Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search

a slap right on my

the first time, I was ashamed of

had a hard time

was the reason I threw you and

she knew nothing about my

leave once she found out about you and what I

she surprised

of the person I was,

I dropped my gaze to the floor as I blinked back the

sounds like a lovely

love to meet her one

weakly, the pain

is no longer

do

heard your people loved

up again and

I pushed her away.

“Did you try

I shook

“Did you hurt her?

a hand

I might be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand to any female, especially

can still

female

sure whatever misunderstanding you have, the love would

“I saw her

She looked happy.

wonder if she was ever that happy when

so selfish I never even bothered to ask her before if I

me

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

willing to let her go

I can’t give her that

doing that, I can be forgiven

“You’re willing to let

life thinking, what if I

know unless you ask

one who knows the answer, not you,

do

she would

didn’t choose

“Riley, look at

didn’t choose you is that I was

that Nadia is meant for

you think if she met Caspian, she would choose Caspian over

And you too.

told me that you smelled your mate that one time you

day, something

choosing her over me, you just didn’t want to

meant

can end and disregard all other relationships, but not this one because she was

just let her slip by without fighting for

“I don’t know if I can make

sure you

You have to try.

imagine seeing

and coiled

need to

the answer

“See?

let her go, someone will come and

me, I would

then

she tells you she doesn’t want you, then it’s time to walk

as long as she didn’t, then try to

“You have so much

after everything I

I knew the real

to believe that female is the best thing

give up

you think I deserve a

” “Everyone does.

nodded my

“Thank you.

for

too painful to

but because I

you the moment you helped Caspian

know that one day the memories won’t hurt

to fall from her eyes as her shoulders

I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me,

have our own

your demons made me

you will rise from

the Riley that Nadia

the Alpha that your

to come strongly from

promise

with Andrea, I requested to speak

he had forgiven me, he

we decided it was best

territory with a lighter load on my chest than I had

thankful that I had

was not ready to see Nadia

She’s mine.

do everything to win her back, even if

I drove back to my territory, but his phone

he has no

five minutes

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