Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 58

NADIA It has been more than a month since I left the Silver Moon Pack. And although there was never a day that I didn’t long for my mate, I think I was doing okay. Riley’s scent on his clothes that I took with me has already faded. Nothing was left of him, and it was painful. I could vividly remember my heat two weeks ago when I tried to scent his clothes to get me through the pain and so that I could have my release, but it was no longer there.

I spent the whole night crying and trashing my rented space.

I was so close to packing up my things and running back to him until my body just gave up and I passed out.

I was having a harder time moving on now than the first time we got separated.

Maybe because by now, I already knew how it felt to be his.

And no matter how many times I kept telling myself that it was him that drove me to this misery, I still couldn’t find it in my heart to hate him.

If there was only one consolation from all of this, it was that Riley had never been intimate with anyone.

And I was hoping it would remain that way until we could figure out a way to move on with the rejection.

I knew I wanted him, but I couldn’t just force myself to be with someone who didn’t want me in the first place.

So I was trying my best.

I wanted to move on.

Some days were better, but some days were worse.

I pushed the main door of the building where I was renting a small apartment.

A few blocks away from here was the small diner that took me in as a server.

In the beginning, I was hired just to clean up the table and help tidy up the kitchen, but eventually, I got the server post when one of the other employees resigned.

I was thankful for the people around me.

Despite being new, I was welcomed.

And if anything, I was glad I took the risk and jumped out of the train when it stopped in Atlanta, because I found her.

FLASHBACK A Month Ago I went to the newly vacated booth and began stacking up the used plates and glasses on the tray before picking up the paper trash and placing everything on the trolley.

I then proceeded to wipe the table clean.

In less than an hour, my shift would be over, and I could go to the park, where I would spend a few hours before heading home to the small apartment that I was able to rent cheaply.

The apartment was nothing grand, but it wasn’t terrible either.

The walls were dull-looking, but nothing was leaking, and I had good ventilation.

It was enough for me.

Prices around here were not cheap, so finding a cheap apartment in a decent neighborhood was a challenge, but I got lucky that the restaurant owner knew the landlord of the apartment, and she helped me get this place.

I took one last look at the table.

I was satisfied that it was now spotless, so I turned around, ready to head back to the kitchen when I bumped into someone.

I gasped lowly as steady hands held my shoulders to keep me from falling down.

“I’m sorry.

I should have been more careful.

” I smiled at the female standing before me, and she waved her hand in the air as she smiled back at me.

“No.

It’s not your fault.

I was actually approaching you, but I didn’t expect you to turn around.

“I see.

Would you like to take the booth here?

It’s ready now.

” “Lovely!

” She winked at me before she passed by where I stood, but not before she whispered something.

“I can smell you.

” “Excuse me?

” My eyes followed her as she sat in the booth I had just cleaned.

She curled her finger and motioned for me to come near her, which I did.

“I’m a wolf too.

” She said it in a very low voice, just enough for my werewolf hearing to pick it up.

“Oh,” I gasped before I smiled at her.

“Don’t worry.

There’s not much of us around here, so your secret is safe.

” “That’s good to hear.

” I chuckled.

I just met her, but I think I will end up liking her.

“I will ask a server to come and take your order.

Just give me a minute.

” I smiled at her and watched as she pulled her hair out of a ponytail before I turned around.

She looked familiar, though.

I feel like I’ve seen her before, but I couldn’t put my finger on it.

I was just a few steps away from the kitchen when a memory flashed in my head, Pictures.

Tons of them.

shown to me

beauty that she had more than twenty years ago My

eyes scanned the diner and I was glad that the place

took a

“Zahra?

my voice

up and looked at me with

now I know why she looked

same deep blue eyes

“Silver Moon Pack?

” I added.

before she smiled at

“You know me?

I don’t go by Zahra

It’s Monica.

I extended my hand to her, which she took and

“My name is Nadia.

to meet you,

didn’t know somebody from

Especially at your age.

should drop the bomb

“I know, Riley.

I mean Alpha Riley.

her face, and I was scared

do you know

” “I’m his mate.

Fated mate.

to

weakly at her, my own tears pooling in my

be done with my shift in

have time to spare for me, maybe we

and I walked to the

coffee that I had, so

a bench

was almost deserted except for one couple who were cuddling under a

to start our conversation, and I was thankful that she was the

were Riley’s mate, but I’m not sure

not the reason you asked me to come with

you want to know, will you give me an answer too as to

took

you

“Why didn’t you

with your life

” I asked her.

there were so many

“I couldn’t.

I could, it was too

would want to

aside from the part where Riley

is it worth

To leave him?

” “You’re judging me.

“Then tell me so I

a long

“I have all the

just wanted to understand you and

“Do you

with all

“Why are you

I can tell you tomorrow…” I chuckled softly,

Riley too, with all

coffee on the space beside her and took my hand, entwining it with her as she clasped her other hand

father, is

I did

he’s not my fated

My jaw dropped open because Riley told me as well as Katya

a secret that Melvin

would be

secrets need to

Riley hated me, I don’t want

” “I don’t.

don’t have the right

on the view in

I, we

we would

I was fifteen and he

Alpha when I

we were both devastated when we realized

I loved him.

I do.

no way we could be together

tried to break it up with him at

He was inconsolable.

He was furious.

his anger,

I bit my

wanted to say something, but I kept

my parents

would deal with

could be stripped of his title or received more severe punishment,

didn’t

I tolerated

to pretend we were fated

and no one dared ask me to show them

believed my mother doubted it,

we kept on with our

the mark with turtleneck clothes and high collars, and Melvin kept his hair

years, I lived with the guilt of

painful than when Melvin told me he saw his fated

she was mated

that I realized that Melvin must be expecting the same thing from me – to reject my

I got

be happy, but it

lies,

from giving birth to Riley when I saw

the Goddess I tried to stay