EMMA’s POV :
I thought about calling, but the thought of hearing his voice scared the hell out of me.
I turned off the call before it even rang.
Calling someone out of the blue could be so nerve wracking.
So I decided to text him instead.
It was more casual.
I wrote about ten different texts before settling with "Can we talk - Emma’.
Yeah, just those four words.
No hi or hello or how are you.
It was simple and straightforward.
As soon as I hit the send I threw my phone down at the passenger seat.
I was so nervous, I couldn't even look at it.
I waited for a few seconds before I picked up the phone again.
The message was delivered.
I was wondering if he'd read it yet, and as if to answer my question, my phone suddenly buzzed with an incoming call.
lan was calling me! I was not prepared for that! I almost dropped my phone to the ground out of sheer shock.
I was starting at the screen for a while before I took a deep breath and tapped the answer button.
"Hello?"my voice came out shakily
"Emma, it’s good to hear from you,"he said.
He sounded cool and casual.
"It is?I asked.
‘Yeah, I also have something I wanna talk to you about,"
"You do?"
"Let’s meet.Just tell me when and where,"
"Okay, I will,"
I said, pausing for a moment before continuing, "Hey, you know, you could just text me back,"
"And you could just call,"he replied.
"Right..."
"Yeah..."
There was an awkward silence there and I could hear his breathing.
This was exactly why I didn’t wanna call him in the first place.
I didn’t want any awkward silences.
"So, I'll let you know the time and place,"I said finally.
"Okay,"
"I'll, uh text or call or something,"
"Okay,"
"Alright, see you then,"
"See you,"
the end call button and let out
was even
on the phone with him was this difficult, I could only wonder what our conversation face to face would
call or text him again for the
thought I should take some
ended up writing him a
pages long, single-spaced Times New Roman font size 12. After writing that letter,
ended up with a full
longer than my salutatorian graduation
knew that I was ready and I had everything I wanted to say to him prepared, it was already the last
ever as a
of the day and I couldn't help but feel
the halls, I saw all my friends and classmates cheering and
nodding to Tiff and Carrie,
and I found myself
quieter on this side of
stepped towards the door
alone in the room, he
breath hitched at the sight of him and I got nervous all
gently at the door and
"Hey,"I said.
quickly gathered his composure,
not,"I
played with the letter in my
if I should just skip the small talk and get right to it, open the letter and read everything out loud to
said suddenly, cutting
"Thank you,"I laughed nervously.
even know how
do.You're a smart girl,
beautiful and he
when I didn't even
was so grateful for him, which made saying goodbye even harder
about
talk
"We're not?"
don’t you come by my
"Um...what time?"
"Six? Seven?"
about his offer
had a lot to say and the school ground was probably not
"Okay,"I said finally.
said as he pulled his briefcase off
me one last smile before walking out
up paper in my hand, the letter containing everything I wanted to
I put the letter in my back pocket and
the art studio, I took one last look
so many great
but this class
the desk and there was a plague with lan’s
always my favorite teacher
a Friday night and our graduation
was the night before graduation, so the seniors were having one last huzzah at
to lan’s place before the
final goodbye, I would be surrounded
at his place just before 7
for a few seconds in silence before I could
opened the door moments later and his eyes lit
You don’t have
if I should use it,"I said, revealing the key
the key back
to give this back.I have a lot of
I should.I don’t have a use for it anymore
replied, and it sounded bitterer
trailed as he closed the door
"So..."I followed.
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