Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

let it

take all the

know what

Jenny didn’t do it

then it all pointed to one thing – Riley alone

“Eat something.

least drink the chocolate drink I made for you

” “Hmmm.

I heard him let out a deep sigh before

for a few minutes because I got the strength to get up

trolled

anything I picked up the cup of hot chocolate instead, it was

on the wide window sill

lips, and just as I was about to tip it

Hunter.

my head, missing her other

we just couldn’t give in to our

a little, just enough

it, but I was hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear

gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before a howl

was howling to the moon, howling in anguish, and my heart clenched at

all hurting

woke up as the sun’s rays brushed

stomach and trying to sleep again, when I suddenly

I sat and looked at

was I in

pushing a sofa chair by the window and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back from the forest, but

and place

I didn’t think the others

beside me and I

heart felt so heavy right now, seeing the empty, untouched side of his

where he slept or if he even

questions in my head, and I had to

day clothes, I went downstairs and went

him, I didn’t want to see

Jenny sitting by the

the person I wanted

“Hi!

I walked towards the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling out the

and came back carrying a tray

just about to bring this upstairs for

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

placing everything I pulled out of the fridge back

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

went with Beta Dominic to the other

ten or fifteen

I don’t think they’ll

take up

head, biting my lip before speaking

about

was wrong of me…” Jenny shook her head as tears started to

didn’t do anything

good

me the truth about rolling off an Alpha command on the

you really didn’t

took it off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything, I will be honest with

painful, but I will try to

would

to ask Riley because everything

he’s not a bad person… He’s just

“Do you like Riley

know you’re not

“I came from

so I know what I’m saying if I say Alpha

Alpha Jacob knew

” “He did.

never condoned

Alpha Caspian, even though

how close, but that’s what

reconnected, but I guessed Alpha Jacob was smart enough to know what Alpha Riley was doing was

“Was it

you know if he hurt

” “Physically no.

he attempt to touch

”.

have no idea, but Andrea could

And.

” “And?

brow furrowing as I laid the

didn’t

sure if saying this would help or just

to cancel the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart stopped beating as I waited for her to

ceremony if she sleeps

mouth as a gasp left my

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