Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

slap right on my

first time, I was ashamed of what

a hard time telling her

was the reason I threw you and Caspian out when you visited my

there and she knew

she would leave once she found out about you and what

surprised

scared of the person I was, but she gave

my gaze to the floor

like

to

weakly, the pain crushing my

no

do you

heard your people loved

“I fucked up

I pushed her away.

you try to

I shook

“Did you hurt her?

a hand on

man, but I would never raise a hand

can

this female

you have, the

saw

She looked happy.

ever

ask

enjoying the happiness she was giving me so

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

her go

can’t give her that happiness

maybe, by doing that, I can be forgiven

“You’re willing to let

would you rather spend the rest of your life thinking, what if

never know

who knows the answer, not

me, Andrea, do you

would

didn’t choose

look

is that

way that

you think if she met Caspian, she would choose

And you too.

told me that you smelled your mate that one time you

since that day, something

choosing her over me, you just didn’t want to accept

meant for you,

not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to fit

let her slip by without fighting for

don’t know if I can

sure

You have to try.

you imagine seeing her

my eyes and coiled my

didn’t need to answer

knew the answer

“See?

let her go, someone will

fought for me, I would never be this

her, then go fight

she doesn’t want you, then it’s

long as she didn’t, then try to

have so much

can you after everything I did to

the real Riley

believe that female is the best thing that has happened to your

don’t give up

you think I deserve

” “Everyone does.

I nodded

“Thank you.

I’m sorry for the last

was too

to, but because I

the moment you helped

that one day the memories won’t hurt

from her eyes

always asked the Goddess what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was

have our

demons made me

me, you

Riley

the Alpha that your pack

us to come strongly from this bad part of our

promise

with Andrea, I requested to speak

although I was doubtful that he had forgiven me,

were not forcing it, and we decided

a lighter load on my chest than I had this

was thankful that I had talked to

me realize that I was not ready to

She’s mine.

I would do everything to win her back, even if it meant swallowing

as I drove back

has no

waited for five minutes before trying again, but

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