Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 87: Bitter Taste 

IAN’s POV : 

"We're just friends,"she said of him once.

Friends my fucking ass! What I saw back there wasn’t what just friends would do.

She was sitting on his lap.He was hugging her and touching her.She was letting him.And they fucking kissed.I had to look away instantly, but the image was already burned into the back of my eyes.

I wanted to gag.I was angry, confused, disgusted, and hurt.Everything all at once.

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe.

My mouth fell open, but no air was coming in or out.I had to get out of there.

Shoving past anyone who was in my way, I made it back to my car and slammed the door shut.Every time I closed my eyes, that image was all I saw.

No matter how loud I screamed or how hard I punched the steering wheel in front of me, nothing could release me from the stinging pain in my chest.

How could she do this to me? Emma, my baby girl, my sweet girl.

The girl who’s got my heart and soul in the palm of her hand.

How could she hurt me like this? And how long has this been going on? Those thoughts were my only company as I sped away out of that town.

For the next two hours, I was left alone with these thoughts and the aching pain in my heart.

Does she love him too? Is this why she wants space from me? This is what she wants to figure out? The more my brain replayed the image in my head, the angrier I got.

I was in the middle of the I-95 N when I swerved my car to the side of the road and stopped.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I let out another angry scream and punched the steering wheel like a maniac.

My bruised up hand picked up my phone instinctively because I wanted to call her and ask her for an explanation.

But when I opened the screen, all I saw was Emma’s face, smiling right at me.

That got me even angrier for some reason.

My fist curled into the phone, wishing somehow I could break it.

When it didn't work, I opened the car door and threw the metal thing straight to the ground.

It cracked and broke into pieces.

That was satisfying to watch.

I stepped on the stupid thing a couple more times, making sure it was pulverized into millions of tiny pieces.

Looking back, I didn’t know why I did that.

The stupid phone never did anything wrong.

I was just so angry, I wanted to break anything.

I'd crash this stupid car if I could.

But that wouldn't get us anywhere.

Literally.

Letting out an exhausted sigh, I got back inside the car and continued driving.

All I wanted was an escape from this pain.

I had to get away as fast and as far away from her as I could.

But even as I got back to New York City and in the comfort of my own apartment, the pain was still there.

It was as strong and stubborn as ever.

And even when I punched my own head with my fists, I couldn't get the image of her and that guy out of my head.

It was getting pathetic.

My eyes went blurry and tears were falling out.

a fiicking bitch? Staggering to the kitchen, I grabbed whatever alcoholic beverage I had in my arsenal and chugged

had finished the bottle and it didn’t seem to work on me, I threw the stupid bottle away

and repeated

Rinse and repeat.

faded away and all I saw was blackness.I woke

too weak to move, so

the pounding never stopped and

piercing through my ears, causing my brain to the

Open this freaking door

screaming her lungs

"I'm coming..."

I

open, Ally barged right in and shouted to my ears, "Hey! I’ve been calling and calling! Don't tell me

"What day is it?"

eyes, trying to remember, but I

god, lan, are you

gasped when she was my

room and saw the gigantic

broken

break with

fiick happened here?"she

yelling Ally, my head hurts.What do you

lan, it's Saturday! It’s the gallery's soft

"Ah shit,"I muttered.

"I forgot about that,"

already? I didn't

much, I didn’t keep track

my apartment was to get

hadn’t talked to Emma, or talked to

into this black hole, drinking myself into oblivion every chance I

going on

for my battered

okay, I’m good.Give me ten minutes, I'll

I

go to a hospital?"she

me ten...actually give me

carelessly and sauntered towards the

was good with

ready within

on, washed my face, and I put on

was watching my every

say a word, but she didn't have

sick.We

a limited audience

feedback before

Things were going great.

working the room like a rock star, and I made contacts with some of the

had champagne on free flow, and though it wasn't my favorite alcohol of choice, it was better

talking to a bunch of people, I was

from the open bar and sauntered towards the back office

champagne in the peace and quiet, when suddenly I saw Ally standing in

are you doing here?"Ally

here?"I retorted playfully and she

me what's going

reach you for days.Your

it's broken.I broke it,"I cut her

"What?"

it out

you do that

"Meh,"I shrugged.

going on with

my face, "All the broken bottles? The broken furniture? I thought that

he’s back now,"I

my damned anger

with an intermittent explosive

couldn't control myself, I had episodes where I

the first time when I found out about my

trigger that started

I was not the same stupid kid I

better.I hadn't had an episode in years.But now, it

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