The Silent Alpha

***Christian***

 WHERE THE f**k IS SHE?!?

I pant as I look around at the mess I’ve created, my hand bleeding from shattering the family portrait hanging on the wall.

I run my fingers through my hair as I try to compose myself, but my rage is hard to contain knowing I am so close yet so far from having Natalia and my pup again.I have been so patient these past few days, hoping Natalia would turn up but she’s determined to tear me apart.

The answer is right in front of you and yet, you refuse to see it, Jack snarls.

Vm not killing my mother! I snap, staring at the framed photograph of my mother and Talia at the beach now shattered on the floor, Then watch me burn it all to the ground! Jack sneers, his wrath seeping into my veins.

He fights for control, Jack clawing his way to the surface and attempting to shove me as far back to the depths of my mind as he can.

Just as I feel myself about to lose the battle, a knock at the door distracts Jack enough for me to push through and lock him out.

The door creaks open, my mother poking her head in and waving hello to me side.

My mother stands still and unfazed by my behavior, her dress perfectly ironed, her hair combed neatly in place without a hair out of place.

As always, she wears heels and has a cool, unwavering smile on her face.

"Christian," She says in a soothing voice as she walks carefully over the debris on the office floor.

"I see you’re not having a good evening." She scrutinizes my disheveled hair and the blood on my hand, shaking her head disapprovingly at me.

"Almost thirty years old and throwing a tantrum, are we?" She chuckles condescendingly.

"And I thought Vanessa was a mess."

"If you are here to pester me, you may leave," I mutter, resting my hands on my desk to feel some sense of stability in all this turbulence.

"Oh Christian," my mother sighs, her heels clicking towards me.

"Go away, Mother," I huff.

"It’s past your bedtime.Doesn't every perfect Luna need her beauty sleep?" I smile coldly.

"Perhaps," she laughs, placing her hands on my shoulders.

" But my son needs me more." I side eye her and she smiles her perfect smile at me, the same smile she taught Natalia.

"Shall we go on a little midnight run?" she hums, gently of you brooding here in your office.

DOTT, Jack chants menacingly.

KILL HER...

I fight the voice in my head but he growls so loudly, I just want him to stop.

"Come on Chrissy.Let’s go for a run," my mother murmurs, her heels clicking away as she turns to leave.

Jack breaks through as my mother leaves the room and reaches for the syringe I’ve kept hidden in my drawers.

It contains a lethal dose of wolfsbane that the witches gave me to complete my task.

No!\s****m at him but Jack stuffs the syringe into my pocket nonetheless and turns to leave.

I manage to fight my way back to the surface as I walk out of the house towards the surrounding woods to find my mother.

The sound of rustling behind a large tree and the scent of her sweet perfume alerts me that my mother is undressing and I stop in my tracks to give her some privacy.

majestic brown wolf steps out from behind the tree and comes to greet me,

I swallow back his rage and hide behind the tree to shift, tucking the syringe within my pile of

it, I don’t need it, I don’t need it, I chant to myself, my bones rearranging into Jack taking command of my body as I present myself to my mother.She performs

accept her bow, my mother taking off in a

like a kid again playing tag with my mom as we feel the

it doesn’t

trees, my anger and my fears come racing towards me all at

your

near the

my mind drifting to thoughts of me bringing my own pup here to the cliffs for a midnight run.I’ve now

is he like?

is a strong boy with all the makings of a

of her again, aren’t you?" my mother

don’t say a word, knowing I f****d up to ever trade a

hurt her...but you have to live with

least I pray she does." I growl at her but she

she is happy,"

pray she is

better here with me," I snarl, my mother giving me an

of

how you took care of her the first

"I made a mistake!"

snap at her, my mother chuckling

wife over and over

that thick head of yours.You cheated knowing she would feel it.So own up

only one who tore my family apart.I cheated on my

I missed out on the first four years

him from

right to demand to be a part

quiet for a moment to

you were not fit to be

mother softening her features as she nuzzles

you, Christian.I love you

But that the wrong.

did what she thought was best for her baby and, as a mother, I cannot blame her for taking

doesn't understand!

I will never let them go! I will never hurt my Tiny like you! His anger grows violent, creating a storm of wrath and rage that ripples down my

the

in

tree where our clothes are and shift back into my human form to change, stuffing the syringe back in my pocket as I hear my mother’s

mother calls after me

you!" she snaps, my feet coming to

murmur, feeling exhaustion

"You don’t understand..."

I do," My mother soothes, walking

moving on-"breathe without her!" I snap, my mother staring back in shock

and neither you, nor my father, nor Jordan and Derek are going to stop me from getting what I

flashes in my mother’s eyes as

you're sick," She whispers, holding back a

sick and you need help.I can get you some help.You just have

want your help!"

Christian.You'll hurt someone or you’ll

me and I turn to look at my mother, her eyes

ask in a small