Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

you need to let it out, I’m

take all the

I didn’t know

Jenny didn’t do

– Riley alone was guilty of everything that

“Eat something.

I made for

” “Hmmm.

him let out a

for a few minutes because I got the strength to get up

eyes darted to the food trolled by

hungry, but my mouth wasn’t craving anything I picked up the cup of hot

sat on the wide window

my lips, and just as I was about to tip it over for a drink, I saw a figure on the

Hunter.

in my head, missing her other half,

just couldn’t give in to our

little, just enough for a

I was hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I

forest and he was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before a howl erupted

was howling to the moon, howling in

all hurting from

woke up as the sun’s

stomach and trying to sleep again, when I suddenly realized where I

as I sat

I in

for Hunter to come back

place

think the others would

the space beside me and I suddenly

felt so heavy right now, seeing the

him and ask where he slept or

questions in my head, and I had to face them first before I

face and changed into my day clothes, I went downstairs and went directly to the kitchen, hoping

as I missed him, I

saw Jenny sitting

person I wanted to

“Hi!

towards the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk

and came back carrying a

just about to bring

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

placing everything I pulled out of the fridge

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

to the

just left ten or fifteen minutes

think they’ll

will probably take up

I just nodded my head, biting my lip before speaking

I’m sorry about

shook her head as tears

didn’t do

was a good wake-up call for all of

truth about rolling off an Alpha command on the three of you, so

really didn’t

off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything,

would be painful, but I will try

would

hard to ask Riley because everything cuts deeper when it comes

Alpha, he’s not a bad person…

like Riley as

know you’re

came from Alpha

saying if I say Alpha Riley is a good one

Jacob knew what Riley did to

” “He did.

he never condoned

even though he and

how close, but that’s what Alpha

Alpha Caspian just recently got reconnected, but I guessed Alpha Jacob was smart enough to know what Alpha Riley was doing

it really that

you know if he

” “Physically no.

attempt

”.

have no idea, but Andrea could

And.

” “And?

asked, my brow furrowing

still didn’t have

not sure if saying this would help or just hurt

the Alpha to cancel the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She stopped, and

the ceremony if she sleeps with

clamped over my mouth as a gasp

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