The Silent Alpha

"*Zane*** 

"Are you fighting with me or staying out of this war?" Toran asks, a crippling fear grasping onto me.

My gaze shifts between my mate and mother, my heart unable to decide what to do.

I can’t bear the thought of leaving Talia and Kota alone knowing that her wolf will soon emerge for its first shift but I had already lost my mother once and I don’t have the strength to lose her again.

As I struggle to find my answer, Rionna replies for me.

"You will not drag my son into this," she declares, standing protectively in front of me.

"I am Ravenstone’s Luna and it’s me Sebastian wants.I’ll go back.You just leave my son out of this."

Toran eyes my mother with an emotionless expression plastered on his face and he sighs tiredly as he formulates a response.

My mind, however, drifts off to the memories of my mother and father when I was a child.

My father aimed most of his anger towards me but my mother was never exempt from his abuse.

He would not hesitate to slap or hit her if she stood in the way of my punishment and she always did.

"Why did you stop?"

My father snarls, slowly unbuckling his belt from his waist.He rises to his feet, towering over me as I hold my book with trembling hands.

"I didn’t say you could stop." I stare at the word "colonel" from the poem I am reading, tears springing to my eyes as I realize I will inevitably stutter through it. I purse my lips and shake my head, preferring to take my punishment now rather than anger him more with my failure.

"Say it," my father commands as I hold my breath, close my eyes, and start to count.

1...2...3...4...

I hear his swift footsteps start to charge towards me, the sting of his belt rippling behind my thigh.

At once, the breath I’ve been holding is released with a scream as I receive a second lick to the back of my knees.

"Dadd-"

"I told you to speak!"

My father roars, raising his hand above his head to hit me again.

"Sebastian, stop it!"

My mother begs, tugging at his shirt in a weak attempt to get him to stop whipping me.

"Stop it! Stop it, don’t hurt my baby!"

She beats her fists against his shoulders to make him stop and he shoves her away from him absent-mindedly to hit me again.

When she doesn’t stop attacking him, he turns against her, pinning her to the ground with his large thighs and grabbing at her belt, my mother begging for him to let her go.

She calls to his wolf but it seems my father is in complete control, beating her over and over again until he draws blood.

Horrified, I pick up the book again and search for my place through my tears.

"Col-co- colo-" I stammer through hiccups as my father snarls at me.

"Say it right and I'll stop," he challenges me, my legs shaking so severely, I have to kneel to keep from falling over.

"I-It’s okay, Zane," my mother wheezes.

"You can-"

"Shut up!"

My father roars, grabbing my mother by the throat before turning to me.

"You better speak up, boy or I’ll hurt her.It was the longest day of my life that day, my mother taking the blows without ever getting angry with me.Even as I failed over and over again, she did not scream at me, nor did she ever blame me for her hospital visit that day.I cannot let my mother face that monster again.

"N-no..." I protest, shaking my head at my mother and pushing her aside.

"N-no...y-you can’t go."

"Zane, it’s my pack-"

ki-kill you if he finds ou-out you married T-Toran,"

hanging open in

don’t want

holds her head in her hands, cursing herself for being unable to remember her life with my father.It does not matter to me,

hands tightly and I feel the slight tremor in her touch but she does not utter a word as I beg to take my mother’s place in

hides her face in Kota’s hair and I sense the deep

"Ta-Talia..."

another squeeze and shakes

"It’s okay..."

to remain

you don’t have to

"We'll be fine."

me in the

love you," she

come back to

get the chance to exchange

at the

Sebastian launches his attack and we need to prepare for

falters slightly, softening as he

"Ri..."

turning on her heel to

slams the door behind her, and

thinks to himself before the man of stone returns,

walking out

back

his head on

ruffling up

Queen Aurora

be leaving in a few hours as well."

my family while I am away?

been summoned to France to deal with Alpha Jacque and Benoit," the

can’t send a representative.But don’t worry.I’ll try to be back

pro-protect my family?" I ask.we are

Oliver explains.

audibly groans but stops when Oliver gives him a stern look.My heart begins to beat a little faster and I question if I am making the right decision to leave

Kota, Rionna, and Agnes

Aurora continues.

taking charge of the kingdom from the LLuvia Blanca Pack for the time being so they are

be

tries

as I look," she says with

wolves.We'll be

let my mother face my father now that she has built a new

on, I'll help

our hands and pulling me

rid of us, Grayson sulks, a part of him wishing Talia would get on her knees and beg

however, keeps her head held high as she walks me out of the office, her face resting in a

her count

a strong

we reach the house, Agnes is sitting at the dining

beside Rionna

seem to be caught in a conversation all on their own so we walk past them up the stairs

on the bed while she searches for my bag and

as Talia folds some t-shirts and

Talia chirps with a little

of Zane’s socks from the dresser," she says, pointing

two pairs of my socks which she carefully folds and stuffs into

She ignores me, humming quietly

repeat, Talia’s eyes scanning the room for things

toothbrush and razor," Talia gasps,

my toiletries and waves a bottle of sunscreen in

to put this on.It’s

washes over her face and tears gather in

just trying to cope.I can’t seem to find the right 4 words to soothe her fears, the uncertainty of this war clouding my every

whisper quietly, Talia nodding her head and running back

climbing on the bed to play with the zipper of my

on a little

as she returns with the jar of hair gel