Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 87: Bitter Taste 

IAN’s POV : 

"We're just friends,"she said of him once.

Friends my fucking ass! What I saw back there wasn’t what just friends would do.

She was sitting on his lap.He was hugging her and touching her.She was letting him.And they fucking kissed.I had to look away instantly, but the image was already burned into the back of my eyes.

I wanted to gag.I was angry, confused, disgusted, and hurt.Everything all at once.

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe.

My mouth fell open, but no air was coming in or out.I had to get out of there.

Shoving past anyone who was in my way, I made it back to my car and slammed the door shut.Every time I closed my eyes, that image was all I saw.

No matter how loud I screamed or how hard I punched the steering wheel in front of me, nothing could release me from the stinging pain in my chest.

How could she do this to me? Emma, my baby girl, my sweet girl.

The girl who’s got my heart and soul in the palm of her hand.

How could she hurt me like this? And how long has this been going on? Those thoughts were my only company as I sped away out of that town.

For the next two hours, I was left alone with these thoughts and the aching pain in my heart.

Does she love him too? Is this why she wants space from me? This is what she wants to figure out? The more my brain replayed the image in my head, the angrier I got.

I was in the middle of the I-95 N when I swerved my car to the side of the road and stopped.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I let out another angry scream and punched the steering wheel like a maniac.

My bruised up hand picked up my phone instinctively because I wanted to call her and ask her for an explanation.

But when I opened the screen, all I saw was Emma’s face, smiling right at me.

That got me even angrier for some reason.

My fist curled into the phone, wishing somehow I could break it.

When it didn't work, I opened the car door and threw the metal thing straight to the ground.

It cracked and broke into pieces.

That was satisfying to watch.

I stepped on the stupid thing a couple more times, making sure it was pulverized into millions of tiny pieces.

Looking back, I didn’t know why I did that.

The stupid phone never did anything wrong.

I was just so angry, I wanted to break anything.

I'd crash this stupid car if I could.

But that wouldn't get us anywhere.

Literally.

Letting out an exhausted sigh, I got back inside the car and continued driving.

All I wanted was an escape from this pain.

I had to get away as fast and as far away from her as I could.

But even as I got back to New York City and in the comfort of my own apartment, the pain was still there.

It was as strong and stubborn as ever.

And even when I punched my own head with my fists, I couldn't get the image of her and that guy out of my head.

It was getting pathetic.

My eyes went blurry and tears were falling out.

bitch? Staggering to the kitchen, I grabbed whatever alcoholic beverage I had

the bottle and it didn’t seem to work on me, I threw the stupid bottle away and the glass

grabbed another bottle and repeated the process

Rinse and repeat.

blackness.I woke up to

move, so I didn’t

pounding never stopped and it was annoying

was piercing through my ears, causing

Are you in there? Open this freaking door right

screaming

"I'm coming..."

as I staggered

creaked the door open, Ally barged right in and shouted to my ears, "Hey! I’ve been calling and calling!

"What day is it?"

eyes, trying to remember,

my god, lan, are you

was my bloody

looked around the room and saw the gigantic mess that

bottles and broken

break with my hands, I

happened here?"she

head hurts.What do

it's Saturday!

"Ah shit,"I muttered.

"I forgot about that,"

already? I didn't

much, I didn’t keep

my apartment was to get food

hadn’t talked to Emma, or

hole, drinking myself into oblivion

going on here?

reaching for my

good.Give me ten minutes, I'll

I pulled

we should go to a hospital?"she

give me ten...actually give me

carelessly and sauntered

good

got ready within

cleaned up all the blood, put some bandage on, washed my face, and

watching my every

a word, but she didn't

face said it all, she was worried sick.We got to the gallery just

a preview to a limited audience prior to

some feedback before officially showcasing

Things were going great.

like a rock star, and I made

on free flow, and though it wasn't

of

bottle of champagne from the open bar and sauntered towards the

for a second, drink some champagne in the

you doing

you doing here?"I retorted

what's going on with you?"she

my apartment, I couldn't reach

broke it,"I cut her

"What?"

out the

did you

"Meh,"I shrugged.

what's going on with

my bandaged hand and the cuts around my face, "All the broken bottles? The broken

he’s back

my damned anger

with an intermittent explosive disorder

I had episodes where I reacted in

happened the first time when I found out

the trigger that

it had been a while since then, I was not the same stupid kid

had an episode in years.But now,

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