The Girl He Craves

Chapter 23

Carson ‘s***ed back clumsily.

I watch in absolute horror when his fingers slipped from the handrailing and his body tumbles down the stairs and stops in an awkward position.

I rush to the top of the staircase and fist my hair in my hands tightly as I stare at the blood pooling from his head. His eyes were still wide open and it wouldn’t take a genius to see that he was dead.

“F**k!” I yelled, rushing down the stairs with my heart pounding painfully in my chest.

When I got to his body, there was someone standing at the bottom of the stairs. I turn to see who and my heart drops painfully in my stomach. I wanted to vomit.

Sophie’s eyes are wide in horror and her mouth is parted as if she is on the verge of letting out a scream.

“Aiden…. what did you do?” She whispered in disbelief and takes a shaky step forward.

Sophie’s pov

I rushed to the bathroom needing to cool down my face and figure out what I’ll do next. How would I explain this to Carson?

Does he even have to know that I cheated on him with Aiden?

I can just tell him that things were not working out between us and that we needed to go our separate ways

It was not like it wasn’t true, we were not working out. Things just were not progressing. My heart still beat for Aiden and even though I hated that fact, I finally came to terms with it.

But that didn’t mean I’d let Aiden have his way with me whenever he pleased. I was hell bent on staying single and sparing no guy, including Aiden my attention any more. No matter how hard it would be to ignore him, I would

I washed my face and groan.

If I don’t tell Carson what was really going on, I’d feel even more guilty for not telling him I cheated on him with Aiden.

He deserved to know the truth. He deserved to know. I can’t lie to him any longer.

I sighed and washed my face again, needing that cool water to wash away the heat on my face. If only it could wash away the guilt too.

When I was done I walked out of the bathroom, hoping to not catch up with Aiden. Had he left already? Did he try to look for me? Was he still looking for me?

Why do I even care?

I shook my head and made my way to the front doors. It was best to not think about Aiden and focus on how I’d tell Carson what I had done.

done,

mean things to me last

still feel him inside my walls. The wet heat

my bottom lip, feeling pity for myself knowing getting

did I allow him to

When did it even

the front door is only a few feet away from me. When I opened the door, the first thing I noticed was the

heart sunik and then started beating quickly in my chest. Did he

Now i leel even more awful for

would I break thus down to him? How would I

him and

challer tus

no matter how I say it, i’d shatter his heart

should never have pushed him into this mess. I should not have agreed to be his girlfriend knowing

royally screwed myself. And I would hurt someone who didn’t deserve what I was

the car. But as I narrowed my eyes, I

Where was he?

and looked around. There was

wasn’t an option. I pulled out my phone and rang his number. His phone is in the car and it

Great

I whipped around to face the school, my hands now

What if Carson

What if he was there

he had heard

What if he

my lower lip nervously and then headed back inside

very coherent from where I stood but I can make out Carson’s

Oh G*d.

What have done?

tell by how rough and loud

they

I gripped the phone in my hand tightly and run back down the hallway. The closer I got to the voices the louder I can now hear grunts and fists hitting

They were fighting!

a bit knowing I was yet the cause of the two boys fighting. I picked up my pace and then everything happens so quick

I wasn’t sure this was

Carson tumbling down the staircase with Aiden looking down at him the exact same

pushed Carson and I wasn’t sure if it

shatters and my mouth parts I could feel a scream wanting to burst through my mouth but nothing comes. It’s bubbling in