Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

slap right on my

the first time, I was ashamed of what

time telling

I threw you and

was there and she knew nothing about my

found out about you and what I did to

surprised me

the person I was, but she gave me

water, and I dropped my gaze to the floor as I

like a lovely

would love to meet her

weakly, the pain crushing my

no

do

heard your people

fucked up

I pushed her away.

“Did you try

I shook my

“Did you hurt her?

a hand

I would never raise a hand

it can still be

female

misunderstanding you have, the

“I saw her

She looked happy.

if she was ever that happy when she was

never even bothered to ask her before if I was

was giving me so much that I failed to

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go so she can be

give her

by doing that, I can be forgiven for all my

“You’re willing to let her go, but can

the rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she

will never know unless you ask

who knows the answer, not

me, Andrea, do you think I’m

she would

didn’t choose me,

look

choose you is that I was meant for

way that

she met Caspian, she would choose Caspian over

And you too.

your mate that one time

that day,

slowly choosing her over me, you just didn’t want

is meant for

and disregard all other relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to

let her slip by without

know if I can make

sure you

You have to try.

imagine seeing

my eyes and

need to

knew the

“See?

let her go, someone will come

“If Caspian hadn’t fought for me, I would never be

her, then go fight for

you she doesn’t want you, then it’s

didn’t, then try to

so much faith in

everything

knew the real Riley before

is the

don’t give

you think I deserve

” “Everyone does.

I nodded my

“Thank you.

sorry for the last three

It was too painful to

want to, but because I didn’t know if

the moment you helped Caspian on

that one day the memories

from her eyes as her shoulders started

asked the Goddess what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so

have our own demons,

your demons made me

you will

the Riley that Nadia

that your pack

of us to come strongly from this bad part

promise

my conversation with Andrea, I requested to speak

was doubtful that he had forgiven me,

and we decided it was best to let

load on my chest than

I was thankful that I

realize that I was not ready to see Nadia

She’s mine.

to win her back, even if it meant

back to my territory, but his phone

has

minutes before trying

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