The Silent Alpha

Chapter 22: Rivers

 ***WARNING***

The following chapter contains a scene with self harm and abuse.

Reader discretion is advised, I will place (*) asterisk when the abuse self-harm begins for those of you who wish to Skip.

** ***Zane*** 

What are you so nervous about? Grayson mutters as we walk over to the main pack house, my legs barely able to drag me to our destination.

We need this training! What use is our gift if we can't use it? I know he's right but that doesn't stop the fear somersaulting in my belly.

My father always said I was weak.

What if my power truly is weak and worthless? Then what? Then we learn to fight like any other f****"g mutt! Grayson growls in annoyance.

Talia and Agnes walk silently behind me, both equally nervous for our first day in our new assignments.

Kota appears to be the only one excited to visit the River Moon wolves.

To keep herself calm, Agnes holds her butterfly in her hand, the beautiful creature crawling along her finger and fluttering its wings.

She had kept it in her room since we arrived in River Moon and it seemed to give her comfort.

I would have to thank Salvador again for Talia fidgets with the sack lunch that I prepared for her this morning, wrinkling the paper bag with her fingers.

To my surprise, she took the lunch willingly and my heart only soared higher when I noticed she was still wearing the gold bracelet I gave her.

I just hope she will still be okay with me when she reads my note today.

Quit worrying.

We were smooth, Grayson grins We finally approach the pack house, Rosalie already waiting for us with her young pup cradled in her arms.

"Come with me Agnes," She smiles warmly at her before turning to Talia and I.

"Aurora is in the entertainment room waiting for you."

Talia and I exchange nervous glances and make our way to the entertainment room where we find Aurora sitting on the floor with her eyes closed, Oliver combing through her hair with tenderness, as if her hair were made of silk.

Evan sits on the couch, watching the two with friendly disgust while Rio sits lazily at his feet.

Oliver leans in close to his mate and kisses her temples, murmuring soothing words in her ears.

The Queen looks completely relaxed in his lap as he begins to gently braid her hair into one long french braid, her breaths slow and steady.

It almost feels wrong to watch such an intimate moment between two loving mates and I feel a pain in my heart.

Would Talia ever trust me enough to let me care for her as the Rio jumps up to greet Kota and the two roll around the floor playfully.

"Please sit," Aurora says, her eyes fluttering open as Oliver ties up the braid.

Kota stops his play for a moment and we bow our heads in reverence to the timid Queen.

"My sister will be here soon for you, Talia.You can wait here while I take Zane to the training grounds.Kota can stay at the daycare or here with Rosalie and Agnes.It's up to you and what you feel most comfortable with."

"Here," Talia replies almost immediately.

"H-here, please." The Queen smiles brilliantly at her as she rises to her feet with Oliver's help.

"Then it shall be so." Oliver grabs his coat and car keys from the coffee table and prepares to take off.

"Be safe," Oliver murmurs as he kisses his Queen on the cheek before he glares at me.

"If you hurt her, I will kill you.Understand?" he threatens, his voice a low growl.

I nod obediently, swallowing the lump in my throat.

Aurora rolls her eyes at her mate and pacifies him with a kiss.

"No you will not," she chuckles.

"You cannot heal on your own," he argues.

"If he hurts you during training-"

"Then I will heal her," a woman's voice calls out from behind us.

"So go huff and puff somewhere else and let my sister train in. We all turn around to the source of the voice and find a small woman identical to Queen Aurora standing by the door.

The only difference between the two appears to be their eyes, with this woman's eyes being silvery grey while Aurora's are a golden honey color.

Aurora wastes no time running towards the woman, embracing her in a tight hug.

"You literally see each other every f*****g day,"

Evan exasperates, Oliver rolling his eyes at the gamma wolf.

The small woman lifts her middle finger up at Evan, Aurora giggling hysterically.

Zane.This is my twin, Celina," She says as

spawn is more

sticking her

spawn, then what

her face, Talia snorting as she tries to hold back

I'm

up and down as if

it," she says, stepping closer to Talia, Aurora giving

worked

silver irises as she

your f*****g

look at them like they’re

look washes over Celina’s face as she crosses her arms and waits

promise," Talia nods, never once flinching from the

hesitation but Talia remains unfazed, as if

like her," Celina suddenly turns to her sister and smiles

shakes her head

"She didn’t mean that."

definitely did," her sister shrugs with an innocent

go.We have a

before I even blink an eye, the two women vanish into thin air wrapping his

will be back

reassures, getting down on her knees and speaking

and play with Rio.Would you like that?"

take Kota upstairs to Rosalie's office before the

gifts so I shove

reassures as we arrive to the

your ability and helping you figure out exactly what you

with all of the equipment stored away

for us to work in peace," she smiles sheepishly as

an audience today." She turns

"Evan can leave too."

replies, sitting down

heavy sigh and rolls her

let's see what you can do." I remain frozen in place, unsure what to do with myself but Aurora

little scary at first.It’s a lot of voices

and patting the ground in front

was a telepath?" I ask as I take a seat before

walls," she

voices and keep out intruders.I can usually make my way into a person's thoughts and their memories without them noticing but it wasn't so easy

you?" I nod, remembering the pinch in my temples when she entered

wolf help you with your gifts?"

No, Grayson snarls.

locked me out for years! It wasn’t until Talia came into the picture that the bastard

you didn’t help!

me!

means you both need to learn

I

chuckles softly."

I want you to do the same with

hurting her as I remember all the

would go into a catatonic state for hours after my attempts of reading her mind on purpose.I couldn't

I fear she has already cut our connection and is now expecting me to

forms inside her palm and she cradles the flame

lot of fears, Zane..."

anger

in her palm

a lot of people unintentionally by letting your fears get the

I can manipulate the fire element but it is very difficult to control.My flames are fueled by my emotions and if I let them get the best of me, I can lose control. I stare at the large flame nervously to my fears..." she closes her palm, the flames going

same principle for you if you ever want to control your gift.You need to learn to

if I can do

never know if you don't give him a chance to show you his

seek a connection with your mate, Grayson seeks a connection with you." I don’t like

He's an i**"t.

Aurora frowns at me.

earn his trust by belittling him, “she says sternly, Grayson rolling his

make him fear more ashamed of himself than he already is, Wolf You know his pain better than anyone." He doesn’t trust me! Grayson snarls

No! He put me in a corner and forced me to watch him suffer! I could feel the hurt in his voice as he growled out

even like myself..." I

me either or want to help...so I thought it was better

wallowing in his own

eyes but she suddenly moves closer to me and holds my wrists care

side...no matter how much you hurt him.He

know what else to do ....I whisper.I’m sorry too, hesighs.I should have fought harder

good,

put my

looking over at Evan who looks bored by

I enter someone’s head on purpose, I hurt them. " Aurora nods

thoughts

of them are flowing at different speeds and

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