Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 87: Bitter Taste 

IAN’s POV : 

"We're just friends,"she said of him once.

Friends my fucking ass! What I saw back there wasn’t what just friends would do.

She was sitting on his lap.He was hugging her and touching her.She was letting him.And they fucking kissed.I had to look away instantly, but the image was already burned into the back of my eyes.

I wanted to gag.I was angry, confused, disgusted, and hurt.Everything all at once.

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe.

My mouth fell open, but no air was coming in or out.I had to get out of there.

Shoving past anyone who was in my way, I made it back to my car and slammed the door shut.Every time I closed my eyes, that image was all I saw.

No matter how loud I screamed or how hard I punched the steering wheel in front of me, nothing could release me from the stinging pain in my chest.

How could she do this to me? Emma, my baby girl, my sweet girl.

The girl who’s got my heart and soul in the palm of her hand.

How could she hurt me like this? And how long has this been going on? Those thoughts were my only company as I sped away out of that town.

For the next two hours, I was left alone with these thoughts and the aching pain in my heart.

Does she love him too? Is this why she wants space from me? This is what she wants to figure out? The more my brain replayed the image in my head, the angrier I got.

I was in the middle of the I-95 N when I swerved my car to the side of the road and stopped.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I let out another angry scream and punched the steering wheel like a maniac.

My bruised up hand picked up my phone instinctively because I wanted to call her and ask her for an explanation.

But when I opened the screen, all I saw was Emma’s face, smiling right at me.

That got me even angrier for some reason.

My fist curled into the phone, wishing somehow I could break it.

When it didn't work, I opened the car door and threw the metal thing straight to the ground.

It cracked and broke into pieces.

That was satisfying to watch.

I stepped on the stupid thing a couple more times, making sure it was pulverized into millions of tiny pieces.

Looking back, I didn’t know why I did that.

The stupid phone never did anything wrong.

I was just so angry, I wanted to break anything.

I'd crash this stupid car if I could.

But that wouldn't get us anywhere.

Literally.

Letting out an exhausted sigh, I got back inside the car and continued driving.

All I wanted was an escape from this pain.

I had to get away as fast and as far away from her as I could.

But even as I got back to New York City and in the comfort of my own apartment, the pain was still there.

It was as strong and stubborn as ever.

And even when I punched my own head with my fists, I couldn't get the image of her and that guy out of my head.

It was getting pathetic.

My eyes went blurry and tears were falling out.

bitch? Staggering to the kitchen, I grabbed

I had finished the bottle and it didn’t seem to work on me, I threw the stupid bottle away and the glass broke into

and repeated the

Rinse and repeat.

all I saw was blackness.I woke up to

body was too weak to move, so I didn’t

the pounding never stopped and it

causing my brain to

Open this

screaming her lungs

"I'm coming..."

as I staggered to the

door open, Ally barged right in and shouted to my ears, "Hey! I’ve been calling and calling! Don't tell me you

"What day is it?"

trying

lan, are you

when she was my bloody and bruised

and

bottles and broken

break with my hands,

fiick happened here?"she

yelling Ally, my head hurts.What do you

it's Saturday! It’s the gallery's

"Ah shit,"I muttered.

"I forgot about that,"

was Saturday already? I didn't realize

much, I didn’t keep track of

time I left my apartment was to

to Emma, or talked to anyone

drinking myself into oblivion

on here?

sighed, reaching for my battered up

good.Give me ten minutes, I'll

said and I pulled my

to a hospital?"she asked

me ten...actually give

hand carelessly and sauntered towards

good with

ready

on,

watching my every

a word, but she

face said it all, she was worried sick.We

a limited audience prior to

we could get some feedback before officially

Things were going great.

I made contacts with some of the

wasn't my favorite alcohol of choice, it was better

a bunch of

open bar and sauntered towards the back office where there

some champagne in the peace and quiet, when suddenly I saw Ally standing in

you

here?"I retorted playfully and

what's going on with you?"she asked point

I couldn't reach you

broken.I broke it,"I

"What?"

it out the

you do

"Meh,"I shrugged.

what's going on with

hand and the cuts around my face, "All the broken bottles? The broken furniture?

guess he’s back now,"I

and my

was diagnosed with an intermittent explosive disorder when

guy when I couldn't control myself, I had episodes where I reacted in violent,

the first time when I found out about my

was the trigger that started

a while since then, I was not the same stupid

better.I hadn't had an episode in years.But

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