The Dark Side Of Fate

{Book 2} Chapter 52 – ~Devin~

I had a very hectic evening settling the Brent pack members in Greenville. It would have been easier if I had a luna, but my life was messed up like that.

I was still alone.

I lay on my empty bed to relax and looked at my side.

Susan used to lie there.

I turned away because I did not want to think of her.

She had broken my heart.

The trauma that I lost my fated to Sylvester had just faded, and seeing that the woman I had fallen in love with was still hooked on the same guy got to me.

It wasn’t Sylvester’s fault, but it caused me to envy him a little.

I wondered what I did not do right, Rex, my wolf, was lonely too.

Everyone was moving on, but I was stuck in the same spot.

There were nights that I just wanted to pick up the phone and call Susan, but I knew she was yet to get over Sylvester.

The death of her uncle and cousin did not help matters either. Although it was necessary because Glenda and Nicolas had broken too many laws, I could feel her pain.

I turned back towards her side of the bed and touched it gently. Rex howled in my head in pain. This was just too much.

I had done everything possible to get over her, but it wasn’t working. Susan got me. She understood me. I would never find someone like that. I knew it. I did not understand why I wasn’t enough for her. I would have given her my world.

I fought my tears, believing I was destined to live a life void of love.

My phone began to ring.

and it was two

had happened. After hearing what happened in Lucland

me wonder who would have the

I answered.

Corrigan speaking,” I said formally, and the

sure the call was on, and it

to my ear and waited for the

I asked, and her

heard Susan’s voice on the phone; she sounded scared and unsure. My aching heart hurt immediately, but I softened my

“Susan?” I asked.

not know how to feel about her words. She was hot and cold with me, and I could not

I sighed.

be Sylvester, and it is unfair for you to keep me in competition with him. I am not ready to try again with you, Susan. You have hurt me badly,” I confessed to

know I love you,” she confessed, and

know I love you too, but we can’t continue this back and forth. One minute you are into me; the next minute, you

for fun, Susan. I want commitment, something you are unwilling to give, and settling for me is not good enough, Susan.” I told her, and

want to be with me because you love me,

time to think things through…” she said, and I interrupted

want to be with me speaks volumes. There is no need to think it through

want to come home, Devin. I miss you,” she said, and I knew she wasn’t lying.

come home, but I won’t commit,”

to protect my heart, Susan. You have broken it severally. I can’t handle another heartbreak. You can come home,

all by yourself out there, so come home. We won’t sleep in the same room. You can come home.” I said, and she

ready to go all the way with you, Devin. My answer to you is yes. I am not thinking

anymore,” I said, letting the

did not want her to hurt me again. All it takes is her seeing Sylvester with Tamia and their pups, and she would go back to her sad mood, crying, screaming, and throwing

her heart. I did not force her to leave him. That was on Maurice and

just be friends,” I told her, ready to

me you will leave room for me to prove myself to