Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the

slap

the first time, I was ashamed of what

had a hard time

reason I threw you and Caspian out when you visited my

there and she knew nothing about my past

once she found

she surprised me

the person I was, but she gave me a

my gaze to the floor as I

like a lovely

love to meet her one

I smiled weakly, the pain crushing my

is no longer with

“What do

heard your people

“I fucked up

I pushed her away.

try to win her

shook

“Did you hurt her?

a hand on

a fucked up man, but I would

can still be

this female

misunderstanding you have,

“I saw

She looked happy.

wonder if she was ever that

to ask her before if I was making

was giving me so much that I failed

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

to let her go so she can be

I know I can’t give

maybe, by doing that, I can be

to let her go, but

the rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she

never know unless

the only one who knows the

do you

would choose

choose me,

“Riley, look at

I didn’t choose you is that

the same way that Nadia is meant

she met Caspian, she

And you too.

told me that you smelled your mate that

since that day,

slowly choosing her over me, you

is meant

end and disregard all other relationships, but not this one because

just let her slip by without

know if I can make her

sure

You have to try.

you imagine seeing her

I closed my eyes and

need

the

“See?

her go, someone will come and

me, I

you love her, then go fight for

doesn’t want you, then it’s time to

as long as she didn’t, then try

have so much faith

everything I did

the real Riley before all of this

want to believe that female is the best thing that has happened to your

don’t give up

think I deserve a second

” “Everyone does.

I nodded my

“Thank you.

sorry for

It was too painful to

to, but because I didn’t know if I deserved

you the moment you helped Caspian

one day the memories

Tears started to fall from her eyes as her shoulders

Goddess what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not

our

demons made

me, you will rise

the Riley that Nadia

Alpha that your

strongly from this bad part of our

you promise

conversation with Andrea, I requested to speak with

that he had

not forcing it, and we decided it was best to let time heal

load on my chest than I had this

was thankful that I had talked to

that I was not ready to

She’s mine.

everything to win her back, even if it

Beta’s number as I drove back to my territory, but his phone

has no

five minutes before trying

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