Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom

was a slap right on

time, I was ashamed of what I did

time telling

you and Caspian out when you

she knew nothing

was terrified she would leave once she found out

she surprised

was scared of the person I was,

dropped my gaze to the floor as I blinked back

like a

love to

I smiled weakly, the pain

no longer with

“What do you

your

“I fucked up again and she

I pushed her away.

“Did you try

shook

“Did you hurt her?

hand on

but I would never raise a hand to any female,

it can still be

female

sure whatever misunderstanding you have,

saw her

She looked happy.

was ever that happy when she

to ask her before

me so much that I

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go

can’t give

doing that, I can be

willing to let her go,

life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she take

never know unless you ask

knows the

Andrea, do

would choose

choose me,

“Riley, look at

is that

that Nadia is

she met Caspian, she would choose

And you too.

smelled your mate that

since that day, something in you

choosing her over me, you just didn’t want

is meant for you,

one because

to just let her slip by without fighting for

know if I can make

“I’m sure

You have to try.

you imagine seeing

eyes and coiled my

need to answer

knew the

“See?

go, someone will come and take

for me, I

love her, then

doesn’t want you, then it’s

long as she didn’t, then try to win her

“You have so much faith in

you after everything I did

“Because I knew the real Riley before all of this

that female is the best thing that has

don’t give up that

“Do you think I deserve a second

” “Everyone does.

nodded

“Thank you.

I’m sorry for the

It was too painful to

because I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t know if I

the moment you helped Caspian on the full moon

day the memories

from her eyes as her shoulders

realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you,

have our own

demons made me

promise me, you

the Riley that

Alpha that your pack

to come strongly from this bad part of

you promise me

conversation with Andrea, I requested to speak

doubtful that he had forgiven me, he told me he

forcing it, and we decided it was best to let time heal

their territory with a lighter load on my chest than I had

was thankful that I had talked to

I was not ready to see Nadia with someone

She’s mine.

would do everything to win her back, even

my Beta’s number as I drove back to my territory, but his phone was

he has no

minutes

The Novel will be updated daily. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!

Comments ()

0/255