The Carrero Contract - Selling Your Soul (Mafia Romance)

‘Can you just not?’ I snap at Lorraine, the other waitress in this hellhole, and shove her out of the way with my arse as she lounges in the hatch in my way for the millionth time today.

I am already tense and irritated by my day and having her fat ugly face hanging around me is making me even more so.

‘What’s eating you, sugar?’ She drolls lazily, that fake New York twang she tries to mimic, even though she is from Texas and eye rolls at me. Her frizzy, over processed nest of almost white hair over pudgy fake tanned and badly applied makeup is giving her an air of late fifties, rather than the forty-two she told me she is. I swear she’s on the verge of getting a fork in her eye today, and I am not in the mood to be dealing with a menopausal old hag with a laziness disorder. She needs to tuck her disgusting spotty food baby away as it overhangs, giving her a muffin top on the trousers she has on today, and I wonder why I am the only one who gets stuck with the shitty pink waitress dress.

I hate working here most days, but in the last forty minutes, I think that turned to extreme loathing.

I have the first traces of a mega cold, banging sore head, swollen glands and if one more sleazy construction worker feels my arse when I am serving him lunch, I may actually scream. Flu doesn’t make for a witty and happy, overworked slop server.

Four months, five days, seven hours and twenty-three minutes since I walked out of that hospital with only three suitcases and a hat box and here I am.

Living the fucking dream!

That is if your dream is to be a shittily paid, overworked grease servant in a grubby back alley diner that stinks every day of fried food. Manhandled by sweaty mucky men and barked at by your Hitler of a boss as he also eye rapes you and can’t seem to dig his eyeballs out of your cleavage on a daily. I don’t think it’s a mistake he supplied me with uniforms that are two sizes too small and I can barely move without a button popping over my bust.

I am working to pay for a crappy one bed shithole across town in the dump dive better known as the lower west side, or the meat packing district. Hardly a safe environment for a young woman alone, but it’s all I can afford if I want to stay in the city.

got stronger and more able to climb back on the horse. And then I just kept telling myself I wasn’t ready to get back on the street to

I’m different somehow.

is shaky. My heart is fragile and bruised and I don’t think I would have the ability to swoon and charm men in a

healing from being touched by

just biding my time and trying to

grandeur, not anymore. I never finished school, never earned any qualifications, and besides my looks and my effortless skill at making men want to have sex with me, I haven’t a lot else to work with. I know my youth and beauty won’t stay with me forever, so I need a better plan for a

to avoid men and avoid attention. The only things I have ever been

can barely stand looking at, let alone breathe the same air. She’s a clumpy and grubby pain in my ass, always chewing on chicken legs and lax when it comes to doing her job and hygiene. She has favour with the boss though, as she lets him put his hand down her pants

jumps up from his seat; startling me with his over-enthusiastic appearance. He has headphones in, listening to today’s game, and

it all slides down me with vile aplomb. My body shivers and recoils inside my sodden outfit as I cringe all over, eyeing him up with a furious glare as he tuts at me and slides back into his seat

Dickhead!!

those crappy ‘all bad things happen to me’, kind

hands. I count to ten inwardly and keep reminding myself how

now have to clean this shit up off the chequered black and

macho snorts and more vulgar lewd remarks aimed my way. I keep my eyes on my task, bite my bottom lip to silence myself, and I give no response. Anger simmering low in my