Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 38

NADIA I didn’t know how long I stayed in the shower. My heart was aching badly, and I just wanted the floor to swallow me whole. I have never felt this pain before, not even when Riley left me at the cave. It was painful, but I had no expectations, and I could still think clearly after that. But now I have no idea what to do next.

join telegram for latest update He was breaking my heart and I didn’t even know if he knew it.

He was so good at pretending he loved me, but it was still Andrea all along.

She should be happy with her fated mate already.

What was she doing here?

Was she trying to ruin what Riley and I have?

I don’t know anymore if I should keep fighting for Riley and pretend I didn’t see Andrea was here today.

Or should I stand my ground and risk losing him?

He would probably choose her.

I was still confused about what to do next as I made my way down the stairs.

Jenny sent a mind link advising that lunch was ready and they were all waiting for me.

I wanted to just stay hidden in our room, but I wanted to see Riley too.

I wanted to know if he would keep up with his lies or if he would finally tell me the things that I was not aware of.

I took a deep breath as I walked down the corridors leading me to the dining room.

I could hear them talking, but I couldn’t understand.

It was as if they were talking in a low voice.

It’s like they didn’t want anyone to know about their conversation.

And my gut was right.

The room fell silent the moment I stepped in, and everything about me being calm and just waiting for Riley to open his d**n mouth went out the window.

These people were playing games with me.

“Now we can finally eat.

” Beta Dominic chuckled, but I didn’t even look at him.

I sat on the chair beside Riley, and everyone started to put food on their plates, but I was just staring at the variety of food in front of me.

Riley started placing food on my plate, and I just let him do it without glancing at him.

My eyes focused on my plate as he filled it up.

“You looked tired.

Are you okay?

” His voice was laced with concern that I almost scoffed at him.

But instead, I remained silent.

“Nadia?

” He reached for my hand that was sitting on my thigh, and gently squeezed it.

“I’m going back upstairs.

” “You haven’t even eaten yet.

” “I don’t like the food.

” Forgive me, Goddess, I never complain about food.

I was always thankful for the food I was given, but these words just slipped out of my mouth.

“What do you want to eat?

I can have them prepare it for you.

” “Don’t bother them.

I’m okay.

” “I can fix it for you if you want.

” “No, I don’t want anything.

” “Is there something wrong?

”.

“Tell me, Riley.

Is there something wrong?

” My voice was slightly higher as I tilted my head to look at him, and I saw him swallow hard.

My eyes then darted to the other people around the table.

I saw Jenny drop her gaze to the plate while the males kept forking their food, but no one was eating.

“Tell me guys, is there something wrong?

Were you talking about something before I came in?

”.

Silence.

I pushed my chair back, creating a loud screeching sound, but I remained seated, letting out a sigh of desperation as I threw the table napkin on the table.

“I should have expected no one would say anything.

Because it’s always been like that.

” “Nadia, calm down.

What’s going on?

” “Seriously, are we all just going to pretend that nothing happened today?

That Andrea wasn’t here?

” Riley wasn’t showing any emotions, but his eyes were locked with mine, and it was pissing me off, I stood up and was about to walk away when Riley’s cold voice erupted into the air.

“Come back.

Let’s talk.

you want

I get a decent

him, my brow

out a deep

over again and ask

Anything special that happened?

sarcastic, happy tone before my voice

“Did you kiss her?

f*g her while you were talking with me in your

” “F**k, Nadia!

coiled fist hit the table, and I saw everything on top shake while I stopped myself from

have felt it if I

didn’t even go

“So now you’re admitting she was

be something I

not done

all honesty, I

was telling me anything

probably because you all knew I was just a nobody, so it’s no wonder I’m treated

his hand reaching for my arm,

“Nadia!

Calm down!

you at least

you want to

“What happened to hearing me out before you made

a

giving him the

Pak!

his jaw twitching, but my hand didn’t

head didn’t

what happened to us being a

to say something or anything when I came home from Katya’s house, but you just played

asked if anything

What did you say?

You said, nothing!

Nothing!

me to hear

“Nadia…” “Stop, I’m not done

You listened to me!

” “Everyone out.

His voice was cold as he ordered them

“No.

You stay!

you stay, so we can all say it all out

you

finger at

all played me

all in on this

back to Riley, my

“Especially you!

heart, but what is

offered you a contract and was willing to be a good a Luna as you wanted, as long as you needed one, but you duped me and said

For what?

get a

” “Nadia!

ran his hand

I could see Hunter wanting

without saying you love me, and I would still give it

unfair, making me believe you love me too, wrapping me around your fingers with your

My voice finally broke as soft s**s escaped my

Please let me

will explain from the

just going to give me

might just believe you

you, Riley…”

please don’t… Just give me

tell

to believe anything you

snapped at him, gritting my teeth

.

Beta Dominic stood

eyes were showing too many emotions, but I tried

me like that again until you know what

hands coil into tight fists before

The Alpha will

Everything.

you doubt his

have known from the

leave you

if you

He pushed his chair back and I saw him tap

Jenny stood up from their seats and started

after Jenny, grabbing her wrist

me, did

help myself

her betrayal was another thing breaking my

thought females

thought she was on my

of tears as she slowly turned around to face me before

“I’m sorry, Nadia.

I’m really sorry.

She said,

“Why?

Why?

you liked

thought we

Are you pretending too?

” “No.

really like

really do… I’m

and I couldn’t stop my own tears from streaming down

will never trust me again but please… please know that everything I showed you, everything I told

should have been a better Gamma female and I failed

I’m sorry.

I’m really sorry.

forehead against mine, and

how I was still able to stand and hold

Sebastian approached us and took her away, leaving me alone with Riley, I felt Riley’s hand on my waist, but I swatted it away

look back and instead walked faster

answer all