Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

a slap right

ashamed of

a hard time telling her

I threw you and

was there and she knew nothing

leave once she found out about you and what

surprised me

scared of the person I was,

water, and I dropped my gaze

sounds like a

love to meet her one

weakly, the pain crushing my heart, “She

no longer with

do

heard your people

up again and she

I pushed her away.

“Did you try to

I shook my

“Did you hurt her?

a hand

might be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand to any

it can still

this female

misunderstanding you have, the

saw

She looked happy.

if she was ever that happy when she

selfish I never even bothered to ask

the happiness she was giving me so much that I failed to notice

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

willing to let her go so

know I can’t give her

can be forgiven

willing to let her go, but

rest of your life thinking, what if I

never know unless you

only one who knows the answer, not you, not

Andrea, do you

she would

didn’t choose

look

is that I was meant for

way that Nadia is meant for

think if she met Caspian, she

And you too.

me that you smelled your

that day, something

were slowly choosing her over me, you just

is meant for you,

this one because she was the only person

to just let her slip by without fighting for

if I can make

sure

You have to try.

imagine seeing her with

eyes and

need to

the

“See?

someone will come and take

Caspian hadn’t fought for me, I would never be this

you love her, then go fight

she doesn’t want you,

as she didn’t,

“You have so much faith in

after everything I

knew the real Riley before all of

believe that female is the best thing

don’t give up

think I

” “Everyone does.

nodded

“Thank you.

for the

too

I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t know

have forgiven you the moment you helped Caspian on the full

one day the

started to fall from her eyes as

what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so you

have our own demons,

your demons

promise me, you will rise

the Riley that Nadia

the Alpha that

of us to come strongly

promise

I requested to

that he had forgiven me, he

we were not forcing it, and we decided it was best to let time heal all

a lighter load on my chest than

I was thankful that I had talked to

I was not ready

She’s mine.

would do everything to win her back,

as I drove back to my territory, but his phone was

has

for five minutes before

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