Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

EMMA’s POV : 

All the senior kids were hung-over.

How could they not? They were all drinking until daylight at Madison’s party.

Everyone except Tiff, Carrie, and I.

We stayed up all night, though, going through this pros and cons list.

The result of the list was still inconclusive, but it had to wait.

It was eight in the morning and my friends and I had somewhere else to be.

By the time I got to school in my cap and gown, I was already on my third cup of coffee.

Dad whipped out his old camcorder and he was following me around everywhere with a proud smile on his face.

Mom couldn't stop crying, she actually brought a roll of toilet paper in her handbag.

I was super jittery and I was sweating buckets as I sat on my chair amongst my fellow classmates.

The ceremony was being held outdoors, in the school courtyard.

The sun was shining so bright and I was feeling lightheaded.

I barely had breakfast, except for half a toast and three cups of black coffee.

And the worst part about this was that I had to get up on stage and deliver a salutatorian speech.

I was pretty sure I looked like a train wreck and make up could only go so far.

With my nervous and shaky legs, I heard my name being called out and I had to walk up that stage and stood on the podium.

On my way up there, all I was hoping for was that I didn’t fall on my butt and embarrass myself in front of hundreds of people.

And phew, at least we got that part down.

Standing on the podium, I looked out to the sea of people.

I was clamping up immediately.

But when I looked at my fellow classmates, I saw Tiff, Carrie, Mark, and Tyler cheering at the top of their lungs for me.

That made me smile and I calmed down a bit.

I took a deep breath and opened the folded up paper in my hand, preparing to speak.

"Welcome friends, family, and teachers.Without all of you, I wouldn't be where I am today.It is an honor to be standing before you on such a memorable occasion.I would like to start out by thanking my wonderful parents, mom for your loud constant push and dad for your silent strong support.Despite all my ups and downs, you two are always proud of me and I am so proud to be your daughter and I want to continue making you proud to be my parents,"

I looked to the crowd and I found my parents sitting on the front seat.

Mom was halfway through her toilet paper roll already and dad could barely hold the camcorder up.Still, he was smiling at me and giving me a thumb up.

"Now, I would like to address my fellow classmates.Let's admit it guys, it's been one hell of a ride.We came through these doors four years ago, confused and excited.And here we are today, standing in our graduation caps and gowns, still as confused and excited,"

I turned to my classmates and they let out a laugh.

"After today, all of us are going to different places to start a new journey.I don't know about you, but I’m absolutely unprepared.My friends and I stayed up all night last night and we came up with this pros and cons list.Basically, I was trying to make an adult decision about where I see my life is going.

adulthood,"

My classmates clapped and cheered in agreement.I waited for a while until the noise died down before continuing.

prepared for life.Life just happens sometimes.The best thing you can do is to admit that you don't have it all together and you may never will, and that's okay.Life isn't about always

and it landed

lan and

as our eyes met, meanwhile lan just stared at me

as a wise person once taught me, all those things may

a small smile directed atlan.

class, going forward, I hope that we would be brave enough to

make mistakes, to break the rules,

love.Laugh with your

dinner with

once said, the greatest lesson in life is to know that even

journey ahead,"  I waved my hand goodbye and

dad were literally jumping in their

giving me high fives and hugs as I made my way back to my

it! I did it!

he was the valedictorian and it was his time to

boyfriend as Mark walked to the podium with

a bunch of guys sitting at the back was laughing maniacally, like they knew something fun was about to go

the microphone as soon as he got up there and everyone responded

out to all the teachers and faculties, y’all put up with a lot.Shout out to

love you too!"Carrie shouted

we thought Kanye West was cool.Imagine that, how much things have changed.Now I know I’m supposed to be

high school.The world is going to discourage us and tell us things that make us doubt ourselves.Don’t

to the row at the back and these guys stood up

held up a sign together and it said: FUCKTHEREST! : "Do what you love, and that,"he said again and everyone erupted in cheers and

it was too

 "Congratulations class of

shouted again and did the literal mic drop.  We all stood on our feet and

exactly what we all needed to hear and exactly what Mark always wanted to do for himself but he never got

and he was always ‘perfect’, but this year

We all did.

be the most real

Tiff had finally found a guy that she was willing to

to the limit and found that she could

for Tyler...He was so well beyond his years, I had no doubts he would do great things in

ceremony was over, I ran to my mom and dad and we took

took more pictures with my

was hugging everyone, thanking all my teachers and saying goodbye to

towards the back row, I noticed lan and Hailey standing a wee bit away from

like they wanted to see me, so while my parents were busy talking to Tiff

pulled me into a

also shoved a bouquet of sunflowers

smiled at

"Congratulations,"lan said.

you,"I looked up

your speech, it was so great, especially

started rambling, but lan quickly cut her

a minute,

sure.I'll be

and waved goodbye

after Hailey was out

"So..."I said.

standing there

everyone, it was still in the school area and a

really enjoyed your speech.It was amazing,"he

I thought

smile, the smile that always made my knees