The Carrero Effect - Falling for the Boss (Billionaire CEO)

I must’ve gone back to sleep at some point in the car ride through the city because I wake up, completely disorientated, in a very familiar bed; Sarah’s loud snoring and body next to me. I sit up, warily, as the spinning nausea and headache of the world’s worst hangover hits me, and I push down the urge to throw up.

The room is dark and quiet but that doesn’t mean much. Jake has blackout shades on all his windows, blocking out the sun whenever he wants to sleep. I scramble around under the sheets, catching the smell of him from the cushions under my head, and it instantly overwhelms with me with a mix of longing, pain, and upset.

I still don’t know how to feel. Great.

I slide out and carefully tread my way to the bedroom door, not wanting to wake Sarah or anyone else; especially when I’ve no idea what time it is. I open the door slightly and hear muffled voices coming from the kitchen, followed by a sudden rush of brilliant light which makes my eyes smart and I hurry to cover them from the blinding pain.

It takes a moment to get used to the adjustment and I check I’m still wearing clothes; last night’s dress and underwear are still intact; which surprises me. I would’ve expected Jake to at least undress me, it’s not like he hasn’t seen me in varying degrees of nakedness before. I guess I’m seeing how much of a gentleman he can be. The fact he chose not to sleep in bed beside me hints at him respecting my need for space. Part of me feels disappointed and I wonder how it would’ve felt waking up in his bed in his arms. The thud in my stomach hits when I realize that may never happen again. We may never sleep in a bed together again and I try to push down the thought, as a twisting wave of tears runs up inside of me.

I head out in search of a drink and some pain relief in hopes of distracting myself from those agonizing thoughts.

I pause when I see Leila and Jake sitting at the breakfast counter, across from one another, talking in hushed tones. They have their heads bent over coffee mugs and a plate of butter croissants, seemingly oblivious to me as I wander out quietly. Just the sight of him takes my breath away and my palms start to clam up.

“Give him time, Leila … You know Daniel’s head is royally fucked-up. He has some serious issues when it comes to love.” Jake leans out and covers her hand with his in a small affectionate gesture, which makes me want him back so badly. I miss having him act that way with me. I miss his attention and soft touches, his never-ending understanding, and the way he grounds me.

No! Don’t even go there. He hurt you. You’re not your mother, running back to men who don’t care about what they do to you.

My mind slaps me hard. Somewhere old PA Emma, voice full of stern disgust, finds her way back inside of my head.

I clear my throat quietly, spanning the area from his door to the kitchen, and they both look up. Leila smiles and Jake slowly rises; not hurrying to take his hand from hers. He walks around the kitchen making me a mug of coffee without lingering too long or looking at me. It hits me like a pain under my rib cage and it confounds me.

“Morning, you. How you feeling?” Leila looks freshly showered and wearing a T-shirt and shorts belonging to Jake. Her clean face, free from make-up, looks unbelievably young and cute; her blond, choppy hair is tucked behind

her for it. I’ve no clue how awful I must look right now and she’s making me so

mine and wonder if he thinks that I look like an absolute mess; maybe that’s why he’s trying

Great.

I’m dying,” I mumble, trying to get onto the stool beside her; my head aching and mouth dry like sandpaper. I’ve never felt a hangover this bad. I drop my face to avoid

wanders over and slides the coffee in front of me with a glass of water. He reaches out for a pack of aspirin and places them beside

the way he always does. This is just painful. I want to feel like the center of

to focus on him for too long. He pulls the plate of

I can’t help but glance up at him. Our eyes meet

a drunken mess last night and now probably look a hundred times worse. Hardly

my stomach lurching once more,

absence? Because he could, we’re not together and it’s who he used to be. Has he decided he doesn’t

swallow a little too heavily, my hand trembling around the glass with shaking fingers. Wetness building in my eyes as I

at the way

programmed to be shitheads, they can’t help it.” She kisses me on the cheek

understand. I’ll take you and Sarah home when you’re ready.” He stays focused on swirling the coffee in his mug, steady voice, and relaxed posture. He

and inhale very

to hiding in self-pity. This is the moment to either move forward or stay here in

when you take Sarah home, I can get a shower and freshen up here?” I can’t bring myself to look at him, my insides turning to jelly. “I’ll need to get her up soon anyway because she’s working today.” I sound feeble and unsure of myself; part of me wondering if

bad way but in an ‘I’m so royally broken hearted over you yet

get why he won’t look at me for long, this shit

grumpy voice echoes our way from the bedroom