Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

you need to let it

take all the

I didn’t know what

Jenny didn’t do

one thing – Riley alone was guilty of everything that was

“Eat something.

chocolate drink I made for you just so you

” “Hmmm.

a deep sigh

few minutes because I got the strength to get

the food trolled by the

anything I picked up the cup of hot chocolate

on the wide window sill facing

pressed the cup to my lips, and just as I was about to tip it over for a drink, I saw a

Hunter.

my head, missing her other half, and I

we just couldn’t give in to our

little, just enough for a

a growl or a

the forest and he was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before a howl erupted into

in anguish, and my heart clenched at

all

up as the sun’s rays brushed against

on my stomach and trying to sleep again, when I suddenly realized where

jolted up as I

was I

a sofa chair by the window and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back from

place me on

others would come into

to the space beside me

so heavy right now, seeing the

where he slept or if he even slept, but

were still many doubts and questions in my head, and I had to face them first before I went

changed into my day clothes, I went downstairs and went directly to

as I missed him, I didn’t want to

Jenny sitting

person I wanted to

“Hi!

as I walked towards the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk and other things I could use

the dining table, and came back carrying a tray of food, placing it on the counter in front of

to

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

her before placing everything I pulled out of the fridge back into

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

to the other side of the

just left ten or fifteen minutes

think they’ll be back

take up their whole

just nodded my head, biting my lip before speaking up

I’m sorry about my

me…” Jenny shook her head as

do

it was a good

the truth about rolling off an Alpha command on the three of you, so you were hindered from telling me

didn’t

it off yesterday, so if you want to ask me anything, I will be honest with

would be painful, but I will try to

“I would love

hard to ask Riley because everything cuts deeper

Alpha, he’s not a bad person… He’s just

you like Riley as

know you’re not from

“I came from Alpha Jacob’s

I know what I’m saying if I

“So Alpha Jacob knew what Riley did to

” “He did.

never condoned

Alpha Caspian, even though he and

how close, but

recently got reconnected, but I guessed Alpha Jacob was smart enough to know what

“Was it really that

you know if he

” “Physically no.

“Did he attempt to touch

”.

idea, but Andrea could have told me

And.

” “And?

my brow furrowing

didn’t

if saying this would help or just

cancel the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart

will cancel the ceremony if

my mouth as a gasp left my