Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 57

One Month Later RILEY She was still nowhere. I couldn’t find her. My hair had grown longer and so had my misery. I didn’t know how many nights I had skipped sleeping. And if I slept only because my body gave up. I spent my awake time looking for her, making calls, and visiting places I would never even imagine going to.

But there was still nothing.

I was slowly losing my stance, but I tried to put on a brave facade.

Behind closed doors, I was slowly crumbling.

Everything in this pack house reminded me of her.

And my wolf wasn’t making it easy for me either.

Hunter refused to come out, and we hadn’t had a full run for the full month.

And although he was with me, I felt terribly alone.

WA i The only thing that was keeping me sane was the thought that she was still alive.

That I haven’t felt any massive pain through our bond, and that she hasn’t been intimate with another man.

Despite losing her, she was still my driving force.

A week ago, I finally had the courage to face my people and informed them that their Luna had left and that there was a misunderstanding between us, but that I would do everything in my power to take her back.

But it had been a week after that and there was still nothing.

I didn’t know what to tell them anymore.

They wanted her back, and for the first time, I couldn’t give what my pack wanted out of me.

A knock on my office door snapped me out of my thoughts.

“Enter.

” I rested my elbows on my desk and palmed my forehead.

I didn’t want to stay in my office, but I had documents I needed to attend to, The door opened and Beta Dominic came in, closing the door behind him.

“I was trying to link you.

You turned off your mind link again.

” “I just needed a few moments of silence.

” “Are you okay?

” “You asked me that every day, and I was sure you knew the answer.

” Chapter 57 “You can’t give up, Riley.

” “I’m not.

It’s the last thing I would do,” I answered him, as I let out a deep sigh.

“You need to tell your wolf out.

He can’t sulk like that.

He can go feral.

” “He was more fucking stubborn than me.

” It was his turn to let out a deep sigh before he spoke again.

“Benedict Solange is here.

” “What?

Who?

” My brows furrowed.

Even if he had nothing to do with Nadia’s disappearance, I wasn’t sure I wanted to see him.

But maybe it’s for the best for my own peace of mind.

“He wanted to speak with you about Nadia.

” “Does he have information?

” “No.

He said he’s here because he wants to know where she is.

” “Let him in.

” “Are you sure?

and leaned my back on my chair and watched

my seat the moment the door closed and went to my liquor

a constant companion for me over the last few days, if not

if I kept drinking, it didn’t

still feel the pain in every nerve of my body, and I have no fucking

poured bourbon on them at the exact moment the door opened

leave us,” I told my Beta and he acknowledged me before he

stand, whatever you’re comfortable with,” I told him as I handed him a glass of

“Should I trust you?

taking the glass from my

“I’m your Alpha.

people unless they didn’t

asking you, should

remember anything I did, particularly to you for

” “Fair enough.

Why are you here?

” “Where is Nadia?

” “Luna Nadia.

is

then you

“What have you done to

across as disrespectful,

is very

not here means only one

want to be here or

your point

” “I like Nadia.

more than you

My brow hiked up with his words because he

waited for her to make up her mind to choose

you waited,

Am I right?

“I have my

” “Point taken.

don’t understand what you want to

straight to the

I want Nadia.

tired of her, just give her to

will leave the territory and you will never see us

think Nadia would

“A man

“And you think I

Alpha, why was she not

didn’t

opened the drawer, pulling out the

and showed him the one where he was holding

“Is this photo real?

” “Yes.

“Do you own

” “No.

know

to me months

took out the last one that

I didn’t show it

“And this?

the table and I saw his eyes

him in what looked like a

the nook of his neck, and Benedict’s

marked neck was

was taken

to scrutinize the photo

intimate photo to anyone because I was terrified it would tarnish

“No.

is

pointed his finger at it and I

you

” “It’s me.

But it’s not her.

a

Nadia after she

first time I saw her again

2 I felt a big burden had been lifted off

or not, a part of me was mourning at the thought of her

if they didn’t do any intimate acts, this

tell me you fought with

owe you any