Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

a slap right on my

time, I was ashamed of what I did

had a hard time telling her about

threw you and Caspian out when

and she knew nothing

once she found out about you and what I

she surprised

of the person I was, but

I dropped my gaze

like a lovely

to meet her

I smiled weakly, the pain

is no longer with

do

your people loved

“I fucked up

I pushed her away.

“Did you try to win

I shook my

“Did you hurt her?

a hand on

a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand

it can still be

this female is your

have, the

saw her

She looked happy.

even wonder if she was ever

bothered to ask her before if

giving me so much that

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go so she can be

I know I can’t give her

maybe, by doing that, I can be

willing to let

would you rather spend the rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would

never know unless

the only one who knows the answer, not you,

do you think

she would choose

choose me,

“Riley, look at

choose you is that I was

the same way that Nadia is meant for

if she met Caspian, she would choose Caspian

And you too.

your mate that

since that day, something

over me, you just didn’t want to

meant for

can end and disregard all other relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded to fit with

to just let her slip by without fighting for

if I can

“I’m sure

You have to try.

imagine seeing her with

eyes and coiled my hands into

need

the

“See?

someone will come and take her

hadn’t fought for me, I would never be this

then go fight for

doesn’t want you, then it’s time to

didn’t, then

“You have so

can you after everything I did to

real Riley before all of

want to believe that female is the best thing that has happened to your

don’t give up

you think I deserve

” “Everyone does.

nodded

“Thank you.

I’m sorry for

It was too

to, but because

have forgiven you the moment you

know that one day the memories won’t

Tears started to fall from her eyes as

part of my life was not for

all have our own demons,

your demons made me

promise me, you will rise from

Riley

that

come strongly from this bad part

promise me

conversation with Andrea, I requested to speak

he had forgiven

decided it was best to let

with a lighter load on my chest than

I was thankful that I had talked

realize that I was not ready to see Nadia with

She’s mine.

her back, even if it

my Beta’s number as I drove back

he has no

minutes before trying

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