Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

need to let

take all

know what to

was glad Jenny didn’t do

all pointed to one thing – Riley

“Eat something.

least drink the chocolate drink I made for you just so you have something in

” “Hmmm.

a deep sigh before the door opened and

because I got the strength to get

trolled by the couch, and my stomach

wasn’t craving anything I picked up the

on the wide window sill facing

I was about to tip it over for a drink, I saw

Hunter.

missing her

give in to

a little, just enough for a

opened it, but I was hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear it, to pacify

was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before a howl erupted

was howling to the moon, howling in anguish, and my heart clenched at his

were all

as the sun’s rays brushed against

and trying to sleep again, when I suddenly realized where

jolted up as I

was I

crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back from the forest,

Riley come and place me on the

others

darted to the space beside me and

felt so heavy right now, seeing the

to mindlink him and ask where he slept or if he even slept,

head, and I had to

my day clothes, I

missed him, I didn’t want to see

sitting

person I wanted to

“Hi!

the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk and other things I could use to

came back carrying a tray of food, placing it on the counter in

just about to bring

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

I smiled at her before placing everything I pulled out of the

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

with Beta Dominic to

just left ten or

think they’ll be back

take up

my head, biting my lip

I’m sorry about my

of me…” Jenny shook her head as tears started to pool

didn’t do

it was a good wake-up call

Alpha command on the three of you, so you were hindered from telling

didn’t do anything

“He also took it off yesterday, so if you want

some parts would be painful, but I will try

would

to ask Riley because everything cuts deeper when it comes from

“The Alpha, he’s not a

“Do you like Riley

know you’re

“I came from Alpha Jacob’s

know what I’m saying if I say Alpha Riley is a good

Jacob knew

” “He did.

he never condoned

Caspian, even though he and Riley were

how close, but that’s what

to know what Alpha Riley was

it really

you know if

” “Physically no.

he attempt to touch

”.

I have no idea, but Andrea could

And.

” “And?

my brow furrowing

didn’t have any

would help or just hurt

Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She

the ceremony if she

mouth

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