Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

I was with at that time to keep it

to know that the

the event only fueled my hate for my

it, I believed she was the reason

overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother with her mate

it since I left immediately, not wanting to hear anything about

sure that was what the letter was about – how despite the years,

her knowing, she still kept

didn’t read the

stood up, taking the letter with me before handing

sat beside her and she positioned herself on my lap before she ripped the envelope

I read it out

my head, leaning my back against the couch, my coiled fists just

before she unfolded and

convey everything I want to tell you,

many things over the years that I should have shared with you, but I

only thing holding me back was the fear that you would realize I wasn’t any

hope you know that I tried my hardest for you, to make up for being alone in raising

for you and for you to continue idolizing me When

I wanted you to start thinking about yourself and your

want you to stop and think twice, or even a hundred times before you claim Andrea if she turns out not to be your

there’s nothing you can do to stop her from leaving

because

lived with that lie for almost all

proud

gave me you, thus I never regretted

live that lie again,

might be confused by what I’ve written here, but I

me if I have to do

look you in

and I were never fated

love each other at one point

she was my fated

became mine, and no one knew of our secret until she was no longer happy with

found

decided to

let

the only thing

and without you, I

you, Riley, to keep

forgive me, my son, because I made you believe she never wanted

day that you would choose her over

I kept lying, just so

her leaving, I couldn’t find it

and I know I

her name

she goes by Monica

Here is her address.

you to look for her as

her I

her tell you the things I couldn’t tell

the complete truth, I hope you will find it in your heart to

am not worth your forgiveness, I would

have to pay

to know that I

of you and what you’ve

told

want to hear the

his love for me, but I knew he did love me in his

always there, tolerating me through

thing I always

did Zahra tell

I asked my mate as she folded the letter

if you hear

“I want

Now.

the couch after I carefully placed Nadia to

too hard on

while I stood in the middle of

I’m going through right

fucking life, he made me believe my mother was his

all Alpha Females because, like her, I believe they are