Through The Eyes Of My Alpha
Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63
Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63
RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.
Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.
And I was thankful for that.
But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.
Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.
It was time to meet Andrea.
I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.
He was at their border.
It was easier to ask permission for entrance.
It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.
I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.
.
Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.
So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.
I missed a lot.
Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.
But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.
I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.
It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.
I was lost for words.
Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.
So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.
I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.
He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.
He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.
I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.
For a moment, no one said a word.
She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.
I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.
But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.
“Why are you here, Riley?
” She broke the silence.
I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.
“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.
So I could free myself from guilt.
I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.
But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.
It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.
You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.
When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.
It became an obsession.
Until I just found myself getting lost in it.
I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.
When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.
I left everything to the Goddess.
I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.
I was ready to be alone.
But then the Goddess had her own plan.
I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.
” A smile slowly crept into her lips.
“Nadia, right?
We’ve heard about her.
” I just nodded my head.
“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.
She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.
I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.
a slap right on
first time, I was ashamed of what
a hard time telling
reason I threw you and Caspian
knew nothing about my past with
leave once she found
she surprised
of the person I
my gaze to the floor
like a
love to meet her one
smiled weakly, the pain crushing my heart, “She
is no longer with
do
your people loved
fucked up
I pushed her away.
“Did you try to
I shook my
“Did you hurt her?
a hand
be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a
it can still
this female is
misunderstanding you have, the love
“I saw her
She looked happy.
she was ever that happy when
even bothered to ask her before if
enjoying the happiness she was giving me so much that I failed to
But I love her.
I love her, Andrea.
willing to let her go
give
can be forgiven
“You’re willing to let her go,
would you rather spend the rest of your life thinking, what
know
knows the answer, not you, not
me, Andrea, do you think I’m
would choose
choose
“Riley, look
choose you is that
way that Nadia
Caspian, she would choose Caspian over
And you too.
smelled your
that day, something in you
choosing her over me, you just didn’t
meant
not this one because she
her slip by without fighting
don’t know if I can make
sure
You have to try.
seeing her with
I closed my eyes and coiled my
didn’t need to
knew the
“See?
her go, someone will come
hadn’t fought for me, I
love her, then
she tells you she doesn’t want you, then it’s time to walk
long as she didn’t, then try
“You have so much faith
can you after everything I did
“Because I knew the real Riley before all of
female is the best thing that has happened to your
give
you think I
” “Everyone does.
I nodded my
“Thank you.
sorry for
It was too painful
because I didn’t know if I
have forgiven you the moment you helped Caspian on the full
that one day the
fall from her eyes as her shoulders started
always asked the Goddess what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was
have our
your demons made me
me, you will
the Riley that Nadia
that
come strongly from this bad part of
promise me
Andrea, I requested to speak with
doubtful that he had forgiven me,
we were not forcing it, and we decided it
lighter load on my chest than
that I had
that I was not ready to see Nadia with
She’s mine.
do everything to win her back, even if it
back to my territory, but his
has
five minutes before trying again, but
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