Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

let it out, I’m just

all the

I didn’t know what

glad Jenny didn’t do it

then it all pointed to one thing – Riley alone was guilty of everything that was

“Eat something.

least drink the chocolate drink I made for you just so you have something

” “Hmmm.

out a deep

I got the strength to

to the food trolled by the couch, and my stomach

anything I picked up the cup of hot

wide

as I was about to tip it over for a drink, I saw

Hunter.

in my head, missing her other

couldn’t give in to

the window a little, just enough for a breeze of air

I was hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or

and he was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before a howl

to the moon, howling in anguish,

all

woke up as the sun’s rays

and trying to sleep again, when I

as I sat and

I

by the window and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back

come and place me

I didn’t think the others

to the space beside me and I

so heavy right now, seeing the empty,

and ask where he slept or if he even slept, but

to face them first before I went head-on and faced Riley

day clothes, I went downstairs and went directly to the

I missed him, I didn’t want to see him

saw Jenny sitting by the

person I wanted to

“Hi!

and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk and other

table, and came back carrying

just about to

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

I smiled at her before placing everything I pulled out of the fridge

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

with Beta Dominic to the other side of the

just left ten or

I don’t think they’ll be back

take up their

head, biting my

sorry about my outburst

head as tears started to

do

was a good wake-up call for all

truth about rolling off an Alpha command on the three of you, so

didn’t do

“He also took it off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything, I

be painful, but I will try

would love

ask Riley because everything cuts deeper when it comes from

a bad

“Do you like

know you’re

“I came from Alpha Jacob’s

saying

Jacob knew what Riley did to

” “He did.

never

Alpha Caspian, even though he and Riley

but that’s what Alpha

enough to know what Alpha Riley was doing was wrong, so he wanted to help Andrea

“Was it really

know if he

” “Physically no.

he attempt to

”.

no idea, but Andrea could have told me

And.

” “And?

furrowing

didn’t

would help or just hurt you

“Say it…” “Andrea begged the Alpha to cancel the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart stopped beating as I

cancel the ceremony if

mouth

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