Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 39

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 39

NADIA. “Nadia, everything I showed you and everything I told you was true. The only thing I withheld was that information. I don’t want my past to remind you…” “Of Elliot? Of how he was forcing himself to me?” I scoffed and laughed: “And here I was believing you were the one left behind.

That Andrea was the bad person here.

When in fact…” I couldn’t say it.

join telegram for latest update Despite everything he told me, I couldn’t find it in my heart to say that he was a ‘monster’ like Elliot.

Because he wasn’t.

He was never my monster.

But he certainly was for her, for Andrea.

I clamped my hand over my mouth as I struggled to stop myself from sobbing, but I couldn’t.

This is all too much for me now.

I walked away from Riley, but I didn’t even know if I wanted him to follow me or not.

Maybe I’m stupid or plain crazy because, despite everything, my heart was still beating for him.

Maybe because of the mate bond.

It was the only logical reason, because how could I love someone like him?

I didn’t notice when I entered our room.

I just found myself tucked inside the blanket, my body in a coiled position as I sobbed my heart out.

Elliot didn’t touch me either, but he looked at me in a lewd way, and I wondered if Riley was like that to Andrea.

So many things were running through my mind.

I was trying to justify Riley’s ways because the Goddess knew that if those words hadn’t come from his mouth, I would never have believed he was capable of such a thing.

Goddess, why me?

Why Riley?

I woke up with a pounding headache and it took a while before it registered where I was and what happened before I fell asleep.

It was too dark now.

I clutched the blanket closer to my chest at the same time the bathroom door opened and Riley came out of it, freshly showered and already wearing a shirt and sweatpants.

He saw that I was awake, so there was no use in pretending that I wasn’t.

“You’re awake.

I brought you food.

You didn’t eat anything the whole day.

” “What time is it?

” “Almost nine in the evening.

” “I just want to sleep.

”.

“Okay…” Silence “Can I sleep here?

” He asked, his voice sounding too low and hoarse.

“No.

” “Okay.

Goodnight then.

” I didn’t reply.

I waited for him to move out of the room, but he didn’t.

“Nadia… About the others.

They didn’t do anything wrong.

If anything, they were not in agreement with what I did to Andrea.

They all stayed to make sure I didn’t hurt her.

And they didn’t tell you because I ordered them not to.

I used the Alpha command on them.

So everything here is my fault.

Don’t blame them or take your anger out on them.

Especially with Jenny.

need to let it out,

all the

I didn’t know

was glad Jenny

– Riley alone

“Eat something.

chocolate drink I made for

” “Hmmm.

him let out a deep

I got the strength to get up

food trolled by the couch, and

but my mouth wasn’t craving anything I picked up the cup of hot chocolate

sat on the wide window sill

to tip it over for a drink, I saw a figure on the

Hunter.

in my head, missing her other half, and I

give in

the window a little, just enough for a breeze of air to come

if Hunter would let out a growl or a howl, then I

was gone from my hindsight but it didn’t

in

were all hurting

sun’s rays brushed against my

on my stomach and trying to sleep again,

as I sat and

I

and crunching up there, waiting for Hunter to come back from the forest, but

and place

others would

to the space beside me and I suddenly

now, seeing the empty, untouched side

to mindlink him and ask where he slept or if he even slept, but I

and I had to face them first

and changed into my day clothes, I went downstairs and went directly to the

him, I didn’t want to

saw Jenny sitting by

the person I wanted to

“Hi!

I walked towards the other side, and opened the fridge, pulling out the milk and

dining table, and came back carrying

about to bring this

They’re still warm.

” “Thank you.

placing everything I

“Is Riley around?

” “No.

went with Beta Dominic to the other side of

ten or fifteen

don’t think

will probably take up

I just nodded my head, biting my lip before

sorry about

of me…” Jenny shook her head as

do

anything, it was a good wake-up

about rolling off an Alpha command on the three of you, so

you really didn’t do anything

yesterday, so if you want to ask

some parts would be painful, but

“I would love

to ask Riley because everything

“The Alpha, he’s not a bad person… He’s just

“Do you like Riley as

you’re

came from Alpha Jacob’s

good one, so I know what I’m saying if I say Alpha Riley is a good one

knew what

” “He did.

never

helped Alpha Caspian, even though he and Riley

I really don’t know how close, but that’s what Alpha Jacob’s

enough to know what Alpha Riley was doing was wrong, so he wanted to help Andrea

“Was it really that

you know if he hurt

” “Physically no.

he attempt to

”.

part I have no idea, but Andrea could have told me if the

And.

” “And?

furrowing as I laid the fork

still didn’t

saying this would

Alpha said…” She stopped, and my heart stopped beating as I

the ceremony if she sleeps

my mouth as a gasp left my

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