Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

to let it

take all

know

glad Jenny didn’t

pointed to one thing – Riley alone was guilty of everything that

“Eat something.

drink I made for you just so you have something in

” “Hmmm.

let out a

for a few minutes because I got the strength to

the food trolled by the couch, and my

anything I picked up the

wide window sill

my lips, and just as I was about to tip it over for a drink, I saw a figure on the

Hunter.

whimpered in my head, missing her other half, and

we just couldn’t give in

opened the window a little, just enough for

I opened it, but I was hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear

the forest and he was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before a howl erupted into the

howling in anguish, and my heart clenched at his

were all

sun’s rays brushed against my

stomach and trying to

as I

I

up there, waiting for Hunter to come back from the forest, but I didn’t notice when I

come and place

didn’t think the others would come into our

eyes darted to the space beside me and I suddenly

now, seeing the

slept or if he even slept, but I

my head, and I had to face them first before I went head-on and faced Riley

changed into my day clothes, I went downstairs

I missed him, I didn’t want to see him

Jenny sitting by the

I wanted to

“Hi!

and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk and

She stood up, went to the dining table, and came back carrying a tray

was just about to bring this

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

I smiled at her before placing everything I pulled

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

went with Beta Dominic to the other side of

ten or

don’t think

will probably take up their whole

nodded my head, biting my lip

I’m sorry about

of me…” Jenny shook her head as tears started to

do

it was a good

rolling off an Alpha command on the three of you, so you were hindered from telling me

really didn’t

also took it off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything, I will be honest

painful, but I will

“I would love

hard to ask Riley because everything cuts deeper when it comes

Alpha, he’s not a bad

like

you’re

from Alpha Jacob’s

a good one, so I know what I’m saying if I say Alpha Riley

Jacob knew what

” “He did.

never condoned

even though

how close, but

to know what Alpha Riley was doing was wrong, so he wanted

“Was it

know if

” “Physically no.

attempt to touch

”.

I have no idea, but Andrea could have told me

And.

” “And?

my brow furrowing

still didn’t have

saying this would help or

begged the Alpha to cancel the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…”

will cancel the ceremony

My hand clamped over my mouth

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