Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of

a slap right on

was ashamed

hard time

was the reason I threw you and Caspian out

was there and she knew nothing about my past

leave once she found out about you and what I

she surprised

of the person I was, but she

dropped my gaze to the floor as I blinked back the

like

would love to meet

smiled weakly, the pain crushing my

she is no longer

“What do

your people loved

fucked up again and she

I pushed her away.

“Did you try to win her

I shook my

“Did you hurt her?

hand on

“No, I might be a fucked up man, but I would never

it can

this female is your

you have, the love would

saw her

She looked happy.

wonder if she was ever that happy when she was

even bothered to ask her before if I was making her

enjoying the happiness she was giving me

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

let her go

know I can’t give her

can be forgiven for

“You’re willing to let her

the rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she take

never know unless you ask

the only one who knows

Andrea, do you think I’m worth

she would choose

choose

“Riley, look

you is that I was meant for

that Nadia is meant

met Caspian, she would

And you too.

told me that you smelled your mate that one

day,

slowly choosing her over me, you just

is meant for you,

relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the

you’re foolish to just let her slip

“I don’t know if I can

sure

You have to try.

imagine seeing her

my eyes and coiled my hands

need to answer

knew the

“See?

someone

for me, I would never be this

her, then go fight

she tells you she doesn’t want you, then it’s

she didn’t, then try

“You have so much faith in

after everything I did to

knew the real Riley before all of

believe that female is the best thing

don’t give up that

“Do you think I

” “Everyone does.

nodded my

“Thank you.

I’m sorry for the last three

It was too painful to

didn’t want to, but because I didn’t know

have forgiven you the moment you helped Caspian on the

one day the memories

fall from her eyes as her shoulders started to

realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you will learn and you

our

your demons made

me, you will rise from

the Riley

that your pack

want both of us to come strongly from this bad

you promise

After my conversation with Andrea, I requested to speak with

that he had forgiven me, he told me

not forcing it, and we decided it was best

their territory with a lighter load on my chest than I had this

thankful that I had talked

realize that I was not ready

She’s mine.

back, even if it meant swallowing

my Beta’s number as I drove back to my territory, but his

he has no

minutes before trying again,

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