Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 56

RILEY It’s been five days since she left, and I still have no fucking clue where she was. If there’s anything, Benedict Solange seemed to have nothing to do with her disappearance. He just went about his daily business and was never seen doing anything suspicious. But I wondered if he was the one who sent me the envelope.

Or if it was Nadia’s uncle.

Darvin told me that he was released from prison and was banished from the pack.

And he has no idea where he was.

I have sent trackers for him as well.

But up to now, there has been no news.

Like Nadia, it was like they had just disappeared from the thin air.

I was trying to get by and hold on to the only thing that was keeping me sane – Nadia’s scent.

I was trying to keep her scent in our bedroom, and haven’t let anyone in, even to clean up.

But it was still meticulously tidy.

I didn’t want to trample the last place she was in and kept everything in place except for her clothes, which were my steady companion wherever I would lie down in our bed.

But no matter how I tried to seal in her scent, it was slowly fading.

I was slowly losing the only thing that was keeping me calm all these days.

Days were spent looking for her, but the nights were harder without her.

Sleep never came on those nights.

I lay awake and thought of all the wrong things I’ve done.

have just laughed it off with her.

And maybe by now, we are already planning her Luna ceremony.

Maybe I would still wake up with her sprawled out on top of me.

Maybe I wouldn’t be wallowing in pain and guilt.

Maybe then the only time I would be missing her would be just for a few hours.

It has been empty without her.

The pack house seemed hollow and dull.

Dominic was right.

Nadia was by far the best thing that happened to me.

She was the only pop of color in my fucked up life, and I drove her away, But no matter how much I was struggling, I refused to succumb this time.

I get up each morning with a new hope that I will find her while making sure I don’t abandon my pack.

But as much as I tried to suppress the news that Nadia wasn’t around, I couldn’t stop it.

My people were already noticing her absence.

And I knew that soon they would find out that she left and that they didn’t have a Luna anymore.

I was in my office making a few calls.

I finally decided to swallow my pride and ask for help from nearby packs.

The last person I spoke with was Alpha Kallan, who was two hours away from our territory.

He would be reaching out to the people from the city outside his territory to check CCTV footage of the mode of transport they have.

I already sent him a picture of Nadia, and hopefully, I will get some positive feedback.

closed my eyes and leaned

I should get going.

to attend to within the territory, but I just wanted to rest for

haven’t had a decent sleep in the last

body could take it, my mind

My Beta’s voice snapped me from my own thoughts and

knock or open the

is on her

wishes to speak with you, and I

just nodded

have

have told her already, or she might have heard somewhere

she would tell me things where I could find her or if

I immediately

Katarina came in first, followed

eyes wasn’t easy to

have never seen that look

female avoided

But not this time.

leave you alone with the females or would you want me

Beta, Dominic asked once

him he could stay,

“Please stay, Beta Dominic.

hear whatever I

couldn’t help

didn’t miss the hostility in her

was angry at me, and although she said she wanted my Beta to hear her words, she probably wanted my Beta

at me, but she was still terrified of my

was looking at me, waiting for my

moving towards the other side of the office, guiding Lady Sofia to a seat by the couch since Katarina refused to move from

“Why are you here?

in a different, more courteous manner,

I wanted her to

she tilted her head

from my desk, in

“Why did Nadia leave?

did you tell

that’s any of your

me and

got to be kidding me,

never leave this place unless you tell her you no longer want

my

the only one who missed

telling me that Nadia would never leave me unless

“I want to know.

” She added.

darted to

gaze to the floor before

‘Show her the letter.

might give you answers and we might get clues from

actions and showing her the letter would

things I had no idea

drawer and pulled out the letter I received from the unanimous sender, together with the pictures of

and checked the pictures without lifting them from my desk, and it didn’t slip my eyes the way her brow furrowed at those pictures, but I couldn’t read her emotions She then picked up the folder letter and

the letter in the air and looked

mocking

“So you believed this.

actually believe

so Sofia can

was fated and marked by the Alpha of the Silver Moon Pack, she

months, pretended she was abducted to get your attention and to make you

still together, just waiting for the moment she could

she will be

she

to seal the