The Silent Alpha

Chapter 22: Rivers

 ***WARNING***

The following chapter contains a scene with self harm and abuse.

Reader discretion is advised, I will place (*) asterisk when the abuse self-harm begins for those of you who wish to Skip.

** ***Zane*** 

What are you so nervous about? Grayson mutters as we walk over to the main pack house, my legs barely able to drag me to our destination.

We need this training! What use is our gift if we can't use it? I know he's right but that doesn't stop the fear somersaulting in my belly.

My father always said I was weak.

What if my power truly is weak and worthless? Then what? Then we learn to fight like any other f****"g mutt! Grayson growls in annoyance.

Talia and Agnes walk silently behind me, both equally nervous for our first day in our new assignments.

Kota appears to be the only one excited to visit the River Moon wolves.

To keep herself calm, Agnes holds her butterfly in her hand, the beautiful creature crawling along her finger and fluttering its wings.

She had kept it in her room since we arrived in River Moon and it seemed to give her comfort.

I would have to thank Salvador again for Talia fidgets with the sack lunch that I prepared for her this morning, wrinkling the paper bag with her fingers.

To my surprise, she took the lunch willingly and my heart only soared higher when I noticed she was still wearing the gold bracelet I gave her.

I just hope she will still be okay with me when she reads my note today.

Quit worrying.

We were smooth, Grayson grins We finally approach the pack house, Rosalie already waiting for us with her young pup cradled in her arms.

"Come with me Agnes," She smiles warmly at her before turning to Talia and I.

"Aurora is in the entertainment room waiting for you."

Talia and I exchange nervous glances and make our way to the entertainment room where we find Aurora sitting on the floor with her eyes closed, Oliver combing through her hair with tenderness, as if her hair were made of silk.

Evan sits on the couch, watching the two with friendly disgust while Rio sits lazily at his feet.

Oliver leans in close to his mate and kisses her temples, murmuring soothing words in her ears.

The Queen looks completely relaxed in his lap as he begins to gently braid her hair into one long french braid, her breaths slow and steady.

It almost feels wrong to watch such an intimate moment between two loving mates and I feel a pain in my heart.

Would Talia ever trust me enough to let me care for her as the Rio jumps up to greet Kota and the two roll around the floor playfully.

"Please sit," Aurora says, her eyes fluttering open as Oliver ties up the braid.

Kota stops his play for a moment and we bow our heads in reverence to the timid Queen.

"My sister will be here soon for you, Talia.You can wait here while I take Zane to the training grounds.Kota can stay at the daycare or here with Rosalie and Agnes.It's up to you and what you feel most comfortable with."

"Here," Talia replies almost immediately.

"H-here, please." The Queen smiles brilliantly at her as she rises to her feet with Oliver's help.

"Then it shall be so." Oliver grabs his coat and car keys from the coffee table and prepares to take off.

"Be safe," Oliver murmurs as he kisses his Queen on the cheek before he glares at me.

"If you hurt her, I will kill you.Understand?" he threatens, his voice a low growl.

I nod obediently, swallowing the lump in my throat.

Aurora rolls her eyes at her mate and pacifies him with a kiss.

"No you will not," she chuckles.

"You cannot heal on your own," he argues.

"If he hurts you during training-"

"Then I will heal her," a woman's voice calls out from behind us.

"So go huff and puff somewhere else and let my sister train in. We all turn around to the source of the voice and find a small woman identical to Queen Aurora standing by the door.

The only difference between the two appears to be their eyes, with this woman's eyes being silvery grey while Aurora's are a golden honey color.

Aurora wastes no time running towards the woman, embracing her in a tight hug.

"You literally see each other every f*****g day,"

Evan exasperates, Oliver rolling his eyes at the gamma wolf.

The small woman lifts her middle finger up at Evan, Aurora giggling hysterically.

Celina," She says as she

is more

her tongue out at

spawn, then what are you? His

on her face, Talia snorting

this Talia chick? I'm running late, so

herself and Celina looks her up and down as if assessing her.She then

say it," she says, stepping closer to Talia, Aurora giving

worked too

irises as she scowls and points an accusing finger at

f*****g attitude,"

won’t flinch away from them or look at them like they’re maggots.They’re broken and they need help.I’m not taking you anywhere until you promise Aurora and I that you will set aside your own

but stern look washes over Celina’s face as she crosses

promise," Talia nods, never once flinching from the

her as if to catch any hesitation but Talia remains unfazed, as if used to

turns to her sister and

shakes her head disapprovingly at her

"She didn’t mean that."

I most definitely did," her sister shrugs with an innocent smile on

a long

and before I even blink an eye, the two women vanish into thin air

will be back

speaking in a soothing tone to the little

play with Rio.Would you like that?" Kota grins

Kota upstairs to Rosalie's office

thought of using my gifts so I shove them in my

worry" Aurora reassures as we arrive

all about exploring your ability and helping you figure out exactly

with all of the equipment stored away and all trainers and fighters

the grounds cleared for us to work in peace," she smiles sheepishly as she

want an audience today." She turns to Evan and

"Evan can leave too."

replies, sitting down on a

a heavy sigh

so let's see what you can do." I remain frozen in place, unsure what to do with myself

can be a little scary at first.It’s a

says, sitting down and patting the ground in front of her, urging me to do the

did you know I was a telepath?" I ask as I

your walls," she says, her eyes scanning me

usually make my way into a person's thoughts and their memories without them noticing but it wasn't so easy getting into your head.It was like there was this massive force trying to push me

enter your memories ...didn’t you?" I nod, remembering the pinch in my

your wolf help you with your gifts?"

No, Grayson snarls.

locked me out for years! It wasn’t until Talia came into the picture

didn’t help! I

me! Aurora frowns

point in blaming each other.This just means you both need

I

she chuckles

your head.Now I want you to do the same

ask, growing nervous with hurting her as I remember all the failed attempts I had made on

attempts of reading her mind on purpose.I couldn't do

says nothing for a moment and I fear she has already cut our connection and is now expecting me to make contact

of thin air, a small ball of fire forms inside her palm and she cradles the flame like

of

and anger make you irrational....they make you

her palm grow bigger until

by letting your fears get the

to control.My flames are fueled by my emotions and if I let them get the best of me, I can lose control. I stare at the large flame nervously to my fears..." she closes her palm, the flames

if you ever want to control your

don't know if I can do that.." I

don't give him a chance to show you his worth,"

you seek a connection with your mate, Grayson seeks a connection with you." I

He's an i**"t.

Aurora frowns at me.

him, “she

him fear more ashamed of himself than he already is, Wolf You know his pain better than anyone." He

for years what Dad did to us and did he ever let me in to help? No! He put me in a corner and forced me to watch him suffer! I could feel the hurt in his voice

like myself..."

or want to help...so

wallowing

eyes but she suddenly moves closer to me and holds my

hurt him.He is part of your soul." I pull at the mat on the ground before I finally

I locked you out.I didn’t know what else to do ....I whisper.I’m sorry too, hesighs.I should

is good,

together to enter my head.I'll put my walls down

ask, looking over

purpose, I hurt them. " Aurora nods as

of thoughts as

different speeds and currents and unfortunately, they are all coming towards

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