Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

to let it

take all

know what

was glad Jenny didn’t

it all pointed to one thing – Riley

“Eat something.

least drink the chocolate drink I made for you just so you

” “Hmmm.

I heard him let out a

got the strength to get

eyes darted to the food trolled by the couch, and my stomach

but my mouth wasn’t craving anything I picked up the cup of

on the wide window

about to tip it over

Hunter.

her other half, and I felt the

couldn’t give in to

enough for a breeze of air

opened it, but I was hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear it, to pacify my pain

the forest and he was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before

was howling to the moon, howling in anguish, and my heart

were all hurting

sun’s rays

lying on my stomach and trying to sleep

jolted up as I

I

a sofa chair by the window and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to

Riley come and place me on

didn’t think the others would

eyes darted to the space beside me and I suddenly

now, seeing the empty,

where he slept or

doubts and questions in my head, and I had to face them first before I went

day clothes, I went downstairs and went directly to the kitchen, hoping Riley wasn’t

I missed him, I

saw Jenny sitting by the

person I wanted

“Hi!

greeted her as I walked towards the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk and other things I could use to

She stood up, went to the dining table, and came back carrying a tray of

just about to bring this upstairs

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

her before placing everything I pulled out of the fridge

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

Dominic to the other

left ten

don’t think they’ll

take up their

I just nodded my head, biting my lip

sorry about

shook her head as tears started to pool

do anything

anything, it was a good

command on the three of you, so you

really didn’t do

it off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything,

painful,

would love

hard to ask Riley because everything cuts deeper when it

he’s not a bad person…

like Riley

know you’re not

came from

so I know what I’m saying if I say Alpha Riley

Alpha Jacob knew what Riley did to

” “He did.

he never condoned

even though he

don’t know how close, but that’s what Alpha Jacob’s Gamma

just recently got reconnected, but I guessed Alpha Jacob was smart enough to

it

know if

” “Physically no.

“Did he attempt

”.

idea, but Andrea could have told me if the Alpha

And.

” “And?

asked, my brow furrowing as I laid the

still didn’t

saying this would

Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart stopped beating as I waited for her

the ceremony if she

my mouth as

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