Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

I ordered everyone I was with at

has to know that the former Alpha

fueled my hate

it, I believed she was the

week before his accident, I overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother with her

rest of it since I

I was sure that was what the letter was about – how despite the years,

her knowing, she still kept

didn’t

vault and stood up, taking the letter with

beside her and she positioned herself on my lap before she ripped the envelope carefully and pulled out

I read it out loud

my back against the couch, my coiled fists just

a breath before she unfolded

everything I want to tell you, but I will make an

the years that I should

thing holding me back

tried my hardest for you, to make up for being alone

thought was best for you and for you to continue

I wanted you to start

a hundred times before you

fated mate will come, and there’s

this because

lie for

wasn’t proud

me you,

would live that

might be confused by what I’ve written here, but I will try to

I have to do

don’t think I can look you in

and I

other at one

she was my fated mate, despite

the end, she became mine, and no one knew of our secret until she

found her

She decided to

I couldn’t let

thing I was

you,

you, Riley,

me, my son, because I made you believe she never

fearful for the day that you would choose her

so I could

in pain from her leaving, I couldn’t find it in my heart to

and I know I will love her until

know her name

goes by Monica

Here is her address.

look for

I

her tell you the things I couldn’t tell

I hope you

I am not worth

the price I have to pay for being selfish all this

I want you to know that I love

of

I told Nadia

to hear the rest of

me, but I knew he did love me in his

was always there, tolerating me through all my

he could, except he couldn’t give me the one thing I

did Zahra tell

I asked my mate as she folded the

better if you

want to

Now.

the couch after I carefully placed Nadia to

Don’t be too

up as she faced me while I

what I’m going

my entire fucking life, he made me believe my mother

of all Alpha Females because, like her, I believe they are incapable of remaining loyal