Chapter 218

56 On The Line (Book 2)

~Susan~

I woke up early in the morning and decided I would get a glass of milk. I shouldn’t have ingested that much alcohol now I was feeling sick.

I left my room and headed towards the kitchen when I found Devin on the couch, attending to the documents he had left there.

I didn’t know whether to speak to him or just get the glass of milk and leave.

“Couldn’t sleep?” he asked me, breaking the ice, and I nodded.

“Shouldn’t have drank so much gin,” I said, and he looked at me a bit worried.

“I am fine, I just wanted to sleep, and it helped, but I guess it was temporary,” I said, and he nodded, then put down the file in his hand.

He got up and walked up to me.

I stood frozen on the spot.

I wanted to step back, but there was no need. He had done nothing to me.

Devin reached for my face and wiped something away from my cheek.

I was embarrassed because it meant I had drooled while sleeping.

“Hungry?’ he asked me gently with a smile, and I stood frozen.

I couldn’t handle the formality and the friendly treatment. He used to be mine.

“Alice left some..” he started, and I shook my head vehemently.

I felt rage rising in me just at the mention of her name.

I was passive until I got to think of the situation then I got angry.

What Alice did was fucked up, and letting her do that was cruel. I did not do anything to him; I just needed space to think things through and be sure.

“I don’t want anything your girlfriend has touched, Devin. I get the message. Besides, I will be excusing you two and going back to my uncle’s house in the south,” I said, fighting my tears and anger and turning to leave when he held my hand.

held it so tight that I couldn’t walk away

not want to

not to cry again, and I was trying to keep that promise, but remembering Alice walking out of his room broke me completely. I never moved on, but he

he asked gently, and I

did everything in the house

back, and we should just be friends. You didn’t let me sleep in your room, and the next day, you wanted

I was hoping you would give me

should have just told me you had moved on,

I wouldn’t have bothered.

gone home and tried

wicked

have been unstable with you, but I never did

hurt you like this. You keep saying I am not over

you

and wish my life

always have to

not know half of what I

I am dying inside.

do you think I will

have been dead if it weren’t for Sylvester’s law. I can never discuss my pain with you because you were part of the panel that put the rest of my family down. You were not wrong, they were, but that does not erase

regardless of

gave up everything

he would want his pound of flesh. As for Glenda, she was just plain stupid, but they loved me fiercely. They helped me cope with my pain. Now I have to do it alone, Devin, hence why

tried so hard so I don’t infect

when I

I did everything.

of what

parents are missing, and no one knows where they are. Uncle Nicolas raised me on his own after we left the north. I have yet to hear from my folks

one talks about it,

and hide mine away because somewhere there, I will mention

through it all, and it isn’t something I will just erase.

to

say I didn’t want you or love you. I didn’t say I didn’t want to live the rest of my life

any

gave you a reason to think that

loss and grief so I do not

it if there were a fated in the picture

wanted to be sure, and you broke up

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