The Dark Side Of Fate

~Tamia~

What a joke. Typically people are elated over something like this, but my heart was conflicted.

Every fibre of my being wanted him.

I wanted to throw away my love and promises and accept fate.

It was overwhelming and euphoric.

All that existed at that moment was him. Kaira wanted to jump and let him take us. I wanted to let her.

Devin looked up at me and came close to me.

His teary eyes searched mine, and I could see he was desperate. Desperate to have me and make me his. His eyes flashed golden, and I knew his wolf was in control.

Kaira wanted him. He touched my cheek with his palm, and I closed my eyes to feel his touch caressing my skin, enveloping me in his intoxicating scent.

“Mate,” His wolf said, and Kaira wanted to respond, but I held my lips. I searched his eyes, and they were expectant.

“Why didn’t you say anything that night?” I asked angrily that he had let the moment slip. If he had, I would be in the south and would have never gone to the north.

I was angry not because I went to the north, but because he knew I was suffering with Leo and didn’t make a move to take me from him.

“You sent me back to his house. You let me go back!” I yelled at him, tears streaming down my face, and he bowed.

“You knew I was suffering. You knew I was in pain. You had the power to take it away. You are Alpha, and you let me go,” I said and stepped back.

“Now you hold a rose and say, Mate?” I said, and Kaira pleaded with me to take it easy, but I was mad.

“Why Devin? Why didn’t you save me? Why didn’t you claim me? When I wanted my fated to come and rescue me, to take my pain away. I prayed so hard the goddess answered, but you weren’t willing.

“Why now? Do you hate Sylvester so much that you want to hurt him the worst way ever!” I said, and he shook his head, tears streaming down his face, looking misunderstood.

Tamia,” he said, looking at me, and I

Why!” I yelled at him; my heart was beating

Leo to let you go before I stepped in,” he said, and

never let me go! I had to give myself up as a tribute

want me then; why now?” I

you. But I wanted to wait for the right moment, the perfect moment to make you mine. I wanted to do it properly. We

have taken me from him that night. You would have made me yours,” I

the world doesn’t work that way, Devin. There is no such thing as perfect. It is an illusion, a lie we tell ourselves, and you gambled me away with that decision.

for me and crashed

him away, but my body responded. He was tugging on

moved to my sweet spot and sucked it grazing his

in my head, giving me the strength to

dubious,” I

not have to return to him. Come with me. I will protect you.

to fight Leo for my sake, but you are willing to fight Sylvester?”

bait for your Wolf Lord agenda. I refuse to be used,” I told him, and he

be wolf lord anymore; I just want my

and hoping to find you. Do you know how

rules for my sake. Not enough..” I said,

home, and you have people there. I did not want to ruin the place. I swear, Tamia. I just wanted to do it amicably. I did not know Sylvester would take you away and that you would end up with him,” he

it with regrets. Things change, feelings, time, and conditions; they all change, so we always seize the moment and live in it because tomorrow isn’t guaranteed. I know this and live by it daily, which

the party and shifted. The pain was incredible, and I prayed that my mate would come and take it away. The goddess answered, she answered, but when you came, you weren’t willing. You weren’t ready, so I had to face it alone, and someone else had to help me through the healing process. What you feel for me is a bond ordained by the goddess and fate; what I have with Sylvester is destiny made from choice,” I said,

a rose in your hand and want me to just forget about the one person who loved me through my pain and suffering. The one person that went against tradition, his values,

you go because of my promises; I am letting you go because I have

you only did it to survive. But seeing you here made me realise I was wrong.

were right when you said I had lost my opportunity. Even if I take you and claim you, just like Leo, your heart will always beat for Sylvester. I can

and did not know what

to reject him

told me to consider it. I wasn’t fated to Sylvester; what if he finds his fate and

never have a fated again. Second-chance mates are rare. I looked at him, and my heart thumped in my