Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom

a slap right on my

first time, I was ashamed of what I

hard time telling her

reason I threw you and Caspian out

there and she knew

terrified she would leave once she found out about you and what I

she surprised

I was, but she

dropped my gaze to the floor as

sounds like a lovely

to

weakly, the pain

is no longer

“What do

your people

“I fucked up again and she

I pushed her away.

you try

shook my

“Did you hurt her?

a hand

I would never raise a hand to

can still

female is your

have, the love would be

saw

She looked happy.

she was ever that happy when she was with

I never even bothered to ask her before if I was making

she was giving me so much that I failed to

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go so

I can’t give her that happiness she

by doing that, I can

let her go, but

rather spend the rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she

will never know

who knows the answer,

do

she would choose

didn’t choose me,

look

you is that I

that Nadia

think if she met Caspian, she would choose

And you too.

you told me that you smelled your mate

day,

over me, you just

is meant for

relationships, but not this one because she was the

to just let her slip by without

don’t know if

“I’m sure you

You have to try.

seeing her with someone

eyes and coiled my hands

didn’t need

the

“See?

you let her go, someone

me, I would never

you love her, then go fight

she doesn’t want you, then

she didn’t,

“You have so much

you after everything I did

the real Riley before all of

female is the best thing that has happened to

don’t give up that

think I

” “Everyone does.

nodded my

“Thank you.

sorry for

was too painful to

because I didn’t

have forgiven you the moment you helped Caspian on the

one day

started to fall from her eyes

realized that maybe that part of my life was

our own demons,

your demons made me

promise me, you will rise

Riley that Nadia

Alpha that your pack

come strongly from this bad

you promise

I requested to speak with Caspian

had forgiven me, he told

forcing it, and we decided it was best

load on my chest than I had this

was thankful that I had talked

me realize that I was not ready to

She’s mine.

I would do everything to win her back, even if it meant swallowing my

drove back to my territory, but his phone was

has

five minutes

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