The Silent Alpha

"Agnes** * 

My little butterfly flutters around the room, its iridescent wings catching the light that filters in through the window.

On the floor, Kota watches a Disney film with Rio by his side, large headphones blocking out the rest of the world to him.

Rosalie types away at her desk, looking over hundreds of spreadsheets and developing promotional content for her pack's company.She is the Head Social Media coordinator in charge of the company's social media presence.

As she works, she instructs me to give her pup, Emile, a bath and put him to sleep.I execute the task with great care, preparing a warm bath with little bubbles.

Emile seems to enjoy the bath, his eyes widening as I pour a little water over his hair and his legs kicking frantically with excitement.

He likes the water...my wolf, Cynthia smiles.

Just like Archie.

An overwhelming sadness fills my heart as I look down at the small happy pup in my arms, seeing in him the little boy I had lost long before I became Zane's mother.

He's with his father now, Cynthia tries to comfort me but it's no use.

There would forever be a small hole in my heart...all because of My life as a Ravenstone wolf was by no means perfect.

Being deaf, I was always pushed around and made fun of for being unable to talk or hear.

While my parents never said it, I knew they were ashamed to have a deaf daughter and Alpha Tristan (Alpha Toran's father and former Alpha of Ravenstone) would not have hesitated to get rid of me were it not for the fact that my father was the gamma’s younger brother.I learned early on that it was best to stay out of the Alpha’s way and be invisible.

But Damon saw me, and he never stopped seeing me.

Growing up, none of the other pups understood me nor did they bother to try.I was too strange because I talked with my hands and made weird sounds whenever I tried to speak.

But as Moon Goddess would have it, I met my mate in a sandbox of all places.

He wanted to know why I played with the sand all by myself and never joined In on the games with the other pups.He wanted to know why I used my hands instead of my words.

When Damon realized I could not hear, he brought me a notebook and wrote down all of his favorite things to do in it so that we could do them together.

Hide and seek, tag, and mancala were among our favorite games to play together.

I taught him how to sign and he taught me how to hear with my eyes and feet.

His father was learned to stay vigilant, like relying more on my nose and my sense of touch.

I was devastated the day of my first shift when I realized my wolf was as deaf as I was.I had held onto the hope that I could hear in her form, but Moon Goddess did not grant me that gift.

"You are not useless,"Damon told me as I shifted back into my human form and burst into tears.

"You are just different."

Those simple words helped soothe my broken heart and I learned to accept myself as I was.

The day of Damon’s 18th birthday will forever be one of the greatest days of my life.

He did not hesitate to claim me as his mate, marking me that very same day.

I was only 16 but my parents were overjoyed that I would not spend the rest of my life in loneliness as they had expected me to.

With Alpha Toran's permission, I was allowed to move in with Damon as his wife despite not being a matured wolf yet.

Neither Damon nor I were ready to start a family, so we focused on building our home and becoming contributing members of the pack.

a hunter like his father while I finished school and worked at the pack

to be

work building the nursery, putting special attention to every corner of our

joy, I was nervous about being

is

cried one night "Then we will

he wiped

will know love

quelled all of my fears with his kisses and his love, reassuring me that there

trouble and he was the most beautiful

long lashes like his father's and he had my dirty blonde

describe the joy I felt when I held him in my arms for

bells or the sound of his father's voice, asserting that he was not deaf

father, spending every second he

to

"I've got Archie."

we could barely make

me and

a healthy pup and a house to call

day Scarlet Haven

but that all came crashing down the day Alpha Toran discovered Alpha Cyrus and Luna

would mark the beginning of a

burn to the ground and he killed Alpha

Toran wanted to send a message to young new Alpha, killing both his first-born son, Jonathan and then later

but Alpha Sebastian would go on to commit

full-time, I was forced to sign

would be the last time I would ever

delivered to the daycare and at around noon, a large tremor was felt

commotion was about and to

were no survivors, all 26 pups and

on, the war intensified, Damon volunteering to be a soldier in the name of our

and I lost my husband in the war just one month after losing my pup.I was devoid of all feelings, my heart shriveling up to the size of a shrimp.I could no longer find joy or peace,

his office, I was more than ready to be cast out as a

wrote to me

for your son and mate?" I sat there staring at the question on the sheet of paper, understanding the

Sebastian's secret heir, not even during the

house which he

understand," I replied, my trembling hands struggling to

I possibly be of any service and get revenge?" The Alpha smiled wickedly at me, twirling a strand of my hair between his

no doubt about that. A wolf of your caliber is virtually useless to any pack," he

through

the hidden heir and

"Or..." the Alpha continued.

viable option for you, all things considered," he shrugged,

were hollowed out from lack of eating and my once bright eyes were now dull and had dark

do the same to another man, not even to

more, unfazed by my lack of interest in

giving you an option," he

useless mouth to feed.I don't have room for a worthless mutt like you in a time of war. You will be a rogue

the added satisfaction of having destroyed the man who took not only your pup,

yours, my dear Agnes," he adds

by other rogues...or will you die a hero and