Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

to let

take all the

know what to

Jenny didn’t do

thing – Riley alone was guilty of everything that was

“Eat something.

for you

” “Hmmm.

Nadia…” I heard him let out a

minutes because I got the strength to get up from my

the food trolled by the couch, and

my mouth wasn’t craving anything I picked up the cup of hot chocolate instead, it was

the wide window

cup to my lips, and just as I was about to

Hunter.

whimpered in my head, missing her other half, and I felt

just couldn’t give

the window a little, just enough for a breeze of air

hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear it, to pacify my

from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before a

was howling to the moon, howling in anguish, and my heart clenched

were all hurting

up as the sun’s rays brushed

to sleep again, when I suddenly realized where I

as I sat and

was I in

the window and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to

and place me

didn’t think the others would

the space beside

now, seeing the empty,

slept or if he even slept, but I stopped

and questions in my head, and I had to

washed my face and changed into my day clothes, I went downstairs and went directly

much as I missed him, I

Jenny sitting by

the person I wanted

“Hi!

fridge, pulling out the milk and other things I

came back carrying a tray of food, placing

to bring this upstairs

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

everything I pulled out of the fridge back into

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

with Beta Dominic to the other

left ten or

don’t think they’ll be

will probably take

I just nodded my head, biting my lip before speaking

about

wrong of me…” Jenny shook her head as tears

do

a good wake-up call for all of

on the three of you, so you were hindered from telling

didn’t

want to ask me anything, I will be

painful,

“I would

ask Riley because everything cuts deeper when it comes

he’s not a

like Riley

you’re not from

from Alpha

one, so I know what I’m saying if I say Alpha Riley is

knew

” “He did.

never

even though he

close, but that’s what Alpha Jacob’s Gamma

enough to know what Alpha Riley was doing was wrong, so he wanted

“Was it really that

you know if he hurt

” “Physically no.

he attempt

”.

but Andrea could

And.

” “And?

brow furrowing

still didn’t have any

not sure if saying this would help

and the Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart stopped beating as I waited for

the ceremony if she sleeps with

clamped over my mouth as a gasp left my

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