Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

slap right on my

first time, I was ashamed of what I

time telling her

was the reason I threw you and Caspian out when you visited

there and she knew nothing about my past with

would leave once she found out about you

she surprised

scared of the person I was, but

eyes started to water, and I dropped my gaze to the floor

like

would love to meet her

smiled weakly, the pain crushing my

no longer

do

your people

fucked up again

I pushed her away.

you try

I shook

“Did you hurt her?

hand

might be a fucked up man, but I

it can

female is

whatever misunderstanding you have, the love

“I saw

She looked happy.

she was ever that

bothered to ask her

enjoying the happiness she was giving me so much that I failed to

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

to let her go so she can be

know I can’t give her that happiness

doing that, I can be forgiven for all

“You’re willing to let her go, but can

rest of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she take

know unless

knows the answer, not you, not

“Tell me, Andrea, do you think I’m worth

would

didn’t choose me,

look at

didn’t choose you is that I was meant for

that

if she met Caspian,

And you too.

told me that you smelled your mate that one time you visited

that day, something

were slowly choosing her over me, you just didn’t want to

meant for

one because she was

her slip by without

know if I

“I’m sure you

You have to try.

imagine seeing her

my eyes and coiled my hands

didn’t need to

the answer

“See?

someone will come and

“If Caspian hadn’t fought for me, I would never be this

love her, then go fight

she tells you she doesn’t want you, then it’s time to

as long as she didn’t, then

so much faith in

you after everything I did to

knew the real Riley before

to believe that female is the best thing that has happened to your

give up that

think I

” “Everyone does.

nodded my

“Thank you.

sorry for the last three

It was too painful to

I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t

moment you helped Caspian on the

know that one day the memories won’t hurt

from her eyes as her

always asked the Goddess what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you will learn and you

our own demons,

your demons made

promise me, you will rise from

the Riley that

that

want both of us to come strongly from this bad part of

you promise me

my conversation with Andrea, I requested

although I was doubtful that he had forgiven me, he

forcing it, and we decided it was best to let

lighter load on my

that I had

was not ready

She’s mine.

back,

dialed my Beta’s number as I drove back to my territory, but his

he has

waited for five minutes before trying again, but

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