The Silent Alpha

 ***WARNING***

The following chapter contains a scene with self harm and abuse.

Reader discretion is advised, I will place (*) asterisk when the abuse self-harm begins for those of you who wish to Skip.

** ***Zane*** 

What are you so nervous about? Grayson mutters as we walk over to the main pack house, my legs barely able to drag me to our destination.

We need this training! What use is our gift if we can't use it? I know he's right but that doesn't stop the fear somersaulting in my belly.

My father always said I was weak.

What if my power truly is weak and worthless? Then what? Then we learn to fight like any other f****"g mutt! Grayson growls in annoyance.

Talia and Agnes walk silently behind me, both equally nervous for our first day in our new assignments.

Kota appears to be the only one excited to visit the River Moon wolves.

To keep herself calm, Agnes holds her butterfly in her hand, the beautiful creature crawling along her finger and fluttering its wings.

She had kept it in her room since we arrived in River Moon and it seemed to give her comfort.

I would have to thank Salvador again for Talia fidgets with the sack lunch that I prepared for her this morning, wrinkling the paper bag with her fingers.

To my surprise, she took the lunch willingly and my heart only soared higher when I noticed she was still wearing the gold bracelet I gave her.

I just hope she will still be okay with me when she reads my note today.

Quit worrying.

We were smooth, Grayson grins We finally approach the pack house, Rosalie already waiting for us with her young pup cradled in her arms.

"Come with me Agnes," She smiles warmly at her before turning to Talia and I.

"Aurora is in the entertainment room waiting for you."

Talia and I exchange nervous glances and make our way to the entertainment room where we find Aurora sitting on the floor with her eyes closed, Oliver combing through her hair with tenderness, as if her hair were made of silk.

Evan sits on the couch, watching the two with friendly disgust while Rio sits lazily at his feet.

Oliver leans in close to his mate and kisses her temples, murmuring soothing words in her ears.

The Queen looks completely relaxed in his lap as he begins to gently braid her hair into one long french braid, her breaths slow and steady.

It almost feels wrong to watch such an intimate moment between two loving mates and I feel a pain in my heart.

Would Talia ever trust me enough to let me care for her as the Rio jumps up to greet Kota and the two roll around the floor playfully.

"Please sit," Aurora says, her eyes fluttering open as Oliver ties up the braid.

Kota stops his play for a moment and we bow our heads in reverence to the timid Queen.

"My sister will be here soon for you, Talia.You can wait here while I take Zane to the training grounds.Kota can stay at the daycare or here with Rosalie and Agnes.It's up to you and what you feel most comfortable with."

"Here," Talia replies almost immediately.

"H-here, please." The Queen smiles brilliantly at her as she rises to her feet with Oliver's help.

"Then it shall be so." Oliver grabs his coat and car keys from the coffee table and prepares to take off.

"Be safe," Oliver murmurs as he kisses his Queen on the cheek before he glares at me.

"If you hurt her, I will kill you.Understand?" he threatens, his voice a low growl.

I nod obediently, swallowing the lump in my throat.

Aurora rolls her eyes at her mate and pacifies him with a kiss.

"No you will not," she chuckles.

"You cannot heal on your own," he argues.

"If he hurts you during training-"

"Then I will heal her," a woman's voice calls out from behind us.

"So go huff and puff somewhere else and let my sister train in. We all turn around to the source of the voice and find a small woman identical to Queen Aurora standing by the door.

The only difference between the two appears to be their eyes, with this woman's eyes being silvery grey while Aurora's are a golden honey color.

Aurora wastes no time running towards the woman, embracing her in a tight hug.

"You literally see each other every f*****g day,"

Evan exasperates, Oliver rolling his eyes at the gamma wolf.

The small woman lifts her middle finger up at Evan, Aurora giggling hysterically.

She says as she steps back

is more

her tongue out

Satan's spawn, then what

with a bored look on her face, Talia

this Talia chick? I'm running

down as if assessing her.She then exchanges looks with

she says, stepping closer to Talia, Aurora giving her sister a

We’ve worked

clouds swirl in Celina’s silver irises as she scowls and points an accusing finger

your f*****g attitude," she

give a f**k about your ex or what you’ve been through because I can guarantee, our girls have gone through far worse.They need someone who won’t flinch away from them or look at them like they’re maggots.They’re broken and they need help.I’m not taking you anywhere until you promise Aurora and I that you will set aside your own feelings and help me take care

stern look washes over Celina’s face as

once flinching from the

if to catch any hesitation but

her," Celina suddenly turns to her sister and smiles

shakes her head disapprovingly at her sister and clears her

"She didn’t mean that."

shrugs

a long

and before I even blink an eye, the two women vanish into thin air

will be back

getting down on her knees and speaking in a soothing tone to the

here and play with Rio.Would you

take Kota upstairs to Rosalie's office before the three of us walk to

shake uncontrollably at the thought of using my gifts so

as we arrive to the

ability and helping you figure out

is empty, with all of the

to work in peace," she smiles sheepishly

wouldn't want an audience today." She turns

"Evan can leave too."

a chance," he replies,

sigh

do." I remain frozen in place, unsure what to do with

"Telepathy can be a little scary at first.It’s a lot of voices in your

in front of her, urging me to do

was a telepath?" I ask as

walls," she

out intruders.I can usually make my way into a person's thoughts and their memories without them noticing but it wasn't so

thoughts with a little push but you felt me enter your memories ...didn’t you?" I nod, remembering the pinch in my temples when she entered my

your wolf help you with your gifts?"

No, Grayson snarls.

locked me out for years! It wasn’t until Talia came into the picture that the bastard

you didn’t help!

me! Aurora

each other.This just means you both need to learn to work together.Let's  furrow my brows

thought I already

she chuckles softly."

you to do

I ask, growing nervous with hurting her as I remember all the failed attempts I

go into a catatonic state for hours after my attempts of reading her mind on

says nothing for a moment and I fear she has already cut our connection and is now expecting me to

air, a small ball of fire forms inside her palm and she cradles the

have a lot of fears,

dangerous.Fear and anger make you irrational....they make you lose

palm grow bigger until they engulf her entire

people unintentionally by letting your fears get the best

see, I can manipulate the fire element but it is very difficult to control.My flames are fueled by my emotions and if I let them get the best of me, I can lose control. I stare at the large flame nervously to my fears..." she

controls the flames.It’s the same principle for you if you ever want to control your gift.You

know if I can do

if you don't give him a chance to show

seeks a connection with

He's an i**"t.

Aurora frowns at me.

not earn his trust by belittling him, “she says sternly, Grayson

of himself than he already is, Wolf You know his pain better

what Dad did to us and did he ever let me in to help? No! He put me in a corner and forced me to watch him suffer! I could feel the hurt in his voice as he growled out his

even like myself..." I

or want to help...so I thought it

doesn’t reply, wallowing in

look Aurora in the eyes but she suddenly moves closer

is your other half and he will never leave your side...no matter how much you hurt him.He is

sorry.I'm sorry I locked you out.I didn’t know what else to do ....I whisper.I’m sorry too, hesighs.I should have fought harder to

is good,

head.I'll put my walls down

your mind? " I ask, looking over at Evan who looks bored by our

time I enter someone’s head on purpose, I hurt them. " Aurora nods as she assesses

of thoughts as

them are flowing at different speeds and currents