Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 64
RILEY. A heartbeat. I stayed still on my knees, holding her hips for a while longer, basking in the most beautiful sound I’ve heard in my entire life – the beating of two hearts, Nadia’s and our pup’s. WA Nadia wasn’t saying anything. She wasn’t holding me either. She was just standing with her hands on her sides.
But I understand, and I wasn’t complaining.
I slowly tilted my head and looked at her, and found her looking at me.
“You’re pregnant.
” O “We’re pregnant…” She corrected me before biting her lower lip.
A smile tugged on my mouth, loving the way she emphasized the word ‘we’.
“Is that the reason why you came back?
” I asked in a low voice.
She nodded her head before she spoke, “Can you stand up?
It’s so awkward looking at you kneeling there.
” Her hands held my arms as she urged me to move, and the sparks became more explosive.
Her touch made everything in my body come back to life.
I rose to my feet and just stared at her.
I wanted to touch her, but I didn’t want to be aggressive or cause her to move away from me.
I know I should be sad that the only reason she came back was that she was pregnant, but I didn’t give a fuck this time.
The important thing is that she’s here.
I could start from here and make up for fucking up everything we had.
“Uhmm…” I smiled at her.
I wanted her to speak because I didn’t want to say anything that would make her leave.
“I was wondering if the room I used before, at the far end of the hallway, is still available for me to use while I’m pregnant.
And then after I gave birth….
” “Are you leaving after you give birth?
Are you leaving the baby alone with me?
” My voice broke as my jaw tightened and my chest heaved.
I wasn’t sure if I could take it if she said yes.
“No, no…” She shook her head.
“I would never do that.
I will never abandon our baby or take the baby away from you.
” I let out the breath I was holding, and I couldn’t stop myself anymore this time.
I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into my arms.
“Nadia… Thank you.
” “I was thinking, even if it doesn’t work between us, we can still both be there for our baby.
So after I give birth, maybe you can help me find a house nearby where I can live.
” It will work.
It has to work.
“No… please, stay here with me.
I will take care of you and our baby.
I promise I’ll be better.
Just one more chance.
” “You hurt me, Riley.
I don’t even know what I did wrong.
” “I’m sorry.
Let me make it up to you.
I will never do that again.
Jealousy just ate me and I thought, maybe…maybe…” “Maybe what?
” She placed her hands on my chest and pushed her body away from me.
“Maybe you didn’t really love me and were just using me, because… because I’m nothing special.
reason sounded so fucking
.
“Nothing special?
me as she
too big and powerful, and you’ve scared almost everyone, and you still think you’re nothing
your self-pity,
and I want our baby to grow up idolizing his father, so you better step up
don’t love you, I won’t give myself and my all
You’re all I have.
just jump off the bridge…” I
will not make the same
better this time
will not regret giving
father our baby will
I promise you that.
sighed and turned
“I’ll think about it.
“What do
brows frowned as I watched her before I followed her
heading for the
it if I should give you another
I just want to
“You’ll stay
I nodded my head, slipping my hands into
“No.
” “Yes.
“I want to be sure you’re okay, especially at
let me be there for
” “Fine.
For the baby.
want the
”.
“Copied that.
“And you
not sure I
” “I don’t care.
allowed to
” “Okay.
” I gave up.
wouldn’t win
fast asleep before I went to sleep so she
voice came out
“Yes?
are
we’re almost to the
our room,” she
a problem with
”HA “No.
Of course not.
smile that was slipping on my
thought she wanted to use her old room, but then I
she wanted to be in
seen a doctor
walked beside her, making my best not to brush against
“No.
was hoping you would come with
take that
heart constricted, not from pain
hurt her and yet she was still thinking
could make me happier than she already did, even if she was acting
you’re okay, I will send a pack
“Oh, you can do
I didn’t want
” “Yes, we can.
I’m sure she will be happy
” “She?
you close to
and looked at me, one brow
I shook my head.
been close to any female, I told
” “Except Andrea.
let out a breath and smiled, but
“I forgot.
Sometimes, I forget things.
” “Me too.
jealousy clouds my senses
“Who said
me a frown before continuing
“Uhmm.
talking
straight, so
didn’t you approach me when you were
told you…” “He
told him, you’re an
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