Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 62

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 62

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with

a slap right on my

ashamed of what

hard time telling her

was the reason I threw you and Caspian out

was there and she knew nothing about

was terrified she would leave once she found out about

she surprised

scared of the person I

I dropped my

like a lovely

love to meet

I smiled weakly, the pain

is no

do you

your people

“I fucked up again and she

I pushed her away.

“Did you try to

shook

“Did you hurt her?

hand on

might be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand to

it can

this female

sure whatever misunderstanding you have, the

“I saw her

She looked happy.

even wonder if she was ever that happy

to ask her before if I was making

was giving me so much that

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go so she

know I can’t give

I can be

“You’re willing to let her go, but

would you rather spend the rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she take

never know

only one who knows

do you think I’m

she would

choose me,

look at

you is that I was meant for

same way that

met Caspian, she

And you too.

your

day,

slowly choosing her over me, you just didn’t want to accept

is meant for

all other relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly

just let her slip by

don’t know if I

sure

You have to try.

seeing

my eyes and coiled

need to

knew the

“See?

you let her go, someone will come and take her

Caspian hadn’t fought for me, I would never

her, then go

doesn’t want you, then

as long as she didn’t, then

“You have so much faith in

everything I did to

real Riley

is the best thing that has happened to

don’t give

I deserve a second

” “Everyone does.

I nodded

“Thank you.

I’m sorry for the

too painful

I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t know

moment you helped Caspian on

day the memories

started to fall from her eyes

that maybe that part of my

our

demons made

me, you

the Riley

that your

come strongly

you promise me

I requested to speak with Caspian

doubtful that he had forgiven me, he told

decided it was best to let time heal all

a lighter load on my chest

that I had talked to

was not

She’s mine.

back, even if it meant swallowing my own

as I drove back to my territory, but his phone was

he has no

five minutes before trying again, but

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