Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

to let it out, I’m

all

didn’t know

glad Jenny didn’t

all pointed to one thing – Riley alone was guilty of

“Eat something.

at least drink the chocolate drink I made for you just so you have something in

” “Hmmm.

Nadia…” I heard him let out a deep

waited for a few minutes because I got the strength to get

darted to the food trolled by the couch, and my

wasn’t craving anything I picked

on the wide window sill

I was about to tip it over for

Hunter.

missing her other

give in to

enough for a breeze of air to

out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear it, to pacify my pain and

the forest and he was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before

the moon, howling in anguish, and

all hurting from

the sun’s rays

around, lying on my stomach and trying to sleep again, when I suddenly

as I sat and looked

I in

by the window and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back from the forest, but

and place me

I didn’t think the others would come into our

to the space beside me

heavy right now, seeing the empty, untouched side of

to mindlink him and ask where he slept or

questions in my head, and I had to face them first before I went head-on and faced Riley

I washed my face and changed into my day clothes, I went

missed him, I didn’t want to see

Jenny sitting by the

person I

“Hi!

the fridge, pulling

carrying a tray of food, placing

just about to bring this upstairs

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

smiled at her before placing everything I pulled out of

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

to

ten

don’t think

will probably take

my head, biting my

about

me…” Jenny shook her head as tears started to

do anything

good wake-up call for all

off an Alpha command on the three of you,

didn’t do

if you want to ask me anything, I

painful, but I will

would love

everything cuts deeper when it

a

“Do you like Riley as

know you’re not from

from Alpha

saying if I say Alpha Riley is

Alpha Jacob knew what Riley did

” “He did.

never

Caspian, even though he and Riley were

but that’s what Alpha Jacob’s Gamma

Jacob and Alpha Caspian just recently got reconnected, but I guessed Alpha Jacob was smart enough to know what

it really that

know if he hurt

” “Physically no.

he attempt to touch

”.

no idea, but Andrea could have told me

And.

” “And?

my brow furrowing as I laid

didn’t have any

not sure if saying this would help or just hurt you

ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart stopped beating as I waited for her to

ceremony if she sleeps with

clamped over my mouth

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