The Girl He Craves

Chapter 23

Carson ‘s***ed back clumsily.

I watch in absolute horror when his fingers slipped from the handrailing and his body tumbles down the stairs and stops in an awkward position.

I rush to the top of the staircase and fist my hair in my hands tightly as I stare at the blood pooling from his head. His eyes were still wide open and it wouldn’t take a genius to see that he was dead.

“F**k!” I yelled, rushing down the stairs with my heart pounding painfully in my chest.

When I got to his body, there was someone standing at the bottom of the stairs. I turn to see who and my heart drops painfully in my stomach. I wanted to vomit.

Sophie’s eyes are wide in horror and her mouth is parted as if she is on the verge of letting out a scream.

“Aiden…. what did you do?” She whispered in disbelief and takes a shaky step forward.

Sophie’s pov

I rushed to the bathroom needing to cool down my face and figure out what I’ll do next. How would I explain this to Carson?

Does he even have to know that I cheated on him with Aiden?

I can just tell him that things were not working out between us and that we needed to go our separate ways

It was not like it wasn’t true, we were not working out. Things just were not progressing. My heart still beat for Aiden and even though I hated that fact, I finally came to terms with it.

But that didn’t mean I’d let Aiden have his way with me whenever he pleased. I was hell bent on staying single and sparing no guy, including Aiden my attention any more. No matter how hard it would be to ignore him, I would

I washed my face and groan.

If I don’t tell Carson what was really going on, I’d feel even more guilty for not telling him I cheated on him with Aiden.

He deserved to know the truth. He deserved to know. I can’t lie to him any longer.

I sighed and washed my face again, needing that cool water to wash away the heat on my face. If only it could wash away the guilt too.

When I was done I walked out of the bathroom, hoping to not catch up with Aiden. Had he left already? Did he try to look for me? Was he still looking for me?

Why do I even care?

I shook my head and made my way to the front doors. It was best to not think about Aiden and focus on how I’d tell Carson what I had done.

done,

he said some mean things to me last night, it didn’t justify what I dome today. In fact a

still feel him inside my walls. The wet heat of

for

I allow him to crawl into my

did it even

only a few feet away from me. When I opened the door, the first thing I noticed

sunik and then started beating quickly in

i leel even more awful for what I had just done with

break thus down to

go up to him and say

id challer tus

But then again no matter how I say it, i’d shatter

fault. I should never have pushed him into this mess. I should not have agreed to be his girlfriend knowing

royally screwed myself. And I would hurt someone who

But as

Where was he?

and looked around. There was no one around, not

pulled out my phone and rang his number. His phone is in the car and it blares

Great

I whipped around to face the school, my hands now feeling clammy

What if Carson was

if he was

had heard Aiden and

if he

my lower lip nervously

not very coherent from

Oh G*d.

What have done?

tell

they fighting

my hand tightly and run back down the hallway. The closer I got to the voices the louder I

They were fighting!

My heart s***ed a bit knowing I was yet the cause of the two boys fighting. I picked up my pace and then everything happens so quick i wasn’t sure if it really did

sure this was reality. It couldn’t

Carson tumbling down the staircase with Aiden looking down at him the exact same way I was looking at

must’ve pushed Carson and I

My heart shatters and my mouth parts I could feel a scream wanting to burst through my