Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 87: Bitter Taste 

IAN’s POV : 

"We're just friends,"she said of him once.

Friends my fucking ass! What I saw back there wasn’t what just friends would do.

She was sitting on his lap.He was hugging her and touching her.She was letting him.And they fucking kissed.I had to look away instantly, but the image was already burned into the back of my eyes.

I wanted to gag.I was angry, confused, disgusted, and hurt.Everything all at once.

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe.

My mouth fell open, but no air was coming in or out.I had to get out of there.

Shoving past anyone who was in my way, I made it back to my car and slammed the door shut.Every time I closed my eyes, that image was all I saw.

No matter how loud I screamed or how hard I punched the steering wheel in front of me, nothing could release me from the stinging pain in my chest.

How could she do this to me? Emma, my baby girl, my sweet girl.

The girl who’s got my heart and soul in the palm of her hand.

How could she hurt me like this? And how long has this been going on? Those thoughts were my only company as I sped away out of that town.

For the next two hours, I was left alone with these thoughts and the aching pain in my heart.

Does she love him too? Is this why she wants space from me? This is what she wants to figure out? The more my brain replayed the image in my head, the angrier I got.

I was in the middle of the I-95 N when I swerved my car to the side of the road and stopped.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I let out another angry scream and punched the steering wheel like a maniac.

My bruised up hand picked up my phone instinctively because I wanted to call her and ask her for an explanation.

But when I opened the screen, all I saw was Emma’s face, smiling right at me.

That got me even angrier for some reason.

My fist curled into the phone, wishing somehow I could break it.

When it didn't work, I opened the car door and threw the metal thing straight to the ground.

It cracked and broke into pieces.

That was satisfying to watch.

I stepped on the stupid thing a couple more times, making sure it was pulverized into millions of tiny pieces.

Looking back, I didn’t know why I did that.

The stupid phone never did anything wrong.

I was just so angry, I wanted to break anything.

I'd crash this stupid car if I could.

But that wouldn't get us anywhere.

Literally.

Letting out an exhausted sigh, I got back inside the car and continued driving.

All I wanted was an escape from this pain.

I had to get away as fast and as far away from her as I could.

But even as I got back to New York City and in the comfort of my own apartment, the pain was still there.

It was as strong and stubborn as ever.

And even when I punched my own head with my fists, I couldn't get the image of her and that guy out of my head.

It was getting pathetic.

My eyes went blurry and tears were falling out.

right now? Like a fiicking bitch? Staggering to the kitchen, I grabbed whatever alcoholic beverage I had in my arsenal and chugged it down in a

on me, I

bottle and repeated

Rinse and repeat.

was blackness.I woke up to a loud

was too weak to move, so

the pounding never stopped and it was

ears, causing my brain to the brink

there? Open this freaking

screaming her lungs

"I'm coming..."

as I

right in and shouted to my ears, "Hey! I’ve been calling and calling! Don't tell

"What day is it?"

squinted my eyes, trying to remember, but

god, lan, are

she was my

the room and

broken furniture were

break with my

fiick happened

yelling Ally, my head hurts.What do

it's Saturday!

"Ah shit,"I muttered.

"I forgot about that,"

Saturday already? I didn't

much, I didn’t keep

left my apartment was to get

Emma, or

black hole, drinking myself into

on

reaching for my battered

minutes, I'll get dressed

said and I pulled

to a hospital?"she

give me ten...actually give me twenty

carelessly

good with

got ready within

all the blood, put some bandage on, washed my face, and I put on

was watching my every

word,

she was worried sick.We got to the gallery just

limited audience prior to

did this so we could get some feedback before officially

Things were going great.

star, and I made contacts with some of the greatest art connoisseurs

also had champagne on free flow, and though it wasn't my

a bunch of people, I was feeling

the open bar and sauntered towards the back

drink some champagne in the peace and

are you

here?"I retorted playfully and

tell me what's going

reach

broke it,"I

"What?"

it out

you

"Meh,"I shrugged.

going

to my bandaged hand and the cuts around my face, "All the broken bottles? The broken furniture? I thought that lan was gone a long

guess he’s

my

an intermittent explosive disorder when I

that guy when I couldn't control myself, I had episodes where I reacted in

first time when I

trigger

then, I was not the same

treated and I was better.I hadn't had an episode in years.But

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