Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 87: Bitter Taste 

IAN’s POV : 

"We're just friends,"she said of him once.

Friends my fucking ass! What I saw back there wasn’t what just friends would do.

She was sitting on his lap.He was hugging her and touching her.She was letting him.And they fucking kissed.I had to look away instantly, but the image was already burned into the back of my eyes.

I wanted to gag.I was angry, confused, disgusted, and hurt.Everything all at once.

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe.

My mouth fell open, but no air was coming in or out.I had to get out of there.

Shoving past anyone who was in my way, I made it back to my car and slammed the door shut.Every time I closed my eyes, that image was all I saw.

No matter how loud I screamed or how hard I punched the steering wheel in front of me, nothing could release me from the stinging pain in my chest.

How could she do this to me? Emma, my baby girl, my sweet girl.

The girl who’s got my heart and soul in the palm of her hand.

How could she hurt me like this? And how long has this been going on? Those thoughts were my only company as I sped away out of that town.

For the next two hours, I was left alone with these thoughts and the aching pain in my heart.

Does she love him too? Is this why she wants space from me? This is what she wants to figure out? The more my brain replayed the image in my head, the angrier I got.

I was in the middle of the I-95 N when I swerved my car to the side of the road and stopped.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I let out another angry scream and punched the steering wheel like a maniac.

My bruised up hand picked up my phone instinctively because I wanted to call her and ask her for an explanation.

But when I opened the screen, all I saw was Emma’s face, smiling right at me.

That got me even angrier for some reason.

My fist curled into the phone, wishing somehow I could break it.

When it didn't work, I opened the car door and threw the metal thing straight to the ground.

It cracked and broke into pieces.

That was satisfying to watch.

I stepped on the stupid thing a couple more times, making sure it was pulverized into millions of tiny pieces.

Looking back, I didn’t know why I did that.

The stupid phone never did anything wrong.

I was just so angry, I wanted to break anything.

I'd crash this stupid car if I could.

But that wouldn't get us anywhere.

Literally.

Letting out an exhausted sigh, I got back inside the car and continued driving.

All I wanted was an escape from this pain.

I had to get away as fast and as far away from her as I could.

But even as I got back to New York City and in the comfort of my own apartment, the pain was still there.

It was as strong and stubborn as ever.

And even when I punched my own head with my fists, I couldn't get the image of her and that guy out of my head.

It was getting pathetic.

My eyes went blurry and tears were falling out.

I grabbed

had finished the bottle and it didn’t seem to work on me, I threw the stupid bottle away and the glass broke

another bottle and repeated

Rinse and repeat.

blackness.I

too weak to move, so I didn’t wanna get

stopped and it

was piercing through my ears, causing my brain to the brink

in there? Open

screaming her lungs

"I'm coming..."

as I staggered to

right in and shouted to my ears, "Hey! I’ve

"What day is it?"

trying to remember, but

my god, lan,

when she was my bloody

room and saw

bottles and broken furniture were

could break with my

happened here?"she sounded

Ally, my head hurts.What do

want? lan, it's Saturday!

"Ah shit,"I muttered.

"I forgot about that,"

was Saturday already? I didn't

drinking so much, I

only time I left my apartment

talked to Emma, or talked to

black hole, drinking myself into

going on

reaching for my battered

minutes, I'll get dressed and we'll

and I pulled my

should go to a hospital?"she asked

ten...actually give me

hand carelessly and sauntered towards the

good with my

got ready

some bandage on,

watching my

didn’t say a word,

all, she was worried sick.We got to the gallery just in time for the soft

to a limited audience prior to

could get some feedback before officially

Things were going great.

rock star, and I made contacts with some of the

and though it wasn't my favorite alcohol of

talking to a bunch of people, I was

open bar and sauntered towards

the peace and quiet, when suddenly

are you

are you doing here?"I retorted playfully

me what's going on with

reach

broken.I broke

"What?"

out the

did you do that

"Meh,"I shrugged.

what's going on with

my bandaged hand and the cuts around my face, "All the broken

guess he’s back

and my

with an intermittent explosive disorder when I was

when I couldn't control myself, I had episodes where I reacted in violent, angry

first time when I found

was the trigger that

while since then, I was not

was better.I hadn't had an episode in years.But now, it was coming back

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