Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

was a slap

the first time, I was ashamed of what

had a hard time

threw you and Caspian out when you

there and she knew

was terrified she would leave once she found out about

surprised

of the person I

water, and I dropped my gaze to the

like a lovely

love to meet her

pain

is no

do

your

“I fucked up again

I pushed her away.

“Did you try to

shook

“Did you hurt her?

a hand on

“No, I might be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand to any female, especially

can still

this female is your

misunderstanding you have, the love would

“I saw

She looked happy.

wonder if she was ever that happy when

bothered to ask her before

happiness she was giving me so much that I failed

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go so

give her that happiness

I can be forgiven for all

let her go, but

thinking, what if

will never know unless you

who knows the

do

would

choose me,

look

I didn’t choose you is

same way that Nadia is meant for

you think if she met Caspian, she would choose Caspian

And you too.

your mate that one time you visited

day,

her over me, you just didn’t want to accept

is meant

disregard all other relationships, but not this one because she

let her slip by

if

sure you

You have to try.

seeing her with someone

my eyes and coiled my hands into

didn’t need

the answer

“See?

someone will come and take

me, I would never

you love her, then go

doesn’t want you,

as long as she didn’t, then try to win

have so

can you after everything I did to

knew the real

is the

don’t give up that

“Do you think I deserve a second

” “Everyone does.

I nodded

“Thank you.

I’m sorry for the last three

too painful to

because I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t know if I

you helped Caspian on

one day the

started to fall from her eyes as her

that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you will learn and you will

our own demons,

demons made me

you will rise from

Riley that Nadia

that

to come strongly from this bad part of our

promise

my conversation with Andrea, I requested to

doubtful that he had forgiven me, he told me

forcing it, and we decided it was best to

with a lighter load

that I

not ready to see Nadia

She’s mine.

win her back, even if it meant swallowing my own

number as I drove back to my territory,

he has

for five minutes before

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