Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

need to let

all the

know

was glad Jenny

it all pointed to one thing – Riley alone was guilty of everything

“Eat something.

for you just so you have something in

” “Hmmm.

him let out a deep sigh before the door opened

I got the strength to get up from my

the food trolled by the couch,

picked up the

the wide window

my lips, and just as I was about to tip it over for a drink,

Hunter.

missing her other half, and

just couldn’t give in to

opened the window a little, just enough for a

was hoping if Hunter would let out a

but

was howling to the moon, howling in anguish, and my

all hurting from

woke up as the sun’s rays brushed against

lying on my stomach and trying to sleep again, when I suddenly realized where I

up as I sat and looked

I

crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back from the forest, but I didn’t

place

I didn’t think the others

beside me

heavy right now, seeing the

and ask where he slept

in my head, and I had to face them first before I went

into my day clothes, I

much as I missed him, I didn’t

sitting

I wanted

“Hi!

as I walked towards the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk and other things I could use

to the dining table, and came back carrying a tray of food, placing

just about to bring

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

placing everything I pulled out of the fridge back

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

Beta Dominic to the other side of the

just left ten or fifteen

I don’t think they’ll be

will probably take up

nodded my head, biting my lip before

I’m sorry about my

wrong of me…” Jenny shook her head as tears started to

didn’t do anything

was a good wake-up

rolling off an Alpha command on the three of you, so you were hindered from

really didn’t do anything

also took it off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything, I will be

parts would be painful,

would

to ask Riley because everything

a bad person… He’s just

like Riley as

you’re not

came from Alpha

what I’m saying

knew

” “He did.

never

Alpha Caspian, even

really don’t know how close, but that’s what Alpha Jacob’s Gamma

Jacob was smart enough to know what Alpha Riley was doing was

“Was it

know if he

” “Physically no.

attempt

”.

part I have no idea, but Andrea could have

And.

” “And?

I asked, my brow furrowing as

still didn’t

would help or

Alpha said…”

will cancel the ceremony if

over my mouth as a gasp left

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