Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

slap right

the first time, I was ashamed of what I did

had a hard time telling

and Caspian out when you visited my

was there and she knew nothing about my

would leave once she found

surprised

of the person I

my

like a lovely

to

I smiled weakly, the pain crushing my heart, “She

is no longer

“What do you

heard your people loved

“I fucked up

I pushed her away.

try

I shook

“Did you hurt her?

a hand

fucked up man, but I would never raise

can still be

this female

whatever misunderstanding you have, the love would be

“I saw her

She looked happy.

ever that happy when she

to ask her

was giving me so

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

let her go so

give her

doing that, I can

“You’re willing to let her go, but can

life thinking, what if I

know

one who knows the answer, not

me, Andrea, do

would

choose

“Riley, look at

I didn’t choose you is that I

way that Nadia is meant

you think if she met Caspian, she

And you too.

you smelled your mate

that day, something in you

me, you just didn’t

meant for

other relationships, but not this one because she was

her slip

if

“I’m sure you

You have to try.

imagine seeing

I closed my eyes and coiled my hands

didn’t need

the

“See?

her go, someone will come and

for me, I would never be this

her, then go fight

doesn’t want you, then it’s time to walk

as long as she didn’t, then try to win her

have so

can you after everything I

knew the real Riley before all of this

want to believe that female is the best thing that

don’t give up

think I deserve

” “Everyone does.

I nodded

“Thank you.

for

It was too painful

I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t know

have forgiven you the moment you helped

that one day the memories

from her eyes as her shoulders

then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you will learn and you will grow from

our own

your demons made

promise me, you will

the Riley

the Alpha that your pack

strongly from this

you promise me

I requested to speak with Caspian

was doubtful that he had forgiven

we decided it was best

a lighter load on my chest than I had this

was thankful that I had talked to

was not

She’s mine.

everything to win her back, even if it meant

Beta’s number as I drove back to my territory, but his

has no

for five minutes before

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