Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 38

NADIA I didn’t know how long I stayed in the shower. My heart was aching badly, and I just wanted the floor to swallow me whole. I have never felt this pain before, not even when Riley left me at the cave. It was painful, but I had no expectations, and I could still think clearly after that. But now I have no idea what to do next.

join telegram for latest update He was breaking my heart and I didn’t even know if he knew it.

He was so good at pretending he loved me, but it was still Andrea all along.

She should be happy with her fated mate already.

What was she doing here?

Was she trying to ruin what Riley and I have?

I don’t know anymore if I should keep fighting for Riley and pretend I didn’t see Andrea was here today.

Or should I stand my ground and risk losing him?

He would probably choose her.

I was still confused about what to do next as I made my way down the stairs.

Jenny sent a mind link advising that lunch was ready and they were all waiting for me.

I wanted to just stay hidden in our room, but I wanted to see Riley too.

I wanted to know if he would keep up with his lies or if he would finally tell me the things that I was not aware of.

I took a deep breath as I walked down the corridors leading me to the dining room.

I could hear them talking, but I couldn’t understand.

It was as if they were talking in a low voice.

It’s like they didn’t want anyone to know about their conversation.

And my gut was right.

The room fell silent the moment I stepped in, and everything about me being calm and just waiting for Riley to open his d**n mouth went out the window.

These people were playing games with me.

“Now we can finally eat.

” Beta Dominic chuckled, but I didn’t even look at him.

I sat on the chair beside Riley, and everyone started to put food on their plates, but I was just staring at the variety of food in front of me.

Riley started placing food on my plate, and I just let him do it without glancing at him.

My eyes focused on my plate as he filled it up.

“You looked tired.

Are you okay?

” His voice was laced with concern that I almost scoffed at him.

But instead, I remained silent.

“Nadia?

” He reached for my hand that was sitting on my thigh, and gently squeezed it.

“I’m going back upstairs.

” “You haven’t even eaten yet.

” “I don’t like the food.

” Forgive me, Goddess, I never complain about food.

I was always thankful for the food I was given, but these words just slipped out of my mouth.

“What do you want to eat?

I can have them prepare it for you.

” “Don’t bother them.

I’m okay.

” “I can fix it for you if you want.

” “No, I don’t want anything.

” “Is there something wrong?

”.

“Tell me, Riley.

Is there something wrong?

” My voice was slightly higher as I tilted my head to look at him, and I saw him swallow hard.

My eyes then darted to the other people around the table.

I saw Jenny drop her gaze to the plate while the males kept forking their food, but no one was eating.

“Tell me guys, is there something wrong?

Were you talking about something before I came in?

”.

Silence.

I pushed my chair back, creating a loud screeching sound, but I remained seated, letting out a sigh of desperation as I threw the table napkin on the table.

“I should have expected no one would say anything.

Because it’s always been like that.

” “Nadia, calm down.

What’s going on?

” “Seriously, are we all just going to pretend that nothing happened today?

That Andrea wasn’t here?

” Riley wasn’t showing any emotions, but his eyes were locked with mine, and it was pissing me off, I stood up and was about to walk away when Riley’s cold voice erupted into the air.

“Come back.

Let’s talk.

you

I get a

I asked him, my

just let out

start over again and ask

Anything special that happened?

asked him in a sarcastic, happy tone before

“Did you kiss her?

you f*g her while you were talking with

” “F**k, Nadia!

and I saw everything on

felt it if I touched

didn’t even go

now you’re

it supposed to be something I should

“I’m not done talking

all honesty, I shouldn’t

me anything in

probably because you all knew I was just a nobody, so it’s no

step, his hand reaching for

“Nadia!

Calm down!

at least

“Now you want

happened to hearing me out before you made

My mind went into a rage

to his face, giving him the hardest

Pak!

his jaw twitching, but my hand didn’t do

head didn’t

what happened to

I came home from

if anything special

What did you say?

You said, nothing!

Nothing!

me

I’m not

You listened to me!

” “Everyone out.

voice was cold as he ordered

“No.

You stay!

can all say it

you, you and

pointed a finger at everyone

me for

all in

to Riley, my finger pointing at his

“Especially you!

you my heart, but what is this for you, just a

willing to be a good a Luna as you wanted, as long as you needed one, but you duped me and

For what?

a free

” “Nadia!

ran his

was keeping his eyes normal, but I

saying you

you, but this is so unfair, making me believe you love me too,

broke as soft s**s

Please let me

explain from the

going

might just believe

you, Riley…”

Just give

tell you

not going to believe anything you

him, gritting my teeth as I wiped the tears

.

Dominic stood

emotions, but I tried to

again until you know

his hands coil into tight fists before he

will tell you

Everything.

you doubt his words,

you should have known from the beginning, even

will leave you two

let him explain and if

I saw him tap the Gamma’s shoulder before leaving the

Sebastian and Jenny stood up from their seats and

wrist so she would look back

did you know

couldn’t help myself from

felt that her betrayal was another

females should stick

was

she slowly turned around to face me before her

“I’m sorry, Nadia.

I’m really sorry.

She said,

“Why?

Why?

thought you liked

we

Are you pretending too?

” “No.

I really like you

do… I’m

and I couldn’t stop my own tears from streaming down my

never trust me again but please… please know that

know I should have been a better Gamma

I’m sorry.

I’m really sorry.

placed her forehead against mine, and my

had no idea how I was still able

both crying when Gamma Sebastian approached us and took her away, leaving me alone with Riley, I felt Riley’s hand on my

back and instead walked faster to where the stairs

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