Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

a slap

was ashamed of what

had a hard time telling her

and Caspian

and she knew nothing

terrified she would leave once she found out about you and what I did

she surprised

I was, but she gave me

dropped my gaze to the floor as I blinked back the

sounds like a lovely

love to meet

weakly, the pain

no longer with

do

heard your

“I fucked up

I pushed her away.

you try to win

I shook

“Did you hurt her?

hand on

might be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand to any female,

it can still

this female

sure whatever misunderstanding you have,

saw

She looked happy.

if she was ever that happy

to ask her before if I was making

she was giving me so much that I failed to

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

willing to let her go so she

I can’t give

doing that, I can be forgiven

willing to let

of your life thinking, what

will never know unless you

who knows the answer, not

“Tell me, Andrea, do you

she would

choose

look

reason I didn’t choose you is that I

same way that

Caspian, she would choose

And you too.

you told me that you smelled your mate that one time you visited Alpha

day, something in

slowly choosing her over me, you just didn’t want

meant for

this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to

let her

know if

“I’m sure

You have to try.

you imagine seeing her

my eyes and

didn’t need to

the answer

“See?

you let her go, someone will come and

hadn’t fought for me,

then go

doesn’t want you, then it’s

she didn’t, then try to

so much faith in

everything I did

knew the real Riley before

that female is the best thing

don’t give up

“Do you think I

” “Everyone does.

I nodded

“Thank you.

for the last three

too painful

to, but because I didn’t know

you helped Caspian on

day

fall from her eyes as

then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for

have our own demons,

your demons made me

me, you will

Riley that Nadia

Alpha that your

to come strongly

promise

Andrea, I requested to speak with Caspian

was doubtful that he had forgiven me, he told

we decided

left their territory with a lighter load on my

I was thankful that I had talked to

I was not

She’s mine.

I would do everything to win her back,

number as I drove back

he has

five minutes

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