The Dark Side Of Fate

~Tamia~

This was unheard of.

We sat on the grass for thirty minutes, and nothing.

“Do you feel anything? Is your wolf weak?” I asked, and he shook his head.

“Wow,” I said, and he chuckled lightly.

“Sylvester is lucky to have you,” he confessed, and I bowed my head.

“You were right, Tamia. I should have seized that moment, but I didn’t. It is my loss,” he said, and I smiled at him.

“I know you will find someone that will love you genuinely, Devin, but please stop fighting Sylvester. He isn’t a bad guy,” I said, and he laughed.

“It’s funny you ask me not to fight the guy you rejected me for,” he said, and I knew I sounded a bit stupid.

“But I understand. Because there was no love between us, all my longing for you is gone, and I am sure the same for you. I guess the bond is only a guide to help us build a relationship and fall in love, hence why Leo has been unable to get over you,” he said and touched my hand and kissed it gently.

“I liked you from the moment I saw you, and I still do. I won’t attack Sylvester because of you, Tamia, but if he looks for my trouble, I will give it to him,” He said, and I could feel pain and heartbreak in his eyes, even though he was trying to hide it.

“You will find someone worthy,” I said to him, and he nodded and stood up.

“I doubt she will be anything like you, Tamia. You are one of a kind,” He said, and I smiled.

He stretched his hands and helped me stand up. Then pulled me close and kissed me. I let him, and he broke the kiss.

“I will remember this, Tamia and I will always seize my moment so I do not lose out. If he ever hurts you, you can call on me, Tamia,” He said and caressed my cheek longingly.

“I will always answer you whenever you call me. I promise you. I do not know why this rejection did not hurt or weaken us, but I am glad that other than the heartache, we did not lose much,” he said, and I kissed his palm, hoping I hadn’t made a mistake and condemned myself for nothing.

He held my hand, and I could see he was reluctant to let go.

“Bond aside, just like Sylvester, I too would have fallen in love with you, and maybe I had a little bit that night,” He said.

We both chuckled lightly.

He patted my cheek and left me in the gardens, and as he walked away, my heart was overcome with fear. Fear of the unknown. This was my chance to be with my fated, and I had thrown it away. I prayed to the goddess that I had not made a wrong choice and that this would not end up hurting me.

I returned to the party and sat on the high table next to Avery.

“Goddes, Tamia, you looked ravaged,” She said, and I felt tears wanting to fall.

I felt I had wronged Sylvester and cheated on him by letting Devin kiss me and touch me. Tears began to fall, and Avery quickly made them excuse us, so they wouldn’t see my tears.

We returned to the room, and I began to cry.

else, Tamia. What did you do? Were

tonight,” I told her, and she

and sat

fuck!!!”

almost claimed me, and I liked it,” I said, crying. She

is not good for you and Sylvester, Tamia,” she

like shit. I feel like I have cheated

I am sure a kiss will be better than running off with your fated. Besides, nothing happened between you two; it was just a kiss. Wash his scent off your body and forget about it. You don’t have to tell Sylvester about it if a reason doesn’t exist. Telling him about it means that it meant something, and from how you are behaving, I know it meant nothing, so let it go,”

it?” She asked me, and I looked

her eyes looked like they were going to pop out

she exclaimed,

couldn’t sense him

were asking if anything was between you two. Why didn’t he claim you as his at the party?” She asked the same question

the moment to

Did the man ever hear of the saying Seize the Moment?” she said, and

guess not,” she

darling, dust yourself and move on,”

me share?” I asked her, and she realised what was

that ever happens, I know you are strong to handle it,” She said and came to

we can know is the moment, and we must live in it. Tomorrow is beyond our control. Let it

doubt anything will ever change that,” She said and kissed

on, we need to shower and pack our bags. I want to see my man tomorrow morning, and you need Sylvester’s comfort, after which you will have to see the doctor because you

had a warm bath, after which food

us, and Avery told him my illness had worsened, and I

we would like to leave as early

the festival and

the party would not be

restless most of the night, and it

would happen, we woke around six in the morning, and I was too sick to do

if it was the rejection that made

where we got into the jet

in

wanted to know if Devin was affected too, but somehow I doubted it. I believe it was mainly

Wilson, whom I did not like

saluted us and treated us with the

to slap me again, and I wanted to tease him about it, but my physical health and sadness did not let me

arrived at the estate, and I was eager to see Sylvester, but none of them was home;

to my room. By then, it was evident that

I heard Linda ask Avery while she used

left, but it took a turn for

is back, and she is a terrible bitch now. She has taken over the estate, and Sylvester does not even care,” she

in no physical condition to banter with