Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded

was a slap right on

time, I was ashamed

hard time telling her

the reason I threw you and Caspian

and she knew

found out about you and what I did to

she surprised

person I was, but she gave

started to water, and I dropped my gaze to the floor as I blinked back the

like

would love to meet her one

I smiled weakly, the pain crushing my

no longer with

“What do you

heard your

fucked up

I pushed her away.

“Did you try to win

I shook

“Did you hurt her?

hand on

fucked up man, but I would

can

female is

misunderstanding you have,

saw her

She looked happy.

was ever that happy when she was

even bothered to ask her

was giving me so much that I failed to notice

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

her go so she can

I can’t give

can be forgiven for

let her go, but

you rather spend the rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness,

know unless

the only one who knows the answer, not

me, Andrea, do you think I’m

she would

didn’t choose

“Riley, look

choose you is that I was

way that Nadia is

met Caspian, she would choose Caspian

And you too.

remember you told me that you smelled your mate that one time you

that day, something in

her over me, you just didn’t

meant

relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to fit

her slip by without fighting

don’t know if

sure

You have to try.

seeing her

closed my eyes and coiled my hands into

need to answer

knew the

“See?

her go, someone will come and take her

“If Caspian hadn’t fought for me, I

her, then

she tells you she doesn’t want you, then

as long as she didn’t, then try to

so much

everything I did

real Riley before all of this

I want to believe that female is the best thing that has happened to your

give

you think I deserve

” “Everyone does.

I nodded

“Thank you.

I’m sorry for the last

It was too painful

to, but because

moment you helped Caspian on the full moon

day the

from her eyes as her

wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you

all have our

demons

you will rise

Riley that Nadia

that your

come strongly

you promise

conversation with Andrea, I requested to

was doubtful that he had

forcing it, and we decided it was

with a lighter load

thankful that

that I was not ready to see Nadia with someone

She’s mine.

her back, even

my Beta’s number as I drove back to my territory, but his phone

has

minutes

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