Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 87: Bitter Taste 

IAN’s POV : 

"We're just friends,"she said of him once.

Friends my fucking ass! What I saw back there wasn’t what just friends would do.

She was sitting on his lap.He was hugging her and touching her.She was letting him.And they fucking kissed.I had to look away instantly, but the image was already burned into the back of my eyes.

I wanted to gag.I was angry, confused, disgusted, and hurt.Everything all at once.

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe.

My mouth fell open, but no air was coming in or out.I had to get out of there.

Shoving past anyone who was in my way, I made it back to my car and slammed the door shut.Every time I closed my eyes, that image was all I saw.

No matter how loud I screamed or how hard I punched the steering wheel in front of me, nothing could release me from the stinging pain in my chest.

How could she do this to me? Emma, my baby girl, my sweet girl.

The girl who’s got my heart and soul in the palm of her hand.

How could she hurt me like this? And how long has this been going on? Those thoughts were my only company as I sped away out of that town.

For the next two hours, I was left alone with these thoughts and the aching pain in my heart.

Does she love him too? Is this why she wants space from me? This is what she wants to figure out? The more my brain replayed the image in my head, the angrier I got.

I was in the middle of the I-95 N when I swerved my car to the side of the road and stopped.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I let out another angry scream and punched the steering wheel like a maniac.

My bruised up hand picked up my phone instinctively because I wanted to call her and ask her for an explanation.

But when I opened the screen, all I saw was Emma’s face, smiling right at me.

That got me even angrier for some reason.

My fist curled into the phone, wishing somehow I could break it.

When it didn't work, I opened the car door and threw the metal thing straight to the ground.

It cracked and broke into pieces.

That was satisfying to watch.

I stepped on the stupid thing a couple more times, making sure it was pulverized into millions of tiny pieces.

Looking back, I didn’t know why I did that.

The stupid phone never did anything wrong.

I was just so angry, I wanted to break anything.

I'd crash this stupid car if I could.

But that wouldn't get us anywhere.

Literally.

Letting out an exhausted sigh, I got back inside the car and continued driving.

All I wanted was an escape from this pain.

I had to get away as fast and as far away from her as I could.

But even as I got back to New York City and in the comfort of my own apartment, the pain was still there.

It was as strong and stubborn as ever.

And even when I punched my own head with my fists, I couldn't get the image of her and that guy out of my head.

It was getting pathetic.

My eyes went blurry and tears were falling out.

fiicking crying right now? Like a fiicking bitch? Staggering to the kitchen, I grabbed whatever alcoholic

on me, I threw the stupid bottle away and

grabbed another bottle and repeated the

Rinse and repeat.

was blackness.I woke up to a loud pounding at

was too weak to move, so I

the pounding never stopped

ears, causing my brain to the brink of

Are you in there? Open this freaking door right

screaming

"I'm coming..."

I staggered to

door open, Ally barged right in and shouted to my ears, "Hey!

"What day is it?"

my eyes, trying to remember, but

god, lan, are you

she was my

then looked around the room and saw the gigantic mess that

broken

could break with my

fiick happened here?"she

yelling Ally, my head

lan, it's Saturday! It’s the gallery's

"Ah shit,"I muttered.

"I forgot about that,"

already? I didn't

much, I didn’t keep

my apartment was to get food and

Emma, or talked to anyone for that

this black hole, drinking myself

on

for my battered up

me ten minutes, I'll get dressed and

and I pulled my

go to a

give me ten...actually give

carelessly and sauntered towards the

was good with my

got ready within twenty

some bandage on, washed my face, and I

watching

a word,

face said it all, she was worried sick.We got to the gallery

a preview to a limited audience prior to

this so we could get some feedback before officially showcasing the gallery

Things were going great.

like a rock star, and I made contacts with

wasn't my favorite alcohol of choice,

of people, I was feeling tired

from the open bar and sauntered towards the

was gonna chill for a second, drink some champagne in the peace

you doing here?"Ally

What are you doing here?"I retorted playfully and

wanna tell me what's going on

you left my apartment, I couldn't reach

broke it,"I cut her

"What?"

out

you do

"Meh,"I shrugged.

going on

bandaged hand and the cuts around my face, "All the broken bottles? The broken furniture?

he’s

my damned anger

with an intermittent explosive disorder when I

became that guy when I couldn't control myself, I had episodes where

first time when I found out about my dad’s

trigger

a while since then, I was not the same stupid

episode in years.But now, it

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