The Girl He Craves

Chapter 23

Carson ‘s***ed back clumsily.

I watch in absolute horror when his fingers slipped from the handrailing and his body tumbles down the stairs and stops in an awkward position.

I rush to the top of the staircase and fist my hair in my hands tightly as I stare at the blood pooling from his head. His eyes were still wide open and it wouldn’t take a genius to see that he was dead.

“F**k!” I yelled, rushing down the stairs with my heart pounding painfully in my chest.

When I got to his body, there was someone standing at the bottom of the stairs. I turn to see who and my heart drops painfully in my stomach. I wanted to vomit.

Sophie’s eyes are wide in horror and her mouth is parted as if she is on the verge of letting out a scream.

“Aiden…. what did you do?” She whispered in disbelief and takes a shaky step forward.

Sophie’s pov

I rushed to the bathroom needing to cool down my face and figure out what I’ll do next. How would I explain this to Carson?

Does he even have to know that I cheated on him with Aiden?

I can just tell him that things were not working out between us and that we needed to go our separate ways

It was not like it wasn’t true, we were not working out. Things just were not progressing. My heart still beat for Aiden and even though I hated that fact, I finally came to terms with it.

But that didn’t mean I’d let Aiden have his way with me whenever he pleased. I was hell bent on staying single and sparing no guy, including Aiden my attention any more. No matter how hard it would be to ignore him, I would

I washed my face and groan.

If I don’t tell Carson what was really going on, I’d feel even more guilty for not telling him I cheated on him with Aiden.

He deserved to know the truth. He deserved to know. I can’t lie to him any longer.

I sighed and washed my face again, needing that cool water to wash away the heat on my face. If only it could wash away the guilt too.

When I was done I walked out of the bathroom, hoping to not catch up with Aiden. Had he left already? Did he try to look for me? Was he still looking for me?

Why do I even care?

I shook my head and made my way to the front doors. It was best to not think about Aiden and focus on how I’d tell Carson what I had done.

done,

though he said some mean things to me last night,

still feel him inside my walls. The

chewed my bottom lip, feeling pity for myself knowing getting over him would be

allow him to crawl into

When did it even

a few feet away from me. When I opened the door, the first thing I

started beating quickly in my chest. Did he

even more awful for

would I break thus down to him?

him and say I cheated on him with

challer tus

no matter how I say it, i’d

this mess. I should not have agreed to be his girlfriend knowing my heart belonged

had royally screwed myself. And I would hurt someone who didn’t

held my breath and started for the car. But as I narrowed my eyes, I realized Carson was

Where was he?

There was no

I pulled out my phone

Great

my hands now feeling clammy

if

he was

if he had heard Aiden

if

lip nervously and then headed back inside the

a bit startled when I hear shouts. The words were not very coherent from where I stood but I can make out Carson’s and

Oh G*d.

What have done?

They were arguing. I can already tell by how

they

the hallway. The closer I got to the voices the louder I can now hear grunts and fists

They were fighting!

I was yet the cause of the two boys fighting. I picked up my pace and then everything happens so quick i

this was reality. It couldn’t

Carson tumbling down the staircase with Aiden looking down at him the exact same way I was

I knew he must’ve pushed Carson and I wasn’t sure if it

feel a scream wanting to burst through my mouth but nothing comes. It’s bubbling