Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she

a slap right

ashamed

time telling her about

reason I threw you and Caspian out when

she knew nothing about

would leave once she found out about you and

surprised

I was, but she

I dropped my gaze to the floor as I

like a

to meet her one

weakly, the pain crushing my heart, “She

no longer with

do

heard your

up

I pushed her away.

try to win

shook my

“Did you hurt her?

a hand

I would never raise a hand to any

can

this female

you have, the love would be

saw her

She looked happy.

was ever that happy when she was

bothered to ask her before

giving me so

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go so she can

give her that

doing that, I can be forgiven

willing to let her

thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she take

will never know unless you ask

only one who knows the answer, not

Andrea, do you think

would

choose me,

look

didn’t choose you is that I was meant for

the same way that

Caspian, she

And you too.

me that you smelled your mate

day, something in

slowly choosing her over me, you just didn’t want to accept

meant for

because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to

just let her slip by without fighting for

don’t know if I can

sure you

You have to try.

you imagine seeing her

and coiled

didn’t need

knew the

“See?

someone

for me,

you love her, then

you she doesn’t want you, then

as she didn’t, then try

“You have so much faith in

everything I

“Because I knew the real Riley

the

give

“Do you think I deserve a

” “Everyone does.

nodded my

“Thank you.

I’m sorry for

too painful

didn’t want to, but because

forgiven you the moment you helped Caspian on the

know that one day the memories

Tears started to fall from her

did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you,

have our

demons made me

you will rise

Riley that

Alpha that your pack

want both of us to come strongly

you promise me

with Andrea, I requested

that he had forgiven

were not forcing it, and we decided it was best to

their territory with a lighter load on my chest than I had this

I was thankful that I had talked

realize that I was not ready

She’s mine.

would do everything to win her back, even if

my Beta’s number as I drove back to

he has

waited for five minutes before trying again, but

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