Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 87: Bitter Taste 

IAN’s POV : 

"We're just friends,"she said of him once.

Friends my fucking ass! What I saw back there wasn’t what just friends would do.

She was sitting on his lap.He was hugging her and touching her.She was letting him.And they fucking kissed.I had to look away instantly, but the image was already burned into the back of my eyes.

I wanted to gag.I was angry, confused, disgusted, and hurt.Everything all at once.

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe.

My mouth fell open, but no air was coming in or out.I had to get out of there.

Shoving past anyone who was in my way, I made it back to my car and slammed the door shut.Every time I closed my eyes, that image was all I saw.

No matter how loud I screamed or how hard I punched the steering wheel in front of me, nothing could release me from the stinging pain in my chest.

How could she do this to me? Emma, my baby girl, my sweet girl.

The girl who’s got my heart and soul in the palm of her hand.

How could she hurt me like this? And how long has this been going on? Those thoughts were my only company as I sped away out of that town.

For the next two hours, I was left alone with these thoughts and the aching pain in my heart.

Does she love him too? Is this why she wants space from me? This is what she wants to figure out? The more my brain replayed the image in my head, the angrier I got.

I was in the middle of the I-95 N when I swerved my car to the side of the road and stopped.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I let out another angry scream and punched the steering wheel like a maniac.

My bruised up hand picked up my phone instinctively because I wanted to call her and ask her for an explanation.

But when I opened the screen, all I saw was Emma’s face, smiling right at me.

That got me even angrier for some reason.

My fist curled into the phone, wishing somehow I could break it.

When it didn't work, I opened the car door and threw the metal thing straight to the ground.

It cracked and broke into pieces.

That was satisfying to watch.

I stepped on the stupid thing a couple more times, making sure it was pulverized into millions of tiny pieces.

Looking back, I didn’t know why I did that.

The stupid phone never did anything wrong.

I was just so angry, I wanted to break anything.

I'd crash this stupid car if I could.

But that wouldn't get us anywhere.

Literally.

Letting out an exhausted sigh, I got back inside the car and continued driving.

All I wanted was an escape from this pain.

I had to get away as fast and as far away from her as I could.

But even as I got back to New York City and in the comfort of my own apartment, the pain was still there.

It was as strong and stubborn as ever.

And even when I punched my own head with my fists, I couldn't get the image of her and that guy out of my head.

It was getting pathetic.

My eyes went blurry and tears were falling out.

kitchen, I grabbed whatever alcoholic beverage I had in my arsenal and

and it didn’t seem to work on me,

another bottle and repeated the

Rinse and repeat.

all I saw was blackness.I woke up to a loud pounding at

move, so I

the pounding never stopped

was piercing through my ears, causing my brain to the brink

Open this freaking

screaming

"I'm coming..."

croaked as I

soon as I creaked the door open, Ally barged right in and shouted to my ears, "Hey! I’ve been calling and calling! Don't tell me

"What day is it?"

my eyes, trying to remember,

god, lan, are you

when she was

around the room and saw the

broken furniture were

I could break with

the fiick happened

Ally, my head hurts.What do you

lan, it's Saturday! It’s the

"Ah shit,"I muttered.

"I forgot about that,"

Saturday already? I

so much, I

left my apartment was

to Emma, or talked

into this black hole, drinking myself into oblivion every chance

going on

for

me ten minutes, I'll get dressed

said and I pulled my hand

go to a hospital?"she

ten...actually give me twenty

my hand carelessly

good

ready within

the blood, put some bandage on, washed my face, and I put on

was watching

didn’t say a word, but she didn't have

she was worried sick.We got to the gallery just in time for the

limited audience prior

some feedback before officially showcasing the

Things were going great.

made contacts

free flow, and though it wasn't my favorite alcohol of

of

picked up a bottle of champagne from the open bar and sauntered towards the

drink some champagne in the peace and quiet, when suddenly I saw Ally standing in

are you

What are you doing here?"I

tell me what's going

left my apartment, I couldn't reach you

broken.I broke it,"I

"What?"

out

you do

"Meh,"I shrugged.

what's going on with

face, "All the broken bottles? The broken furniture? I thought that lan was gone a

he’s back now,"I

my damned anger

intermittent explosive disorder

couldn't control myself, I had episodes where

happened the first time when I found

was the trigger that started

while since then, I was not the same stupid

episode in years.But now, it was coming back

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