Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the

was a slap

time, I was ashamed of what I

a hard time telling her about

you and Caspian out when you visited

and she knew nothing about my past

once she found out about you and what I

she surprised me

I was, but she gave me a

to water, and I dropped my gaze to

like

would love to meet her one

smiled weakly, the pain crushing my heart, “She

no longer with

“What do you

heard your

up

I pushed her away.

try to win

shook

“Did you hurt her?

hand on

might be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand

it can

this female is

have, the love would be

“I saw

She looked happy.

was ever

I never even bothered to ask her before if I

enjoying the happiness she was giving me

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

her go so she can

I can’t give her that happiness she

can be forgiven for all my

“You’re willing to let her go, but can

you rather spend the rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she take me

know unless you ask

the only one who knows the answer, not you, not

me, Andrea, do you think

she would

choose

“Riley, look at

I didn’t choose you is that I

that Nadia

if she met Caspian, she

And you too.

your mate that one time you

day, something in

were slowly choosing her over me, you just

is meant for you,

all other relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to

let her slip

“I don’t know if

“I’m sure

You have to try.

you imagine seeing her with

my eyes and coiled my hands

didn’t need

the answer

“See?

someone will

“If Caspian hadn’t fought for me, I would

you love her, then go fight for

she tells you she doesn’t want you, then it’s time to walk

didn’t, then try to

“You have so much faith in

you after everything I did

I knew the real Riley before all of this

the best thing that has happened to your

give up that

I deserve a

” “Everyone does.

I nodded

“Thank you.

sorry for the

too

but because I didn’t know if I

you helped Caspian on the full moon

day

fall from her eyes as her shoulders started

the Goddess what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you will learn

our own demons,

demons

promise me, you will rise

the Riley that Nadia

Alpha that

both of us to come strongly from this bad part of our

promise me

with Andrea, I requested

was doubtful that he had forgiven me,

we decided it was best to let time heal

left their territory with a lighter load on my chest than

I was thankful that I had talked to

I was not

She’s mine.

everything to win her back, even if it meant swallowing

drove back to my territory, but his phone

he has no

for five minutes

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