The Dark Side Of Fate

{Book 2} Chapter 52 – ~Devin~

I had a very hectic evening settling the Brent pack members in Greenville. It would have been easier if I had a luna, but my life was messed up like that.

I was still alone.

I lay on my empty bed to relax and looked at my side.

Susan used to lie there.

I turned away because I did not want to think of her.

She had broken my heart.

The trauma that I lost my fated to Sylvester had just faded, and seeing that the woman I had fallen in love with was still hooked on the same guy got to me.

It wasn’t Sylvester’s fault, but it caused me to envy him a little.

I wondered what I did not do right, Rex, my wolf, was lonely too.

Everyone was moving on, but I was stuck in the same spot.

There were nights that I just wanted to pick up the phone and call Susan, but I knew she was yet to get over Sylvester.

The death of her uncle and cousin did not help matters either. Although it was necessary because Glenda and Nicolas had broken too many laws, I could feel her pain.

I turned back towards her side of the bed and touched it gently. Rex howled in my head in pain. This was just too much.

I had done everything possible to get over her, but it wasn’t working. Susan got me. She understood me. I would never find someone like that. I knew it. I did not understand why I wasn’t enough for her. I would have given her my world.

I fought my tears, believing I was destined to live a life void of love.

My phone began to ring.

looked at the clock, and it was two

that something terrible had happened. After hearing what happened

It made me wonder who

I answered.

Alpah Corrigan speaking,” I said formally, and

be sure the call was on,

placed it back to my ear

please?” I asked, and

and unsure. My aching heart hurt immediately,

“Susan?” I asked.

how to feel about her words. She was hot and cold with me, and I

I sighed.

Susan. I can never be Sylvester, and it is unfair for you to keep me in competition with him. I am not ready to try again with you, Susan. You have hurt me

Devin. I love you. You know I love

I love you too, but we can’t continue this back and forth. One minute you are into me;

I want commitment, something you are unwilling to give, and settling for

longer available. You should want to be with me because you love me, and even if Sylvester were

you, Devin. I have had time to think things through…” she said, and

me speaks volumes. There is no need to think it through when

home, Devin. I miss you,” she said, and I

I won’t commit,” I said, and

to protect my heart, Susan. You have broken it severally. I can’t handle another heartbreak. You can come

out there, so come home. We won’t sleep in the same room. You can come home.” I said, and she continued to cry. What I had said wasn’t what she

am ready to go all the way with you, Devin. My answer to you is yes. I am not thinking about it anymore,” she said, and I

am not willing to do that anymore,” I said, letting

Tamia and their pups, and

heart. I did not force her to leave him. That

come home, but we will just be friends,” I told her, ready to hang

you will leave room for me to prove myself