Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of

a slap right on

ashamed of what I

a hard time telling

threw you and Caspian out when you visited my

she knew nothing about my

would leave once she found out about you and

she surprised

person I was, but she

My eyes started to water, and I dropped my gaze to the

like

love to meet

I smiled weakly, the pain crushing my

is no longer with

“What do

your people loved

fucked up again

I pushed her away.

try to win

shook my

“Did you hurt her?

hand

man, but I would never raise a hand to any female, especially

it can still be

female

sure whatever misunderstanding you have, the love would be

saw

She looked happy.

wonder if she was ever that happy when

bothered to ask her before if

she was giving me so much that

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

willing to let her go so she can be

give her that

maybe, by doing that, I can be forgiven for all my

to let her go, but can

your life thinking, what if I ask

will never know unless

one who knows the answer, not you,

Andrea, do

she would choose

choose

look

didn’t choose you is that I

that Nadia is meant for

if she met Caspian, she would choose Caspian over

And you too.

you told me that you smelled your mate

that day, something in

slowly choosing her over me, you just didn’t want

meant for you,

other relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to fit with

her slip

if I can make her

sure you

You have to try.

you imagine seeing her with

my eyes and coiled my

didn’t need to answer

knew the

“See?

her go, someone will come

hadn’t fought for me, I would

you love her, then go fight for

you she doesn’t want you, then it’s

long as she didn’t, then try to win

so much faith

you after everything

“Because I knew the real Riley before all

believe that female is the best thing that has happened to

give up that

“Do you think I

” “Everyone does.

I nodded my

“Thank you.

for

was too painful

I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t know if I

you helped Caspian on

that one day the

started to fall from her eyes as her shoulders

always asked the Goddess what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you will learn and

have our own demons,

your demons made me

me, you

Riley that

that your

come strongly from this bad part

you promise me

with Andrea, I requested

he had

not forcing it, and we decided it was best

lighter load on my chest than I had this

was thankful that I

realize that I was not ready to see Nadia

She’s mine.

I would do everything to win her back, even if it meant swallowing my own

dialed my Beta’s number as I drove back to my territory, but his phone was

he has no

minutes

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