The Silent Alpha

 ***Talia’** 

Zane’s eyes flicker from side to side beneath his eyelids as he sleeps, his brows furrowed and his lips pressed together as if to hold back a scream for help.I hold my breath and watch him for a moment, listening to the sound of his breathing get faster and more haggard by the second.

He then grabs a fist full of the sheets, his entire body stiffening.

Wanting to ease his fears a little, I gently graze my hand against his cheek, Zane’s body relaxing visibly beneath my touch and his breathing slowly returning to normal.

I discovered his nightmares many nights ago when he suddenly woke up in a cold sweat, panting frantically as if he had just run a marathon.

Thinking me asleep, he slowly crawled out of bed and stepped out of the room to calm himself down before returning to bed.

He comforted himself in silence, unable to bring himself to cuddle with me.

It broke my heart to see him struggle to ask for help, leaving me to wonder if he feared I would reject him for needing me.

Since that first nightmare, I have been waking up earlier than normal to watch him sleep, guarding his dreams from whatever pain he’s holding in.

Touching him seems to help so whenever I sense his uneasiness, I roll over into his arms and lay my head against his chest until he wakes up.

The girls at the clinic also experience nightmares from time to time so as a group activity, we made dream catchers this past week.

Native Americans believe all dreams, good and bad, exist in the night air and dream catchers are meant to capture them.

Bad dreams get lost in the web dreamcatcher.

I made a dreamcatcher for Zane with silver string, beads, and feathers to match his silver wolf, but I’m a bit embarrassed to show it to him.

I’m not a crafty person and the dreamcatcher is a little crooked and not the most eye pleasing but giving Zane a gift I made with my own two hands both excites and terrifies me.I just hope he likes it.

Zane suddenly begins to stir beside me and I roll over into his arms to embrace him, inhaling his scent and pressing my lips against his bare chest.

Two nights ago, Zane started sleeping shirtless and while I can tell it still makes him nervous to show me his scars, I am beyond proud to see him face his own fears.

Besides...I find his scars sexy.

"Good morning, handsome,"

I murmur into his chest, Zane going very still.

When I look up, I’m greeted by a confused smile and some very flushed cheeks.

I did not know it was possible to be turned on by a blush, but every time his cheeks turn red, I feel a tightness in my core, one that can only be satisfied with him inside me.

"M-morning Ta-Talia,"

He stammers in a shy whisper as he wipes his eyes.I can tell he senses the scent of my growing arousal by the way his blush deepens and I decide to tease him a bit.

"You can smell me, can’t you?’" l ask, pecking his collarbone and his Adam’s apple.

"N-no," he murmurs, swallowing the lump in his throat.

"I-l mean y-yes," he quickly corrects himself when I give him a stern look.

"Are you going to do something about it?" I ask, biting my lip as I look up at him innocently pulling me onto his lap as he rolls over on his back.

A lump hardens in his boxers, my core tightening at the thought of him inside me.

I wait patiently for him to make the next move, however, wanting him to be more assertive with his needs and desires and I adjust myself to sit over his erection.

"Now what?" I ask, slowly gyrating my hips in a circle and resting my arms on his shoulders.

"What would you like to do to me?" I murmur, leaning forward to suck on his bottom lip.

He surprises me when he begins to push my shirt up my torso, stopping just below my breasts.

"I want y-you to t-take off y-your shirt," He blinks, looking at my belly button to avoid my teasing grin.

"A-and y-your th-thong," He adds timidly.

Pleased that he’s making an effort, I pull my shirt over my head, my n*****s hardening as the cool morning air brushes against them.

His eyes focus on the tattoo between my breasts, Zane once again swallowing the lump in his throat as he resists the urge to touch it.

in his lust but I

my thong down my thighs, my eyes

my legs a little, Zane removing

on his lap again, this time with my back to his chest as I straddle him.His fingers timidly brush away

one of his hands over my breast and

other hand slowly sliding in between my thighs so that his fingers tease stroking the

I slide my

told you how much I love your voice? How much I love the way you say my name just before

when you’re just waking up...Sometimes I think about your voice when I’m alone in the shower, imagining you whispering my name

a whisper, as

the only one who will ever make you moan my name." I turn my head to

he stammers, his words

positions so that I am still straddling him but now facing him, his cheeks almost

murmur, gently nibbling on his

baby.Take

opening and closing as he

I whisper in his ear as I take his hand and slide it in

to feel how wet

between my folds, his favor, my slick pooling around him while the brown of his irises seem

and spreading them apart for him

on his stomach and wraps an arm around my thigh while his free hand spreads

to process what is happening when I feel his

tongue darts in and out of me in

yes, Zane,

moan when he moves his tongue

baby.Just like that.Just

quaking with every flick of his tongue.I prop myself up on my elbows to watch him work, Zane’s eyes locking with mine as he eats

my throbbing button, however, I damn near lose my mind, throwing my head

stop! Don’t stop!" I plead as he sucks

of exploding when he suddenly pulls away, a soft whine escaping

"No wait-"

finish my sentence, Zane flips me over my stomach, pushing me up on my knees so that my bare ass sits up in the air.I

as he slides his hand up my spine

and rubs it up and down

thrusting his thick shaft

feel every inch of him fill me up to the brim, my fingers digging into the sheets of the

cry into the mattress when he forcefully pounds

"Yes! Yes! Yes!"

my hair pushes my face into the mattress with

chest as I feel myself approach my climax, my

and a knock at the door, however, robs me

with his fingers still between my slit but a small pool of my c*m now dripping down

Kota calls out, once again

I come in?" I look around the room in confusion, blinking furiously to make sure I’m

wonder to myself when

looks completely mortified, his eyes wide in shock and

ask before it

was his fantasy...My entire body tingles

"Zane..." I whisper.

want?" I ask with Too embarrassed to respond, he slowly nods his head at me, my excitement reaching its

"Mommy?" Kota calls out.

"Mommy are you there?"

on!" I

day...we'll get

"I promise."

"**Zanet** 

can’t believe you showed her my thoughts, I grumble as I put the last of the breakfast dishes away.My stupid wolf has been

be thanking

you not see how excited she was? Grayson

wet and now expecting me to rail her

her without panicking.I can’t...Zane, why do you get

is holding you back? I have asked myself that question many times and the answer is always the same.I am so happy with her and I’m worried

will all fade away into

in the morning for me to get philosophical, Grayson mumbles.it’s almost noon, I reply,

she ever punished you? No...I

lost her patience