The Silent Alpha

"*Zane*** 

"Are you fighting with me or staying out of this war?" Toran asks, a crippling fear grasping onto me.

My gaze shifts between my mate and mother, my heart unable to decide what to do.

I can’t bear the thought of leaving Talia and Kota alone knowing that her wolf will soon emerge for its first shift but I had already lost my mother once and I don’t have the strength to lose her again.

As I struggle to find my answer, Rionna replies for me.

"You will not drag my son into this," she declares, standing protectively in front of me.

"I am Ravenstone’s Luna and it’s me Sebastian wants.I’ll go back.You just leave my son out of this."

Toran eyes my mother with an emotionless expression plastered on his face and he sighs tiredly as he formulates a response.

My mind, however, drifts off to the memories of my mother and father when I was a child.

My father aimed most of his anger towards me but my mother was never exempt from his abuse.

He would not hesitate to slap or hit her if she stood in the way of my punishment and she always did.

"Why did you stop?"

My father snarls, slowly unbuckling his belt from his waist.He rises to his feet, towering over me as I hold my book with trembling hands.

"I didn’t say you could stop." I stare at the word "colonel" from the poem I am reading, tears springing to my eyes as I realize I will inevitably stutter through it. I purse my lips and shake my head, preferring to take my punishment now rather than anger him more with my failure.

"Say it," my father commands as I hold my breath, close my eyes, and start to count.

1...2...3...4...

I hear his swift footsteps start to charge towards me, the sting of his belt rippling behind my thigh.

At once, the breath I’ve been holding is released with a scream as I receive a second lick to the back of my knees.

"Dadd-"

"I told you to speak!"

My father roars, raising his hand above his head to hit me again.

"Sebastian, stop it!"

My mother begs, tugging at his shirt in a weak attempt to get him to stop whipping me.

"Stop it! Stop it, don’t hurt my baby!"

She beats her fists against his shoulders to make him stop and he shoves her away from him absent-mindedly to hit me again.

When she doesn’t stop attacking him, he turns against her, pinning her to the ground with his large thighs and grabbing at her belt, my mother begging for him to let her go.

She calls to his wolf but it seems my father is in complete control, beating her over and over again until he draws blood.

Horrified, I pick up the book again and search for my place through my tears.

"Col-co- colo-" I stammer through hiccups as my father snarls at me.

"Say it right and I'll stop," he challenges me, my legs shaking so severely, I have to kneel to keep from falling over.

"I-It’s okay, Zane," my mother wheezes.

"You can-"

"Shut up!"

My father roars, grabbing my mother by the throat before turning to me.

"You better speak up, boy or I’ll hurt her.It was the longest day of my life that day, my mother taking the blows without ever getting angry with me.Even as I failed over and over again, she did not scream at me, nor did she ever blame me for her hospital visit that day.I cannot let my mother face that monster again.

"N-no..." I protest, shaking my head at my mother and pushing her aside.

"N-no...y-you can’t go."

"Zane, it’s my pack-"

you if he finds ou-out you married T-Toran," I insist, my eyes pleading with her to

hanging

in y-your place.I-I don’t want him to

head in her hands, cursing herself for being unable to remember her life with my father.It does not matter to me, however.I remember...and

but she

and I sense the deep

"Ta-Talia..."

another squeeze and shakes

"It’s okay..."

her best to remain

and I are going to be okay, so you don’t have to worry about us," she

"We'll be fine."

brave face and looks me in the eye, leaning forward to kiss

you," she

to me

we do not get the

the cars in one

need to prepare for what he

face falters slightly, softening

"Ri..."

however, ignores him entirely, turning on her

watch in distress as my mothers slams the door behind her, and his thoughts

thinks to himself before the man of

before walking out

Talia smoothing back his hair and kissing

as he lays his head on Talia’s

grins, ruffling up

Queen

be leaving in a few hours as well." My heart sinks to the pit of

family while

deal with Alpha

I can’t send a representative.But don’t worry.I’ll try

pro-protect my family?"

Oliver explains.

will be traveling with us.Evan audibly groans but stops when Oliver gives him a stern look.My heart begins to beat a little faster and I question if I am making the right decision to leave my family

Rionna, and Agnes will

Aurora continues.

from the LLuvia Blanca Pack for the time being so

be any

okay," Talia tries

I look," she says with

by wolves.We'll be perfectly

I also cannot let my mother face

I'll

murmurs, interlocking our hands and pulling me towards the

little too eager to get rid of us, Grayson sulks, a part of him wishing Talia would get on her knees and beg us

high as she walks me out of the office, her face

listen in on her thoughts, hearing her count each step she takes in "Left, right, left,

a strong smile on

at the dining table

also there, standing just beside Rionna

in a conversation all on their own so we walk past

bed while she searches for my bag and she begins

Talia

with

some of Zane’s socks from the dresser," she says, pointing to the dresser

two pairs of my socks which she carefully folds and

quietly to

I repeat, Talia’s eyes scanning the room for

razor," Talia

with my toiletries and waves a bottle

this

washes over her face and

us makes a sound as it becomes evidently clear Talia is just trying to cope.I can’t seem to

m-my hair gel," I whisper quietly, Talia nodding her head and running

Kota suddenly asks, climbing on the bed to play

on a

she returns with the jar of hair gel