Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 38

NADIA I didn’t know how long I stayed in the shower. My heart was aching badly, and I just wanted the floor to swallow me whole. I have never felt this pain before, not even when Riley left me at the cave. It was painful, but I had no expectations, and I could still think clearly after that. But now I have no idea what to do next.

join telegram for latest update He was breaking my heart and I didn’t even know if he knew it.

He was so good at pretending he loved me, but it was still Andrea all along.

She should be happy with her fated mate already.

What was she doing here?

Was she trying to ruin what Riley and I have?

I don’t know anymore if I should keep fighting for Riley and pretend I didn’t see Andrea was here today.

Or should I stand my ground and risk losing him?

He would probably choose her.

I was still confused about what to do next as I made my way down the stairs.

Jenny sent a mind link advising that lunch was ready and they were all waiting for me.

I wanted to just stay hidden in our room, but I wanted to see Riley too.

I wanted to know if he would keep up with his lies or if he would finally tell me the things that I was not aware of.

I took a deep breath as I walked down the corridors leading me to the dining room.

I could hear them talking, but I couldn’t understand.

It was as if they were talking in a low voice.

It’s like they didn’t want anyone to know about their conversation.

And my gut was right.

The room fell silent the moment I stepped in, and everything about me being calm and just waiting for Riley to open his d**n mouth went out the window.

These people were playing games with me.

“Now we can finally eat.

” Beta Dominic chuckled, but I didn’t even look at him.

I sat on the chair beside Riley, and everyone started to put food on their plates, but I was just staring at the variety of food in front of me.

Riley started placing food on my plate, and I just let him do it without glancing at him.

My eyes focused on my plate as he filled it up.

“You looked tired.

Are you okay?

” His voice was laced with concern that I almost scoffed at him.

But instead, I remained silent.

“Nadia?

” He reached for my hand that was sitting on my thigh, and gently squeezed it.

“I’m going back upstairs.

” “You haven’t even eaten yet.

” “I don’t like the food.

” Forgive me, Goddess, I never complain about food.

I was always thankful for the food I was given, but these words just slipped out of my mouth.

“What do you want to eat?

I can have them prepare it for you.

” “Don’t bother them.

I’m okay.

” “I can fix it for you if you want.

” “No, I don’t want anything.

” “Is there something wrong?

”.

“Tell me, Riley.

Is there something wrong?

” My voice was slightly higher as I tilted my head to look at him, and I saw him swallow hard.

My eyes then darted to the other people around the table.

I saw Jenny drop her gaze to the plate while the males kept forking their food, but no one was eating.

“Tell me guys, is there something wrong?

Were you talking about something before I came in?

”.

Silence.

I pushed my chair back, creating a loud screeching sound, but I remained seated, letting out a sigh of desperation as I threw the table napkin on the table.

“I should have expected no one would say anything.

Because it’s always been like that.

” “Nadia, calm down.

What’s going on?

” “Seriously, are we all just going to pretend that nothing happened today?

That Andrea wasn’t here?

” Riley wasn’t showing any emotions, but his eyes were locked with mine, and it was pissing me off, I stood up and was about to walk away when Riley’s cold voice erupted into the air.

“Come back.

Let’s talk.

“So now you want

get

asked him, my brow hiking

let out a deep

start over again and ask you, so… what did you

Anything special that happened?

in a sarcastic, happy tone before my voice went cold

“Did you kiss her?

were

” “F**k, Nadia!

I saw

could have felt it if

didn’t even go

“So now you’re admitting

to be something I should

“Nadia…” “I’m not

all honesty, I shouldn’t

nobody was telling me anything in this

knew I was just a nobody, so it’s no

took a step, his hand reaching for my

“Nadia!

Calm down!

least

“Now you

happened to hearing me out before you made your

mind went into a rage and I couldn’t

his face, giving him the hardest slap I had ever delivered in

Pak!

but my hand didn’t do

head didn’t even

to us being

say something or anything when I came home from Katya’s house, but you just played me

if anything

What did you say?

You said, nothing!

Nothing!

expecting me to

I’m

You listened to me!

” “Everyone out.

was cold as he ordered

“No.

You stay!

all say it all out in

you

finger at

played me

were all in

back to Riley, my

“Especially you!

gave you my heart, but what is this for you, just

Luna as you wanted, as long as you needed one,

For what?

a

” “Nadia!

He ran his hand over

but I could see Hunter wanting to come

could have asked for that even without saying you love me, and I

this is so unfair, making me believe you love me too, wrapping me around your fingers with your words so you’ll have someone to call

finally broke as soft s**s

let

from the

“You’re just going to

just believe you

you, Riley…” “Please don’t say

Just

will tell you

“No… I’m not going to believe anything you will

teeth as I wiped

.

Dominic

were showing too many emotions, but I tried to

you address me like that again until you know what that

his hands coil into

Alpha will tell you

Everything.

doubt his words, ask

should have known from the beginning, even if that means

leave you two

him explain and if you need me,

chair back and I saw him tap the Gamma’s

stood up from their seats and

after Jenny, grabbing her wrist

me, did you

I couldn’t help myself from

her betrayal was another thing breaking

females should stick

was on

to face me before her

“I’m sorry, Nadia.

I’m really sorry.

said,

“Why?

Why?

you liked

we

Are you pretending too?

” “No.

really like you

do…

and I couldn’t stop my own

please know that everything I showed you, everything I told

a better Gamma

I’m sorry.

I’m really sorry.

mine,

I was still

away, leaving me alone with Riley, I felt Riley’s

but I didn’t look back and instead walked faster to where the stairs were “Nadia, let’s

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