Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 38

NADIA I didn’t know how long I stayed in the shower. My heart was aching badly, and I just wanted the floor to swallow me whole. I have never felt this pain before, not even when Riley left me at the cave. It was painful, but I had no expectations, and I could still think clearly after that. But now I have no idea what to do next.

join telegram for latest update He was breaking my heart and I didn’t even know if he knew it.

He was so good at pretending he loved me, but it was still Andrea all along.

She should be happy with her fated mate already.

What was she doing here?

Was she trying to ruin what Riley and I have?

I don’t know anymore if I should keep fighting for Riley and pretend I didn’t see Andrea was here today.

Or should I stand my ground and risk losing him?

He would probably choose her.

I was still confused about what to do next as I made my way down the stairs.

Jenny sent a mind link advising that lunch was ready and they were all waiting for me.

I wanted to just stay hidden in our room, but I wanted to see Riley too.

I wanted to know if he would keep up with his lies or if he would finally tell me the things that I was not aware of.

I took a deep breath as I walked down the corridors leading me to the dining room.

I could hear them talking, but I couldn’t understand.

It was as if they were talking in a low voice.

It’s like they didn’t want anyone to know about their conversation.

And my gut was right.

The room fell silent the moment I stepped in, and everything about me being calm and just waiting for Riley to open his d**n mouth went out the window.

These people were playing games with me.

“Now we can finally eat.

” Beta Dominic chuckled, but I didn’t even look at him.

I sat on the chair beside Riley, and everyone started to put food on their plates, but I was just staring at the variety of food in front of me.

Riley started placing food on my plate, and I just let him do it without glancing at him.

My eyes focused on my plate as he filled it up.

“You looked tired.

Are you okay?

” His voice was laced with concern that I almost scoffed at him.

But instead, I remained silent.

“Nadia?

” He reached for my hand that was sitting on my thigh, and gently squeezed it.

“I’m going back upstairs.

” “You haven’t even eaten yet.

” “I don’t like the food.

” Forgive me, Goddess, I never complain about food.

I was always thankful for the food I was given, but these words just slipped out of my mouth.

“What do you want to eat?

I can have them prepare it for you.

” “Don’t bother them.

I’m okay.

” “I can fix it for you if you want.

” “No, I don’t want anything.

” “Is there something wrong?

”.

“Tell me, Riley.

Is there something wrong?

” My voice was slightly higher as I tilted my head to look at him, and I saw him swallow hard.

My eyes then darted to the other people around the table.

I saw Jenny drop her gaze to the plate while the males kept forking their food, but no one was eating.

“Tell me guys, is there something wrong?

Were you talking about something before I came in?

”.

Silence.

I pushed my chair back, creating a loud screeching sound, but I remained seated, letting out a sigh of desperation as I threw the table napkin on the table.

“I should have expected no one would say anything.

Because it’s always been like that.

” “Nadia, calm down.

What’s going on?

” “Seriously, are we all just going to pretend that nothing happened today?

That Andrea wasn’t here?

” Riley wasn’t showing any emotions, but his eyes were locked with mine, and it was pissing me off, I stood up and was about to walk away when Riley’s cold voice erupted into the air.

“Come back.

Let’s talk.

“So now you

I get a

him,

just let out

me start over again and ask you, so… what did you do

Anything special that happened?

a sarcastic, happy tone before my

“Did you kiss her?

f*g her while you were talking with me in

” “F**k, Nadia!

the table, and I saw everything on

have felt it

even

now you’re

to be something

“Nadia…” “I’m not

all honesty, I

me

probably because you all knew I was just a nobody, so it’s no wonder

and took a step, his hand

“Nadia!

Calm down!

least let

“Now you want to

“What happened to hearing me out before

went into a rage

the hardest slap I had

Pak!

but my hand didn’t

didn’t

what happened to us being

anything when I came home from Katya’s house, but you just played me

if anything special

What did you say?

You said, nothing!

Nothing!

now you’re expecting me

“Nadia…” “Stop, I’m not

You listened to me!

” “Everyone out.

cold as

“No.

You stay!

can all say it all

you, you and

finger at everyone around the

all played me

all in

to Riley, my

“Especially you!

my heart, but what is this for you,

and was willing to be a good a Luna as you wanted, as long as you needed one, but you duped me

For what?

a free

” “Nadia!

his

I could see

that even without saying you love me, and I would still give

making me believe you love me too, wrapping me around

voice finally broke as soft s**s escaped

let me

from the

going to

might just

you, Riley…” “Please don’t say

Just give me

tell

going to believe anything

I snapped at him, gritting my teeth as I wiped the

.

Dominic stood

were showing too many emotions, but I tried to ignore

you address me like that again until you

his hands coil

The Alpha will tell you

Everything.

doubt his

from the beginning, even if that means breaking

will leave

him explain and if you need me,

He pushed his chair back and I saw him tap the Gamma’s shoulder before

and Jenny stood up from their seats and started to

her wrist so she

did you know

I couldn’t help myself

was another

thought females should stick

she was

turned around to face me before her hands raised and

“I’m sorry, Nadia.

I’m really sorry.

said, between her

“Why?

Why?

you

thought we

Are you pretending too?

” “No.

I really like you

do… I’m

couldn’t stop my own

you will never trust me again but please… please

I should have been a better Gamma

I’m sorry.

I’m really sorry.

her forehead against mine, and my

I was still able to stand

and took her away, leaving me alone with Riley, I felt Riley’s hand on my waist, but I swatted it away

footsteps behind me, but I didn’t look back and instead walked faster to where

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