The Dark Side Of Fate

{Book 2} Chapter 52 – ~Devin~

I had a very hectic evening settling the Brent pack members in Greenville. It would have been easier if I had a luna, but my life was messed up like that.

I was still alone.

I lay on my empty bed to relax and looked at my side.

Susan used to lie there.

I turned away because I did not want to think of her.

She had broken my heart.

The trauma that I lost my fated to Sylvester had just faded, and seeing that the woman I had fallen in love with was still hooked on the same guy got to me.

It wasn’t Sylvester’s fault, but it caused me to envy him a little.

I wondered what I did not do right, Rex, my wolf, was lonely too.

Everyone was moving on, but I was stuck in the same spot.

There were nights that I just wanted to pick up the phone and call Susan, but I knew she was yet to get over Sylvester.

The death of her uncle and cousin did not help matters either. Although it was necessary because Glenda and Nicolas had broken too many laws, I could feel her pain.

I turned back towards her side of the bed and touched it gently. Rex howled in my head in pain. This was just too much.

I had done everything possible to get over her, but it wasn’t working. Susan got me. She understood me. I would never find someone like that. I knew it. I did not understand why I wasn’t enough for her. I would have given her my world.

I fought my tears, believing I was destined to live a life void of love.

My phone began to ring.

at the clock, and it was

had happened. After hearing what

number on the screen. It made me wonder

I answered.

said

at the screen to be sure the

it back to my ear and

is this, please?” I asked,

scared and unsure. My aching heart

“Susan?” I asked.

feel about her words. She was hot and

I sighed.

and it is unfair for you to keep me in competition with him. I am not ready to try again with you, Susan. You have hurt me badly,” I confessed to her, and she began to weep on the

know I

back and forth. One minute you are into me;

for fun, Susan. I want commitment, something you are unwilling to give, and settling for me is not good enough, Susan.” I told

because you love me, and even if Sylvester were available, you would choose me,” I said, telling her what

Devin. I have had time to think things

is no need to think it through when you love someone

miss you,” she said, and I knew she wasn’t

come home, but I won’t commit,”

have to protect my heart, Susan. You have broken it severally. I can’t handle another heartbreak. You can come home, but

yourself out there, so come home. We won’t sleep in the same room. You can

to you is yes. I am not thinking about it anymore,” she said, and I sighed. The offer was off the

to do that anymore,” I said,

hurt me again. All it takes is her seeing Sylvester with Tamia and their pups, and she would go back to her sad mood, crying,

heart. I did not force her to leave him. That was on Maurice and fate; why should I

home, but we will just be friends,” I told her, ready to hang up, even

me you will leave room for me to prove myself to you,” she finally said, and I