The Carrero Contract - Selling Your Soul (Mafia Romance)

It’s not the expected outcome; grown woman turning to childish puppy dog mush, pawing at her angry husband like a devious minx; I find myself eye rolling at the lamest form of female manipulation there is.

“You knew? You met her?” Accusatory tone as she tries to regain some footing. Alexi sighs loudly and I glance his way to see him turn and butt himself against the table, throwing me an unreadable look before he downs another drink and I try not to count how many that is. By the look of his sudden lack of trying, I guess he has been prone to scenes like this before, where his father had to steamroll in to defend him, and Alexi mentally goes off on a cruise and leaves him to it. I just stand here like an idiot, a third wheel and in no way wanting to witness this shit.

“He’s my son. He has no secrets from me, he never did. Unlike you, he confides in me and comes to me often!” It’s putting her in her place and any other mother might feel a little appalled, maybe some guilt over that, but not her.

“He’s broken my heart and ruined my dreams of a big white wedding for him. A nice Italian girl with morals and a beautiful future with angelic babies. It’s all ruined … how can I explain her to my friends?” She sobs unconvincingly, trying to claw back some of her stance in the eyes of her master. I have to curb the urge to mutter ‘Oh, give over’ in a sarcastic knee-jerk response.

“Pretty sure the only thing I ruined is your ability to tell your friends your son is married to a notable, worthy female from the church community. Beyond that, my relationship with Cam is none of your business and her past is nobody’s but ours.” Alexi snarls her way sarcastically, and I have to stop the giggle that threatens to break free at his obvious true statement. He catches my eye and I get a tiny little hint of warmth in the look. I badly want to go over and curl up in his arm, but I have a feeling that might make her mentally snap. I stand my ground instead.

“You have no idea what you have done!” The little sweet and broken act snaps nastily, and her outburst at her son erupts like a speeding bullet once more. The woman is positively nuts. Spitting accusations at him for ruining her fake as fuck life, she clearly has a screw loose and forgets her family is the fucking Mafia.

“ENOUGH!!” Alexi’s father slams his hand on the nearby desk to where he is standing, almost between them, eliciting another jump from me and literally kills the last of my nerves. These people have me all kinds of a nervous wreck and I need a drink as much as Alexi does. This has gone so much worse than I thought it would, by a long shot. I’m visibly trembling while my innards vibrate so heavily, I almost chip my teeth. I’m sweaty, clammy, breathless and obsessively glancing at Lexi for a signal as to what I should do, but he’s too preoccupied with holding a glass of booze and trying to focus on that instead.

He’s out of his depth. Mr in control, who knows how to handle most situations, doesn’t know what to do here and I get the feeling he’s lost in his own head struggling to hold on to that famous rage. He’s battling himself from not crossing a boundary concerning his mother while his brain wants to defend me in the way I know he does. He’s simmering and the waves of rage and energy bounding this way do not bode well. I think I’m the one who needs to get him out into the air for a little respite. If he stays here, he may consume half the bar and then beat his mother around the head with an empty gin bottle.

Not that it would be a bad thing.

“Alexi. Take your wife and go join the family in the greenhouse until I come down. I need to speak to your mother upstairs, alone.” It’s a sane, controlled, cool tone, completely loaded with intimidation, I recognise only too well. Guess he too realises his son is fighting a losing battle with himself and can sense he needs space. He loves and knows his son well, and I throw him a warm smile to communicate my agreement.

I obediently walk to him and coax him gently to take my hand and follow me. I slide the glass away from him and lay it down, knowing he has already consumed too much, and he needs to stop.

He doesn’t argue, falls into obedience like a child being commanded by a parent and I get to see my sweet little boy in the depths, glad someone else is taking control. He just nods, pats his father on the shoulder as we pass him and follows me out of that room silently. My heart is hammering through my chest and Alexi’s tight grip on my fingers translates just how riled up he really is, even though he isn’t showing it dramatically. I can feel it oozing off him in waves because I’m tuned into it.

When we get out the first door, he walks ahead of me taking control and leading the way. Finding his head, I guess and reverting to commander of all things. He says nothing.

I wait until he leads me through an airy sitting room to a set of huge glass patio doors and out into a massive, gorgeous garden before I break the silence.

At the far end of a huge lawn, I see people milling around an open glass building that is keeping them warm in this cooler weather, sets of tables and lots of children running in the manicured grounds with various garden toys, balls and hoops. Looking a lot like a picture postcard for rich happy families on this unusually bright day.

