Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

you need to let it out, I’m

take all

know

was glad Jenny didn’t do it

pointed to one thing – Riley alone was guilty of everything that was causing

“Eat something.

made for you just so you have something in

” “Hmmm.

heard him let out a

got the strength to get

food trolled by the

wasn’t craving anything I picked up the cup of hot chocolate

on the wide

my lips, and just as I was about to tip it over for a drink, I saw a

Hunter.

head, missing her other half,

give in to our

enough for a breeze of air to

but I was hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear it, to pacify

he was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t

the moon, howling in anguish, and my heart clenched

were all hurting from

the sun’s rays brushed against

trying to sleep again, when I

jolted up as I sat and

I in

chair by the window and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to

and place me

didn’t think the others would come

to the space beside me

seeing the empty, untouched

ask where he slept or if he even slept,

to

day clothes, I went downstairs and went directly to

much as I missed him, I didn’t want

saw Jenny sitting

I wanted

“Hi!

and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk and other things

to the dining table, and came back carrying a tray of food,

about to bring this upstairs for

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

placing everything I pulled out

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

Beta Dominic to

just left ten

I don’t think they’ll be back

will probably take

just nodded my head, biting my

sorry about my

head as tears started to pool

do anything

good wake-up call for all of

about rolling off an Alpha command on the three of

you really didn’t

also took it off yesterday, so if you want to ask

painful, but I will

“I would love

everything cuts deeper when it comes from

Alpha, he’s not a bad person… He’s

you like

know you’re

came from

so I know what I’m saying if I say Alpha Riley is a

Jacob knew what

” “He did.

never

even though he and Riley

know how close, but that’s what Alpha Jacob’s Gamma

Jacob and Alpha Caspian just recently got reconnected, but I guessed Alpha Jacob was smart enough to know what Alpha Riley was doing was

it really

know if

” “Physically no.

attempt

”.

but Andrea could have told me if the

And.

” “And?

furrowing as I

didn’t have any

would help

the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart stopped beating

will cancel the ceremony if she sleeps with

mouth as a gasp left my

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