The Girl He Craves

The Girl He Craves By Demiah13 Chapter 24

Chapter 24

Sophie’s pov

I stared at the casket. The casket that confined Carson’s corpse inside.

My throat burned and every word the priest let out seemed to go on deaf ears.

The only sounds I can focus on was the sound of the pattering rain that fell on the umbrella Ingrid held over my head so I’d not get wet

I think I deserve to get wet. I deserve to feel the cold of the rain. Maybe then I’d start to feel again.

Since Carson’s death a week and a few days ago, I had become numb. I could not feel anymore except for the eating guilt

Ingrid wrapped one of her arms around my midsection and held me close as Carson’s parents wept loudly Their cries were louder than the pattering rain and that did not surprise me.

Mila looks over at me and looks at me in sorrow. She stood beside me and grabbed a hold of my hand. She squeezes it in reassurance

She knew everything. I told her everything. And she knew how f**g messed up I was now after what happened

She was the only one who knew why the two boys were fighting that day.

“Wait. No don’t put my baby in the dirt. Wait no! He’s not dead! He can’t be. I saw him last night. He’s not dead. Don’t put him down yet!” Carson’s mother screamed and started to thrash in her husband’s hold.

My stomach churns and I feel disgusted to even be in their presence knowing I was the main reason they lost their son.

I didn’t deserve to be here. I didn’t deserve to recieve everyone’s sympathy while Aiden got nothing but pitchforks thrown at him. They blamed him. They called him the devil.

Everyone turned their backs on him.

But me, everyone was way too sweet, way too nice to me. I didn’t like it. I hated it. I didn’t deserve their words, I didn’t deserve their sympathy. I was the main reason Carson was dead.

If I hadn’t

“No my baby boy! Don’t leave us! Please you can’t leave us! You were supposed to grow old Carson, give us grandchildren. How can you just leave us so soon?!” His mother screamed, tugging forward but her husband who was still visibly crying held her back.

for so many days, for so many hours that I didn’t know i had

cheeks showed me that I still had more than I thought.

The casket was now being placed down in the hole they had

no Don’t put him down’ He’s okay! He’s here with us! Carson baby come out and stop playing! Carson please stop giving moma anael Carson!

he’s gone Carson’s dad

Her bottom hip wobble as she looks down at the casket that wos now her son’s bed. She cried louder. I promise I’ll make that devil pay for what he did

were not directed at

breathe. I looked up at Ingrid and said shakily with panic “I need to go ” I didn’t wait for her to respond, I just turned around and

when I shouldered

heard Mila’s voice call

to get out of here. I didn’t deserve

Aiden was a devil

my

The heavens felt my sorrow. They felt my guilt. They felt my pain. The rain….. were

not spoken to me that day. If only you had not

You would still be in your mother’s arms.

This was my fault. All

because of me but another was behind bars and would

that Aiden was always malicious to Carson. And on the surveillance camera they saw the two boys engaging into

what they were yelling about but apparently from the angle of the

hearing. What made it even

it but the owner of the diner also showed the footage from the surveillance camera where you could hear loud and clear what Aiden had said to Carson that day. Which did include him saying he’d kill

the evidence and others

ruined two boys future

shook my head. Aiden

legs feltjello and weak and I found

the funeral

head to block the rain from seeping to my bones. Mila sat

always be here for you no matter what.” Mila

into the distance. I knew the mud was creating a mess behind my dress and I knew that I might catch a

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