Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 57

One Month Later RILEY She was still nowhere. I couldn’t find her. My hair had grown longer and so had my misery. I didn’t know how many nights I had skipped sleeping. And if I slept only because my body gave up. I spent my awake time looking for her, making calls, and visiting places I would never even imagine going to.

But there was still nothing.

I was slowly losing my stance, but I tried to put on a brave facade.

Behind closed doors, I was slowly crumbling.

Everything in this pack house reminded me of her.

And my wolf wasn’t making it easy for me either.

Hunter refused to come out, and we hadn’t had a full run for the full month.

And although he was with me, I felt terribly alone.

WA i The only thing that was keeping me sane was the thought that she was still alive.

That I haven’t felt any massive pain through our bond, and that she hasn’t been intimate with another man.

Despite losing her, she was still my driving force.

A week ago, I finally had the courage to face my people and informed them that their Luna had left and that there was a misunderstanding between us, but that I would do everything in my power to take her back.

But it had been a week after that and there was still nothing.

I didn’t know what to tell them anymore.

They wanted her back, and for the first time, I couldn’t give what my pack wanted out of me.

A knock on my office door snapped me out of my thoughts.

“Enter.

” I rested my elbows on my desk and palmed my forehead.

I didn’t want to stay in my office, but I had documents I needed to attend to, The door opened and Beta Dominic came in, closing the door behind him.

“I was trying to link you.

You turned off your mind link again.

” “I just needed a few moments of silence.

” “Are you okay?

” “You asked me that every day, and I was sure you knew the answer.

” Chapter 57 “You can’t give up, Riley.

” “I’m not.

It’s the last thing I would do,” I answered him, as I let out a deep sigh.

“You need to tell your wolf out.

He can’t sulk like that.

He can go feral.

” “He was more fucking stubborn than me.

” It was his turn to let out a deep sigh before he spoke again.

“Benedict Solange is here.

” “What?

Who?

” My brows furrowed.

Even if he had nothing to do with Nadia’s disappearance, I wasn’t sure I wanted to see him.

But maybe it’s for the best for my own peace of mind.

“He wanted to speak with you about Nadia.

” “Does he have information?

” “No.

He said he’s here because he wants to know where she is.

” “Let him in.

” “Are you sure?

my back on

my seat the moment the door closed and

companion for me over the last few days,

if I kept drinking, it

of my body, and I have no fucking idea why I

poured bourbon on them at the exact moment the door

I told my Beta and he acknowledged me before

whatever you’re comfortable with,” I told

“Should I trust you?

asked me, after taking

“I’m your Alpha.

people unless they

you, should I trust

did, particularly to you for you to doubt

” “Fair enough.

Why are you here?

” “Where is Nadia?

” “Luna Nadia.

“Where is

know, then you won’t be asking

you done

across as disrespectful, please pardon

Nadia is very important to

the fact that she’s not here means only one

she didn’t want to be here

“And your point

” “I like Nadia.

more than

My brow hiked up with his words because he was

for her to make up her mind to choose

all the while you waited, you floundered with

Am I right?

“I have

” “Point taken.

understand what you want to get from

go straight to the

I want Nadia.

her, just

the territory and you will never see

you think Nadia

man

“And you think I would

why was

didn’t

the drawer, pulling out the envelope with

out and showed him the one where

“Is this photo real?

” “Yes.

“Do you

” “No.

know

to me months

head before I took out the last one that broke my

– I didn’t show

“And this?

the table and I

straddling him in what looked like a picture taken in an alfresco dining

wrapped around his body while her head rested on the nook

neck

it was taken after

to scrutinize the photo

show this intimate photo to anyone because

“No.

one is

it and I was glad that

not you

” “It’s me.

But it’s not her.

a

didn’t see Nadia

saw her again was in the

burden

to find and take Nadia back, regardless of whether the photo was real or not, a part of me was mourning at the thought of her being with

acts, this scene

fought

“I don’t owe you