Teacher's Girl (Aflyingwhale)

Chapter 87: Bitter Taste 

IAN’s POV : 

"We're just friends,"she said of him once.

Friends my fucking ass! What I saw back there wasn’t what just friends would do.

She was sitting on his lap.He was hugging her and touching her.She was letting him.And they fucking kissed.I had to look away instantly, but the image was already burned into the back of my eyes.

I wanted to gag.I was angry, confused, disgusted, and hurt.Everything all at once.

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe.

My mouth fell open, but no air was coming in or out.I had to get out of there.

Shoving past anyone who was in my way, I made it back to my car and slammed the door shut.Every time I closed my eyes, that image was all I saw.

No matter how loud I screamed or how hard I punched the steering wheel in front of me, nothing could release me from the stinging pain in my chest.

How could she do this to me? Emma, my baby girl, my sweet girl.

The girl who’s got my heart and soul in the palm of her hand.

How could she hurt me like this? And how long has this been going on? Those thoughts were my only company as I sped away out of that town.

For the next two hours, I was left alone with these thoughts and the aching pain in my heart.

Does she love him too? Is this why she wants space from me? This is what she wants to figure out? The more my brain replayed the image in my head, the angrier I got.

I was in the middle of the I-95 N when I swerved my car to the side of the road and stopped.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I let out another angry scream and punched the steering wheel like a maniac.

My bruised up hand picked up my phone instinctively because I wanted to call her and ask her for an explanation.

But when I opened the screen, all I saw was Emma’s face, smiling right at me.

That got me even angrier for some reason.

My fist curled into the phone, wishing somehow I could break it.

When it didn't work, I opened the car door and threw the metal thing straight to the ground.

It cracked and broke into pieces.

That was satisfying to watch.

I stepped on the stupid thing a couple more times, making sure it was pulverized into millions of tiny pieces.

Looking back, I didn’t know why I did that.

The stupid phone never did anything wrong.

I was just so angry, I wanted to break anything.

I'd crash this stupid car if I could.

But that wouldn't get us anywhere.

Literally.

Letting out an exhausted sigh, I got back inside the car and continued driving.

All I wanted was an escape from this pain.

I had to get away as fast and as far away from her as I could.

But even as I got back to New York City and in the comfort of my own apartment, the pain was still there.

It was as strong and stubborn as ever.

And even when I punched my own head with my fists, I couldn't get the image of her and that guy out of my head.

It was getting pathetic.

My eyes went blurry and tears were falling out.

Staggering to the kitchen, I grabbed whatever alcoholic beverage I had in my arsenal and chugged it down

finished the bottle and it didn’t seem to work on me, I threw the stupid bottle away and the glass broke into tiny

and

Rinse and repeat.

all I saw was blackness.I woke up to a loud

weak to move,

pounding never stopped

ears, causing

you in there? Open this freaking door

was screaming

"I'm coming..."

croaked as I staggered to

soon as I creaked the door open, Ally barged right in and shouted to my ears, "Hey! I’ve been calling and calling! Don't tell

"What day is it?"

my eyes, trying

god, lan,

was

then looked around the room and saw the gigantic

and broken

I could break with my hands, I

happened here?"she

Ally, my head hurts.What do

do I want? lan, it's Saturday!

"Ah shit,"I muttered.

"I forgot about that,"

was Saturday already? I didn't realize

was drinking so much, I didn’t keep track of

my apartment was to get food and

Emma, or talked to anyone

black hole, drinking myself into

going on

reaching for

ten minutes, I'll get dressed and

said and I pulled

should go to a hospital?"she asked

give me ten...actually give me

carelessly and sauntered towards

was good

ready

on, washed

watching my

a word, but she didn't have

all, she was worried sick.We got to the gallery just in time for the soft

was a preview to a limited audience

this so we could get some feedback before officially showcasing

Things were going great.

the room like a rock star, and I made contacts with some of the greatest art

though it wasn't

of people, I

picked up a bottle of champagne from the open bar and sauntered towards the back office

gonna chill for a second, drink some champagne in the peace and quiet, when suddenly I saw Ally standing in front of the

are you doing

What are you doing here?"I retorted playfully and

going

left my apartment, I couldn't reach you

it's broken.I broke it,"I

"What?"

it out the

you do

"Meh,"I shrugged.

going on with

broken bottles? The broken furniture? I thought that lan was

he’s back now,"I

and my

an intermittent explosive disorder when

myself, I had episodes

happened the first time when I found out

was the trigger that

been a while since then, I was not

was better.I hadn't had an episode in years.But now, it was coming

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