Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

slap right on

first time, I was ashamed of what I did

hard time telling her about

threw you and Caspian out when you visited my

was there and she knew nothing about my past

terrified she would leave once she found out about

surprised me

the person I was, but she gave me a

My eyes started to water, and I dropped my gaze to the floor as

like a lovely

would love to meet

I smiled weakly, the pain crushing my

no longer with

“What do you

your

fucked up

I pushed her away.

you try to

shook my

“Did you hurt her?

hand

up man, but I would never raise a hand to any

can still

female

you have, the love

“I saw

She looked happy.

she was ever that happy when she was

ask her before if

happiness she was giving me so much that

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go so she

can’t give

maybe, by doing that, I can be forgiven for all

willing to let

rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would

never know unless you

only one who knows the answer, not you,

“Tell me, Andrea, do

she would

choose me,

“Riley, look

is that I was meant for

way that

if she met Caspian, she would

And you too.

smelled your mate that one time you

that day, something in

slowly choosing her over me, you just didn’t want to accept

is meant

but not this one because she was the only person the

just let her

“I don’t know if

sure

You have to try.

imagine seeing her with someone

closed my eyes and coiled my hands into

didn’t need to

the answer

“See?

someone will come and take her

for me, I would never be

love her, then go fight for

she doesn’t want you, then it’s time

long as she didn’t, then

so much faith in

after everything I did

real Riley before all

believe that female is the best thing

give

“Do you think I deserve

” “Everyone does.

I nodded my

“Thank you.

I’m sorry for

was too painful to

to, but because I didn’t know if I

moment you helped

day the memories

her eyes

did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you will learn

our own

demons made me

you will rise from

the Riley that Nadia

that

come strongly from this bad

promise me

I requested to speak with Caspian

doubtful that he had forgiven me, he told me he

it, and we decided it was best to let time

with a lighter load on my chest than I

thankful that

realize that I was not ready to

She’s mine.

everything to win her back, even

Beta’s number as I drove back to my territory, but his phone

he has no

minutes before

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