Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 61: Calling Card 

IAN’s POV : 

It was a lousy Sunday.Lately, every day was a lousy day.The last time I saw her was at the end of senior trip.

She walked off with that kid Tyler and I actually followed them out to the beach.

She didn’t know, of course, I was just a creepy stalker.

The kid asked her to go to prom with him and she said yes.

I knew I lost her then and there.

We talked on the first night at the beach and she asked me if things really had to end between us, and as much as I wished I could say no, I said yes.

She deserved to have the life she wanted, to go to U Penn without anyone dragging her behind.

She deserved to go to the prom with this kid who was head over heels for her, even though she couldn't see it.

I was supposed to chaperone the prom, but I made some lame excuse and I got away with not doing it.

Principal Finn had been super chill with me lately.

Not only that he extended my contract for another year, but I also didn't have to spend as much as hours as I did before and still get paid the same amount.

At first I wasn’t gonna extend my contract because I wanted to focus on my art.

Principal Finn was having trouble finding my replacement, so he begged me to stay for another year.

The cut in hours was a bonus he threw in so I could still do what I wanted to do.

These were all great things, but I couldn’t be too excited about it.

Nothing was exciting to me anymore.

Not since the accident.

After that day, everything changed and I was numb on the inside.

I never gave my heart out to anyone before because I never wanted to feel pain or hurt.

I loved my dad so much and when he died, I couldn't function.

I never wanted to feel that way again, so I built my walls and I never let anyone in.

Because if they never got in, they could never leave.

And the one time I finally gave my heart and soul out to somebody, the universe decided to play a cruel joke on me.

She almost lost everything because of me.

I caused so much pain and suffering in her life.

She deserved much better.

"You're a coward for walking out on her like that, you know that? You don't deserve her,"

I remember her mom saying this at school at that time.  I may be a coward for walking away, but I would be an even bigger asshole if I had stayed.

This way, she'd have a fair chance at a normal life.

She could date whoever she wants and go wherever she wants.

Still, that didn't mean I was gonna stop loving her.

I would always love her no matter what.

I just had to do it by the sidelines.

She never saw me, but I was always watching over her throughout that trip.

I followed her when she walked out to the beach at night.

I was still watching her the next day when she went out of the hotel with Tyler and went to the lighthouse.

It was ridiculous and embarrassing, but I just wanted to make sure she was safe.

This Tyler kid seemed alright.

I hated him, of course, but for all the wrong reasons.

He was kind to her and treated her right.

If she was gonna end up with anyone, might as well be him.

That didn’t mean I was gonna enjoy watching them be together.

That shit killed me.

why I skipped the prom

apartment, getting drunk until I pass out

couple of days

this week, I wouldn't have an excuse to see Emma

know what to

with my life, but I

town would seal

would get on with her life and forget all about

had happened between us would be nothing but distant

Such a damn shame.

had

still lying in bed and I rolled my body

the bedside drawer next to me,

the box and saw the ring

had

Thanksgiving and Christmas with her, I realized I wanted to do that for

around town looking for the

finally found one and got

of days before Valentine’s Day

 But what a fucking shit-show Valentine’s Day turned out to

a loud yell and

was a

any company today,

persisted and I got

Open the door!"the

spinning from this crazy hangover as I pulled the

surprise, my little sister,

beamed, "Wow, you

you

and my hand went to rub my

course,"she came right in and I closed the door behind

"What about school?"

"Summer break.Duh,"

need to come see me?"Hailey paused for

studied me from head to toe and said, "You don't look so good.Let me make you some

need coffee.I just want my

towards my room and raided my drawer for

an absolute train wreck because all I did was drink until I

my doorframe and watched as I lay back

Hailey.What do you

said with my

came here because

"My blessing for what?"

her

that a ring?"my eyes jolted

diamond ring on her ring

I'm engaged...to

not my AJ?"my body jerked up

but this completely blew

"Yes,"she stated.

"What? What the fuck?!"

a while now.We didn’t wanna tell you

"Because what?!"I yelled.

you'll overreact.Like this!"she

"What the hell, Hailey?"

hair in frustration and said,

don't kill

"Please stop saying that,"

put my hands over my ears

the bed and grabbed

love him.And he loves

love anyone but his own

at first.That’s what I thought about you too, but then you met

while I heard someone else said her name out loud

down just at

"How long?"I said slowly.

year

muttered, pausing for a beat before saying,

"Yeah,"she grinned sheepishly.

doesn’t celebrate holidays and

saw us, but then I asked her

what?"I was completely

don't be mad at her, I sort

out about you two, that she’s a student

fuck up, what

anyone,"she said quickly, "Not mom and not AJ, no one.But I told Emma not to tell you about AJ and I

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