Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)
Chapter 52: Good Riddance
EMMA’s POV :
lan was standing at the door.He looked tired, disheveled, and there was this sadness in his eyes.But he was still my lan.
I was so relieved to see him in front of me.The moment I saw him standing there, my heart was doing backflips and I wished I could jump out of this bed and hug him.But I was still too weak, so all I could do was smile at him.
"Hey, "I said softly.
"Hi,"he moved closer and closed the door behind him.
"How are you feeling—"
"I've missed you," I cut him off quickly.
I missed him so much, I couldn't hold it in anymore.I was so happy to see him, but then I also felt super self- conscious.I had been sitting in this hospital bed for a week.
Sure, I took a shower and all, but I probably looked terrible.I still had scars and bruises all over my face and body from the accident.As if he knew what I was thinking about, that sadness in his eyes was showing again.He put his gaze down as if he was in pain and stalked closer to the bed.
When he reached the side of my bed, he stopped and looked up at me.His eyes were glistening.
"I missed you too,"he paused for a moment and his hand reached for my face.
I leaned my face to the palm of his hand and he squeezed my cheek gently.He then took a deep breath and said, "I’m so sorry.I’m so sorry for everything,"
"No, I’m the one who should apologize..." I shook my head slowly.
My voice cracked when I spoke because I saw how broken he was.
All this time I was thinking about myself and my own feelings, I had forgotten that lan was hurting too.
"Why are you apologizing?"he said softly.
"Because...Because I was selfish and immature.I didn’t handle the situation right.I was confused and I just shut you out...and then I did something very reckless and stupid and I..."I could stop the tears from streaming down my face as I said, "I lost our baby...I'm really sorry,"
I was full on sobbing at this point and lan grabbed me and pulled me into his chest.He held onto me tightly as I cried into his shirt.
"It's not your fault, Emma.It's okay,"
he cooed me and stroked the back of my head.
"It is my fault.It’s all my fault.I messed everything up..."
my voice was muffled because I buried face into his chest.
"No, you don't,"
"Yes, I did,"
"No, look, you’re here and you're okay.That's all that matters,"he said as he tilted my face up.
He stared at me with this look of deep longing, and I thought he was going to kiss me.But instead, he leaned his forehead down and rested it against mine.He breathed me in and I breathed him in, and we just stayed like that for a while.
"I was so scared I was gonna lose you,"he whispered.
"You're never gonna lose me," I said as I gripped the back of his head.
I was leaning my face forward and pulling him in for a kiss, our lips almost touched, but then he pulled away quickly.
"lan?"
"You look really tired.I think I should let you rest for a while,"he said nervously.
"No, I’m fine," I said reassuringly.
"Are you sure?"
really weak, but I'm
curved up his
in his and squeezed it gently, saying, "That's
something in the air, something different about him that I couldn’t put my
with me and he threw his gaze
hand and it was a soothing gesture, but somehow
"lan,"
I said slowly.
"Yeah?"
gonna happen to us
know.You'll make it through.You'll be back at school in no time, cheerleading or swimming, and hanging out with your friends.You'll hear from colleges soon and then you'll go to college in the
said all those nice things about me, but he didn’t
I'll go to college in the
smile on his
turned his face
"Emma..."he started.
"What?"
think we
words caught me by
but that look on his face was clear as day.He was serious about what he was
“What do you mean?"
way too far," he paused for a moment and let out a
Why was he saying all this? Where did this come from? "Are
I croaked,
everything that we’ve been
not good for
he said it, and he was pulling his hand away, but I held onto
was terrible, but like you said, I’m still here.We can
was determined to snap him out of it.We belong together, we were perfect
think you realize the gravity of the situation here," he pulled his hand
I
yelled, pointing out the fact that we were sitting on
gave up your entire life and future for me.I can't let that happen!" his breaths were ragged, but he was trying
have and I always will.But my being with you is far too destructive, for you and for me.I can't do
You're just gonna give up on us?"I
best if we take some
our future all planned up.I’m gonna go to college on the east coast
be there?"he cut me off
don’t get that job and I have to stay
I can stay here too.I'll go to college in the
cut me off
see? That's
"What's the problem?"
each other.That's not right.You have to do what’s best for you and I have to do what's best for
back?" I spat when he couldn't finish his
your life away from me,"he
throwing my life away..." I paused and let out a deep sigh, "lan, you're my
the problem right
are you
and said you can’t do it.And then I looked for you all over town and I couldn't find you, and then your friends called me and told me you were in an accident.Like, what the actual fuck?"he took a deep breath and looked up to the
"That's too fuckin’ much,"
I’m not pregnant anymore.You got your
was left here, but I guess
for this happen? Is that what you think of
way,"I shook
as he said, "But
for his hand
back to
at me.I was losing him, or maybe I already did.He had decided on this the moment he stepped into the room.It felt like my heart was being ripped
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