Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 57

One Month Later RILEY She was still nowhere. I couldn’t find her. My hair had grown longer and so had my misery. I didn’t know how many nights I had skipped sleeping. And if I slept only because my body gave up. I spent my awake time looking for her, making calls, and visiting places I would never even imagine going to.

But there was still nothing.

I was slowly losing my stance, but I tried to put on a brave facade.

Behind closed doors, I was slowly crumbling.

Everything in this pack house reminded me of her.

And my wolf wasn’t making it easy for me either.

Hunter refused to come out, and we hadn’t had a full run for the full month.

And although he was with me, I felt terribly alone.

WA i The only thing that was keeping me sane was the thought that she was still alive.

That I haven’t felt any massive pain through our bond, and that she hasn’t been intimate with another man.

Despite losing her, she was still my driving force.

A week ago, I finally had the courage to face my people and informed them that their Luna had left and that there was a misunderstanding between us, but that I would do everything in my power to take her back.

But it had been a week after that and there was still nothing.

I didn’t know what to tell them anymore.

They wanted her back, and for the first time, I couldn’t give what my pack wanted out of me.

A knock on my office door snapped me out of my thoughts.

“Enter.

” I rested my elbows on my desk and palmed my forehead.

I didn’t want to stay in my office, but I had documents I needed to attend to, The door opened and Beta Dominic came in, closing the door behind him.

“I was trying to link you.

You turned off your mind link again.

” “I just needed a few moments of silence.

” “Are you okay?

” “You asked me that every day, and I was sure you knew the answer.

” Chapter 57 “You can’t give up, Riley.

” “I’m not.

It’s the last thing I would do,” I answered him, as I let out a deep sigh.

“You need to tell your wolf out.

He can’t sulk like that.

He can go feral.

” “He was more fucking stubborn than me.

” It was his turn to let out a deep sigh before he spoke again.

“Benedict Solange is here.

” “What?

Who?

” My brows furrowed.

Even if he had nothing to do with Nadia’s disappearance, I wasn’t sure I wanted to see him.

But maybe it’s for the best for my own peace of mind.

“He wanted to speak with you about Nadia.

” “Does he have information?

” “No.

He said he’s here because he wants to know where she is.

” “Let him in.

” “Are you sure?

head and leaned my back on

moment the door closed

me over the last

I kept drinking,

pain in every nerve of my body,

bourbon on them at the exact

leave us,” I told my Beta and

a seat or just stand, whatever you’re comfortable with,” I

“Should I trust you?

He asked me, after taking the glass

“I’m your Alpha.

people unless

should be asking you, should I

“I can’t remember anything I did, particularly to you for you to doubt

” “Fair enough.

Why are you here?

” “Where is Nadia?

” “Luna Nadia.

“Where is the

I know, then you won’t

“What have you done

come across as

very important

she’s not here means only one

didn’t want to be

“And your point

” “I like Nadia.

more than you

with his words because he

her mind to choose me

you waited,

Am I right?

have

” “Point taken.

don’t understand what you want to get from

will go straight

I want Nadia.

of her, just give

leave the territory and you will

you think

“A man

“And you think

me Alpha, why was

I didn’t answer

the drawer, pulling out the envelope

the one where

“Is this photo real?

” “Yes.

“Do you own

” “No.

I know who

was shown to me

I took out the last one that broke

I didn’t show it

“And this?

photo on the table and I saw

like a picture taken in an alfresco

wrapped around his body while her head rested on the nook of his neck,

marked neck

means it was taken after I

scrutinize the photo if it had been tampered with, but

want to show this intimate photo to anyone because I was terrified it would tarnish her

“No.

one is

his finger at it and I was glad that I didn’t need to ask

you

” “It’s me.

But it’s not her.

of a different

see Nadia after

first time I saw her again was in the

2 I felt a big burden

of whether the photo was real or not, a part of me was mourning at the thought of her being with someone after we

intimate acts, this scene was still too

tell me you fought

“I don’t owe you