Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

was a slap right on my

was ashamed of

hard time telling

I threw you and Caspian out when you visited my

knew nothing about my past with

found out about you and what

she surprised

the person I was, but she gave me

dropped my gaze to the floor as I blinked back the

sounds like

would love to meet

the pain

she is no longer with

do

your people loved

“I fucked up again

I pushed her away.

try to win her

shook my

“Did you hurt her?

a hand

“No, I might be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand to any female, especially

it can

this female

you have, the love

“I saw her

She looked happy.

ever

never even bothered to ask her before if I was making her

was giving me so much that I failed

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

willing to let her go so

give

doing that, I can be forgiven for

willing to let

rather spend the rest of your life thinking, what

will never know unless you

knows

me, Andrea, do you think I’m

she would choose

choose

“Riley, look

choose you is that I was meant for

way that Nadia is meant

met Caspian, she would choose Caspian over

And you too.

remember you told me that you smelled your mate that one

day, something in you

choosing her over me, you

is meant

end and disregard all other relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded

foolish to just let her slip by

if

sure

You have to try.

imagine seeing her with someone

and

need to

the answer

“See?

let her go, someone will

for me, I would never

her, then go fight

she tells you she doesn’t want you, then it’s time to walk

she didn’t, then try to win

have so much faith in

everything I did

the real Riley before all of this

the best thing that has happened to your

don’t give up

think I

” “Everyone does.

I nodded my

“Thank you.

for

too painful

didn’t want to, but because I didn’t know if I

forgiven you the moment you helped Caspian

day the memories won’t hurt

to fall from her eyes as her

then I realized that maybe that part of my life

have our

your demons

promise me, you will

the Riley that Nadia

that your pack

want both of us to come strongly from this bad part of

you promise me

Andrea, I requested to speak

that he had forgiven me, he told me he

we were not forcing it, and we decided it was best to let time heal all

left their territory with a lighter load

was thankful that I had

that I was not

She’s mine.

to win her back, even if it meant swallowing my own

back to my

has

five minutes before trying again,

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