Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

was a slap

first time, I was ashamed of

a hard time telling

you and Caspian out when you

knew nothing about my

found

she surprised

the person I was, but she gave me

started to water, and I dropped my gaze to

sounds like a lovely

love to meet her one

smiled weakly, the pain crushing my

is no longer with

do you

heard your people loved

up again and she

I pushed her away.

you try

shook

“Did you hurt her?

hand on

I might be a fucked up man, but I

can still be

this female is your

misunderstanding you have, the love would

saw her

She looked happy.

was ever that happy when she was with

ask her before if

giving me so much that I failed

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

let her go so she

give her

by doing that, I can be forgiven for all

let her go, but can

life thinking, what if

will never know

only one who knows the answer, not you,

do you think I’m

would choose

choose

look at

I didn’t choose you is that I was meant

way that Nadia is meant for

Caspian, she

And you too.

told me that you smelled your mate that one time you visited Alpha

since that day, something in you

choosing her over me,

meant for

not this one because she was the only person

you’re foolish to just let her slip by

“I don’t know if I can

“I’m sure

You have to try.

imagine seeing her

closed my eyes and

didn’t need to

knew the answer

“See?

someone will

Caspian hadn’t fought for me, I

love her, then go fight

want you, then it’s time

long as she didn’t,

“You have so

can you after everything

knew the real Riley before

I want to believe that female is the best thing

don’t give up

I deserve a

” “Everyone does.

nodded

“Thank you.

sorry for the last

It was too painful to

want to, but because I didn’t know if

you helped Caspian on the full

know that one day the memories won’t

from her eyes as

Goddess what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you will

all have our own demons,

demons made

promise me, you will

Riley that

that your

us to come strongly from this bad part of our

promise

my conversation with Andrea, I requested to speak with

I was doubtful that he had forgiven

we decided it was best to let time

territory with a lighter load on my chest than I had

I was thankful that I had talked to

realize that I was not ready to

She’s mine.

back, even if it

as I drove back to my territory, but his phone was

he has no

for five minutes before

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