The Silent Alpha

***Christian***

 WHERE THE f**k IS SHE?!?

I pant as I look around at the mess I’ve created, my hand bleeding from shattering the family portrait hanging on the wall.

I run my fingers through my hair as I try to compose myself, but my rage is hard to contain knowing I am so close yet so far from having Natalia and my pup again.I have been so patient these past few days, hoping Natalia would turn up but she’s determined to tear me apart.

The answer is right in front of you and yet, you refuse to see it, Jack snarls.

Vm not killing my mother! I snap, staring at the framed photograph of my mother and Talia at the beach now shattered on the floor, Then watch me burn it all to the ground! Jack sneers, his wrath seeping into my veins.

He fights for control, Jack clawing his way to the surface and attempting to shove me as far back to the depths of my mind as he can.

Just as I feel myself about to lose the battle, a knock at the door distracts Jack enough for me to push through and lock him out.

The door creaks open, my mother poking her head in and waving hello to me side.

My mother stands still and unfazed by my behavior, her dress perfectly ironed, her hair combed neatly in place without a hair out of place.

As always, she wears heels and has a cool, unwavering smile on her face.

"Christian," She says in a soothing voice as she walks carefully over the debris on the office floor.

"I see you’re not having a good evening." She scrutinizes my disheveled hair and the blood on my hand, shaking her head disapprovingly at me.

"Almost thirty years old and throwing a tantrum, are we?" She chuckles condescendingly.

"And I thought Vanessa was a mess."

"If you are here to pester me, you may leave," I mutter, resting my hands on my desk to feel some sense of stability in all this turbulence.

"Oh Christian," my mother sighs, her heels clicking towards me.

"Go away, Mother," I huff.

"It’s past your bedtime.Doesn't every perfect Luna need her beauty sleep?" I smile coldly.

"Perhaps," she laughs, placing her hands on my shoulders.

" But my son needs me more." I side eye her and she smiles her perfect smile at me, the same smile she taught Natalia.

"Shall we go on a little midnight run?" she hums, gently of you brooding here in your office.

DOTT, Jack chants menacingly.

KILL HER...

I fight the voice in my head but he growls so loudly, I just want him to stop.

"Come on Chrissy.Let’s go for a run," my mother murmurs, her heels clicking away as she turns to leave.

Jack breaks through as my mother leaves the room and reaches for the syringe I’ve kept hidden in my drawers.

It contains a lethal dose of wolfsbane that the witches gave me to complete my task.

No!\s****m at him but Jack stuffs the syringe into my pocket nonetheless and turns to leave.

I manage to fight my way back to the surface as I walk out of the house towards the surrounding woods to find my mother.

The sound of rustling behind a large tree and the scent of her sweet perfume alerts me that my mother is undressing and I stop in my tracks to give her some privacy.

the tree and comes to greet

up on me but I swallow back his rage and hide behind the tree

body as I present myself to my mother.She performs a play bow, her tail wagging playfully as she leans her weight

bow, my mother taking

feel like a kid

doesn’t last

cliff overlooking a valley of trees, my anger and my

on your mind,

me as she plops down near the

bringing my own pup here to the cliffs for a midnight

is he

with all the makings of

her again, aren’t you?" my mother asks, settling

special girl.I don’t say a word, knowing I f****d

hurt her...but you have to live

pray she does." I growl at her

is happy,"

is alright

I snarl, my mother giving me an

care of her

the first time?"

"I made a mistake!"

her, my mother

over and

cheated knowing she would feel it.So own up

am not the only one who tore my family apart.I cheated on my wife… not

I missed out on the first four years of his

took him

every right to demand to be a part of my

quiet for a moment to think before she

breeding w***e.in her mind, you were not fit to be the

I growl, my mother softening her features as she nuzzles up to

Christian.I love you with all

But that the wrong.

as a mother, I cannot blame her for taking her pup to a place she thought was safe, even if that place is far

doesn't understand!

my arms and I will never let them go! I will never hurt my Tiny like you! His anger grows violent, creating a storm of wrath and rage that

almost suffocating, as if the anger

this run is over,"I declare, taking off in the

find the tree where our clothes are and shift back into my human form to change, stuffing the syringe back in my pocket as I hear my mother’s footsteps approach.I

my mother calls after me as I

am speaking to you!" she snaps,

don’t get me," I murmur,

"You don’t understand..."

I do," My mother soothes, walking over to me and gently caressing

her!" I snap, my mother staring back in

neither you, nor my father,

in my mother’s eyes as she stares

whispers, holding back a

sick and you need help.I can get you some help.You just have to let

don’t want your help!" I snarl, tears rolling down

this, Christian.You'll hurt someone or you’ll hurt

rage washes over me and I turn to look at my

you really think I’m sick?" I ask in a small voice, my