Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 87: Bitter Taste 

IAN’s POV : 

"We're just friends,"she said of him once.

Friends my fucking ass! What I saw back there wasn’t what just friends would do.

She was sitting on his lap.He was hugging her and touching her.She was letting him.And they fucking kissed.I had to look away instantly, but the image was already burned into the back of my eyes.

I wanted to gag.I was angry, confused, disgusted, and hurt.Everything all at once.

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe.

My mouth fell open, but no air was coming in or out.I had to get out of there.

Shoving past anyone who was in my way, I made it back to my car and slammed the door shut.Every time I closed my eyes, that image was all I saw.

No matter how loud I screamed or how hard I punched the steering wheel in front of me, nothing could release me from the stinging pain in my chest.

How could she do this to me? Emma, my baby girl, my sweet girl.

The girl who’s got my heart and soul in the palm of her hand.

How could she hurt me like this? And how long has this been going on? Those thoughts were my only company as I sped away out of that town.

For the next two hours, I was left alone with these thoughts and the aching pain in my heart.

Does she love him too? Is this why she wants space from me? This is what she wants to figure out? The more my brain replayed the image in my head, the angrier I got.

I was in the middle of the I-95 N when I swerved my car to the side of the road and stopped.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I let out another angry scream and punched the steering wheel like a maniac.

My bruised up hand picked up my phone instinctively because I wanted to call her and ask her for an explanation.

But when I opened the screen, all I saw was Emma’s face, smiling right at me.

That got me even angrier for some reason.

My fist curled into the phone, wishing somehow I could break it.

When it didn't work, I opened the car door and threw the metal thing straight to the ground.

It cracked and broke into pieces.

That was satisfying to watch.

I stepped on the stupid thing a couple more times, making sure it was pulverized into millions of tiny pieces.

Looking back, I didn’t know why I did that.

The stupid phone never did anything wrong.

I was just so angry, I wanted to break anything.

I'd crash this stupid car if I could.

But that wouldn't get us anywhere.

Literally.

Letting out an exhausted sigh, I got back inside the car and continued driving.

All I wanted was an escape from this pain.

I had to get away as fast and as far away from her as I could.

But even as I got back to New York City and in the comfort of my own apartment, the pain was still there.

It was as strong and stubborn as ever.

And even when I punched my own head with my fists, I couldn't get the image of her and that guy out of my head.

It was getting pathetic.

My eyes went blurry and tears were falling out.

I grabbed whatever alcoholic beverage I had in my arsenal and chugged it down in a

had finished the bottle and it didn’t seem to work on me, I threw the stupid bottle

and repeated the process

Rinse and repeat.

I saw was blackness.I woke

move, so I didn’t wanna get

pounding never stopped and it

sound was piercing through my ears, causing

Are you in there? Open this freaking door right

screaming her lungs

"I'm coming..."

I staggered to

and shouted to my ears, "Hey! I’ve been

"What day is it?"

eyes, trying to

god, lan, are

was

around the room and saw the

bottles and broken furniture

I could break with

the fiick happened

yelling Ally, my head hurts.What do

want? lan, it's Saturday!

"Ah shit,"I muttered.

"I forgot about that,"

already? I didn't

drinking so much, I didn’t keep track

apartment was to get food and

Emma, or talked

into this black hole, drinking myself into oblivion

on here?

sighed, reaching for my battered

I’m good.Give me ten minutes, I'll get dressed and

said and I

to a hospital?"she

ten...actually give

hand carelessly and sauntered towards

good

ready within

on, washed my face,

was watching my every

didn’t say a word, but

her face said it all, she was worried sick.We got to the gallery just in

preview to a limited audience prior to

we could get some feedback before officially showcasing the gallery to

Things were going great.

room like a rock star, and I made

had champagne on free flow, and though it wasn't my

talking to a bunch of people, I was feeling tired

of champagne from the open bar and sauntered towards the back office where there were no

champagne in the peace and quiet, when suddenly I saw Ally standing in front of the

you doing

are you doing here?"I retorted

what's going on

I couldn't reach you for days.Your phone

broken.I broke it,"I

"What?"

out

you

"Meh,"I shrugged.

what's going

the broken bottles? The broken furniture? I thought that lan was gone

guess he’s back now,"I

my damned

intermittent explosive disorder

guy when I couldn't control myself, I had episodes where I reacted in violent,

the first time when I found out about

trigger that

since then, I was not

in years.But now, it was coming back to me all over

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