The Silent Alpha

"Agnes** * 

My little butterfly flutters around the room, its iridescent wings catching the light that filters in through the window.

On the floor, Kota watches a Disney film with Rio by his side, large headphones blocking out the rest of the world to him.

Rosalie types away at her desk, looking over hundreds of spreadsheets and developing promotional content for her pack's company.She is the Head Social Media coordinator in charge of the company's social media presence.

As she works, she instructs me to give her pup, Emile, a bath and put him to sleep.I execute the task with great care, preparing a warm bath with little bubbles.

Emile seems to enjoy the bath, his eyes widening as I pour a little water over his hair and his legs kicking frantically with excitement.

He likes the water...my wolf, Cynthia smiles.

Just like Archie.

An overwhelming sadness fills my heart as I look down at the small happy pup in my arms, seeing in him the little boy I had lost long before I became Zane's mother.

He's with his father now, Cynthia tries to comfort me but it's no use.

There would forever be a small hole in my heart...all because of My life as a Ravenstone wolf was by no means perfect.

Being deaf, I was always pushed around and made fun of for being unable to talk or hear.

While my parents never said it, I knew they were ashamed to have a deaf daughter and Alpha Tristan (Alpha Toran's father and former Alpha of Ravenstone) would not have hesitated to get rid of me were it not for the fact that my father was the gamma’s younger brother.I learned early on that it was best to stay out of the Alpha’s way and be invisible.

But Damon saw me, and he never stopped seeing me.

Growing up, none of the other pups understood me nor did they bother to try.I was too strange because I talked with my hands and made weird sounds whenever I tried to speak.

But as Moon Goddess would have it, I met my mate in a sandbox of all places.

He wanted to know why I played with the sand all by myself and never joined In on the games with the other pups.He wanted to know why I used my hands instead of my words.

When Damon realized I could not hear, he brought me a notebook and wrote down all of his favorite things to do in it so that we could do them together.

Hide and seek, tag, and mancala were among our favorite games to play together.

I taught him how to sign and he taught me how to hear with my eyes and feet.

His father was learned to stay vigilant, like relying more on my nose and my sense of touch.

I was devastated the day of my first shift when I realized my wolf was as deaf as I was.I had held onto the hope that I could hear in her form, but Moon Goddess did not grant me that gift.

"You are not useless,"Damon told me as I shifted back into my human form and burst into tears.

"You are just different."

Those simple words helped soothe my broken heart and I learned to accept myself as I was.

The day of Damon’s 18th birthday will forever be one of the greatest days of my life.

He did not hesitate to claim me as his mate, marking me that very same day.

I was only 16 but my parents were overjoyed that I would not spend the rest of my life in loneliness as they had expected me to.

With Alpha Toran's permission, I was allowed to move in with Damon as his wife despite not being a matured wolf yet.

Neither Damon nor I were ready to start a family, so we focused on building our home and becoming contributing members of the pack.

finished school and worked at the pack library

overjoyed to be

the nursery, putting special attention to every corner of our pup's room and child proofing virtually every room

joy, I was nervous about being

is deaf like

one night "Then we

as he wiped away my

he will know

my fears with his kisses and his love, reassuring me that there was nothing wrong

he was the most

shaded by a pair of thick long lashes like his

joy I felt when I held him in my arms for

bells or the sound of his father's voice, asserting that he was not deaf at

second he could with

to sleep,"

"I've got Archie."

family was not rich and we

loved me and I

and a house to

fateful day Scarlet Haven

came crashing down the day Alpha Toran

the beginning of a

Toran was determined to see Scarlet Haven burn to the ground and he killed Alpha

brother, Sebastian, took over, Alpha Toran wanted to send a message to young new Alpha, killing both his first-born son,

Sebastian would go on to commit

Damon and I both working full-time, I was forced to sign Archie up in

day like any other, I it would be the last

unlabeled packages were delivered to the daycare and at around noon, a large tremor was felt throughout the

library as quickly as I could to see what all the commotion was about and to my horror, I saw the collapsed daycare center In the distance, the burning building

were no survivors, all 26 pups and their accompanying

Damon volunteering to be a soldier in the name of our

the war just one month after losing my pup.I was devoid of all feelings, my heart

day Alpha Toran called me to his office, I was more than ready to be cast out as a

Sebastian's second son still lives," he wrote to me

the question on the sheet of paper, understanding the individual words but struggling to comprehend their

never did find Sebastian's secret heir, not even during the

kept the child hidden in the pack house which he has turned

trembling hands struggling to

revenge?" The Alpha smiled wickedly at me,

wolf of your caliber is virtually useless to any

become a rogue stumbling through woods

allowing you to find the hidden heir and kill him..." l

"Or..." the Alpha continued.

may kill you on sight, which I assume is a viable option for you, all things considered," he shrugged, his

out from lack of eating and my once

had lost a child.I could not do the same to another man, not even to the

once more, unfazed by my lack

you an option," he

a worthless mutt like you in a time of war. You will be a rogue whether you accept my

of having destroyed the man who took not only your pup, but the only man dumb

yours, my dear Agnes," he adds

and killed by other rogues...or will you die a hero and end this war so that no other Ravenstone wolf ever has