Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in

a slap right

was ashamed of what

a hard time telling her about

reason I threw you and Caspian out when

knew nothing about my

terrified she would leave once she found out about you and what I

surprised

I was, but she gave

dropped my gaze to the floor as I blinked

like a lovely

love to meet her

I smiled weakly, the pain

she is no

“What do you

your people

up again and she

I pushed her away.

try to

shook

“Did you hurt her?

a hand on

man, but I would never raise a hand to any female, especially

can still be

this female

sure whatever misunderstanding you have, the love

“I saw her

She looked happy.

she was ever that happy when she

so selfish I never even bothered to ask her before if I was making her

was enjoying the happiness she was giving me so much that I failed to

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

to let her go so she

know I can’t give her

doing that, I can be forgiven

to let her

would you rather spend the rest of your life thinking,

know

knows the answer, not you, not

do

would choose

choose

look at

didn’t choose you is

way that Nadia is

think if she met Caspian, she would choose Caspian

And you too.

you told me that you smelled your mate

day, something in

her over me, you just didn’t want to accept

is meant for you,

and disregard all other relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to fit

let her slip

don’t know if I can

“I’m sure you

You have to try.

imagine seeing her with

closed my eyes and

need

knew the answer

“See?

her go, someone will come and take her

me, I would never be this

love her, then

you she doesn’t want you, then

long as she didn’t, then try to win

so

everything I did

“Because I knew the real Riley before all of

to believe that female is the best thing

don’t give up

“Do you think I deserve a second

” “Everyone does.

I nodded

“Thank you.

sorry for the last three

It was too

I didn’t want to, but because I

moment you helped Caspian on the full moon

that one day

to fall from her eyes

then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so

all have our own demons,

your demons

you will rise from

the Riley

the Alpha that your pack

come strongly from this bad

you promise me

my conversation with Andrea, I requested to

I was doubtful that he had forgiven me, he told me he

we were not forcing it, and we decided it

with a lighter load on my chest than I

thankful that I had

I was not ready to see Nadia with someone

She’s mine.

to win her back, even if it meant

Beta’s number as I drove back to my

has no

waited for five minutes

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