Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

you need to let

take all

didn’t know what

Jenny

it all pointed to one thing – Riley alone was

“Eat something.

made for you

” “Hmmm.

a deep sigh before the door opened

waited for a few minutes because I got the strength to get up

to the food trolled by

picked up the cup of hot chocolate instead,

wide window sill

to my lips, and just as I was about to tip it over for

Hunter.

in my head, missing her other half, and I felt

give

a little, just enough for a breeze

it, but I was hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear it, to pacify my pain

inside the forest and he was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before a howl erupted into

in anguish, and my heart clenched

were all hurting

up as the sun’s rays brushed against

stomach and trying to

I sat and

I in

sofa chair by the window and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back

and place

didn’t think the others

eyes darted to the space beside

heavy right now, seeing the

slept or if he even slept,

and questions in my head, and I had to face them first before

day clothes, I went downstairs and went directly to the kitchen, hoping Riley

as I missed him, I didn’t want

saw Jenny sitting

I

“Hi!

her as I walked towards the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk and other things I could use to

back carrying

to bring this upstairs

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

smiled at her before placing everything I pulled out of the fridge back into

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

to the other side of

ten or fifteen

I don’t think they’ll

will probably take up their whole

biting my lip before speaking

I’m sorry about my outburst

of me…” Jenny shook her head as tears started to

didn’t do anything

a good

an Alpha command on the three of you,

really didn’t

it off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything, I will be honest with

some parts would be painful, but I will

“I would

Riley because everything

“The Alpha, he’s not a bad person… He’s

you like Riley as an

know you’re

came from Alpha Jacob’s

know what I’m saying if I say Alpha Riley is a good

Jacob knew what Riley did

” “He did.

he never condoned

Caspian, even though he and Riley were

how close, but that’s what Alpha Jacob’s Gamma

Caspian just recently got reconnected, but I guessed Alpha Jacob was smart enough to know what Alpha Riley

“Was it

if he hurt

” “Physically no.

“Did he attempt

”.

I have no idea, but Andrea could have told me if

And.

” “And?

furrowing as I laid the

didn’t have

this would help or just hurt

the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She

ceremony if

my mouth as a

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