Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 57

One Month Later RILEY She was still nowhere. I couldn’t find her. My hair had grown longer and so had my misery. I didn’t know how many nights I had skipped sleeping. And if I slept only because my body gave up. I spent my awake time looking for her, making calls, and visiting places I would never even imagine going to.

But there was still nothing.

I was slowly losing my stance, but I tried to put on a brave facade.

Behind closed doors, I was slowly crumbling.

Everything in this pack house reminded me of her.

And my wolf wasn’t making it easy for me either.

Hunter refused to come out, and we hadn’t had a full run for the full month.

And although he was with me, I felt terribly alone.

WA i The only thing that was keeping me sane was the thought that she was still alive.

That I haven’t felt any massive pain through our bond, and that she hasn’t been intimate with another man.

Despite losing her, she was still my driving force.

A week ago, I finally had the courage to face my people and informed them that their Luna had left and that there was a misunderstanding between us, but that I would do everything in my power to take her back.

But it had been a week after that and there was still nothing.

I didn’t know what to tell them anymore.

They wanted her back, and for the first time, I couldn’t give what my pack wanted out of me.

A knock on my office door snapped me out of my thoughts.

“Enter.

” I rested my elbows on my desk and palmed my forehead.

I didn’t want to stay in my office, but I had documents I needed to attend to, The door opened and Beta Dominic came in, closing the door behind him.

“I was trying to link you.

You turned off your mind link again.

” “I just needed a few moments of silence.

” “Are you okay?

” “You asked me that every day, and I was sure you knew the answer.

” Chapter 57 “You can’t give up, Riley.

” “I’m not.

It’s the last thing I would do,” I answered him, as I let out a deep sigh.

“You need to tell your wolf out.

He can’t sulk like that.

He can go feral.

” “He was more fucking stubborn than me.

” It was his turn to let out a deep sigh before he spoke again.

“Benedict Solange is here.

” “What?

Who?

” My brows furrowed.

Even if he had nothing to do with Nadia’s disappearance, I wasn’t sure I wanted to see him.

But maybe it’s for the best for my own peace of mind.

“He wanted to speak with you about Nadia.

” “Does he have information?

” “No.

He said he’s here because he wants to know where she is.

” “Let him in.

” “Are you sure?

and leaned my back on my chair and watched

from my seat the moment the door closed and went to my liquor

companion for me over

I kept drinking, it didn’t numb

in every nerve of my

out two whisky glasses and poured bourbon on them at the exact moment the door opened

my Beta

comfortable with,” I told

“Should I trust you?

taking the glass

“I’m your Alpha.

would always protect my people unless

you, should I

can’t remember anything I did, particularly to you for

” “Fair enough.

Why are you here?

” “Where is Nadia?

” “Luna Nadia.

“Where is the

57 “If I know, then you won’t

“What have you done to

I come across as disrespectful, please

Nadia is very

that she’s not here means only

didn’t want to be here

your

” “I like Nadia.

more than

up with his words because he

her to make up her mind

all the while you waited, you floundered

Am I right?

“I have my

” “Point taken.

still don’t understand what you want to

go straight to

I want Nadia.

you’re tired of her, just give

leave the territory and you

think

“A man can

you think I would

why was she

didn’t

I rounded my table and opened the

took it out and showed him the one where he was holding Nadia’s

“Is this photo real?

” “Yes.

“Do you

” “No.

know

was shown to me months

took out the last one that

picture – I didn’t show it to

“And this?

on the table and

looked like a picture taken in

were wrapped around his body while her head rested on the nook of his neck, and Benedict’s hand was resting on her upper

neck

it was taken after I

would have wanted someone to scrutinize the photo if it had been tampered

this intimate photo to anyone because I was terrified

“No.

one is a

at it and I was glad that I didn’t need to

you

” “It’s me.

But it’s not her.

of a different

Nadia after

again was in the conference

burden

or not, a part of me

if they didn’t do any intimate acts, this scene was still too intimate for

fought

“I don’t owe