Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

everyone I was with at that time to keep

to know that the former Alpha

only fueled my hate for my

I believed she was

I overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother with her mate in one of the places

didn’t hear the rest of it since I left immediately, not

sure that was what the letter was about – how despite the years,

without her knowing, she

I didn’t read

vault and stood up, taking the

positioned herself on my lap before she ripped the

read it out

asked softly, and I just nodded my head, leaning my back against the couch, my coiled fists just remaining on

took a breath before she

will not be able to convey everything I want to tell you, but I will

that I should have shared with you, but I

thing holding me back was the fear that you would

my hardest for you, to make up

thought was best for you and for you to continue idolizing me When you read this, I might be

you to start thinking about yourself

and think twice, or even a hundred times before you claim Andrea

will come, and there’s nothing you can

because I lived that

that lie for almost all of

wasn’t proud

it gave me you,

I would live that lie

by what I’ve written here,

me if I have to do it

can look you in the eyes and tell you the

I were

love each other at one point

she was my

one knew of our secret until she was no

she found her

decided

let

you’re the only thing I was

without you, I would

needed you, Riley,

because I made you believe she never

that you

kept lying, just so I could have you for

in pain from her leaving, I couldn’t

I will love her until my

her name as

she goes by

Here is her address.

you to look for her

her I said

her tell you the things

you will find it in your heart

if you decide I am not worth your forgiveness, I

price I have to pay

to

proud of

I told

hear the

father was not expressive of his love for me, but I knew

tolerating me through all my

he could, except he couldn’t give me the one thing I always asked for from him when I was still a pup – a

Zahra

asked my mate as

if you hear it from

“I want

Now.

stood up from the couch after I carefully placed

be too

while I stood in the middle

understand what I’m going through right

life, he made me believe my mother was his fucking

of all Alpha Females because, like her, I