Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded

was a slap right

time, I was ashamed

had a hard time telling

reason I threw you and Caspian out when

there and she knew

found out about

she surprised

person I was, but she gave

water, and I dropped my gaze to

like a lovely

to meet

weakly, the pain

she is no longer

do you

heard your people

“I fucked up

I pushed her away.

“Did you try to

I shook my

“Did you hurt her?

a hand on

I might be a fucked up man, but I would

can

this female is

misunderstanding you have, the love

saw

She looked happy.

was ever that happy when she was

selfish I never even bothered to ask

the happiness she was giving me so much that I

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go so she

I can’t give

by doing that, I can be forgiven for all

let her go, but can

rest of your life thinking, what if

will never know unless

one who knows the answer, not you,

do you think

she would choose

choose me,

look at

you is

that Nadia is

think if she met Caspian, she

And you too.

smelled your mate that one time you

that day, something in you

slowly choosing her over me, you just didn’t want to

is meant for

all other relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly

you’re foolish to just let her slip by without fighting for

know if I can

“I’m sure you

You have to try.

seeing her with someone

my eyes and coiled

need

knew the answer

“See?

someone will come and take her

me, I would never

you love her, then go fight

doesn’t want you, then it’s

as long as she didn’t, then try to win her

“You have so much faith

can you after everything I

real Riley before all of this

want to believe that female is the best thing

don’t give up

I deserve

” “Everyone does.

I nodded my

“Thank you.

sorry for the last three

It was too painful

want to, but because I didn’t

you helped

I know that one day the

to fall from her eyes as her

but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me,

all have our

demons made me

promise me, you will rise from

the Riley that

Alpha that your pack

want both of us to come strongly from this bad part of our

you promise me

conversation with Andrea, I requested to speak with

I was doubtful that he had forgiven me, he told me

it, and we decided it was best to

load on my chest

I was thankful that I had talked to

made me realize that I was not

She’s mine.

her back, even if it meant

I drove back

has no

for five minutes before trying

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