Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

let it out, I’m

take all the

didn’t know what to

Jenny

pointed to one thing – Riley alone was guilty

“Eat something.

at least drink the chocolate drink I made for you just so

” “Hmmm.

I heard him let out a

a few minutes because I got the strength to

food trolled

I picked up the cup of hot chocolate instead, it

the wide window sill facing

pressed the cup to my lips, and just as I was about to tip it over for a drink, I saw a figure on the

Hunter.

head, missing her

we just couldn’t give in to our

just enough for a breeze of air to come

if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I

sprang inside the forest and he was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take

howling in anguish, and my

were all

as the sun’s rays brushed

trying to sleep again, when I suddenly

as I sat and looked at my

I in

a sofa chair by the window and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back

Riley come and place

others would

to the space beside me

seeing the empty,

slept or if he

my head, and I had to face them first

washed my face and changed into my day clothes, I went downstairs

missed him, I didn’t want to see

saw Jenny sitting by the

I

“Hi!

I greeted her as I walked towards the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk and other things

and came back carrying a tray of food, placing it on the counter in

to bring

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

placing everything I

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

to the other side of the

left ten or fifteen

think they’ll

probably take

I just nodded my head, biting my lip

I’m sorry about my outburst

was wrong of me…” Jenny shook her head as tears

didn’t do

anything, it was a good wake-up call for all

off an Alpha command on the three of you, so you were hindered from

really didn’t do anything

if you want to ask me anything, I

be painful, but I will try to

“I would

everything cuts deeper when it comes from

Alpha, he’s not a bad

like Riley as an

you’re

“I came from Alpha Jacob’s

one, so I know what I’m saying

knew what

” “He did.

he never

actually helped Alpha Caspian, even though he

I really don’t know how close, but that’s what Alpha Jacob’s

I guessed Alpha Jacob was smart enough to know what

it really

you know if he

” “Physically no.

“Did he attempt to

”.

part I have no idea, but Andrea could

And.

” “And?

brow furrowing as I laid

still didn’t have

would help or just hurt

the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart stopped beating

will cancel the ceremony if she sleeps with

clamped over my mouth

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