Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 64
RILEY. A heartbeat. I stayed still on my knees, holding her hips for a while longer, basking in the most beautiful sound I’ve heard in my entire life – the beating of two hearts, Nadia’s and our pup’s. WA Nadia wasn’t saying anything. She wasn’t holding me either. She was just standing with her hands on her sides.
But I understand, and I wasn’t complaining.
I slowly tilted my head and looked at her, and found her looking at me.
“You’re pregnant.
” O “We’re pregnant…” She corrected me before biting her lower lip.
A smile tugged on my mouth, loving the way she emphasized the word ‘we’.
“Is that the reason why you came back?
” I asked in a low voice.
She nodded her head before she spoke, “Can you stand up?
It’s so awkward looking at you kneeling there.
” Her hands held my arms as she urged me to move, and the sparks became more explosive.
Her touch made everything in my body come back to life.
I rose to my feet and just stared at her.
I wanted to touch her, but I didn’t want to be aggressive or cause her to move away from me.
I know I should be sad that the only reason she came back was that she was pregnant, but I didn’t give a fuck this time.
The important thing is that she’s here.
I could start from here and make up for fucking up everything we had.
“Uhmm…” I smiled at her.
I wanted her to speak because I didn’t want to say anything that would make her leave.
“I was wondering if the room I used before, at the far end of the hallway, is still available for me to use while I’m pregnant.
And then after I gave birth….
” “Are you leaving after you give birth?
Are you leaving the baby alone with me?
” My voice broke as my jaw tightened and my chest heaved.
I wasn’t sure if I could take it if she said yes.
“No, no…” She shook her head.
“I would never do that.
I will never abandon our baby or take the baby away from you.
” I let out the breath I was holding, and I couldn’t stop myself anymore this time.
I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into my arms.
“Nadia… Thank you.
” “I was thinking, even if it doesn’t work between us, we can still both be there for our baby.
So after I give birth, maybe you can help me find a house nearby where I can live.
” It will work.
It has to work.
“No… please, stay here with me.
I will take care of you and our baby.
I promise I’ll be better.
Just one more chance.
” “You hurt me, Riley.
I don’t even know what I did wrong.
” “I’m sorry.
Let me make it up to you.
I will never do that again.
Jealousy just ate me and I thought, maybe…maybe…” “Maybe what?
” She placed her hands on my chest and pushed her body away from me.
“Maybe you didn’t really love me and were just using me, because… because I’m nothing special.
reason sounded so
.
“Nothing special?
as she placed her hands
big and powerful, and you’ve scared almost everyone, and you still think
with your self-pity,
baby to grow up idolizing his father, so you
you, I won’t give
You’re all I have.
snap and just jump off the bridge…” I shook my
will not make the same mistake
better
regret giving
and father our baby will be
I promise you that.
and turned away, walking towards the
“I’ll think about it.
“What do
her before I followed her
was heading for
if I should give you
now, I just want
stay
slipping my hands into
“No.
” “Yes.
“I want to be sure
me be there for
” “Fine.
For the baby.
I want the whole bed to
”.
“Copied that.
“And you can’t
not sure I
” “I don’t care.
not allowed
” “Okay.
” I gave up.
win
before I went to sleep so she wouldn’t have to hear my
voice came
“Yes?
are your
I asked her, we’re
room,” she
you have a problem
”HA “No.
Of course not.
smile that was slipping
her old room, but
I knew she wanted to be
a doctor
beside her, making my best not to brush against
“No.
was hoping you would come
want to take that
from pain but
hurt her and yet she was still thinking of
female could make me happier than she already
You can rest, but if you’re okay, I will send a pack doctor
“Oh, you can
I didn’t want to travel
” “Yes, we can.
sure she will be happy to check
” “She?
you close to this
She stopped on the stairs and
I shook my head.
close to any female, I told you
” “Except Andrea.
She let out a breath and smiled, but she took it
“I forgot.
Sometimes, I forget things.
” “Me too.
jealousy clouds my senses
“Who said
a frown before continuing
“Uhmm.
I’m talking about
I forget to think straight, so I say stupid things and
“Hmmm… Why didn’t you approach me when you
told
I told him, you’re an
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