Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

to let it out, I’m

all the

didn’t know what to

glad Jenny didn’t

thing – Riley alone was guilty of everything

“Eat something.

drink I made for you just so

” “Hmmm.

“Goodnight, Nadia…” I heard him let out a deep sigh before

I got the strength to get

trolled by

but my mouth wasn’t craving anything I picked up the cup

wide window sill facing the

to tip it over for a drink, I

Hunter.

in my head, missing her

we just couldn’t give in

window a little, just enough for a breeze of air

I was hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear

the forest and he was gone from my hindsight but it

to the moon, howling in anguish, and

were all hurting from

up as the sun’s

to sleep again, when

as I sat and looked at my

was I in

pushing a sofa chair by the window and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back from the forest, but

come and place me

didn’t think the others

the space beside me and I suddenly missed

heavy right now, seeing the

he slept or

still many doubts and questions in my head, and I had to face them first before I went head-on and faced Riley

day clothes, I went downstairs and went directly

I missed him, I didn’t want to see

sitting by

person I wanted to

“Hi!

walked towards the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling

dining table, and came back carrying a tray of food, placing it on the counter in

about to bring this

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

placing everything I pulled out of the

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

went with Beta Dominic to the other side of

ten

don’t think they’ll be back

will probably take up their

just nodded my head, biting my lip

I’m sorry about my

was wrong of me…” Jenny shook her head as tears started to pool

didn’t do anything

anything, it was a good wake-up call

told me the truth about rolling off an Alpha command on the three of you, so you

really didn’t

it off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything, I will be

would be painful,

“I would love

hard to ask Riley because everything cuts deeper

Alpha, he’s not a bad

like Riley as an

know you’re

from

good one, so I know what I’m saying if I say

knew what Riley did

” “He did.

he never condoned

even

but that’s

was smart enough to know what Alpha Riley was doing was wrong, so he wanted

it really that

if he

” “Physically no.

he attempt to

”.

no idea, but Andrea

And.

” “And?

brow furrowing as

still didn’t

if saying this would help or

the Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart stopped beating as I waited for

will cancel the ceremony

hand clamped over my mouth as a

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