Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 57

One Month Later RILEY She was still nowhere. I couldn’t find her. My hair had grown longer and so had my misery. I didn’t know how many nights I had skipped sleeping. And if I slept only because my body gave up. I spent my awake time looking for her, making calls, and visiting places I would never even imagine going to.

But there was still nothing.

I was slowly losing my stance, but I tried to put on a brave facade.

Behind closed doors, I was slowly crumbling.

Everything in this pack house reminded me of her.

And my wolf wasn’t making it easy for me either.

Hunter refused to come out, and we hadn’t had a full run for the full month.

And although he was with me, I felt terribly alone.

WA i The only thing that was keeping me sane was the thought that she was still alive.

That I haven’t felt any massive pain through our bond, and that she hasn’t been intimate with another man.

Despite losing her, she was still my driving force.

A week ago, I finally had the courage to face my people and informed them that their Luna had left and that there was a misunderstanding between us, but that I would do everything in my power to take her back.

But it had been a week after that and there was still nothing.

I didn’t know what to tell them anymore.

They wanted her back, and for the first time, I couldn’t give what my pack wanted out of me.

A knock on my office door snapped me out of my thoughts.

“Enter.

” I rested my elbows on my desk and palmed my forehead.

I didn’t want to stay in my office, but I had documents I needed to attend to, The door opened and Beta Dominic came in, closing the door behind him.

“I was trying to link you.

You turned off your mind link again.

” “I just needed a few moments of silence.

” “Are you okay?

” “You asked me that every day, and I was sure you knew the answer.

” Chapter 57 “You can’t give up, Riley.

” “I’m not.

It’s the last thing I would do,” I answered him, as I let out a deep sigh.

“You need to tell your wolf out.

He can’t sulk like that.

He can go feral.

” “He was more fucking stubborn than me.

” It was his turn to let out a deep sigh before he spoke again.

“Benedict Solange is here.

” “What?

Who?

” My brows furrowed.

Even if he had nothing to do with Nadia’s disappearance, I wasn’t sure I wanted to see him.

But maybe it’s for the best for my own peace of mind.

“He wanted to speak with you about Nadia.

” “Does he have information?

” “No.

He said he’s here because he wants to know where she is.

” “Let him in.

” “Are you sure?

and leaned my back on my chair and watched as

seat the moment the door closed and went to

been a constant companion for me over

kept drinking, it

still feel the pain in every nerve of my body, and

bourbon on them at the exact moment the door opened

Beta and he acknowledged me before he

with,” I told him as I handed him a glass of

“Should I trust you?

me, after taking the glass from my

“I’m your Alpha.

my people

should be asking you, should I

remember anything I did, particularly

” “Fair enough.

Why are you here?

” “Where is Nadia?

” “Luna Nadia.

“Where is

I know, then you

“What have you done to

across as disrespectful, please pardon

Nadia is very important

that she’s not here

want to be here or you threw

“And your

” “I like Nadia.

more than

My brow hiked up with his words

up her mind to choose me over

“And all the while you

Am I right?

“I have my

” “Point taken.

don’t understand what you want to get

will go straight to the

I want Nadia.

tired of her, just give

and

think Nadia

“A man

you think I would let

why

I didn’t answer

rounded my table and opened the drawer, pulling out the

took it out and showed him the one where he was holding Nadia’s

“Is this photo real?

” “Yes.

you own

” “No.

know who

was shown to me

head before I took out the

picture – I didn’t show it to

“And this?

laid the photo on the table

what looked like a picture taken in an alfresco dining

wrapped around his body while her head rested on the nook of his neck, and Benedict’s hand was resting on

neck

only means it was taken after I

wanted someone to scrutinize the

this intimate photo to anyone because I was terrified it would tarnish her

“No.

is a

and I was glad

you and

” “It’s me.

But it’s not her.

of a

didn’t see Nadia after she

time I saw her again was in the conference

a big burden had been

regardless of whether the photo was real or not, a part of

if they didn’t do any intimate acts, this scene was still too

tell me you fought with her about

“I don’t owe