The Dark Side Of Fate

{Book 2} Chapter 53 – ~Devin~

I was unable to sleep. I was eager to see Susan even though I had told her it would be strictly friendship. My wolf wasn’t happy with me for it, but it was necessary.

As much as she meant everything to me, loving her was killing me, and it was wrong.

Love isn’t meant to kill. It is intended to build and nurture.

I heard when Susan entered the house, and my heart began to beat fast.

I was nervous and eager at the same time. I knew Rex was causing it, but I tried to control myself.

I heard her gentle footsteps on the passage and a door open.

I figured she had chosen a room already.

I did not know if it would be wise to check on her.

Maybe it was best she believed I was sleeping. That would help set the boundaries.

I laid still in bed, fighting myself from getting up and going to her, when I heard the knob on my door turn.

I shut my eyes immediately, trying to pretend that I was asleep.

I knew it was childish, but I wouldn’t let her know I stayed up for her. So I closed my eyes and regulated my breathing.

“Devin,” she said gently, and I fought the urge to wake up.

I usually had sensitive hearing, and I was a light sleeper. If she called me again, I would have to pretend to wake up, or she would know I was pretending to sleep. Susan was an intelligent woman.

“Devin,” she said a bit louder, and I pretended to wake.

I gently sat up in bed, pretending to be waking up, and looked in her direction.

I was stunned by what I saw.

She was just as beautiful as the last time I saw her.

She had on a sexy nightgown. I wondered if she had come to my house dressed like that. I wouldn’t put it past her. She must have hoped I would be awake.

Susan did not play fair.

I averted my gaze from her body and looked at her face.

I could see her eyes were swollen, and she had been crying.

“Hey,” I said, trying hard not to look at her see-through robe that showed sexy lingerie like a nightgown underneath it. It was black, and it had to be lace. Susan was unfair. I fought myself from grabbing her.

“Devin,” she said, calling my name but maintaining her distance.

The lights were low, so she looked exquisite in the soft light.

managed, and she walked towards

her to maintain her distance, but I

sat beside me on

looked at her, and she bowed her head and

almost four in the morning, for fuck sake. She had turned me on, and now I

I

and I knew she believed her words, but

me time,” I told

sleep here,” she said, and I knew if she did, I would bury

You have chosen a room already,” I said with a strong voice but

and then got off

could smell her arousal, but she could not always have

have and not think she could switch us on and off

on me since we were together, but being hung on Sylvester was too much for me to

the room and lay back

Sleep eluded me completely.

regretted turning her down. I knew I was going to have

came in the early hours, and I got

wasn’t enough, but it was better

for the day and

breakfast when

making breakfast in her favourite t-shirt, which

cook and hated being in the kitchen. I

she was doing and looked

hair was a mess, but she looked

the southern tan on her skin. She was gorgeous, and she had a great heart too. My pack members loved her and wanted her as their Luna;

me, and I returned the

morning,” I greeted

she teased me, and I wondered why she would call

to Devin?” I asked, and she shook

so I respect the boundaries. If you want me to call you Devin,

hiding her hurt, but I

then,” I said, and she

burnt bacon and toast in the trash and ignored it so

restroom, so they got burnt,” she said

way about the kitchen,” she said, plating some scrambled eggs and

see Devin. I have improved. How can I be a luna if I can’t…” she said, cutting herself off. I was

we broke up because I proposed,

my hand on the kitchen

I said and looked

and her hands were

away from me immediately and placed the frying

and I knew it was to wipe away her tears. I did not know if it

was about to turn when

You will like it, I hope,” she said with a fake grin, and I