Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 87: Bitter Taste 

IAN’s POV : 

"We're just friends,"she said of him once.

Friends my fucking ass! What I saw back there wasn’t what just friends would do.

She was sitting on his lap.He was hugging her and touching her.She was letting him.And they fucking kissed.I had to look away instantly, but the image was already burned into the back of my eyes.

I wanted to gag.I was angry, confused, disgusted, and hurt.Everything all at once.

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe.

My mouth fell open, but no air was coming in or out.I had to get out of there.

Shoving past anyone who was in my way, I made it back to my car and slammed the door shut.Every time I closed my eyes, that image was all I saw.

No matter how loud I screamed or how hard I punched the steering wheel in front of me, nothing could release me from the stinging pain in my chest.

How could she do this to me? Emma, my baby girl, my sweet girl.

The girl who’s got my heart and soul in the palm of her hand.

How could she hurt me like this? And how long has this been going on? Those thoughts were my only company as I sped away out of that town.

For the next two hours, I was left alone with these thoughts and the aching pain in my heart.

Does she love him too? Is this why she wants space from me? This is what she wants to figure out? The more my brain replayed the image in my head, the angrier I got.

I was in the middle of the I-95 N when I swerved my car to the side of the road and stopped.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I let out another angry scream and punched the steering wheel like a maniac.

My bruised up hand picked up my phone instinctively because I wanted to call her and ask her for an explanation.

But when I opened the screen, all I saw was Emma’s face, smiling right at me.

That got me even angrier for some reason.

My fist curled into the phone, wishing somehow I could break it.

When it didn't work, I opened the car door and threw the metal thing straight to the ground.

It cracked and broke into pieces.

That was satisfying to watch.

I stepped on the stupid thing a couple more times, making sure it was pulverized into millions of tiny pieces.

Looking back, I didn’t know why I did that.

The stupid phone never did anything wrong.

I was just so angry, I wanted to break anything.

I'd crash this stupid car if I could.

But that wouldn't get us anywhere.

Literally.

Letting out an exhausted sigh, I got back inside the car and continued driving.

All I wanted was an escape from this pain.

I had to get away as fast and as far away from her as I could.

But even as I got back to New York City and in the comfort of my own apartment, the pain was still there.

It was as strong and stubborn as ever.

And even when I punched my own head with my fists, I couldn't get the image of her and that guy out of my head.

It was getting pathetic.

My eyes went blurry and tears were falling out.

grabbed whatever alcoholic beverage I had

to work on me, I threw the

and repeated

Rinse and repeat.

I saw was blackness.I woke up to a loud pounding at the

too weak to move, so I didn’t wanna get

the pounding never stopped and

piercing through my ears, causing my brain to

you in there? Open this freaking door right

was screaming

"I'm coming..."

I staggered to the

to my ears, "Hey! I’ve been calling and calling!

"What day is it?"

squinted my eyes, trying to remember,

my god, lan,

she was my bloody and

then looked around the room and saw the gigantic mess that

broken furniture were

break with my hands, I

the fiick happened here?"she sounded

my head

want? lan, it's Saturday! It’s the gallery's

"Ah shit,"I muttered.

"I forgot about that,"

was Saturday already?

was drinking so much, I

left my apartment was to

Emma, or talked

hole, drinking myself into

going on here?

for my

minutes, I'll get dressed and we'll

said and I pulled my

should go to a hospital?"she

ten...actually give me twenty

waved my hand carelessly and sauntered

good with

got ready

some bandage on, washed

was watching

say a word, but she

her face said it all, she was worried sick.We got to the gallery just in time for the

was a preview to a limited audience prior to

some feedback before officially showcasing

Things were going great.

working the room like a rock star, and I made contacts with some of

had champagne on free flow, and though it wasn't my favorite

a bunch of people, I was

champagne from the open bar and sauntered

champagne in the peace and quiet, when suddenly I saw Ally standing

you doing

doing here?"I

what's going on with you?"she asked

my apartment, I couldn't reach

it's broken.I broke

"What?"

out

you

"Meh,"I shrugged.

going

"All the broken

he’s back

and my damned

an intermittent explosive disorder

when I couldn't control myself, I had episodes where

first time when I found out about my dad’s

trigger

had been a while since then, I was not the same stupid kid

hadn't had an episode in years.But now, it was coming back

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