Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

was with at that time to keep

know that the former

fueled my hate

believed she was the

accident, I overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw

since I left immediately,

what the letter was about – how despite

that even without her knowing, she

I didn’t read the

and stood up, taking the letter with me before handing it

before

I read it

just nodded my head, leaning my back against the couch, my coiled fists just

took a breath before she unfolded and

able to convey everything I

were just too many things over the years that

the only thing I had, and the only thing holding me back was the fear that you

that I tried my hardest for you, to make up for

for you to continue idolizing me When you

to start thinking about yourself and your

you to stop and think twice, or even a hundred times before you claim Andrea if she turns

fated mate will come, and there’s nothing

know this because I lived

that lie for almost all of

wasn’t proud of

gave me you, thus

I would live that lie again,

might be confused by what I’ve written here, but

I have to do it

think I can look you in the eyes and tell you the

I were never fated

other at one

everyone she was my fated

no one knew of our secret until she was no

found

decided

I couldn’t let her

thing

her and without you,

needed you, Riley, to keep me

my son, because I made you believe she never

that you would

so I could have you for

her leaving, I couldn’t find it in my

mother, and I know I will love her until my last

her

she goes by Monica Grayson

Here is her address.

to look for

her I

the things

the complete truth, I hope you will find it in your

I am not worth your forgiveness, I would

I have to pay for being selfish

you to know that

of you and what you’ve

told

hear

expressive of his love for me, but I knew he did love me in

he was always there, tolerating me through all my

me with everything he could, except he couldn’t give me the one thing I always asked for from him when I

Zahra tell

I asked my mate as she folded the

better if you

want to

Now.

from the couch after

be too hard on

she faced me while I

what I’m

he made me believe my mother

Alpha Females because, like her, I believe they are incapable of remaining