Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 64
RILEY. A heartbeat. I stayed still on my knees, holding her hips for a while longer, basking in the most beautiful sound I’ve heard in my entire life – the beating of two hearts, Nadia’s and our pup’s. WA Nadia wasn’t saying anything. She wasn’t holding me either. She was just standing with her hands on her sides.
But I understand, and I wasn’t complaining.
I slowly tilted my head and looked at her, and found her looking at me.
“You’re pregnant.
” O “We’re pregnant…” She corrected me before biting her lower lip.
A smile tugged on my mouth, loving the way she emphasized the word ‘we’.
“Is that the reason why you came back?
” I asked in a low voice.
She nodded her head before she spoke, “Can you stand up?
It’s so awkward looking at you kneeling there.
” Her hands held my arms as she urged me to move, and the sparks became more explosive.
Her touch made everything in my body come back to life.
I rose to my feet and just stared at her.
I wanted to touch her, but I didn’t want to be aggressive or cause her to move away from me.
I know I should be sad that the only reason she came back was that she was pregnant, but I didn’t give a fuck this time.
The important thing is that she’s here.
I could start from here and make up for fucking up everything we had.
“Uhmm…” I smiled at her.
I wanted her to speak because I didn’t want to say anything that would make her leave.
“I was wondering if the room I used before, at the far end of the hallway, is still available for me to use while I’m pregnant.
And then after I gave birth….
” “Are you leaving after you give birth?
Are you leaving the baby alone with me?
” My voice broke as my jaw tightened and my chest heaved.
I wasn’t sure if I could take it if she said yes.
“No, no…” She shook her head.
“I would never do that.
I will never abandon our baby or take the baby away from you.
” I let out the breath I was holding, and I couldn’t stop myself anymore this time.
I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into my arms.
“Nadia… Thank you.
” “I was thinking, even if it doesn’t work between us, we can still both be there for our baby.
So after I give birth, maybe you can help me find a house nearby where I can live.
” It will work.
It has to work.
“No… please, stay here with me.
I will take care of you and our baby.
I promise I’ll be better.
Just one more chance.
” “You hurt me, Riley.
I don’t even know what I did wrong.
” “I’m sorry.
Let me make it up to you.
I will never do that again.
Jealousy just ate me and I thought, maybe…maybe…” “Maybe what?
” She placed her hands on my chest and pushed her body away from me.
“Maybe you didn’t really love me and were just using me, because… because I’m nothing special.
this reason sounded so fucking stupid to
.
“Nothing special?
me as she placed
scared almost everyone, and you still think you’re
with your self-pity,
I want our baby to grow up idolizing his father, so you better step
I won’t give myself
You’re all I have.
keep throwing me away, I might snap and just jump off the bridge…”
not make
be better this time
not regret giving me
father our baby will be
I promise you that.
turned away, walking towards the
“I’ll think about it.
“What do
frowned as I watched her before I followed her out of my
was heading for
think about it if I should give you another
I just want to
stay in our
slipping my hands into my
“No.
” “Yes.
“I want to be sure you’re okay, especially
me be there
” “Fine.
For the baby.
want the whole bed
”.
“Copied that.
“And you
not sure I can promise that
” “I don’t care.
not allowed to
” “Okay.
” I gave up.
wouldn’t win over
fast asleep before I went to sleep so
My voice came
“Yes?
are your
I asked her, we’re almost to
our room,” she
have a problem with
”HA “No.
Of course not.
suppressed the smile that was slipping
she wanted to use her old room, but then I didn’t
to be in the same room
seen a doctor for a
making my best
“No.
you would come
didn’t want to take
heart constricted, not from pain but
and yet she was
could make me happier than she already did, even if she was
you… You can rest, but if you’re okay, I will send a pack doctor to come here and check
you can
didn’t want to travel anymore
” “Yes, we can.
be happy to check
” “She?
you close to this
the stairs and looked at me, one brow
I shook my head.
never been close to any female, I
” “Except Andrea.
She let out a breath and smiled,
“I forgot.
Sometimes, I forget things.
” “Me too.
clouds my
“Who said about
gave me a frown before continuing
“Uhmm.
I’m talking
straight, so
Why didn’t you approach me when
Beta told
I told him,
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