Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

was a slap

time, I was ashamed of

a hard time

was the reason I threw you and Caspian out

knew nothing about my past with

she found

surprised

was scared of the person I was, but she gave

started to water, and I dropped my gaze to

sounds like a

would love to meet her

I smiled weakly, the pain crushing my

is no

do you

heard your people loved

up again

I pushed her away.

try

I shook

“Did you hurt her?

hand

“No, I might be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand

it can

female

have, the love

saw her

She looked happy.

she was ever that happy

I never even bothered to ask

was enjoying the happiness she was giving me so much that I

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

willing to let her go so she

can’t give her that happiness she

that, I can be forgiven for all

“You’re willing to let

of your life thinking, what if I ask forgiveness, would she

will never know unless

knows the

Andrea, do

she would

didn’t choose

look

reason I didn’t choose you is

way that Nadia is meant

she met Caspian, she

And you too.

you told me that you smelled your mate

that day, something in

choosing her over me, you just didn’t want to

meant for

one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded

her slip by

know if I can

sure you

You have to try.

you imagine seeing her

eyes and coiled my

didn’t need to

knew the

“See?

go, someone will come

for me, I would never

love her, then go

tells you she doesn’t want

as she didn’t, then try to win

so

everything

knew the real Riley before all

believe that female is the best thing

don’t give up

I deserve

” “Everyone does.

nodded my

“Thank you.

for the last three

It was too

because I didn’t know if I deserved her

the moment you helped Caspian on the full

know that one day the memories

fall from her eyes as her shoulders

I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not for me, but for you, so

have our own demons,

demons made me

promise me, you will rise from

Riley that Nadia

the Alpha that your pack

both of us to come strongly from this bad part of

you promise

with Andrea, I requested to speak

I was doubtful that he had forgiven me,

and we decided it was

a lighter load on my chest

that I

was not

She’s mine.

back, even if it meant swallowing my own

I drove back

he has no

for five minutes before trying again,

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