Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

her about Nadia, about her

slap right

the first time, I was ashamed of

hard time

you and Caspian

knew nothing about

once she found out about you

she surprised me

person I was, but she

I dropped my gaze

sounds like a

would love to meet

I smiled weakly, the pain crushing my heart,

she is no longer with

“What do

your people loved

fucked up again and she

I pushed her away.

you try

I shook

“Did you hurt her?

hand on

up man, but I would never raise a hand to any female, especially

it can

female is

you have,

“I saw

She looked happy.

wonder if she was ever that happy when she

so selfish I never even bothered to ask

the happiness she was giving me so much that I failed to

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go so

I know I can’t give her that

that, I can be forgiven for

let her go, but

your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she take

know unless

who knows the answer, not

“Tell me, Andrea, do

would choose

choose

“Riley, look

you is that I was meant

the same way that

you think if she met Caspian, she

And you too.

smelled your mate that one time you

that day,

choosing her over me, you just didn’t want

meant

but not this one because she was the only person

foolish to just let her slip by without fighting

“I don’t know if I can

“I’m sure

You have to try.

you imagine seeing her with someone

I closed my eyes and

didn’t need to answer

the answer

“See?

her go, someone will

fought for me, I would

love her, then go fight for

she doesn’t want you, then it’s time to

long as she didn’t, then try to

“You have so much faith in

you after everything I

I knew the real

female is the best thing

give up that

“Do you think I deserve a

” “Everyone does.

I nodded my

“Thank you.

for the last three

too

to, but because I didn’t

the moment you helped Caspian

I know that one day the memories

from her eyes as

did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you will learn and you will grow from

all have our own demons,

demons

you will rise

the Riley that

Alpha that your

both of us to come strongly from this bad part

you promise me

conversation with Andrea, I requested

had forgiven

we were not forcing it, and we decided it was best to let time

territory with a lighter load on my

thankful that I had talked to

not ready to see Nadia with

She’s mine.

would do everything to win her back, even if it

drove back to my territory, but his

has

for five minutes before trying

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