Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

need to let it out, I’m

take all

know what to

was glad Jenny didn’t

pointed to one thing – Riley

“Eat something.

I made for you

” “Hmmm.

“Goodnight, Nadia…” I heard him let out a deep

I got the strength

food trolled by the couch, and my stomach

hungry, but my mouth wasn’t craving anything I picked up the cup of hot chocolate

wide window sill

cup to my lips, and just as I was about to tip it over for a drink, I

Hunter.

my head, missing her other half, and I felt the

couldn’t give in to our

enough for a breeze of

why I opened it, but I was hoping if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I wanted to hear

the forest and he was gone from my hindsight but

howling in anguish, and my

were all

the sun’s rays brushed

to sleep again,

jolted up as I sat and looked

I in

crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back

place me

the others would

beside me and I suddenly missed

now, seeing the empty,

where he slept or if he even slept, but I

in my head, and I had to face

clothes, I went downstairs and went directly to the kitchen, hoping Riley wasn’t

I missed him, I didn’t

Jenny sitting by

I wanted to

“Hi!

her as I walked towards the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk and

She stood up, went to the dining table, and came back carrying a tray of food,

to bring

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

placing everything I pulled out of the

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

with Beta Dominic to

left ten

I don’t think they’ll be

take up their

head, biting

about my

was wrong of me…” Jenny shook her head as tears started to pool

didn’t do

good wake-up

“Riley told me the truth about rolling off an Alpha command on the three of you, so you were hindered from telling me the

really didn’t do

so if you want to ask me anything, I will be honest with

painful, but

would

because everything cuts deeper when

“The Alpha, he’s not a bad person… He’s

like Riley as

know you’re not from

came from Alpha

a good one, so I know what I’m saying if I say Alpha Riley

“So Alpha Jacob knew

” “He did.

he never

Alpha Caspian, even though he and Riley

how close, but that’s what Alpha Jacob’s

guessed Alpha Jacob was smart enough to know what Alpha Riley was

it really

know if he hurt

” “Physically no.

he attempt to

”.

Andrea

And.

” “And?

my brow furrowing as

still didn’t have

if saying this would help or

to cancel the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She stopped, and

ceremony if she

My hand clamped over my mouth

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