“I’m sorry, I just couldn’t help myself. Are you really mad at me?” I whisper meekly as we fall into a slow casual step to make our way across the garden. Looking up at that face and worrying that we are heading for an almighty fight ourselves, but Alexi just blows out some air and grimaces, shaking his head and fixing a look on me that translates frustration and simmering anger that he is trying to expel.

“No baby. You reacted exactly as you always do. One of the reasons I love you is that sassy mouth and take no shit attitude. I’m amazed my mother didn’t choke to death swallowing that mouthful you threw at her. Fuck her. She deserved that and more for what she said about you.” He leans into me to throw a quick kiss my lips, almost tripping me up in the process and removes his hand from mine to lasso an arm around me instead. Pulling me in against him and hugging me in a way that tells me he needs it. My touch is a balm for him and he’s aching all over from that ugly scene. I can’t imagine how emotionally traumatic that was for him and the aggressive nature in which he squeezes me tells me he is far from getting it out yet. He’s wound up, inwardly agitated.

“To be fair, I only got the English bits, but I can imagine it was along the same lines of what she did let me understand.”

“Yeah, common, cheap, whore, unworthy, foreigner, gold digger, manipulating devious tramp … you get the gist.” He frowns and throws a dark look over his shoulder back at the house, anger obviously stirring in the pits of that mind, but I’m piqued by one word.

“Cheap? Fucking cheap? Are you kidding me? This dress probably cost more than her entire fucking outfit. I have expensive tastes and a lot of class. How dare she call me fucking cheap. Goddamn bitch!” My free hand goes to my hip with attitude, stopping us mid-walk to pout and rage over that tiny detail, and Alexi bursts out laughing. Unexpectedly cute and it seems to even surprise him.

“In all that, cheap is the only one which bothers you?” He looks at me like I’ve lost the plot, slowly losing the heavy weight from his shoulders, and that furrowed brow straightens out to a happier expression.

“Well, I can’t really argue with the rest, can I? I mean common …” I tick it off on one finger with my other hand.

“Whore. Unworthy. Foreigner—sort of. Gold digger … well, it was my original intention many moons ago, and I have been known to exploit a few rich men. Manipulating devious tramp sounds like a pretty accurate summary of my skills. Tick, tick, tick.” I motion and wave my fingers around and he just shakes his head at me again, a smile widening across his face before he pulls me back to him and wraps his arms around my waist so we’re facing each other. Snuggling me close, bringing him back out of orbit so easily.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about. None of them applies to my wife. She’s a perfect angel who can do no wrong in my eyes.” Humour and affection are back, and the tension finally seems to leave his body in one fell swoop. Nosing me with his and getting all smoochy and sweet, a massive turnaround to moments ago, and I realise that maybe I’m the stress reliever for him nowadays. All tied up in one package. Sex, love, tenderness. Everything he needs to let off steam rapidly.

He kisses me firmly for a few seconds and I can sense the last traces of his anger ebbing away through me. The way he tightens his hold and kisses me chastely but with intent and inhales my perfume before letting me loose again. Almost like an exhale to let it all go.

and now it’s done. Anything else, well,

and curl up in his arm when he turns me so we can walk again. Heading to that little picture-perfect group of people who haven’t noticed us yet and are

game and all I can see is people dressed in Sunday best, looking groomed and proper while I’m rocking up in slutty shoes and a tight dress

she so quickly picked up what

ringing. He too stops to hold my arm and give me balance

feet sinking into the cool grassy surface rather deliciously and dangle them in one hand by the back of

our current dilemma and taking on his commander and chief persona. He looks at his watch, letting go of my arm and nods us onward towards the lunch party now I’m barefoot. I

be there? And does my father know, I haven’t had a chance to talk

walking the last few feet. No one is looking this way, and he waits while he finishes his call, obviously

tonight and get back to Manhattan for it. Finally, an end to this bullshit. The nerve of the woman. I’ll talk to my father before I leave here and figure out the best way to proceed.” He sounds clipped and a tad agitated once more, and I can guess which woman he is talking about.

touch. I use my toes to draw patterns in the grass as I wait for him, so I’m not staring his way and making my upset obvious while

