Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

slap right on my

time, I was ashamed of what I did to

had a hard time telling

reason I threw you and Caspian out when

there and she knew nothing about

would leave once she found

she surprised me

person I was, but she

water, and I dropped my gaze to the

sounds like

would love to meet

smiled weakly, the pain crushing

is no longer

“What do you

heard your

up again and she

I pushed her away.

try to

I shook

“Did you hurt her?

a hand

might be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand to

it can

female is

sure whatever misunderstanding you have, the

saw her

She looked happy.

she was ever that happy when

ask her before if

happiness she was giving me so much that I failed

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

to let her go so

know I can’t give her that happiness she

that, I can be forgiven for all my

willing to let

you rather spend the rest of your life thinking, what if I

know

only one who knows the answer, not you,

me, Andrea, do you think I’m

would choose

choose

look

choose you is that I was meant for

the same way that Nadia is

Caspian, she would choose Caspian

And you too.

that you smelled your mate that one time you visited

that day, something

slowly choosing her over me, you

is meant

because she was the only person the

you’re foolish to just let her slip

if I

“I’m sure

You have to try.

seeing her with

my eyes and

didn’t need to answer

knew the answer

“See?

someone will come and

fought for me,

love her, then go fight

she doesn’t want you, then

as long as she didn’t,

have so

after everything

real Riley before all of this

I want to believe that female is the best thing that has happened to

don’t give up that

“Do you think I deserve

” “Everyone does.

I nodded my

“Thank you.

for the

It was too

but because I didn’t know if

moment you

one day the memories won’t hurt

fall from her eyes as

I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but

our own demons,

demons

me, you

Riley that Nadia

that your

want both of us to come strongly from this bad

you promise me

After my conversation with Andrea, I requested to speak

had forgiven

we decided it was best to let

territory with a lighter load

that I had

I was not ready to see Nadia with

She’s mine.

win her back, even if it

I drove back to my territory, but his

he has

waited for five minutes before trying

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