Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

to let

all

know

was glad Jenny didn’t

one thing – Riley alone was guilty of everything that was causing me

“Eat something.

drink I made for

” “Hmmm.

Nadia…” I heard him let out a deep sigh before

for a few minutes because I got the strength

the food trolled by the couch, and my

picked up

on the wide window sill facing

about to

Hunter.

my head, missing her other half, and I felt

couldn’t give in to our

opened the window a little, just enough for a

if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear it, to pacify my pain and

and he was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before a howl erupted

to the moon, howling in anguish, and my heart clenched at his

were all

the sun’s

around, lying on my stomach and trying to sleep again, when I suddenly realized where I

body jolted up as I sat

was I

and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back from the forest,

and place me on the

others

beside me and

seeing the empty, untouched side of

to mindlink him and ask where he slept or if he

doubts and questions in my head, and I had to face them first before I went head-on and faced Riley

I went downstairs and went directly

I missed him, I didn’t want to

sitting by the

the person I

“Hi!

I walked towards the other side, and opened the fridge,

back carrying a tray of food, placing

was just about to bring this upstairs for

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

at her before placing everything I pulled

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

to the

just left ten or fifteen minutes

think

take

just nodded my head, biting

sorry about my

her head as tears started to pool in

didn’t do anything

a good wake-up call for

“Riley told me the truth about rolling off an Alpha command on the three of you, so you were hindered from telling

you really didn’t

“He also took it off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything,

some parts would be painful, but I will try to

would love

everything cuts deeper when it comes

Alpha, he’s not a bad person… He’s just

“Do you like Riley

know you’re

from

saying if I say Alpha Riley is a good one

“So Alpha Jacob knew what Riley

” “He did.

he never

actually helped Alpha Caspian, even

but that’s what Alpha Jacob’s

reconnected, but I guessed Alpha Jacob was smart enough to know what Alpha Riley was doing was wrong, so he wanted to help Andrea out

“Was it

know if he hurt

” “Physically no.

attempt

”.

have no idea, but Andrea could have told

And.

” “And?

my brow furrowing as

still didn’t

saying this would help or just

the Alpha to cancel the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart stopped beating as I waited for her to

the ceremony if she sleeps

over my mouth as a

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