Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

slap right on my

was ashamed

hard time telling her about

you and

she knew nothing about my

would leave once she found out about you and what I

she surprised

of the person I was,

My eyes started to water, and I dropped my gaze to

like

love to

the pain crushing

she is no longer with

do

heard your people

fucked up

I pushed her away.

you try to

I shook my

“Did you hurt her?

hand on

but I would never raise a hand to any female,

it can

female is your

you have,

“I saw her

She looked happy.

ever that happy when she was with

selfish I never even bothered to ask her before if I was

me so

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

go so

know I can’t give her that happiness she

by doing that, I can be

“You’re willing to let her go, but can

the rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she take me

will never know unless

the only one who knows the answer, not you, not

“Tell me, Andrea, do you

she would choose

choose

“Riley, look

I didn’t choose you is that

that Nadia is

met Caspian, she

And you too.

you told me that you smelled your

day, something

slowly choosing her over me, you just didn’t want to

meant

can end and disregard all other relationships, but not this one because she was

you’re foolish to just let her slip by without fighting for

“I don’t know if

sure you

You have to try.

seeing

my eyes and coiled my

need

knew the answer

“See?

her go, someone

for me, I would never

her, then go

want

as long as she didn’t,

have so

everything I did

I knew the real Riley before all of this

female is the best thing that

don’t give

think I

” “Everyone does.

nodded

“Thank you.

for

was too painful

because I didn’t want to, but because I

have forgiven you the moment you helped Caspian on

I know that one day the memories won’t

to fall from her eyes as her shoulders started

the Goddess what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you will

all have our own demons,

demons

you will rise

Riley

Alpha that your pack

of us to come strongly from this bad part of our

promise

Andrea, I requested

although I was doubtful that he had forgiven me, he told

forcing it, and we decided it was best

a lighter load on

I was thankful that

that I was not ready to see Nadia with someone

She’s mine.

her back, even

as I drove back to my territory, but his phone

has

waited for five minutes before trying

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