I get off the phone.” Alexi lifts our joined hands up and looks at the way I have threaded both sets of my fingers in his one hand with

and stares at me for a good ten seconds with

soft proclamation born of finding me adorable at the moment, and I break into a huge

to sink a kiss that’s less PG on me. Tongues and passion inducing. Arms sliding around me, and he picks me up to embrace me properly. My feet automatically lifting behind me, so we get full-on body contact and have ourselves a mini make-out session in full view of whoever

other for a moment. Completely content when with him this way, lost in that

up.” I truly mean it. I may think she’s a toxic bitch, but she’s still his mother, and that scene was ugly, even by my standards. I know it had to have hurt him,

me close, tracing his fingers across my cheek

a half smile and rest my head against

and nothing but a source of pain and disappointment for her. You know what … she doesn’t know you and yet I saw that same venom in there she always aimed at me. My mother is wrong. I have people who care about me and love me, and I don’t need her approval or her love anymore. I have you now. I never had it and nothing I do will ever earn it. I would rather be happy with you than bend over backwards to earn her twisted version. Leave her to my siblings, they fare better than I do, and she will never understand what

us,” I state, watching those grey eyes

week. That’s all I need. Like I said, fuck her. I had to grow up sometime and realise my mother isn’t all that.” He comes back to me with one last soft smile and releases me once more, hand coming out to take mine and he finally pulls me towards the others. Leaving the drama in the house as he obviously wants

smile up at him and get that one thousand-watt Hollywood grin right back. A kiss to my temple as we walk together,

I actually mean it. I know what I endured in my life at her hands was never my fault, and I won’t live my life continuing to live in

my own happy ever after with a man I can trust. Even if he was probably the worst candidate at the start of this crazy journey. He deserves it too, and he is more than worthy of my entire heart

garden where he is kicking about a ball with some very small humans. It takes only minutes to be enveloped by the group and introductions are quickly made from people with a severe obsession with cheek kissing and bear

womanising cousin has, in fact, got himself hitched. I must be some sort of goddess, angel, a saint with patience, yadda yadda. I endure a lot of jokes at his expense but it’s all in good form, and it’s obvious these people are truly happy for their black sheep of the family cousin. Alexi takes it all in his stride with a smile, and

the cold buffet that’s laid out for lunch in this huge greenhouse. Not that I would call it that, as there are barely any plants and it’s more of a social

had a major dressing down and Alexi’s father approaches us with a smile and a handshake, looking much happier than she does. I can’t help the little smug uprising in my belly when I paste on my gracious smile and aim it at the sour bitch. Her strained mirroring smile and overly polite

hope it chokes

game though and nods our way begrudgingly. Alexi looks away, avoiding her eye contact and smooths his shirt down trying to distract himself. Her husband makes a beeline right for us, no longer in his full suit and tie but now, like Alexi, in shirt and trousers, while she hangs back and tries not to glare. Appearing busy with her guests while side watching us coldly. You can

feet for a manly hug and a lot of back-slapping. It’s weird to see Alexi so physical with someone, but I

and not overly verbal. He pulls me to my feet gently so his dad can hug me too. Somewhat awkwardly as I

on the cheek. I blush stupidly, for no reason other than it feels strange to be greeted and accepted this way. A paternal greeting rather than the sleazy ‘let me fuck you’ that I get from most men. It knocks me off a little and I revert to a gawky child with

child is just what he needs.” There’s a low chuckle from him and Alexi shakes his head, his expression hard to gauge but I think it’s amusement. He’s aware of his mother’s presence and I can tell it’s

one in this relationship, is my lady.” He points out with a smirk that earns him an elbow nudge, and he pulls me into the crook of his arm once more. My

be glued to this man’s body

I envy you.” He winks at me, heavy truth in his observation and pats his son on the shoulder as he nods to the figure of Alexi’s mother, who’s now padding off towards her other guests. Making a great show of removing us from her presence, and I bet it doesn’t go unnoticed

smile, a softening of his face that somehow makes my stomach flip over and my throat ache. I guess a lot of feelings are stirring in the depths and I’m not entirely sure it’s for me. I think it’s for Alexi and what he must be feeling right now. Knowing his mother would banish him for

Makes me sick.

I think it’s finally come to the point where mother and I should just avoid each other for the sake of the family. If she can’t accept my wife, then I’m done trying.” Alexi adds a little forcefully, that hint of stubborn him in the husky growl and his father sighs. I

marriage

I live with her son who has the same charming disposition and equally stubborn