Through The Eyes Of My Alpha
Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62
Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62
RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.
Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.
And I was thankful for that.
But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.
Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.
It was time to meet Andrea.
I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.
He was at their border.
It was easier to ask permission for entrance.
It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.
I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.
.
Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.
So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.
I missed a lot.
Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.
But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.
I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.
It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.
I was lost for words.
Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.
So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.
I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.
He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.
He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.
I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.
For a moment, no one said a word.
She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.
I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.
But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.
“Why are you here, Riley?
” She broke the silence.
I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.
“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.
So I could free myself from guilt.
I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.
But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.
It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.
You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.
When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.
It became an obsession.
Until I just found myself getting lost in it.
I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.
When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.
I left everything to the Goddess.
I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.
I was ready to be alone.
But then the Goddess had her own plan.
I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.
” A smile slowly crept into her lips.
“Nadia, right?
We’ve heard about her.
” I just nodded my head.
“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.
She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.
her about Nadia, about her uncle, and
was a slap
the first time, I was ashamed of what I
had a hard time
and Caspian out when you visited
there and she knew
leave once she found out
she surprised
I was, but
I dropped my gaze
sounds like
love to
weakly, the pain crushing
no
“What do
your people
“I fucked up again
I pushed her away.
try to win
shook
“Did you hurt her?
hand
up man, but I would never raise a hand to any female, especially
can still
female is
sure whatever misunderstanding you have, the love
“I saw
She looked happy.
ever that happy when she was
I never even bothered to ask her before if I was making her
was giving me
But I love her.
I love her, Andrea.
her go so she can
I know I can’t give her that happiness she
that, I can be forgiven for
let her go, but can
rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she take me
will never know unless
knows
me, Andrea, do you
would
choose me,
“Riley, look at
didn’t choose you is that I was
way that Nadia
Caspian,
And you too.
you told me that you smelled your mate that
day, something in
choosing her over me, you just didn’t want to accept
is meant for you,
but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to fit with
just let her
“I don’t know if I can make
“I’m sure you
You have to try.
you imagine seeing
I closed my eyes and coiled my
didn’t need
knew the
“See?
let her go, someone will
hadn’t fought for me,
her, then go
tells you she doesn’t want you, then it’s time to walk
as long as she didn’t, then try
so much faith in
can you after everything I did to
real Riley before all of
believe that female is the best
give
“Do you think I deserve a
” “Everyone does.
nodded
“Thank you.
sorry for the
too painful
to, but because I didn’t know
forgiven you the moment you
know that one day
fall from her eyes as her shoulders started
asked the Goddess what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for
have our
demons made
promise me, you
Riley
the Alpha that your pack
to come strongly from this bad
promise me
Andrea, I requested to speak
doubtful that he had forgiven me, he
we were not forcing it, and we decided it was best to
their territory with a lighter load on my chest than
thankful that I had talked
made me realize that I was not ready to see Nadia with someone
She’s mine.
I would do everything to win her back, even if it meant swallowing
back to my territory, but
has
five minutes before trying
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