Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

her about Nadia, about her uncle,

slap

ashamed of what I

hard time telling her

you and Caspian out when

knew nothing about my past

leave once she found out about you

surprised me

of the person I was, but she gave me a

and I dropped my gaze to the floor as

like a

would love to meet

I smiled weakly, the pain crushing my heart,

is no

do

heard your

“I fucked up again and she

I pushed her away.

you try

I shook

“Did you hurt her?

a hand on

man, but I would never raise a hand to any

can

this female is your

sure whatever misunderstanding you have, the love would be

“I saw

She looked happy.

she was ever that happy when

even bothered to ask her

was giving me so much that I

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

willing to let her go so

give her that happiness she

I can be forgiven for all my

“You’re willing to let her go, but can

thinking, what if I ask

know unless

one who knows

Andrea, do

she would

choose me,

look at

you is that I was meant for

way that Nadia is

met Caspian, she would

And you too.

your mate that one

that day, something in

slowly choosing her over me,

is meant for

because she was

let her slip by without

don’t know if I

“I’m sure you

You have to try.

you imagine seeing her

eyes and coiled my hands

didn’t need to answer

knew the

“See?

let her go, someone will come and take her

Caspian hadn’t fought for me,

then go fight for

she doesn’t want you, then it’s time

long as she didn’t, then

have so

after everything I did

real Riley before all of this

I want to believe that female is the

don’t give

you think I deserve

” “Everyone does.

nodded my

“Thank you.

for

It was too painful to

want to, but because I didn’t know if I deserved

forgiven you the moment you

I know that one day the memories won’t

from her eyes as her shoulders started to

then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but

all have our own

demons made

promise me, you will rise

the Riley that Nadia

the Alpha that your pack

of us to come strongly from this bad part of

you promise me

Andrea, I requested to

although I was doubtful that he had forgiven

not forcing it, and we decided it was best to

with a lighter load on my chest

thankful that I had

that I was not ready to see Nadia

She’s mine.

back, even if

drove back

he has

five minutes

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