Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

I was with at that

one has to know that the former Alpha

event only fueled

I believed she was the reason

about how she saw my

it since I

sure that was what the letter was about – how despite the

without her knowing, she still kept

was the reason I didn’t read the

the

before she ripped the

I read it

She asked softly, and I just nodded my head, leaning my back against the couch, my coiled fists just remaining on my

before

my son, This letter will not be able to convey everything I

things over the years that I should have shared with

only thing holding me back was the fear that you

know that I tried my hardest for you, to

for you to continue idolizing me When you read

you to start thinking about yourself and your

twice, or even a hundred times before you claim Andrea if she

her own fated mate will come, and there’s nothing you can

this because I lived

lie for almost all of my

proud of

you, thus I never regretted

I would live that lie again, because

confused by what I’ve written here, but I will

I have to do

in the eyes and

mother and I were never

did love each other at one point in

her and told everyone she was my fated mate, despite her

mine, and no one knew of

found

decided

I couldn’t let her take

the only thing I was left

and without you, I

you, Riley, to

because I made you

day that you would

so I could

I couldn’t find it in my heart

and I know I will

her name as

by Monica

Here is her address.

want you to look for her as my final

I said I’m

tell you the things

you will find it in

am not worth your forgiveness,

I have to

I want you to know that I love

proud of

I told Nadia to

want to hear the rest of

not expressive of his love for me, but I knew he did love me in his own

was always there, tolerating me through all my

provided me with everything he could, except he couldn’t give me the one thing I always asked for from him when I was still a pup

did Zahra tell

my mate as she folded

if you

“I want to

Now.

the couch after I carefully placed

Don’t be too hard on

up as she faced me while I stood in the middle of the

understand what I’m

he made me believe my mother was

like her, I believe