Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the

was a slap right on

first time, I was ashamed

hard time telling her about

I threw you and Caspian

she knew nothing about my

she found out about

she surprised

I was, but she

eyes started to water, and I dropped my gaze to the floor as I blinked back the

like a

would love to

smiled weakly, the pain crushing my heart,

she is no

do you

your

fucked up again

I pushed her away.

try to

I shook my

“Did you hurt her?

hand

fucked up man, but I would never

it can still

female

whatever misunderstanding you have, the

“I saw her

She looked happy.

ever that happy when she was with

ask her

the happiness she was giving me so much that

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go so she can be

I can’t give her that happiness she

that, I can be forgiven for all my

let her go, but can

rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she take me

know unless you ask

who knows the answer, not you, not

do you think

she would choose

didn’t choose me,

“Riley, look at

didn’t choose you is that I was

the same way that Nadia is

if she met Caspian,

And you too.

you told me that you smelled your mate

day, something in you

her over me, you

meant for you,

and disregard all other relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to

you’re foolish to just let her slip

if I can make

sure you

You have to try.

you imagine seeing

I closed my eyes and coiled my hands into

didn’t need

knew the

“See?

her go, someone will come and take her

fought for me, I would never be

her, then go fight

doesn’t want you, then it’s time to walk

she didn’t, then try to win

have so much faith in

everything I did

“Because I knew the real Riley before

to believe that female is the best thing that

give up that

“Do you think I

” “Everyone does.

I nodded my

“Thank you.

sorry for

too painful to

I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t

have forgiven you the moment you helped Caspian on the

that one day the memories won’t hurt

fall from her eyes as her shoulders

of my life was not for me, but for you,

have our

your demons made me

you will rise

Riley that Nadia

Alpha that your pack

strongly

you promise

After my conversation with Andrea, I requested to

although I was doubtful that he had

not forcing it, and we decided it was best to

with a lighter load on my chest than I had

was thankful that I

that I was not

She’s mine.

win her back, even if it meant swallowing my

back to my

has no

five minutes before trying

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