The Silent Alpha

***Zane*** 

"This isn’t working,"

Evan sighs, looking down at me after having knocked me on my ass for the sixth time in a row.

"He’s not attacking, just blocking.You can’t win a fight by just blocking.You need to attack your opponent," he scolds me, helping me up to my feet.

Aurora bites her lower lip as she tries to think of a new training regimen for me, my self-esteem plummeting.

"You are doing all the right moves, Zane," Aurora tries to cheer me up, but I find it hard to believe given how long we have been at this.

I’ve been in training all week, exercising my silver wolf gifts with Aurora and learning to utilize my mind control, telepathy, and projection abilities better.

As it turns out, my mind control ability does not work on Aurora or her twin sister, Celina, but it works on pretty much any other wolf.

I do have a limit on how many wolves I can control at once, my magic number being four.

Aside from silver wolf training, I’ve been working closely with Gamma Evan, building up my muscles, endurance, and flexibility while also working on hand to hand combinations but all my efforts seem futile when I’m put in a sparring circle.

"We just need to find the right...motivation for you,"

Aurora adds with her timid smile, Evan handing me a water bottle while we take a break.I try not to sulk as she and Evan brainstorm when Aurora suddenly starts to squeal excitedly.

"Mia?" Evan asks, scratching his head in confusion.

"Why my mate?"

"Just trust me,"

Aurora smiles, flicking her wrist to open a portal and disappearing into it.Evan only shrugs, tapping me on the shoulder.

"So, how’s the mate? She like you yet?" He chuckles.

Like us?Grayson scoffs.She loves this dick- Stop talking, I mutter, forcing a smile and nodding at Evan.

"Listen, if you need any tips, I got you," Evan grins mischievously.

"I never had a brother I could pass on my wisdom to and I don’t wanna know what Aurora and Oliver do behind closed doors."

He shivers to emphasize his disgust and sticks out his tongue.

I smile and nod awkwardly, unsure how to add to this conversation.I am still not comfortable using my voice around people other than with Kota or Talia but it seems Evan doesn’t mind my silence.

"You remind me of Aurora,"

Evan observes, my ears perking up at this.

When he notices my peaked interest, he sits down on a mat.

"She was not always the strong Queen that you see now.She is still very shy and timid, but she was once also afraid.Very afraid."

I look down at the Gamma curiously.What could a wolf like Aurora have to fear?

 "Aurora was abused by her old pack, Lluvia Blanca, for years," Evan explains.

"Her family used to torture her every day and to be honest, I still don’t know most of the things she went through.All I know is she showed up here with a lot of scars, both mental and physical, and it took us a while to get her to open up to us and even longer for her to trust us.She still has bad days, though not as often." saw, but I did not know the extent of her abuse.

She seems so happy now.

I would have never guessed she is still struggling with her past.

"Look, all I’m saying is...you don’t have to be ashamed of your past and your fears.There is nothing wrong with needing a little help and guidance,especially with training.Healing is an ugly process and sometimes you're gonna stumble.No one expects you to always have your s**t together, silver wolf or not.Aurora is the most powerful wolf on the planet and she goes to therapy every week because it helps.I won’t lie, therapy sucks, but it's not meant to be easy.It takes a lot of strength to face your demons.l am only giving you this sermon because I can tell you're struggling with something.Don’t hold it in no matter how ashamed you are.There’s literally nothing to be ashamed of.You didn’t ask for your past, so why would anyone hold it against you?"

I like this wolf, Grayson says.I tell you the same thing but you never listen to me.I don’t get the opportunity to thank Evan for his words of encouragement because the next thing I know, Aurora and Evan’s mate, Mia, pop out of a portal.

Evan jumps to his feet to greet his mate with a kiss and asks Aurora to explain her idea.

"Don’t worry about it,"

Aurora smiles, instructing Mia to move to the middle of the sparring circle.

"Zane, get in your fighting stance."

Mia spreads her feet apart and raises her fists as she faces me.

Okay dude, this should be easier, Grayson says, getting into his own fighting stance.

Her punches won’t hurt as much when she knocks you on your ass.

Thank you for the encouragement, I mutter, Grayson grinning from ear Once in position, Mia begins to circle me and I shuffle my feet like Evan taught me to keep her within my vision.

A small smirk curls on her lips before she lunges forward on her right leg and kicks up with her left.I block the kick with my forearm and retaliate with my own weak high kick that she easily slaps away.

Come on, dude, Grayson groans.

swing my arm towards her face, but Mia

for a roundhouse kick to my stomach and

Dude! Grayson growls.

quick kick to her thigh, luckily landing the blow, but she then backs away before I can land

donkey kicks me

trees behind me startles us, both Mia and I putting down our

wails, every instinct in my body telling me

appear, one

his men have breached the northern and western borders! We are under attack!"

heart beating a mile a

to

family.I will send back up

shifting into her white wolf and rushing towards the north with

told twice and race off in the direction of Kota’s screams, anger burning through me at the thought of my pup

Gray, what the hell?

don’t have much time to dwell on my wolf form because

to do this

find that stupid French Alpha, Benoit, cornering Talia

a punch at Talia, hitting her

her, his large eyes widening when

as Kota

terror taking over

"Mommy, wake up!"

is red as I run up behind him but Benoit hears me and dodges my punch, retaliating and slamming his fist on my

a series of combination kicks to my face and stomach, most of which I manage to block or

roll so that he lands back on his

then flings his arms around my neck to strangle me but I grab onto one of his arms and flip over onto his back.He lands with a

over and over

doesn't satisfy me, I let him stand up enough so that I can deliver a

deliver the final blow, kicking him in the chest and knocking the wind

from his nose, temples, and lips but my thirst for revenge

slumped body, grabbing him by the collar with

"STOP!"

the urge

up to see Mia and Aurora watching me and I quickly realize I’m no longer in the forest

I have Evan by the collar of his shirt, his face bloodied and bruised.I let go of his shirt, completely confused

I'm just as lost as

confusion, Aurora

the gift of illusions, hallucinations, and dream contortions,"

your wolf connection a little to keep you in human form temporarily.I just didn’t calculate how much of a fighter you really are even in

are one

blood from his nose

him no more.Hell to the no! He done almost beat the black

Mia snickers,

"Can’t take a punch?"

funny.Now you get in the ring with

snarls, Mia giggling to

"I’m sorry, Ev,"

apologizes, cupping both of his cheeks and healing

mutters curses at her, but it’s obvious he’s not really mad at his Luna or his mate,

hand to Evan as an apology and

silver wolf," Evan

your ass out if it were a fair playing field.Just

laughter, Evan scowling at them for their lack of faith in him, but I only smile

I used on Evan during the attack, giving me pointers on

the footwork next week,"Evan says as the

Moon since this is most likely to be Alpha Jacque and Benoit’s

silently at him as he offers his hand up

what he wants me to do and I blush in embarrassment as I

to mind my awkwardness and walks me to the daycare center which is on the way

until we hear a loud bell announcing the end of the school day, several pups pouring out of the

look! We did colors today!" Kota cries as he runs to greet me, a string with four beads

and proudly shows Evan and

for you!"

hand

a bracelet for you, see?" He

pretty like a flower," Kota explains as he

cuz I like green.Green is like the trees.You are blue like

like it?" he asks, a large grin

unable to find the words

it on!" Kota

time wrapping the bracelet around my wrist, Kota gasping

come I don’t get a bracelet?"

he shrugs, turning to

blush, wishing the earth would swallow me.I shake my head at Kota in hopes that Evan does not understand,

is Horsey in