Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 64
RILEY. A heartbeat. I stayed still on my knees, holding her hips for a while longer, basking in the most beautiful sound I’ve heard in my entire life – the beating of two hearts, Nadia’s and our pup’s. WA Nadia wasn’t saying anything. She wasn’t holding me either. She was just standing with her hands on her sides.
But I understand, and I wasn’t complaining.
I slowly tilted my head and looked at her, and found her looking at me.
“You’re pregnant.
” O “We’re pregnant…” She corrected me before biting her lower lip.
A smile tugged on my mouth, loving the way she emphasized the word ‘we’.
“Is that the reason why you came back?
” I asked in a low voice.
She nodded her head before she spoke, “Can you stand up?
It’s so awkward looking at you kneeling there.
” Her hands held my arms as she urged me to move, and the sparks became more explosive.
Her touch made everything in my body come back to life.
I rose to my feet and just stared at her.
I wanted to touch her, but I didn’t want to be aggressive or cause her to move away from me.
I know I should be sad that the only reason she came back was that she was pregnant, but I didn’t give a fuck this time.
The important thing is that she’s here.
I could start from here and make up for fucking up everything we had.
“Uhmm…” I smiled at her.
I wanted her to speak because I didn’t want to say anything that would make her leave.
“I was wondering if the room I used before, at the far end of the hallway, is still available for me to use while I’m pregnant.
And then after I gave birth….
” “Are you leaving after you give birth?
Are you leaving the baby alone with me?
” My voice broke as my jaw tightened and my chest heaved.
I wasn’t sure if I could take it if she said yes.
“No, no…” She shook her head.
“I would never do that.
I will never abandon our baby or take the baby away from you.
” I let out the breath I was holding, and I couldn’t stop myself anymore this time.
I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into my arms.
“Nadia… Thank you.
” “I was thinking, even if it doesn’t work between us, we can still both be there for our baby.
So after I give birth, maybe you can help me find a house nearby where I can live.
” It will work.
It has to work.
“No… please, stay here with me.
I will take care of you and our baby.
I promise I’ll be better.
Just one more chance.
” “You hurt me, Riley.
I don’t even know what I did wrong.
” “I’m sorry.
Let me make it up to you.
I will never do that again.
Jealousy just ate me and I thought, maybe…maybe…” “Maybe what?
” She placed her hands on my chest and pushed her body away from me.
“Maybe you didn’t really love me and were just using me, because… because I’m nothing special.
reason sounded
.
“Nothing special?
at me as
powerful, and you’ve scared almost everyone, and you still think you’re
with your
to grow
you, I won’t
You’re all I have.
away, I might snap and just jump off the bridge…” I shook my head and held her arms in my
will not make the same
be better this
not regret giving me another
the best mate and father our baby will be proud
I promise you that.
She sighed and turned away,
“I’ll think about it.
“What do you
I watched her before I followed her
was heading
think about it if I should
now, I just want to
“You’ll stay
I nodded my head, slipping my hands into my
“No.
” “Yes.
“I want to be sure you’re okay,
let me be there for the
” “Fine.
For the baby.
the whole
”.
“Copied that.
you
“I’m not sure I
” “I don’t care.
not allowed
” “Okay.
” I gave up.
wouldn’t win
make sure she was fast asleep before I went
voice
“Yes?
are
asked her, we’re
our room,”
a problem with
”HA “No.
Of course not.
the smile that was slipping on
old
wanted to
seen a doctor for a
her, making my best not to
“No.
hoping you
didn’t want to take that moment away
constricted, not from pain but from
she was still thinking of
happier than she already did, even if she was acting a bit cold towards
You can rest, but if you’re okay, I will send a pack
“Oh, you can do
didn’t want to travel anymore
” “Yes, we can.
I’m sure she will be happy
” “She?
you close
stairs and looked at me, one brow
I shook my head.
any female,
” “Except Andrea.
and smiled,
“I forgot.
Sometimes, I forget things.
” “Me too.
clouds
“Who said
gave me a frown before
“Uhmm.
I’m talking about
think straight, so I say stupid things and make bad
you approach me when
told
him, you’re an
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