Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 87: Bitter Taste 

IAN’s POV : 

"We're just friends,"she said of him once.

Friends my fucking ass! What I saw back there wasn’t what just friends would do.

She was sitting on his lap.He was hugging her and touching her.She was letting him.And they fucking kissed.I had to look away instantly, but the image was already burned into the back of my eyes.

I wanted to gag.I was angry, confused, disgusted, and hurt.Everything all at once.

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe.

My mouth fell open, but no air was coming in or out.I had to get out of there.

Shoving past anyone who was in my way, I made it back to my car and slammed the door shut.Every time I closed my eyes, that image was all I saw.

No matter how loud I screamed or how hard I punched the steering wheel in front of me, nothing could release me from the stinging pain in my chest.

How could she do this to me? Emma, my baby girl, my sweet girl.

The girl who’s got my heart and soul in the palm of her hand.

How could she hurt me like this? And how long has this been going on? Those thoughts were my only company as I sped away out of that town.

For the next two hours, I was left alone with these thoughts and the aching pain in my heart.

Does she love him too? Is this why she wants space from me? This is what she wants to figure out? The more my brain replayed the image in my head, the angrier I got.

I was in the middle of the I-95 N when I swerved my car to the side of the road and stopped.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I let out another angry scream and punched the steering wheel like a maniac.

My bruised up hand picked up my phone instinctively because I wanted to call her and ask her for an explanation.

But when I opened the screen, all I saw was Emma’s face, smiling right at me.

That got me even angrier for some reason.

My fist curled into the phone, wishing somehow I could break it.

When it didn't work, I opened the car door and threw the metal thing straight to the ground.

It cracked and broke into pieces.

That was satisfying to watch.

I stepped on the stupid thing a couple more times, making sure it was pulverized into millions of tiny pieces.

Looking back, I didn’t know why I did that.

The stupid phone never did anything wrong.

I was just so angry, I wanted to break anything.

I'd crash this stupid car if I could.

But that wouldn't get us anywhere.

Literally.

Letting out an exhausted sigh, I got back inside the car and continued driving.

All I wanted was an escape from this pain.

I had to get away as fast and as far away from her as I could.

But even as I got back to New York City and in the comfort of my own apartment, the pain was still there.

It was as strong and stubborn as ever.

And even when I punched my own head with my fists, I couldn't get the image of her and that guy out of my head.

It was getting pathetic.

My eyes went blurry and tears were falling out.

Like a fiicking bitch? Staggering to the kitchen, I grabbed whatever alcoholic beverage I had

I had finished the bottle and it didn’t seem to work on me, I threw the stupid bottle away and

grabbed another bottle and

Rinse and repeat.

I saw was blackness.I woke up to

was too weak to move, so I

stopped and

was piercing through my ears, causing my brain to the

Are you in there? Open this freaking door right

was screaming

"I'm coming..."

I staggered to the

creaked the door open, Ally barged right in and shouted to my ears, "Hey! I’ve been calling and calling! Don't tell me you forgot

"What day is it?"

my eyes, trying to

my god, lan, are

gasped when she was my bloody and

room and saw the gigantic mess

broken furniture were

break with my

happened here?"she

yelling Ally, my head hurts.What do

it's Saturday!

"Ah shit,"I muttered.

"I forgot about that,"

was Saturday already?

was drinking so much, I didn’t keep track

left my apartment was to get

to Emma, or talked to

drinking myself into oblivion every chance

on here?

reaching for

okay, I’m good.Give me ten minutes, I'll get

and I

to a hospital?"she asked

me ten...actually

waved my hand carelessly and

was good with

got ready within twenty

bandage on, washed

was watching my

word, but

all, she was worried sick.We got to the gallery just in time for the soft

to a limited audience prior to the grand

so we could get some feedback before

Things were going great.

I made contacts with some

on free flow, and though it wasn't my favorite alcohol of

a bunch of people, I was

open bar and sauntered towards the back office where

thought I was gonna chill for a second, drink some champagne in the peace and quiet, when suddenly I saw Ally standing in front of the

are you

doing here?"I retorted playfully

what's going on with you?"she asked point

reach you

it's broken.I broke it,"I cut

"What?"

out the

did you

"Meh,"I shrugged.

what's going on

the broken bottles? The broken furniture? I thought that lan was gone a

he’s

and my damned anger

an intermittent explosive disorder

guy when I couldn't control myself, I had episodes

happened the first time when I found out about

the trigger

it had been a while since then, I was not the same

better.I hadn't had an episode in

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