The Dark Side Of Fate

{Book 2} Chapter 52 – ~Devin~

I had a very hectic evening settling the Brent pack members in Greenville. It would have been easier if I had a luna, but my life was messed up like that.

I was still alone.

I lay on my empty bed to relax and looked at my side.

Susan used to lie there.

I turned away because I did not want to think of her.

She had broken my heart.

The trauma that I lost my fated to Sylvester had just faded, and seeing that the woman I had fallen in love with was still hooked on the same guy got to me.

It wasn’t Sylvester’s fault, but it caused me to envy him a little.

I wondered what I did not do right, Rex, my wolf, was lonely too.

Everyone was moving on, but I was stuck in the same spot.

There were nights that I just wanted to pick up the phone and call Susan, but I knew she was yet to get over Sylvester.

The death of her uncle and cousin did not help matters either. Although it was necessary because Glenda and Nicolas had broken too many laws, I could feel her pain.

I turned back towards her side of the bed and touched it gently. Rex howled in my head in pain. This was just too much.

I had done everything possible to get over her, but it wasn’t working. Susan got me. She understood me. I would never find someone like that. I knew it. I did not understand why I wasn’t enough for her. I would have given her my world.

I fought my tears, believing I was destined to live a life void of love.

My phone began to ring.

looked at the clock, and it

After hearing what happened in Lucland and Brent, I knew we had to be

It made me

I answered.

said formally, and

looked at the screen to be sure the call was on, and it

my ear and

this, please?” I asked, and her

voice on the phone; she sounded scared and unsure. My aching heart hurt immediately, but

“Susan?” I asked.

I did not know how to feel about her words. She was hot and cold with me, and I could not

I sighed.

keep me in competition with him. I

love you. You know I love you,”

continue this back and forth. One minute you are into me; the next minute, you are

am not in this for fun, Susan. I want commitment, something you are unwilling to give, and settling for me is not good enough, Susan.” I

with me because Sylvester is no longer available. You should want to be with me because you love me, and even if Sylvester were available, you would choose me,” I said, telling her what hurt most about her behaviour

you, Devin. I have had time to think

speaks volumes. There is no need to think it through when

want to come home, Devin. I miss you,” she said, and

come home, but I won’t commit,”

my heart, Susan. You have broken it severally. I can’t handle another heartbreak. You can come home, but I won’t pressure you

you are all by yourself out there, so come home. We won’t sleep in the same room. You can come home.” I said, and she continued

is yes. I am not thinking about it anymore,” she

that anymore,” I

it takes is her seeing Sylvester with Tamia and their pups, and she would go back to her sad mood, crying, screaming, and throwing

did not force her to leave him. That was on Maurice and

I told her, ready to

me to prove