The Girl He Craves

Chapter 23

Carson ‘s***ed back clumsily.

I watch in absolute horror when his fingers slipped from the handrailing and his body tumbles down the stairs and stops in an awkward position.

I rush to the top of the staircase and fist my hair in my hands tightly as I stare at the blood pooling from his head. His eyes were still wide open and it wouldn’t take a genius to see that he was dead.

“F**k!” I yelled, rushing down the stairs with my heart pounding painfully in my chest.

When I got to his body, there was someone standing at the bottom of the stairs. I turn to see who and my heart drops painfully in my stomach. I wanted to vomit.

Sophie’s eyes are wide in horror and her mouth is parted as if she is on the verge of letting out a scream.

“Aiden…. what did you do?” She whispered in disbelief and takes a shaky step forward.

Sophie’s pov

I rushed to the bathroom needing to cool down my face and figure out what I’ll do next. How would I explain this to Carson?

Does he even have to know that I cheated on him with Aiden?

I can just tell him that things were not working out between us and that we needed to go our separate ways

It was not like it wasn’t true, we were not working out. Things just were not progressing. My heart still beat for Aiden and even though I hated that fact, I finally came to terms with it.

But that didn’t mean I’d let Aiden have his way with me whenever he pleased. I was hell bent on staying single and sparing no guy, including Aiden my attention any more. No matter how hard it would be to ignore him, I would

I washed my face and groan.

If I don’t tell Carson what was really going on, I’d feel even more guilty for not telling him I cheated on him with Aiden.

He deserved to know the truth. He deserved to know. I can’t lie to him any longer.

I sighed and washed my face again, needing that cool water to wash away the heat on my face. If only it could wash away the guilt too.

When I was done I walked out of the bathroom, hoping to not catch up with Aiden. Had he left already? Did he try to look for me? Was he still looking for me?

Why do I even care?

I shook my head and made my way to the front doors. It was best to not think about Aiden and focus on how I’d tell Carson what I had done.

done,

had betrayed him and betrayed his trust. And even though he said some mean things to me last night, it didn’t justify what

feel him inside my walls. The

lip, feeling pity for

Why did I allow him to crawl into

did it

away from me. When I opened the door, the first thing I noticed was the tamdiar black car that belonged to

My heart sunik and then started beating quickly in my chest. Did he

even more awful for what I had just done with

would I break thus down to him? How would

just go up to him and say I cheated on

id challer

matter how I say it,

I should never have pushed him into this mess. I should not

I had royally screwed myself. And I would hurt someone who didn’t deserve what I was about

for the car. But as I narrowed my eyes, I realized Carson

Where was he?

around. There

just leave his car here so that wasn’t an option. I pulled out my phone and rang his number. His phone is in

Great

around to face the school, my hands now feeling clammy as a thought pushed inside

if Carson

was there the

had heard

What if

lip nervously and then

The words were not very coherent from where I stood but I can make out Carson’s

Oh G*d.

What have done?

already tell by

Were they fighting

gripped the phone in my hand tightly and run back down the hallway. The closer I

They were fighting!

knowing I was yet the cause of the two boys fighting. I picked up

sure this was reality.

watching in horror as I saw Carson tumbling down the staircase with Aiden looking down

must’ve pushed Carson and I wasn’t sure if it was by accident

my mouth parts I could feel a scream wanting to