Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 38

NADIA I didn’t know how long I stayed in the shower. My heart was aching badly, and I just wanted the floor to swallow me whole. I have never felt this pain before, not even when Riley left me at the cave. It was painful, but I had no expectations, and I could still think clearly after that. But now I have no idea what to do next.

join telegram for latest update He was breaking my heart and I didn’t even know if he knew it.

He was so good at pretending he loved me, but it was still Andrea all along.

She should be happy with her fated mate already.

What was she doing here?

Was she trying to ruin what Riley and I have?

I don’t know anymore if I should keep fighting for Riley and pretend I didn’t see Andrea was here today.

Or should I stand my ground and risk losing him?

He would probably choose her.

I was still confused about what to do next as I made my way down the stairs.

Jenny sent a mind link advising that lunch was ready and they were all waiting for me.

I wanted to just stay hidden in our room, but I wanted to see Riley too.

I wanted to know if he would keep up with his lies or if he would finally tell me the things that I was not aware of.

I took a deep breath as I walked down the corridors leading me to the dining room.

I could hear them talking, but I couldn’t understand.

It was as if they were talking in a low voice.

It’s like they didn’t want anyone to know about their conversation.

And my gut was right.

The room fell silent the moment I stepped in, and everything about me being calm and just waiting for Riley to open his d**n mouth went out the window.

These people were playing games with me.

“Now we can finally eat.

” Beta Dominic chuckled, but I didn’t even look at him.

I sat on the chair beside Riley, and everyone started to put food on their plates, but I was just staring at the variety of food in front of me.

Riley started placing food on my plate, and I just let him do it without glancing at him.

My eyes focused on my plate as he filled it up.

“You looked tired.

Are you okay?

” His voice was laced with concern that I almost scoffed at him.

But instead, I remained silent.

“Nadia?

” He reached for my hand that was sitting on my thigh, and gently squeezed it.

“I’m going back upstairs.

” “You haven’t even eaten yet.

” “I don’t like the food.

” Forgive me, Goddess, I never complain about food.

I was always thankful for the food I was given, but these words just slipped out of my mouth.

“What do you want to eat?

I can have them prepare it for you.

” “Don’t bother them.

I’m okay.

” “I can fix it for you if you want.

” “No, I don’t want anything.

” “Is there something wrong?

”.

“Tell me, Riley.

Is there something wrong?

” My voice was slightly higher as I tilted my head to look at him, and I saw him swallow hard.

My eyes then darted to the other people around the table.

I saw Jenny drop her gaze to the plate while the males kept forking their food, but no one was eating.

“Tell me guys, is there something wrong?

Were you talking about something before I came in?

”.

Silence.

I pushed my chair back, creating a loud screeching sound, but I remained seated, letting out a sigh of desperation as I threw the table napkin on the table.

“I should have expected no one would say anything.

Because it’s always been like that.

” “Nadia, calm down.

What’s going on?

” “Seriously, are we all just going to pretend that nothing happened today?

That Andrea wasn’t here?

” Riley wasn’t showing any emotions, but his eyes were locked with mine, and it was pissing me off, I stood up and was about to walk away when Riley’s cold voice erupted into the air.

“Come back.

Let’s talk.

now you want to

I get a

asked him,

out

start over again and ask

Anything special that happened?

sarcastic, happy tone before my

“Did you kiss her?

her while you were talking

” “F**k, Nadia!

hit the table, and I saw everything on top shake

it

didn’t even

you’re admitting

be something I should

“I’m not done talking

honesty, I shouldn’t

was telling me

I was just a nobody, so it’s no wonder I’m

step, his hand reaching for my arm,

“Nadia!

Calm down!

at least let

“Now you

hearing me

mind went into a rage

face, giving him the hardest slap I had ever delivered

Pak!

his jaw twitching, but my hand didn’t

didn’t

to

or anything when I came home from Katya’s house,

asked if

What did you say?

You said, nothing!

Nothing!

me to

“Nadia…” “Stop, I’m not done

You listened to me!

” “Everyone out.

was cold as he ordered

“No.

You stay!

stay, so we can all

you

at everyone around the

all played me

all in

to Riley, my finger pointing at

“Especially you!

what is

wanted, as long as you needed one, but you duped me and said you

For what?

get a

” “Nadia!

He ran his

normal, but I could

for that even without saying you love me, and I would still give it to

making me believe you love me too, wrapping me around your

as soft s**s escaped my

Please let me

explain from the

“You’re just going to

might just believe

hate you, Riley…”

please don’t… Just give me a

tell

not going to believe anything you

I snapped at him, gritting my teeth as I wiped

.

Beta Dominic stood

were showing too many emotions, but

you address me like that again until

I saw his hands coil into

The Alpha will

Everything.

you doubt his words, ask

tell you what you should have known from

will leave you two

him explain and if you

I saw him tap the Gamma’s shoulder

Jenny stood up from their seats and started to

after Jenny, grabbing her wrist so she would look back

me, did

couldn’t help myself from

felt that her betrayal was

thought females should stick

thought she was on my

of tears as she slowly turned around to face me before her

“I’m sorry, Nadia.

I’m really sorry.

She said, between

“Why?

Why?

thought you

we

Are you pretending too?

” “No.

really like

do… I’m

couldn’t stop my own tears

me again but please… please know that everything

have been a better Gamma female and

I’m sorry.

I’m really sorry.

against mine, and my

idea how I was still able to

I felt Riley’s hand on my waist, but I swatted it

heard footsteps behind me, but I didn’t look back and instead walked

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