Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

need to let it out, I’m just

all

know what

Jenny

pointed to one thing – Riley alone was guilty of everything

“Eat something.

at least drink the chocolate drink I made for you just so you have something

” “Hmmm.

I heard him let out a deep sigh before

a few minutes because I got the strength to get

the food trolled by the couch, and

picked up the cup of hot chocolate instead, it

on the wide window sill facing

about to

Hunter.

missing her other half, and I

just couldn’t give in to our

just enough for a

a growl or a

forest and he was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t take long before a howl erupted into the thin

in

were all hurting

sun’s

around, lying on my stomach and trying to sleep again, when I suddenly realized where I

body jolted up as I sat and looked

was I

waiting for Hunter to come back from the forest, but

come and place me on

think the others would come

darted to the space beside me

seeing the empty,

slept

many doubts and questions in my head, and I had to face them first before I went head-on

into my day clothes, I went downstairs and went directly

I missed him, I didn’t want

sitting

I

“Hi!

I greeted her as I walked towards the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling out the

table, and came back carrying a tray of food, placing

about to bring this upstairs for

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

I pulled out of the fridge back into its

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

went with Beta Dominic to the other side

just left ten or

think they’ll be back

will probably take

head, biting my lip

about

was wrong of me…” Jenny shook her head as tears started to pool

do anything

good wake-up call

Alpha command on the three of you, so you were

you really didn’t

if you want to ask me anything, I will be

parts would be painful, but I will try to

would

everything cuts deeper when it comes from

a bad person…

like Riley

you’re not from

“I came from

a good one, so I know what I’m saying if I say Alpha Riley

“So Alpha Jacob knew what Riley did to

” “He did.

never condoned

Caspian, even though

close, but that’s what Alpha Jacob’s Gamma told

guessed Alpha Jacob was smart enough to know what Alpha Riley was

it really

if

” “Physically no.

he attempt to touch

”.

part I have no idea, but Andrea could have told me if the Alpha

And.

” “And?

furrowing

didn’t have

would help

to cancel the Luna ceremony, and the Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart

the ceremony if she sleeps with

my mouth as a

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