Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 87: Bitter Taste 

IAN’s POV : 

"We're just friends,"she said of him once.

Friends my fucking ass! What I saw back there wasn’t what just friends would do.

She was sitting on his lap.He was hugging her and touching her.She was letting him.And they fucking kissed.I had to look away instantly, but the image was already burned into the back of my eyes.

I wanted to gag.I was angry, confused, disgusted, and hurt.Everything all at once.

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe.

My mouth fell open, but no air was coming in or out.I had to get out of there.

Shoving past anyone who was in my way, I made it back to my car and slammed the door shut.Every time I closed my eyes, that image was all I saw.

No matter how loud I screamed or how hard I punched the steering wheel in front of me, nothing could release me from the stinging pain in my chest.

How could she do this to me? Emma, my baby girl, my sweet girl.

The girl who’s got my heart and soul in the palm of her hand.

How could she hurt me like this? And how long has this been going on? Those thoughts were my only company as I sped away out of that town.

For the next two hours, I was left alone with these thoughts and the aching pain in my heart.

Does she love him too? Is this why she wants space from me? This is what she wants to figure out? The more my brain replayed the image in my head, the angrier I got.

I was in the middle of the I-95 N when I swerved my car to the side of the road and stopped.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I let out another angry scream and punched the steering wheel like a maniac.

My bruised up hand picked up my phone instinctively because I wanted to call her and ask her for an explanation.

But when I opened the screen, all I saw was Emma’s face, smiling right at me.

That got me even angrier for some reason.

My fist curled into the phone, wishing somehow I could break it.

When it didn't work, I opened the car door and threw the metal thing straight to the ground.

It cracked and broke into pieces.

That was satisfying to watch.

I stepped on the stupid thing a couple more times, making sure it was pulverized into millions of tiny pieces.

Looking back, I didn’t know why I did that.

The stupid phone never did anything wrong.

I was just so angry, I wanted to break anything.

I'd crash this stupid car if I could.

But that wouldn't get us anywhere.

Literally.

Letting out an exhausted sigh, I got back inside the car and continued driving.

All I wanted was an escape from this pain.

I had to get away as fast and as far away from her as I could.

But even as I got back to New York City and in the comfort of my own apartment, the pain was still there.

It was as strong and stubborn as ever.

And even when I punched my own head with my fists, I couldn't get the image of her and that guy out of my head.

It was getting pathetic.

My eyes went blurry and tears were falling out.

a fiicking bitch? Staggering to the kitchen, I grabbed whatever alcoholic beverage I had in my

finished the bottle and it didn’t seem to work on me, I threw the stupid bottle away and

bottle and repeated

Rinse and repeat.

faded away and all I saw was blackness.I woke up

body was too weak to move, so I didn’t wanna get

pounding never stopped and it

was piercing through my ears, causing my brain to

you in there? Open

screaming

"I'm coming..."

as I staggered to the

open, Ally barged right in and shouted to my ears, "Hey! I’ve been calling and calling! Don't tell me you forgot about

"What day is it?"

squinted my eyes, trying to remember,

lan,

when she was my bloody

room and

and broken furniture were

could break with my

fiick happened here?"she

head hurts.What

lan, it's Saturday! It’s the gallery's

"Ah shit,"I muttered.

"I forgot about that,"

was Saturday already? I didn't realize

was drinking so much, I

apartment was to get

to Emma, or talked to anyone

hole, drinking myself into oblivion every

going on

reaching for my battered

okay, I’m good.Give me ten minutes, I'll get dressed

I pulled my

go to a hospital?"she

give me ten...actually give

hand carelessly and sauntered towards

good with my

got ready

cleaned up all the blood, put some bandage on, washed my face, and I put on a

was watching

didn’t say a word, but she

face said it all, she was worried sick.We got to

to a limited audience prior

did this so we could get some feedback before officially showcasing

Things were going great.

a rock star, and I made contacts with some of the greatest art connoisseurs in the

and though it wasn't my favorite

of people, I

a bottle of champagne from the open bar and sauntered towards the back office where there were

I was gonna chill for a second, drink some champagne in the peace and quiet, when suddenly I saw Ally standing in front of the

are you

here?"I retorted playfully and she

me what's going

couldn't reach you for days.Your phone

broke

"What?"

it out

did you do that

"Meh,"I shrugged.

going

and the cuts around my face, "All the broken bottles? The

he’s

my damned anger

intermittent

myself, I had episodes where I

time when I

the trigger

had been a while since then, I was not the same stupid kid I

was better.I hadn't had an episode in years.But now,

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