Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 50: Exit Strategy 

IAN’s POV : 

"Emma! Emma!"

I yelled her name a few more times but she wasn’t responding and the line went dead.

"Shit!" I cursed as my fingers frantically called her again.

She had turned off the phone.

It didn’t even ring.

"I know you don’t want it and I’m sorry, but this is a choice that I have to make on my own,"

Her words were ringing in my head.

What the hell was that supposed to mean? Was she seriously not gonna do the procedure? Not waiting for a second more, I grabbed my keys and headed out the door.

She didn't tell me which clinic she was in, but I figured there weren't that many abortion clinics around.

I'd go to every one of them to find her if that’s what it takes.

I have to see her.

She was upset and scared, I got it.

I also didn’t like the way we ended things last night.

But literally, she came over and just dropped a bomb at me.

What was I supposed to do?  

"I'm...pregnant,"she said in an almost whisper.

For a split second, I thought she was kidding.

But god no, she wasn't.

That look in her face said it all.

And her eyes too.

They were swollen as if she had been crying alot.  When it finally hit me that she wasn't joking, I was hit a wave of emotions.

Everything from denial to anger, happiness, and confusion.

I never thought much about having a kid.

And why should I? I was only twenty-four years old for crying out loud.

And Emma was only a high school kid.

And the fact that I was still her teacher was another damn thing.

If word got out that I was the father of her baby, I would not only lose my job but I would also go to jail.

We were definitely not ready and far too young for this kind of ordeal.

We weren't settled enough in life to take on this role and this would change everything.

All her dreams and our plans for the future, it would all go down the drain.

And for what? For a little, living, breathing thing.

Okay, honestly, if the circumstances were different, I might have been the happiest man alive.

Emma was the girl of my dreams, the one person I ever truly loved and cared for.

If I were to end up with anyone in this world, it would be her.

She was my other half, and I would want her to be the mother of my child.  My mind was still racing with thoughts of Emma as my car raced through town.

I kept trying to call her again, but it was useless.

"Fuck!"

cursed and hit the

have handled

with her

scared.  Where are you, baby girl? I need to see you right now! My tired eyes

tired, angry, and confused all

wink of sleep last

I saw was this image

if it was imagination or if I was lucid dreaming, but

but her

okay, lan, we'll be okay," Emma said

baby.We're not ready,"I

it’s ours.We can’t not

Emma.It's

me as if I was stupid. 

people found

know.Graduation is only five months away

what about college? It’s gonna change everything, all

she said simply,

my hand and placed it on her

I touched her there, I felt

was caught in my throat as soon as

feel that?"she

"That's ours,"

"Ours..."

I repeated after her.

that would haunt me for

was covered in cold sweats when I awoke from that dream

but dreams were dreams for

logical

be damned if I let Emma gave away here future to raise

how can I be so stupid? How did I let

on the pill and I never asked questions.She made a mistake, we slipped up, and now we had

gonna go through with the abortion? I

to talk

find her and talk some sense into

calling her again and I even sent a few text messages, but there was

the

the door and frantically

were no signs of

inside were giving me, I turned around quickly and headed back into the

so I could

later, I arrived in

smaller clinic

asked the front desk lady if there was a girl called Emma in here earlier and

her counter in anger and

my manners

town for almost two

in total and there were no

any information if a girl called

about patient

Fuck that shit.

and I wondered if she

didn't have any other choice but to go over there

the next hour driving again, but when I reached the clinic, I saw the sign

fucking mad

went slamming against the dashboard in anger, and I felt the

still sore and raw from

so confused and angry last night, I was punching the

that I had to

I also did it because I wanted to prove a point to

I was just a broken guy who had no abilities or the right to raise another

tried calling Emma's phone again and

phone fall out of my hand and it landed on the

what was happening

her into this mess? Or was it because I was trying to be the logical adult in the relationship? I hoped

only wanted what was best

could imagine she must

see her, I would wrap her

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