Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

you need to let it out, I’m just

take all

I didn’t know what

was glad Jenny didn’t do it

then it all pointed to one thing – Riley alone was guilty

“Eat something.

made for

” “Hmmm.

I heard him let out a deep sigh before the door opened and

got the strength to

trolled by the couch,

craving anything I picked up the cup of

wide window sill facing the

was about to tip it over for a drink, I saw a

Hunter.

missing her other half, and I felt the

give in to

little, just enough for a breeze of air

hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear it, to pacify my pain and Arrow’s

hindsight but

howling in anguish, and my heart clenched at his

were all

as the sun’s rays brushed

lying on my stomach and trying to sleep again, when

body jolted up as I sat and looked at my

I

pushing a sofa chair by the window and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back from the forest, but I

Riley come and place me

others would come into

space beside

felt so heavy right now, seeing the empty, untouched side of his

wanted to mindlink him and ask where he slept or if he even slept,

many doubts and questions in my head, and I had to face them first before

washed my face and changed into my day clothes, I went downstairs and

I didn’t want

Jenny sitting by the

I

“Hi!

walked towards the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling

She stood up, went to the dining table, and came back carrying a tray of food, placing it on the counter in front

to bring this

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

her before placing everything I pulled out of the

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

went with Beta Dominic to the

just left ten or fifteen

I don’t think they’ll be

probably take up

nodded my head, biting my

about my

me…” Jenny shook her head as tears started to pool

didn’t do

a good wake-up call

command on the three of

really didn’t do anything

also took it off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything, I

be painful, but I will try to

would

ask Riley because everything cuts

not a

like Riley as

know you’re

came from

I know what I’m saying if I say

“So Alpha Jacob knew what

” “He did.

never

even though he and Riley

close, but that’s what

Alpha Jacob was smart enough to know what Alpha Riley was doing was

it

if he

” “Physically no.

attempt to

”.

have no idea, but Andrea could have told

And.

” “And?

my brow furrowing as I laid the

didn’t have any

would help

the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She

cancel the ceremony if she

my mouth

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