there and check it

hour driving again, but when I reached the clinic,

was fucking mad

fists went slamming against the dashboard in anger, and I felt the sting on my

sore

angry last night, I was punching the wall

that I had to deal with all

it because I wanted to

that I was just a broken guy who had no abilities or the right to

I tried calling Emma's phone again and

let my phone fall out of my hand and it landed on the

what

Was she mad at me? Was she mad because I got her into this mess? Or was it because I was trying to be the logical adult in the relationship?

wanted what was

she must

would wrap her in my arms and

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