Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

was a slap right on

I was ashamed of what I

hard time telling her

the reason I threw you and

was there and she knew nothing about my past

found out about you

she surprised me

scared of the person I

water, and I dropped my gaze

like a

to meet

the pain crushing my heart, “She

she is no

do

your people

“I fucked up again and she

I pushed her away.

try to win

I shook

“Did you hurt her?

hand

fucked up man, but I would

it can still be

female is

misunderstanding you have, the love

“I saw her

She looked happy.

was ever that happy when she

to ask her before if I was

was enjoying the happiness she was giving me so much that I failed to

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

her go so she can be

I know I can’t give

maybe, by doing that, I can be forgiven for

“You’re willing to let her go, but

of your life thinking, what if I

know unless you

knows the answer,

me, Andrea, do you think I’m

she would

didn’t choose me,

look at

is that I

same way that Nadia

Caspian, she would choose Caspian

And you too.

your mate that one

day,

me, you just didn’t want to

is meant

this one because she

her slip by

know if I can make her

“I’m sure

You have to try.

imagine seeing

my eyes and

need to

the

“See?

let her go, someone

for me, I

love her, then go fight for

want you, then it’s

she didn’t, then try to win her

have so much faith in

after everything

the real Riley

I want to believe that female is the best thing that

give up

think I deserve a

” “Everyone does.

I nodded my

“Thank you.

I’m sorry for the last three

It was too

because I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t

you the moment you helped Caspian

know that one day the memories won’t hurt

her eyes as her shoulders started

realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so

our

your demons made

promise me, you will rise from

Riley that

that your

to come strongly

you promise

Andrea, I requested to

although I was doubtful that he had forgiven

forcing it, and we decided it was best to let

with a lighter load on my chest than I

I was thankful that

me realize that I was not ready to

She’s mine.

to win her back, even if it meant swallowing my

back to my

has no

minutes

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