The Dark Side Of Fate

{Book 2} Chapter 53 – ~Devin~

I was unable to sleep. I was eager to see Susan even though I had told her it would be strictly friendship. My wolf wasn’t happy with me for it, but it was necessary.

As much as she meant everything to me, loving her was killing me, and it was wrong.

Love isn’t meant to kill. It is intended to build and nurture.

I heard when Susan entered the house, and my heart began to beat fast.

I was nervous and eager at the same time. I knew Rex was causing it, but I tried to control myself.

I heard her gentle footsteps on the passage and a door open.

I figured she had chosen a room already.

I did not know if it would be wise to check on her.

Maybe it was best she believed I was sleeping. That would help set the boundaries.

I laid still in bed, fighting myself from getting up and going to her, when I heard the knob on my door turn.

I shut my eyes immediately, trying to pretend that I was asleep.

I knew it was childish, but I wouldn’t let her know I stayed up for her. So I closed my eyes and regulated my breathing.

“Devin,” she said gently, and I fought the urge to wake up.

I usually had sensitive hearing, and I was a light sleeper. If she called me again, I would have to pretend to wake up, or she would know I was pretending to sleep. Susan was an intelligent woman.

“Devin,” she said a bit louder, and I pretended to wake.

I gently sat up in bed, pretending to be waking up, and looked in her direction.

I was stunned by what I saw.

She was just as beautiful as the last time I saw her.

She had on a sexy nightgown. I wondered if she had come to my house dressed like that. I wouldn’t put it past her. She must have hoped I would be awake.

Susan did not play fair.

I averted my gaze from her body and looked at her face.

I could see her eyes were swollen, and she had been crying.

“Hey,” I said, trying hard not to look at her see-through robe that showed sexy lingerie like a nightgown underneath it. It was black, and it had to be lace. Susan was unfair. I fought myself from grabbing her.

“Devin,” she said, calling my name but maintaining her distance.

The lights were low, so she looked exquisite in the soft light.

managed, and she walked towards

to maintain her

sat beside

her, and she bowed her head and began

morning, for fuck sake. She had turned me on, and now I had

some rest?” I asked her, and she looked at me with her

time around,” she promised me, and I knew she believed

to give me time,” I told her, and she

she said, and I knew if she did, I would bury

already,” I said with a strong voice but as

and then got off

wanted me; I could smell her arousal, but she could not always have her

think she could switch

together, but being hung on Sylvester was too much for me

room and lay back on

Sleep eluded me completely.

somehow regretted turning her down. I knew I was going to

in the early hours, and

it

ready for the day

smelled of breakfast when

breakfast in her favourite t-shirt, which used

in the kitchen. I guess

what she was

was a mess, but she looked pretty

Blonde hair, blue eyes, and a bit of the southern tan on her skin. She was gorgeous, and she had a great heart too. My pack members loved her

smiled at me, and

morning,” I greeted

me, and I wondered

I asked, and she shook her

I respect the boundaries. If you want me to call you Devin, I will,” she said, and I knew

hiding her hurt, but I could see through

then,”

burnt bacon and toast in the trash and ignored it so she

so they got burnt,”

my way about the kitchen,”

be a luna if I

did not tell anyone, but we broke up because I proposed, and she said

my hand on the kitchen Island and sat

judge it,” I said and looked

tears, and her

me immediately and placed the

her tears. I did

was about to turn

said with a fake grin, and I did not know