Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

a slap right on my

ashamed of what I did

time telling her about

and

was there and she knew nothing about my

she found out about

she surprised me

person I was, but she gave me

dropped my gaze to the floor as

sounds like

would love to

smiled weakly, the pain

is no longer

“What do you

heard your people

“I fucked up again and she

I pushed her away.

“Did you try

shook my

“Did you hurt her?

a hand on

a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand to any female,

can

this female is

sure whatever misunderstanding you have,

saw her

She looked happy.

wonder if she was ever that happy when

never even bothered to ask

me so

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

her go so she can be

can’t give

can be

let

spend the rest of your life thinking,

know unless you ask

knows the answer, not

Andrea, do you

would

didn’t choose

look at

didn’t choose you is that I was

the same way that Nadia is meant for

Caspian, she

And you too.

smelled your mate that one time you

since that day, something in you

were slowly choosing her over me, you just didn’t want to

meant for

but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to fit with

just let her slip by

“I don’t know if I

“I’m sure

You have to try.

you imagine seeing her with someone

and coiled my hands into

didn’t need

the answer

“See?

you let her go, someone will

hadn’t fought for me, I would

love her, then

she tells you she doesn’t want you, then it’s time

didn’t, then try to win

“You have so

you after everything I did to

the real

is the best thing that has happened to

don’t give

think I deserve a second

” “Everyone does.

nodded my

“Thank you.

sorry for

It was too painful to

but because I didn’t know if I

the moment you

I know that one day the memories

Tears started to fall from her eyes as

Goddess what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you

all have our own

your demons made me

promise me, you will rise from

the Riley

that

both of us to come strongly from this bad part of our

you promise me

Andrea, I requested to speak

doubtful that he had

forcing it, and we decided it was best

load on my chest than I had this

thankful that

that I was not ready to see

She’s mine.

I would do everything to win her back, even if it meant

drove back to my territory, but his phone was

he has no

minutes before

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