The Silent Alpha

 ***Talia’** 

Zane’s eyes flicker from side to side beneath his eyelids as he sleeps, his brows furrowed and his lips pressed together as if to hold back a scream for help.I hold my breath and watch him for a moment, listening to the sound of his breathing get faster and more haggard by the second.

He then grabs a fist full of the sheets, his entire body stiffening.

Wanting to ease his fears a little, I gently graze my hand against his cheek, Zane’s body relaxing visibly beneath my touch and his breathing slowly returning to normal.

I discovered his nightmares many nights ago when he suddenly woke up in a cold sweat, panting frantically as if he had just run a marathon.

Thinking me asleep, he slowly crawled out of bed and stepped out of the room to calm himself down before returning to bed.

He comforted himself in silence, unable to bring himself to cuddle with me.

It broke my heart to see him struggle to ask for help, leaving me to wonder if he feared I would reject him for needing me.

Since that first nightmare, I have been waking up earlier than normal to watch him sleep, guarding his dreams from whatever pain he’s holding in.

Touching him seems to help so whenever I sense his uneasiness, I roll over into his arms and lay my head against his chest until he wakes up.

The girls at the clinic also experience nightmares from time to time so as a group activity, we made dream catchers this past week.

Native Americans believe all dreams, good and bad, exist in the night air and dream catchers are meant to capture them.

Bad dreams get lost in the web dreamcatcher.

I made a dreamcatcher for Zane with silver string, beads, and feathers to match his silver wolf, but I’m a bit embarrassed to show it to him.

I’m not a crafty person and the dreamcatcher is a little crooked and not the most eye pleasing but giving Zane a gift I made with my own two hands both excites and terrifies me.I just hope he likes it.

Zane suddenly begins to stir beside me and I roll over into his arms to embrace him, inhaling his scent and pressing my lips against his bare chest.

Two nights ago, Zane started sleeping shirtless and while I can tell it still makes him nervous to show me his scars, I am beyond proud to see him face his own fears.

Besides...I find his scars sexy.

"Good morning, handsome,"

I murmur into his chest, Zane going very still.

When I look up, I’m greeted by a confused smile and some very flushed cheeks.

I did not know it was possible to be turned on by a blush, but every time his cheeks turn red, I feel a tightness in my core, one that can only be satisfied with him inside me.

"M-morning Ta-Talia,"

He stammers in a shy whisper as he wipes his eyes.I can tell he senses the scent of my growing arousal by the way his blush deepens and I decide to tease him a bit.

"You can smell me, can’t you?’" l ask, pecking his collarbone and his Adam’s apple.

"N-no," he murmurs, swallowing the lump in his throat.

"I-l mean y-yes," he quickly corrects himself when I give him a stern look.

"Are you going to do something about it?" I ask, biting my lip as I look up at him innocently pulling me onto his lap as he rolls over on his back.

A lump hardens in his boxers, my core tightening at the thought of him inside me.

I wait patiently for him to make the next move, however, wanting him to be more assertive with his needs and desires and I adjust myself to sit over his erection.

"Now what?" I ask, slowly gyrating my hips in a circle and resting my arms on his shoulders.

"What would you like to do to me?" I murmur, leaning forward to suck on his bottom lip.

He surprises me when he begins to push my shirt up my torso, stopping just below my breasts.

"I want y-you to t-take off y-your shirt," He blinks, looking at my belly button to avoid my teasing grin.

"A-and y-your th-thong," He adds timidly.

Pleased that he’s making an effort, I pull my shirt over my head, my n*****s hardening as the cool morning air brushes against them.

His eyes focus on the tattoo between my breasts, Zane once again swallowing the lump in his throat as he resists the urge to touch it.

looks adorable as he tries to reign in his lust

I very slowly slide my thong down my thighs, my eyes observing his facial

raise my legs a little, Zane removing the thong

sit on his lap again, this time with my back to his chest as I straddle him.His fingers timidly brush away the hair off

against his chest, guiding one of his hands over my breast

hand slowly sliding in

to finger me, I slide my hand over

much I love your voice? How much I love the way you say my name just before you kiss

voice when I’m alone in the shower, imagining you whispering my name

you moan my name," I add in a whisper, as if it is a

after losing all control.It’s the most delicious feeling knowing I am the only one who will ever make you moan my name." I turn my head to look at him, mesmerized by the beautiful brown eyes that stare

he stammers, his words

now facing him, his cheeks

nibbling on his

slow, baby.Take

opening

I take

to feel how wet your ‘good morning’

push two of his fingers in between my folds, his favor, my slick pooling around him while the brown of his irises seem to darken almost to

back, propping up my legs and spreading them apart for him to access my now aching

then lays on his stomach and wraps an arm around my thigh while his free

is happening when I feel his tongue plunge into my folds, my back arching instinctively against the

and out of me in quick

Zane,

when he moves his tongue over my clit

yes, baby.Just like

up on my elbows to watch him work, Zane’s eyes locking with mine

however, I damn near lose my mind, throwing

Zane.Don’t stop! Don’t stop!" I plead as

of exploding when he suddenly

"No wait-"

my sentence, Zane flips me over my stomach, pushing me up on my knees so that my bare ass sits up in the air.I yelp when I feel him

his hand up my

and rubs it up and down my wet p***y, the I want

his thick shaft

me up to the brim, my fingers digging into the sheets of

cry into the mattress when

"Yes! Yes! Yes!"

mattress with

fills my chest as I feel myself approach my climax, my legs turning to jelly

knock at the door, however, robs me of

back on Zane’s lap with his fingers still between my slit but a small

out, once again knocking

in confusion,

  I wonder to

mortified, his eyes wide in shock and his face beet

ask before it hits

fantasy...My entire body tingles

"Zane..." I whisper.

what you want?" I ask with Too embarrassed to respond,

"Mommy?" Kota calls out.

"Mommy are you there?"

be right there Kota, hold on!" I call back, quickly leaning

get

"I promise."

"**Zanet** 

believe you showed her my thoughts, I grumble as I put the last of the breakfast dishes away.My stupid wolf has been

be

how excited she

and now expecting me to

Aardly touch her without panicking.I can’t...Zane, why do you get

asked myself that question many times and the answer is always the same.I am so happy with her and I’m worried that I'm only one screw up away from losing

wrong move and this beautiful fantasy will all fade away into a memory I will never get

get philosophical, Grayson mumbles.it’s almost noon,

ever punished you?

she ever lost her patience whenever you