The Silent Alpha

"*Zane*** 

"Are you fighting with me or staying out of this war?" Toran asks, a crippling fear grasping onto me.

My gaze shifts between my mate and mother, my heart unable to decide what to do.

I can’t bear the thought of leaving Talia and Kota alone knowing that her wolf will soon emerge for its first shift but I had already lost my mother once and I don’t have the strength to lose her again.

As I struggle to find my answer, Rionna replies for me.

"You will not drag my son into this," she declares, standing protectively in front of me.

"I am Ravenstone’s Luna and it’s me Sebastian wants.I’ll go back.You just leave my son out of this."

Toran eyes my mother with an emotionless expression plastered on his face and he sighs tiredly as he formulates a response.

My mind, however, drifts off to the memories of my mother and father when I was a child.

My father aimed most of his anger towards me but my mother was never exempt from his abuse.

He would not hesitate to slap or hit her if she stood in the way of my punishment and she always did.

"Why did you stop?"

My father snarls, slowly unbuckling his belt from his waist.He rises to his feet, towering over me as I hold my book with trembling hands.

"I didn’t say you could stop." I stare at the word "colonel" from the poem I am reading, tears springing to my eyes as I realize I will inevitably stutter through it. I purse my lips and shake my head, preferring to take my punishment now rather than anger him more with my failure.

"Say it," my father commands as I hold my breath, close my eyes, and start to count.

1...2...3...4...

I hear his swift footsteps start to charge towards me, the sting of his belt rippling behind my thigh.

At once, the breath I’ve been holding is released with a scream as I receive a second lick to the back of my knees.

"Dadd-"

"I told you to speak!"

My father roars, raising his hand above his head to hit me again.

"Sebastian, stop it!"

My mother begs, tugging at his shirt in a weak attempt to get him to stop whipping me.

"Stop it! Stop it, don’t hurt my baby!"

She beats her fists against his shoulders to make him stop and he shoves her away from him absent-mindedly to hit me again.

When she doesn’t stop attacking him, he turns against her, pinning her to the ground with his large thighs and grabbing at her belt, my mother begging for him to let her go.

She calls to his wolf but it seems my father is in complete control, beating her over and over again until he draws blood.

Horrified, I pick up the book again and search for my place through my tears.

"Col-co- colo-" I stammer through hiccups as my father snarls at me.

"Say it right and I'll stop," he challenges me, my legs shaking so severely, I have to kneel to keep from falling over.

"I-It’s okay, Zane," my mother wheezes.

"You can-"

"Shut up!"

My father roars, grabbing my mother by the throat before turning to me.

"You better speak up, boy or I’ll hurt her.It was the longest day of my life that day, my mother taking the blows without ever getting angry with me.Even as I failed over and over again, she did not scream at me, nor did she ever blame me for her hospital visit that day.I cannot let my mother face that monster again.

"N-no..." I protest, shaking my head at my mother and pushing her aside.

"N-no...y-you can’t go."

"Zane, it’s my pack-"

will ki-kill you if he finds ou-out you married T-Toran,"

can’t hanging open

don’t want him to h-hurt

for being unable to remember her life with my father.It does not matter to me, however.I remember...and I do not want

feel the slight tremor in her touch but she does not utter

face in Kota’s hair and I sense the deep fear in her

"Ta-Talia..."

another squeeze and shakes her

"It’s okay..."

her best to remain calm

okay.Kota and I are going to be okay, so you don’t have to worry about us," she says through a

"We'll be fine."

and looks me in the eye, leaning

love you,"

to me

air but we do not get the chance to exchange them as Toran reminds us

the

need to prepare

slightly, softening as

"Ri..."

ignores him entirely, turning on

slams the

the man of

aloud before walking out with

tiredly, Talia smoothing back his hair and

whispers as he lays his head on

ruffling up Kota’s

Queen

a few hours as well." My heart sinks to the pit of

my family while

to France to deal with Alpha Jacque and Benoit," the Queen

I can’t send a representative.But don’t worry.I’ll try to

family?" I ask.we

Oliver explains.

Oliver gives him a stern look.My heart begins to beat a little faster and I question if I am making

Zane.Talia, Kota, Rionna,

Aurora continues.

LLuvia Blanca Pack for the time being so they are in good hands," she smiles kindly at

shouldn’t be

okay," Talia tries to reassure

as I look," she

surrounded by wolves.We'll

away with her words but I also cannot let my mother face my father

on, I'll help you

our hands and pulling

of us, Grayson sulks, a part of him wishing Talia would get on her knees and

as she walks me out of the

my walls to listen in on her thoughts, hearing her count each step she takes in "Left, right, left,

chants, keeping a strong smile on her

Agnes is sitting at the dining table with Rionna, pouring a cup of tea for

there, standing just beside Rionna with an

on their own

sets Kota down on the bed while she searches for my bag

I help?" Kota asks as Talia folds some t-shirts

chirps with a little too much

she says, pointing to the dresser on the

my socks which she carefully folds

quietly

scanning

need your toothbrush and razor," Talia

few moments later with my toiletries and waves a bottle of sunscreen in my

to put this on.It’s hot and

stunned look washes over her face and

evidently clear Talia is just trying to cope.I can’t seem to find the right 4 words to soothe her fears, the uncertainty of this

forgot m-my hair gel," I whisper quietly, Talia nodding her head and running back to the bathroom to

on the bed to play with the zipper of

is going on a little

answers for me as she returns with the jar of hair gel in