Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

let it

take all the

I didn’t know what

Jenny

all pointed to one thing – Riley alone was

“Eat something.

drink I made for you just so you have something in

” “Hmmm.

I heard him let out a deep sigh

a few minutes because I got

eyes darted to the food trolled by

hungry, but my mouth wasn’t craving anything I picked up the cup of hot

sat on the wide window sill facing the

about to tip it over

Hunter.

head, missing her other half, and I

couldn’t give in

the window a little, just enough for a breeze of air to

didn’t know why I opened it, but I was hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear it, to pacify my pain

from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before a howl erupted

howling to the moon, howling in anguish, and my heart clenched at

were all

sun’s rays brushed against my

around, lying on my stomach and trying to sleep again, when I suddenly realized where

body jolted up as I sat and looked at

I

the window and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come

and place

others would come into

darted to the space beside

now, seeing

he slept or if

I had to face them first

day clothes, I

him, I

sitting

the person I wanted to

“Hi!

fridge, pulling

stood up, went to the dining table, and came back carrying a tray of food, placing it on the counter in

just about to bring this upstairs

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

placing everything I pulled out of the fridge

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

with Beta Dominic to

ten or

don’t think they’ll

probably take

nodded my head, biting my lip before speaking up

sorry about my outburst

wrong of me…” Jenny shook her head as tears started to pool in her

do

was a good wake-up call for all of

on the three of you, so you were hindered from telling me

didn’t do

off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything, I will

painful, but I will try

“I would

hard to ask Riley because everything cuts deeper when it comes from

Alpha, he’s not a bad person… He’s just

you like

know you’re not from

“I came from Alpha

I’m saying if I say Alpha

“So Alpha Jacob knew

” “He did.

never

Caspian, even

I really don’t know how close, but that’s what Alpha

to know what Alpha Riley was doing was wrong, so he

“Was it really that

know if

” “Physically no.

“Did he attempt to

”.

Andrea could

And.

” “And?

asked, my brow furrowing

still didn’t

not sure if saying this would help or just

the Alpha

the ceremony if she

mouth as a gasp left

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