Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 38

NADIA I didn’t know how long I stayed in the shower. My heart was aching badly, and I just wanted the floor to swallow me whole. I have never felt this pain before, not even when Riley left me at the cave. It was painful, but I had no expectations, and I could still think clearly after that. But now I have no idea what to do next.

join telegram for latest update He was breaking my heart and I didn’t even know if he knew it.

He was so good at pretending he loved me, but it was still Andrea all along.

She should be happy with her fated mate already.

What was she doing here?

Was she trying to ruin what Riley and I have?

I don’t know anymore if I should keep fighting for Riley and pretend I didn’t see Andrea was here today.

Or should I stand my ground and risk losing him?

He would probably choose her.

I was still confused about what to do next as I made my way down the stairs.

Jenny sent a mind link advising that lunch was ready and they were all waiting for me.

I wanted to just stay hidden in our room, but I wanted to see Riley too.

I wanted to know if he would keep up with his lies or if he would finally tell me the things that I was not aware of.

I took a deep breath as I walked down the corridors leading me to the dining room.

I could hear them talking, but I couldn’t understand.

It was as if they were talking in a low voice.

It’s like they didn’t want anyone to know about their conversation.

And my gut was right.

The room fell silent the moment I stepped in, and everything about me being calm and just waiting for Riley to open his d**n mouth went out the window.

These people were playing games with me.

“Now we can finally eat.

” Beta Dominic chuckled, but I didn’t even look at him.

I sat on the chair beside Riley, and everyone started to put food on their plates, but I was just staring at the variety of food in front of me.

Riley started placing food on my plate, and I just let him do it without glancing at him.

My eyes focused on my plate as he filled it up.

“You looked tired.

Are you okay?

” His voice was laced with concern that I almost scoffed at him.

But instead, I remained silent.

“Nadia?

” He reached for my hand that was sitting on my thigh, and gently squeezed it.

“I’m going back upstairs.

” “You haven’t even eaten yet.

” “I don’t like the food.

” Forgive me, Goddess, I never complain about food.

I was always thankful for the food I was given, but these words just slipped out of my mouth.

“What do you want to eat?

I can have them prepare it for you.

” “Don’t bother them.

I’m okay.

” “I can fix it for you if you want.

” “No, I don’t want anything.

” “Is there something wrong?

”.

“Tell me, Riley.

Is there something wrong?

” My voice was slightly higher as I tilted my head to look at him, and I saw him swallow hard.

My eyes then darted to the other people around the table.

I saw Jenny drop her gaze to the plate while the males kept forking their food, but no one was eating.

“Tell me guys, is there something wrong?

Were you talking about something before I came in?

”.

Silence.

I pushed my chair back, creating a loud screeching sound, but I remained seated, letting out a sigh of desperation as I threw the table napkin on the table.

“I should have expected no one would say anything.

Because it’s always been like that.

” “Nadia, calm down.

What’s going on?

” “Seriously, are we all just going to pretend that nothing happened today?

That Andrea wasn’t here?

” Riley wasn’t showing any emotions, but his eyes were locked with mine, and it was pissing me off, I stood up and was about to walk away when Riley’s cold voice erupted into the air.

“Come back.

Let’s talk.

now you want

I get

him, my brow

out

me start over again and ask you,

Anything special that happened?

in a sarcastic, happy tone

“Did you kiss her?

were talking with

” “F**k, Nadia!

I saw everything on top shake while I stopped

have felt it

didn’t even

now you’re

it supposed to be

“Nadia…” “I’m not done

all honesty, I shouldn’t

me anything in

just a nobody, so it’s

step, his hand reaching for my arm, but I shoved it

“Nadia!

Calm down!

you at least let

“Now you want to

me out

My mind went into a rage

rose to his face, giving him the hardest slap I

Pak!

jaw twitching, but my hand didn’t do anything

didn’t

to us being

anything when I came home from Katya’s house, but

asked if anything

What did you say?

You said, nothing!

Nothing!

you’re expecting me

I’m not done

You listened to me!

” “Everyone out.

was cold as he ordered them to

“No.

You stay!

of you stay, so we can all say it all out in the

you

a finger at everyone around

me

were all in on this

back to Riley, my finger pointing at his

“Especially you!

what

offered you a contract and was willing to be a good a Luna as you wanted, as long as you needed one, but you duped me and said you

For what?

a

” “Nadia!

ran his hand over

but I could see

saying you love me, and I would still give

so unfair, making me believe you love me too, wrapping me around your fingers with your words so you’ll have someone

finally broke as soft s**s escaped my

Please let me

from the very

“You’re just going

I might just believe you

you, Riley…”

don’t… Just

tell

not going to

my teeth as I

.

Dominic stood

too many emotions, but I

you address me like that again until you know what that

I saw his hands coil into tight fists

Alpha will tell you

Everything.

his words, ask

have known from the beginning, even if that means

will leave you

please let him explain and if you

I saw him tap

stood up from their seats and started

her wrist so she would look back at

did you

I couldn’t help myself from

that her betrayal was another thing breaking my

females should

thought she was on

turned around to face me before her hands raised and cupped

“I’m sorry, Nadia.

I’m really sorry.

said, between

“Why?

Why?

thought you liked

thought we were

Are you pretending too?

” “No.

I really like you

do…

poured down her face, and I couldn’t stop

please… please know that everything I showed you, everything

I should have been a better Gamma female

I’m sorry.

I’m really sorry.

her forehead against mine, and my broken heart

how I was still able to

with Riley, I felt Riley’s hand on my waist, but I swatted it away as I

but I didn’t look back and instead walked faster to where the stairs were

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