Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her

was a slap right on my

I was ashamed of what I did

had a hard time telling her about

threw you and Caspian out when you visited

knew

she would leave once she found out

she surprised

I was, but

and I dropped my gaze to the floor as I blinked

sounds like

would love to meet

weakly, the pain crushing my heart, “She

is no longer with

do

heard your people loved

fucked up

I pushed her away.

“Did you try

I shook my

“Did you hurt her?

hand

I might be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand to

can still be

female is your

misunderstanding you have, the

“I saw her

She looked happy.

ever that happy when she was

to ask her before if I

me so much that I failed to notice

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

to let her go so she

I can’t give her that happiness

I can be forgiven

“You’re willing to let her go, but can

of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she take me

never know unless you

only one who knows the answer,

me, Andrea, do

would choose

choose me,

“Riley, look

I didn’t choose you is

the same way that

she met Caspian, she would choose

And you too.

that you smelled your

that day, something in you

me, you just

meant for

end and disregard all other relationships, but not this one because she was

let her

don’t know if I can make her

“I’m sure you

You have to try.

you imagine seeing

closed my eyes and

didn’t need to

knew the

“See?

go, someone will come and take

me, I would never

her, then

you she doesn’t want you, then

as long as she didn’t, then try to win her

have so

you after everything I did to

knew the real

that female is the best thing that has

give up

you think I deserve

” “Everyone does.

nodded

“Thank you.

I’m sorry for the last

was too painful to

because I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t know if I

you helped Caspian on

that one day the memories won’t hurt

fall from her eyes as her

what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was

have our

demons made

promise me, you will

Riley that

Alpha that your

to come strongly from this bad part of

you promise me

with Andrea, I requested to speak with

he had forgiven me, he told me he

not forcing it, and we decided it was best to let time heal

left their territory with a lighter load

was thankful that I had talked

not ready to see

She’s mine.

I would do everything to win her back, even if it meant swallowing my own

I drove back to

has

waited for five minutes before trying again,

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