Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 64
RILEY. A heartbeat. I stayed still on my knees, holding her hips for a while longer, basking in the most beautiful sound I’ve heard in my entire life – the beating of two hearts, Nadia’s and our pup’s. WA Nadia wasn’t saying anything. She wasn’t holding me either. She was just standing with her hands on her sides.
But I understand, and I wasn’t complaining.
I slowly tilted my head and looked at her, and found her looking at me.
“You’re pregnant.
” O “We’re pregnant…” She corrected me before biting her lower lip.
A smile tugged on my mouth, loving the way she emphasized the word ‘we’.
“Is that the reason why you came back?
” I asked in a low voice.
She nodded her head before she spoke, “Can you stand up?
It’s so awkward looking at you kneeling there.
” Her hands held my arms as she urged me to move, and the sparks became more explosive.
Her touch made everything in my body come back to life.
I rose to my feet and just stared at her.
I wanted to touch her, but I didn’t want to be aggressive or cause her to move away from me.
I know I should be sad that the only reason she came back was that she was pregnant, but I didn’t give a fuck this time.
The important thing is that she’s here.
I could start from here and make up for fucking up everything we had.
“Uhmm…” I smiled at her.
I wanted her to speak because I didn’t want to say anything that would make her leave.
“I was wondering if the room I used before, at the far end of the hallway, is still available for me to use while I’m pregnant.
And then after I gave birth….
” “Are you leaving after you give birth?
Are you leaving the baby alone with me?
” My voice broke as my jaw tightened and my chest heaved.
I wasn’t sure if I could take it if she said yes.
“No, no…” She shook her head.
“I would never do that.
I will never abandon our baby or take the baby away from you.
” I let out the breath I was holding, and I couldn’t stop myself anymore this time.
I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into my arms.
“Nadia… Thank you.
” “I was thinking, even if it doesn’t work between us, we can still both be there for our baby.
So after I give birth, maybe you can help me find a house nearby where I can live.
” It will work.
It has to work.
“No… please, stay here with me.
I will take care of you and our baby.
I promise I’ll be better.
Just one more chance.
” “You hurt me, Riley.
I don’t even know what I did wrong.
” “I’m sorry.
Let me make it up to you.
I will never do that again.
Jealousy just ate me and I thought, maybe…maybe…” “Maybe what?
” She placed her hands on my chest and pushed her body away from me.
“Maybe you didn’t really love me and were just using me, because… because I’m nothing special.
reason sounded so fucking
.
“Nothing special?
as she placed
you’ve scared almost everyone, and you
with your
a baby soon and I want our baby to grow up
I won’t give myself and my
You’re all I have.
snap and just jump off the bridge…” I shook my head
not make the same
be better this
regret giving me
the best mate and father
I promise you that.
and turned away, walking towards
“I’ll think about it.
“What do you
watched her before I
was heading for
I should
just want to
stay in
I nodded my head, slipping my hands into
“No.
” “Yes.
want to be sure you’re
me be there for the
” “Fine.
For the baby.
want the whole bed
”.
“Copied that.
you
not sure I can promise that
” “I don’t care.
allowed to
” “Okay.
” I gave up.
win
make sure she was fast asleep before I went to sleep so she wouldn’t
voice came out
“Yes?
are your
her, we’re
room,” she answered
have a
”HA “No.
Of course not.
suppressed the smile that was
her old room, but then I
to be in the same room as
a doctor for a
walked beside her, making my best not to brush against her
“No.
hoping you would come with
want to take that moment away from
not from pain but from
yet she was still thinking
than she already did, even if she was acting a bit cold
can rest, but if you’re okay, I will send a pack doctor to come here and check on
you can
Goddess, I didn’t want to travel
” “Yes, we can.
she will be happy to
” “She?
close to this
She stopped on the stairs and looked at me, one brow
I shook my head.
any female, I
” “Except Andrea.
and smiled, but she took it
“I forgot.
Sometimes, I forget things.
” “Me too.
clouds
“Who said
frown before continuing on her
“Uhmm.
I’m talking about
straight, so I say stupid things
you approach me when you
“My Beta told you…”
I told him, you’re an
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