Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her

was a slap right

time, I was ashamed

a hard time telling

reason I threw you and Caspian out when

she knew nothing about my past with

she would leave once she found out about you and

she surprised me

scared of the person I was,

and I dropped my gaze to

sounds like a lovely

would love to meet her

I smiled weakly, the pain crushing my heart, “She

no longer with

do

your people loved

fucked up again and

I pushed her away.

“Did you try to

I shook my

“Did you hurt her?

hand

might be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand to

can still be

female is your

whatever misunderstanding you have,

saw

She looked happy.

she was ever

selfish I never even bothered to ask her before if I was

me so much that I failed to

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go

give her that happiness

that, I can be forgiven for all my

“You’re willing to let her

spend the rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she take me

will never know unless you

one who knows the answer,

Andrea, do

would choose

choose me,

look

I didn’t choose you is that I was meant

that Nadia

you think if she met Caspian, she

And you too.

remember you told me that you smelled your mate that one time you

that day, something in

choosing her over me, you just didn’t want to

meant

all other relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to

to just let her slip by without

know if I can make

sure

You have to try.

imagine seeing her

my eyes and coiled my hands

didn’t need to answer

knew the

“See?

you let her go, someone will come

“If Caspian hadn’t fought for me,

you love her, then go

she doesn’t want you, then it’s

long as she didn’t, then try to win her

“You have so much

can you after everything I

“Because I knew the real Riley before all of

is the best thing that has

don’t give up

I deserve a

” “Everyone does.

I nodded

“Thank you.

sorry for the last

was too painful to

but because I didn’t know if I deserved her

the moment you helped

that one day the memories won’t

fall from her eyes as her shoulders

but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me,

our

your demons made

me, you will

Riley that

Alpha that your pack

us to come strongly from this

promise

Andrea, I requested to speak

had forgiven

forcing it, and we decided it was best to let time heal

lighter load on

was thankful that

not ready to see Nadia with

She’s mine.

win her back,

back to my territory, but his

he has

for five minutes before trying again, but

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