Chapter 218

56 On The Line (Book 2)

~Susan~

I woke up early in the morning and decided I would get a glass of milk. I shouldn’t have ingested that much alcohol now I was feeling sick.

I left my room and headed towards the kitchen when I found Devin on the couch, attending to the documents he had left there.

I didn’t know whether to speak to him or just get the glass of milk and leave.

“Couldn’t sleep?” he asked me, breaking the ice, and I nodded.

“Shouldn’t have drank so much gin,” I said, and he looked at me a bit worried.

“I am fine, I just wanted to sleep, and it helped, but I guess it was temporary,” I said, and he nodded, then put down the file in his hand.

He got up and walked up to me.

I stood frozen on the spot.

I wanted to step back, but there was no need. He had done nothing to me.

Devin reached for my face and wiped something away from my cheek.

I was embarrassed because it meant I had drooled while sleeping.

“Hungry?’ he asked me gently with a smile, and I stood frozen.

I couldn’t handle the formality and the friendly treatment. He used to be mine.

“Alice left some..” he started, and I shook my head vehemently.

I felt rage rising in me just at the mention of her name.

I was passive until I got to think of the situation then I got angry.

What Alice did was fucked up, and letting her do that was cruel. I did not do anything to him; I just needed space to think things through and be sure.

“I don’t want anything your girlfriend has touched, Devin. I get the message. Besides, I will be excusing you two and going back to my uncle’s house in the south,” I said, fighting my tears and anger and turning to leave when he held my hand.

tight that I couldn’t walk

did not want to look at

to cry again, and I was trying to keep that promise, but remembering Alice

he asked gently, and I began to laugh because my

wasn’t needed here and that you and the pack had moved on since I Left. She told me she had to step in. I see how well she stepped in, Devin. She did everything

can’t believe I didn’t figure it out when you insisted you didn’t want me back, and we should just be friends. You didn’t let me sleep in your room, and the next day, you wanted to walk away when I brought up

figured it out, but I was hoping you would

should have just told me you

I wouldn’t have bothered.

would have gone home and

wicked

with you, but I never did this to you,” I said, jerking

hurt you like this. You keep saying I am

not know why you cannot believe

love and wish my life could

have to

know half of what I have to deal

I am dying inside.

you think I will

I am alone. I would have been dead if it weren’t for Sylvester’s law. I can never discuss my pain with you because you were part of the panel that put the rest of my family down. You were not wrong, they were, but that

regardless of

up everything

she was just plain stupid, but they loved me fiercely. They helped

so I don’t infect you

when I

I did everything.

do not know half of what I

Nicolas raised me on his own after we left the north. I have yet to hear

one talks about it,

and hide mine away because

all, and it isn’t something I will just erase. ” Just like Tamia cannot erase Leo

only wanted to think about it,

I didn’t want you or love you. I didn’t say I didn’t want to live the rest of

any of

you a reason to think

just wanted space to deal with my loss and grief so I do not

that I could handle it if there were a fated in the picture in

to be sure, and

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