Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 38

NADIA I didn’t know how long I stayed in the shower. My heart was aching badly, and I just wanted the floor to swallow me whole. I have never felt this pain before, not even when Riley left me at the cave. It was painful, but I had no expectations, and I could still think clearly after that. But now I have no idea what to do next.

join telegram for latest update He was breaking my heart and I didn’t even know if he knew it.

He was so good at pretending he loved me, but it was still Andrea all along.

She should be happy with her fated mate already.

What was she doing here?

Was she trying to ruin what Riley and I have?

I don’t know anymore if I should keep fighting for Riley and pretend I didn’t see Andrea was here today.

Or should I stand my ground and risk losing him?

He would probably choose her.

I was still confused about what to do next as I made my way down the stairs.

Jenny sent a mind link advising that lunch was ready and they were all waiting for me.

I wanted to just stay hidden in our room, but I wanted to see Riley too.

I wanted to know if he would keep up with his lies or if he would finally tell me the things that I was not aware of.

I took a deep breath as I walked down the corridors leading me to the dining room.

I could hear them talking, but I couldn’t understand.

It was as if they were talking in a low voice.

It’s like they didn’t want anyone to know about their conversation.

And my gut was right.

The room fell silent the moment I stepped in, and everything about me being calm and just waiting for Riley to open his d**n mouth went out the window.

These people were playing games with me.

“Now we can finally eat.

” Beta Dominic chuckled, but I didn’t even look at him.

I sat on the chair beside Riley, and everyone started to put food on their plates, but I was just staring at the variety of food in front of me.

Riley started placing food on my plate, and I just let him do it without glancing at him.

My eyes focused on my plate as he filled it up.

“You looked tired.

Are you okay?

” His voice was laced with concern that I almost scoffed at him.

But instead, I remained silent.

“Nadia?

” He reached for my hand that was sitting on my thigh, and gently squeezed it.

“I’m going back upstairs.

” “You haven’t even eaten yet.

” “I don’t like the food.

” Forgive me, Goddess, I never complain about food.

I was always thankful for the food I was given, but these words just slipped out of my mouth.

“What do you want to eat?

I can have them prepare it for you.

” “Don’t bother them.

I’m okay.

” “I can fix it for you if you want.

” “No, I don’t want anything.

” “Is there something wrong?

”.

“Tell me, Riley.

Is there something wrong?

” My voice was slightly higher as I tilted my head to look at him, and I saw him swallow hard.

My eyes then darted to the other people around the table.

I saw Jenny drop her gaze to the plate while the males kept forking their food, but no one was eating.

“Tell me guys, is there something wrong?

Were you talking about something before I came in?

”.

Silence.

I pushed my chair back, creating a loud screeching sound, but I remained seated, letting out a sigh of desperation as I threw the table napkin on the table.

“I should have expected no one would say anything.

Because it’s always been like that.

” “Nadia, calm down.

What’s going on?

” “Seriously, are we all just going to pretend that nothing happened today?

That Andrea wasn’t here?

” Riley wasn’t showing any emotions, but his eyes were locked with mine, and it was pissing me off, I stood up and was about to walk away when Riley’s cold voice erupted into the air.

“Come back.

Let’s talk.

now you

get

I asked him,

out

again and ask you, so… what did

Anything special that happened?

him in a sarcastic, happy tone before my voice

“Did you kiss her?

were talking

” “F**k, Nadia!

coiled fist hit the table, and I saw everything on top shake while I

have felt it if I touched

didn’t even

you’re admitting she

to be

not

all honesty,

nobody was telling me anything in

because you all knew I was just a nobody, so it’s no wonder

He stood up and took a step, his hand reaching for my arm, but I

“Nadia!

Calm down!

at least let me

“Now you want

“What happened to hearing me

went into a rage and I couldn’t

his face, giving him the

Pak!

jaw twitching, but my hand didn’t

didn’t even

to

say something or anything when I came home from Katya’s house, but you just

asked if anything

What did you say?

You said, nothing!

Nothing!

now you’re expecting me

“Nadia…” “Stop, I’m

You listened to me!

” “Everyone out.

as he ordered them to

“No.

You stay!

of you stay, so we can all say it all out in

you, you

pointed a finger at everyone

all played me for a

all in

back to Riley, my finger pointing at

“Especially you!

but what is this for you,

be a good a Luna as you wanted, as long as

For what?

a free

” “Nadia!

He ran his

keeping his eyes normal, but I

saying you love

so unfair, making me believe you love me too, wrapping me around your fingers

as soft s**s escaped my

let me

explain from

“You’re just going to

might just believe you

hate you, Riley…” “Please don’t say

Just give me a

tell

“No… I’m not going to believe anything

gritting my teeth as I wiped the tears

.

Beta Dominic

eyes were showing too many emotions, but I tried

address me like that again

his hands coil into tight

The Alpha will

Everything.

his

you should have known from

will leave you two

let him explain and if you need me, just link

back and I saw him tap the Gamma’s shoulder before

stood up from their

wrist so she would look back at

me, did

couldn’t help myself

that her betrayal was another thing

thought females

was on my

eyes were full of tears as she slowly turned around to face me before her hands

“I’m sorry, Nadia.

I’m really sorry.

said,

“Why?

Why?

thought you

thought we

Are you pretending too?

” “No.

I really

do… I’m

poured down her face, and I couldn’t stop my own tears from streaming

please know that everything I showed you, everything I

should have been a better Gamma female and I failed

I’m sorry.

I’m really sorry.

She placed her forehead against mine,

no idea how I was still able to

and took her away, leaving me alone with Riley, I felt Riley’s hand on my

heard footsteps behind me, but I didn’t look back and instead walked faster to where the stairs

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