Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 38

NADIA I didn’t know how long I stayed in the shower. My heart was aching badly, and I just wanted the floor to swallow me whole. I have never felt this pain before, not even when Riley left me at the cave. It was painful, but I had no expectations, and I could still think clearly after that. But now I have no idea what to do next.

join telegram for latest update He was breaking my heart and I didn’t even know if he knew it.

He was so good at pretending he loved me, but it was still Andrea all along.

She should be happy with her fated mate already.

What was she doing here?

Was she trying to ruin what Riley and I have?

I don’t know anymore if I should keep fighting for Riley and pretend I didn’t see Andrea was here today.

Or should I stand my ground and risk losing him?

He would probably choose her.

I was still confused about what to do next as I made my way down the stairs.

Jenny sent a mind link advising that lunch was ready and they were all waiting for me.

I wanted to just stay hidden in our room, but I wanted to see Riley too.

I wanted to know if he would keep up with his lies or if he would finally tell me the things that I was not aware of.

I took a deep breath as I walked down the corridors leading me to the dining room.

I could hear them talking, but I couldn’t understand.

It was as if they were talking in a low voice.

It’s like they didn’t want anyone to know about their conversation.

And my gut was right.

The room fell silent the moment I stepped in, and everything about me being calm and just waiting for Riley to open his d**n mouth went out the window.

These people were playing games with me.

“Now we can finally eat.

” Beta Dominic chuckled, but I didn’t even look at him.

I sat on the chair beside Riley, and everyone started to put food on their plates, but I was just staring at the variety of food in front of me.

Riley started placing food on my plate, and I just let him do it without glancing at him.

My eyes focused on my plate as he filled it up.

“You looked tired.

Are you okay?

” His voice was laced with concern that I almost scoffed at him.

But instead, I remained silent.

“Nadia?

” He reached for my hand that was sitting on my thigh, and gently squeezed it.

“I’m going back upstairs.

” “You haven’t even eaten yet.

” “I don’t like the food.

” Forgive me, Goddess, I never complain about food.

I was always thankful for the food I was given, but these words just slipped out of my mouth.

“What do you want to eat?

I can have them prepare it for you.

” “Don’t bother them.

I’m okay.

” “I can fix it for you if you want.

” “No, I don’t want anything.

” “Is there something wrong?

”.

“Tell me, Riley.

Is there something wrong?

” My voice was slightly higher as I tilted my head to look at him, and I saw him swallow hard.

My eyes then darted to the other people around the table.

I saw Jenny drop her gaze to the plate while the males kept forking their food, but no one was eating.

“Tell me guys, is there something wrong?

Were you talking about something before I came in?

”.

Silence.

I pushed my chair back, creating a loud screeching sound, but I remained seated, letting out a sigh of desperation as I threw the table napkin on the table.

“I should have expected no one would say anything.

Because it’s always been like that.

” “Nadia, calm down.

What’s going on?

” “Seriously, are we all just going to pretend that nothing happened today?

That Andrea wasn’t here?

” Riley wasn’t showing any emotions, but his eyes were locked with mine, and it was pissing me off, I stood up and was about to walk away when Riley’s cold voice erupted into the air.

“Come back.

Let’s talk.

“So now you want

get a

asked him, my brow

let out

again and ask you, so… what did you

Anything special that happened?

a sarcastic, happy tone before my voice went cold

“Did you kiss her?

while you were talking with me in your

” “F**k, Nadia!

hit the table, and I saw everything on top shake while I

could have felt it

didn’t even go near

you’re admitting

to be something I should

“Nadia…” “I’m not done

all honesty, I shouldn’t expect

nobody was telling me anything

was just a nobody, so it’s

took a step, his hand reaching for my

“Nadia!

Calm down!

least let

you want to

hearing me out before

went into a rage and

rose to his face, giving him the hardest slap I had ever delivered in

Pak!

his jaw twitching, but my hand didn’t

head didn’t even

happened to us

waited for you to say something or anything when I came home from

if anything

What did you say?

You said, nothing!

Nothing!

me to hear you

“Nadia…” “Stop, I’m not

You listened to me!

” “Everyone out.

His voice was cold as he ordered

“No.

You stay!

all say it all out

you and

at everyone around the

me for a

were all in on

I turned my head back to Riley, my

“Especially you!

heart, but what is this for you, just a

you wanted, as long

For what?

a free

” “Nadia!

He ran his

his eyes normal, but I could see Hunter wanting to come

could have asked for that even without saying you love me, and I would

believe you love me too, wrapping me around your fingers with your words so you’ll have someone to

finally broke as soft s**s escaped my

Please let me

from

going to give me

might just believe

hate you, Riley…”

Just

tell you

going to believe anything you

at him, gritting my teeth as I wiped the tears off

.

Dominic stood

many emotions, but I tried to ignore

again until you

I saw his hands coil

Alpha will tell you

Everything.

you doubt his words,

will tell you what you should have known from the beginning, even if that

will leave you two

if you need me, just link

I saw him

up from their seats

grabbing her wrist so she

me, did you

help

betrayal was another

thought females should

she was

full of tears as she slowly turned around to face me before

“I’m sorry, Nadia.

I’m really sorry.

She said, between

“Why?

Why?

thought you liked

we

Are you pretending too?

” “No.

really like you

do…

couldn’t

please… please know that

have been a better Gamma female and I failed

I’m sorry.

I’m really sorry.

her forehead against mine, and my broken heart

I was still able to stand and

Sebastian approached us and took her away, leaving me alone with Riley, I felt Riley’s hand

heard footsteps behind me, but I didn’t look back and

answer