Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through The Eyes Of My Alpha Chapter 63

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 63

RILEY I’ve been home for two days, and this was the first time I went out and saw the sun after 1 holed up in our room when I came home. My Gamma and Jenny have been attending to pack matters. I told them I just needed two days to myself, and tomorrow I would get back to work. They didn’t ask why and what happened in Atlanta.

Perhaps my Beta has already called them and explained.

And I was thankful for that.

But there was one more thing I needed to do before I could start fixing up whatever was left of my tired soul.

Maybe by doing this, I could finally move on and see a silver lining.

It was time to meet Andrea.

I rolled down the car window and spoke with Beta Paul.

He was at their border.

It was easier to ask permission for entrance.

It didn’t take long before he opened the gate and allowed my car in.

I was expecting him to search me as they did when I went here before, wanting to take Andrea away from Caspian, but he didn’t.

.

Instead, he offered to drive my car so we could reach the pack house immediately using a private route and told me he wanted a word about Alba.

So I moved out of my seat and let him drive, all the while he talked about him and Alba.

I missed a lot.

Alba has never contacted me again since I threw them out of the territory a few months back.

But I was happy that Caspian’s Beta was taking care of her.

I congratulated him and told him that he and Alba were free to visit my territory if they wanted to.

It didn’t take long until we reached the pack house and I found myself face-to-face with Caspian and Andrea.

I was lost for words.

Now that I was standing in front of her, I didn’t know how to start.

So I asked permission from Caspian to speak with Andrea.

I knew he might reject it, but I would understand, but fortunately, he didn’t.

He let me have a moment with Andrea alone.

He showed me again how he was a better man than I was.

I sat on the couch while Andrea chose to sit on the single sofa facing me, a center table between us.

For a moment, no one said a word.

She was looking at me while I was trying to read her.

I was trying to check my feelings too if I still have something for her.

But there was nothing, just regret for all the pain I had given her.

“Why are you here, Riley?

” She broke the silence.

I let out a sigh and rested my elbows on my thighs, my hands clasped together as I looked at her in the eyes.

“I woke up today and I told myself, it’s time to face my past so I could move on.

So I could free myself from guilt.

I know I haven’t said sorry to you yet, and I don’t know how to.

But Andrea, I want you to know that the person you saw in me for the last three years is not the real me.

It was the person I created to prove to myself that I’m better.

You and Caspian were the victims of my self-loathing.

When Caspian came, I kept thinking about what he had that I didn’t.

It became an obsession.

Until I just found myself getting lost in it.

I wanted to be better than anyone, better than him because I didn’t like myself either.

When you left that night, I decided to move on and be a better Alpha.

I left everything to the Goddess.

I let you go that night that you found out that Caspian was your mate.

I was ready to be alone.

But then the Goddess had her own plan.

I saw and met my fated mate that night, Andrea.

” A smile slowly crept into her lips.

“Nadia, right?

We’ve heard about her.

” I just nodded my head.

“But the Goddess knew how to make me pay for all my sins to you.

She gave me a mate, a wonderful female, someone who has lived her life almost the same as yours.

I heard her gasp, but she stayed silent the whole time I told her about Nadia, about her uncle, and the men with whom she was paraded in search of the highest bidder.

a slap right

the first time, I was ashamed of what

a hard time telling her

you and

there and she knew nothing about my past

found out about you and what I

she surprised me

of the person I was, but she gave me

my gaze to the floor as I blinked back

like a

love to meet her

weakly, the pain crushing my heart,

no longer with

“What do

your people loved

up again

I pushed her away.

you try to win her

shook

“Did you hurt her?

hand on

might be a fucked up man, but I would never raise a hand to any

it can still be

this female is your

have, the love

“I saw her

She looked happy.

even wonder if she was ever that happy when she was

even bothered to ask

she was giving me

But I love her.

I love her, Andrea.

let her go so she

I know I can’t give her that happiness

by doing that, I can

willing to let her go, but

spend the rest of your life thinking, what

will never know unless

the only one who knows the answer, not you,

do you think I’m worth

would choose

didn’t choose me,

look at

is that I was

the same way that Nadia

you think if she met Caspian,

And you too.

smelled your mate that one time you visited Alpha

that day,

me,

is meant for

end and disregard all other relationships, but not this one because she was the only person the Goddess perfectly molded

to just let her

if

“I’m sure

You have to try.

seeing her with

closed my eyes and coiled

didn’t need to

the answer

“See?

go, someone

“If Caspian hadn’t fought for me, I would

her, then go

she tells you she doesn’t want you, then it’s time

long as she didn’t,

“You have so

after everything I did

I knew the real Riley before all of this

the best thing that has happened to your

don’t give up that

think I deserve a

” “Everyone does.

nodded my

“Thank you.

sorry for the last

too painful to

to, but because I didn’t know if

the moment you helped

day

Tears started to fall from her eyes as her shoulders

what I did wrong, but then I realized that maybe that part of my life was not

have our own demons,

your demons made me

me, you

the Riley that

Alpha that

us to come strongly

promise

After my conversation with Andrea, I requested to speak

I was doubtful that he had forgiven me, he told

and we decided

with a lighter load on my chest than I

was thankful that I had

not ready to see Nadia

She’s mine.

everything to win her back, even if it meant swallowing my

back to my territory,

has no

for five minutes before trying again, but

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