Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 38

NADIA I didn’t know how long I stayed in the shower. My heart was aching badly, and I just wanted the floor to swallow me whole. I have never felt this pain before, not even when Riley left me at the cave. It was painful, but I had no expectations, and I could still think clearly after that. But now I have no idea what to do next.

join telegram for latest update He was breaking my heart and I didn’t even know if he knew it.

He was so good at pretending he loved me, but it was still Andrea all along.

She should be happy with her fated mate already.

What was she doing here?

Was she trying to ruin what Riley and I have?

I don’t know anymore if I should keep fighting for Riley and pretend I didn’t see Andrea was here today.

Or should I stand my ground and risk losing him?

He would probably choose her.

I was still confused about what to do next as I made my way down the stairs.

Jenny sent a mind link advising that lunch was ready and they were all waiting for me.

I wanted to just stay hidden in our room, but I wanted to see Riley too.

I wanted to know if he would keep up with his lies or if he would finally tell me the things that I was not aware of.

I took a deep breath as I walked down the corridors leading me to the dining room.

I could hear them talking, but I couldn’t understand.

It was as if they were talking in a low voice.

It’s like they didn’t want anyone to know about their conversation.

And my gut was right.

The room fell silent the moment I stepped in, and everything about me being calm and just waiting for Riley to open his d**n mouth went out the window.

These people were playing games with me.

“Now we can finally eat.

” Beta Dominic chuckled, but I didn’t even look at him.

I sat on the chair beside Riley, and everyone started to put food on their plates, but I was just staring at the variety of food in front of me.

Riley started placing food on my plate, and I just let him do it without glancing at him.

My eyes focused on my plate as he filled it up.

“You looked tired.

Are you okay?

” His voice was laced with concern that I almost scoffed at him.

But instead, I remained silent.

“Nadia?

” He reached for my hand that was sitting on my thigh, and gently squeezed it.

“I’m going back upstairs.

” “You haven’t even eaten yet.

” “I don’t like the food.

” Forgive me, Goddess, I never complain about food.

I was always thankful for the food I was given, but these words just slipped out of my mouth.

“What do you want to eat?

I can have them prepare it for you.

” “Don’t bother them.

I’m okay.

” “I can fix it for you if you want.

” “No, I don’t want anything.

” “Is there something wrong?

”.

“Tell me, Riley.

Is there something wrong?

” My voice was slightly higher as I tilted my head to look at him, and I saw him swallow hard.

My eyes then darted to the other people around the table.

I saw Jenny drop her gaze to the plate while the males kept forking their food, but no one was eating.

“Tell me guys, is there something wrong?

Were you talking about something before I came in?

”.

Silence.

I pushed my chair back, creating a loud screeching sound, but I remained seated, letting out a sigh of desperation as I threw the table napkin on the table.

“I should have expected no one would say anything.

Because it’s always been like that.

” “Nadia, calm down.

What’s going on?

” “Seriously, are we all just going to pretend that nothing happened today?

That Andrea wasn’t here?

” Riley wasn’t showing any emotions, but his eyes were locked with mine, and it was pissing me off, I stood up and was about to walk away when Riley’s cold voice erupted into the air.

“Come back.

Let’s talk.

now you want to

I get a decent

asked him, my brow

just let out

ask

Anything special that happened?

him in a sarcastic, happy

“Did you kiss her?

while you were talking with

” “F**k, Nadia!

saw everything on top shake while

could have felt it if

even go near

you’re admitting

supposed to be something I should

not done

all honesty,

was telling me anything in this

probably because you all knew I was just a nobody, so it’s no wonder I’m treated

and took a step, his hand reaching for my arm, but I shoved it

“Nadia!

Calm down!

you at least

“Now you want

hearing me out before

My mind went into a

his face, giving him the hardest slap

Pak!

his jaw twitching, but my hand didn’t do

didn’t even

happened to us being

for you to say something or anything when I came home

if anything

What did you say?

You said, nothing!

Nothing!

now you’re expecting me to

I’m not

You listened to me!

” “Everyone out.

as he

“No.

You stay!

so we can all say it all out in the

you and

pointed a finger at

all played me for

all in

I turned my head back to Riley, my finger pointing

“Especially you!

my heart, but what is this for

Luna as you wanted, as long as you needed one, but you duped me and said

For what?

a free

” “Nadia!

He ran his hand over his

his eyes normal, but I could see Hunter wanting to

asked for that even without saying you love me, and I would still give it

you, but this is so unfair, making me believe you love me too, wrapping me around your fingers with your words so you’ll have

finally broke as soft s**s escaped my

Please let

explain from the

going to give

I might just

you, Riley…”

please don’t… Just give me a

will tell you

“No… I’m not going to believe anything

my teeth as I wiped the tears off

.

Dominic stood

emotions, but

that again until you know what that name

I saw his hands coil into tight fists before

Alpha will

Everything.

doubt his words,

known from the beginning, even if that

leave you

explain and if you need me, just link

his chair back and I saw him

stood up from

grabbing her wrist so she would look

did you know

I couldn’t help

her betrayal was another

females

thought she was on my

of tears as she slowly turned around to face me before her hands raised and cupped my cheeks, her eyes looking straight

“I’m sorry, Nadia.

I’m really sorry.

said,

“Why?

Why?

you

we

Are you pretending too?

” “No.

I really like

really do… I’m

I couldn’t stop my

again but please… please know that everything I showed you, everything I

know I should have been a better Gamma female

I’m sorry.

I’m really sorry.

placed her forehead against mine,

idea how I was still able

away, leaving me alone with Riley, I felt Riley’s hand on my waist, but I swatted it

look back and instead walked faster to where the stairs were

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