Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 61: Calling Card 

IAN’s POV : 

It was a lousy Sunday.Lately, every day was a lousy day.The last time I saw her was at the end of senior trip.

She walked off with that kid Tyler and I actually followed them out to the beach.

She didn’t know, of course, I was just a creepy stalker.

The kid asked her to go to prom with him and she said yes.

I knew I lost her then and there.

We talked on the first night at the beach and she asked me if things really had to end between us, and as much as I wished I could say no, I said yes.

She deserved to have the life she wanted, to go to U Penn without anyone dragging her behind.

She deserved to go to the prom with this kid who was head over heels for her, even though she couldn't see it.

I was supposed to chaperone the prom, but I made some lame excuse and I got away with not doing it.

Principal Finn had been super chill with me lately.

Not only that he extended my contract for another year, but I also didn't have to spend as much as hours as I did before and still get paid the same amount.

At first I wasn’t gonna extend my contract because I wanted to focus on my art.

Principal Finn was having trouble finding my replacement, so he begged me to stay for another year.

The cut in hours was a bonus he threw in so I could still do what I wanted to do.

These were all great things, but I couldn’t be too excited about it.

Nothing was exciting to me anymore.

Not since the accident.

After that day, everything changed and I was numb on the inside.

I never gave my heart out to anyone before because I never wanted to feel pain or hurt.

I loved my dad so much and when he died, I couldn't function.

I never wanted to feel that way again, so I built my walls and I never let anyone in.

Because if they never got in, they could never leave.

And the one time I finally gave my heart and soul out to somebody, the universe decided to play a cruel joke on me.

She almost lost everything because of me.

I caused so much pain and suffering in her life.

She deserved much better.

"You're a coward for walking out on her like that, you know that? You don't deserve her,"

I remember her mom saying this at school at that time.  I may be a coward for walking away, but I would be an even bigger asshole if I had stayed.

This way, she'd have a fair chance at a normal life.

She could date whoever she wants and go wherever she wants.

Still, that didn't mean I was gonna stop loving her.

I would always love her no matter what.

I just had to do it by the sidelines.

She never saw me, but I was always watching over her throughout that trip.

I followed her when she walked out to the beach at night.

I was still watching her the next day when she went out of the hotel with Tyler and went to the lighthouse.

It was ridiculous and embarrassing, but I just wanted to make sure she was safe.

This Tyler kid seemed alright.

I hated him, of course, but for all the wrong reasons.

He was kind to her and treated her right.

If she was gonna end up with anyone, might as well be him.

That didn’t mean I was gonna enjoy watching them be together.

That shit killed me.

skipped the

my apartment, getting drunk until I pass

only a couple of days of school

have

know what to feel

with

town would seal the deal

on with her life and forget

had happened between us would be nothing but distant

Such a damn shame.

almost had it

was still lying in bed and I rolled my body

me, I pulled out this little velvet

the box and saw the ring perched

had bought a

Thanksgiving and Christmas with her, I realized I

I went all around town looking for the perfect

one and

that ring a couple of days before Valentine’s Day and I thought I was gonna propose

a fucking shit-show Valentine’s Day turned

yell

was a girl’s

wasn’t expecting any company today,

door persisted and I got up from

door!"the voice said

spinning from this crazy

absolute surprise, my little sister, Hailey, was

beamed, "Wow,

you

and my hand went to rub my

right in and I closed the

"What about school?"

"Summer break.Duh,"

you need to come see me?"Hailey paused

me from head to toe and said, "You don't look so good.Let me

coffee.I just want my

my room and raided

like an absolute train wreck because all

my doorframe and watched as I lay back

do

my eyes

here because I

"My blessing for what?"

put her

a ring?"my eyes jolted at the

diamond ring on her

engaged...to

— not my AJ?"my

head was still throbbing but this completely blew my

"Yes,"she stated.

"What? What the fuck?!"

a while now.We didn’t wanna

"Because what?!"I yelled.

you'll overreact.Like this!"she

"What the hell, Hailey?"

frustration and said, "Oh, I’m gonna fucking

kill

"Please stop saying that,"

my hands over my ears because this

the bed

love him.And he

love anyone but his own

about you too, but

was the first time in a while I heard someone

calming down just at

"How long?"I said slowly.

a year now,"she

beat before saying,

"Yeah,"she grinned sheepishly.

knew it.He doesn’t celebrate

about us too.She saw us, but then I asked her to keep it a

what?"I was

at her, I

out about you two, that

fuck up, what

"Not mom and not AJ, no one.But I told

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