Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

you need to let it out,

take all

didn’t know

glad Jenny didn’t

then it all pointed to one thing – Riley

“Eat something.

chocolate drink I made for you

” “Hmmm.

Nadia…” I heard him let out a deep sigh before

a few minutes because I got the

eyes darted to the food trolled by the couch,

wasn’t craving anything I picked up the cup of hot chocolate instead, it

the wide window sill facing the

was about to tip it over for a drink, I saw a figure on the

Hunter.

her other half, and I felt the

we just couldn’t give in

little, just enough for a

but I was hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear it, to pacify my

was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before a howl erupted into the

was howling to the moon, howling in anguish, and my

all hurting from

as the sun’s

trying to sleep again, when I suddenly realized

body jolted up as I sat and looked at

I in

up there, waiting for Hunter to come back from the forest, but I didn’t notice when

Riley come and place me on

others

to the space beside

felt so heavy right now, seeing the empty, untouched side

and ask where he slept or if he even slept,

in my head, and I had to face them first before I went head-on and faced

and changed into my day clothes, I went downstairs and went directly

I missed him, I didn’t want

saw Jenny sitting by

person I

“Hi!

the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk and other

She stood up, went to the dining table, and came back carrying

to bring this upstairs

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

at her before placing everything I pulled out

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

with Beta Dominic to

ten or fifteen

I don’t think they’ll be back

take up their

my head, biting

about my outburst

her head as tears started to pool

do

good wake-up call for all

off an Alpha command on the three of

really didn’t do

it off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything, I will be honest with

painful, but I will try

“I would love

everything cuts deeper when it comes from

a bad person… He’s

you like Riley

you’re

came from Alpha

good one, so I know what I’m saying if I say Alpha Riley

“So Alpha Jacob knew

” “He did.

he never

helped Alpha Caspian, even though he and Riley

I really don’t know how close, but

to know what Alpha Riley was doing was wrong, so he wanted to help Andrea out

it really

if he

” “Physically no.

“Did he attempt to touch

”.

part I have no idea, but Andrea could have

And.

” “And?

brow furrowing as I laid the fork

still didn’t

this would help or

begged the Alpha to cancel the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart stopped beating as I waited for her

ceremony if she

over my mouth as a gasp left my

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