Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

was with at

the former Alpha took

only fueled my hate for

it, I believed she

before his accident, I overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother with her mate in one

since I left immediately, not

the letter was about – how despite

knowing, she still

I didn’t

taking the letter with me before

beside her and she positioned herself on my lap before

I read it out loud

my back against the couch, my coiled fists just remaining on my

breath before she

son, This letter will not be able to convey everything I

that

thing I had, and the only thing holding me back was the fear that you would realize

you know that I tried my hardest for you,

you and for you to continue idolizing me When you

wanted you to start

even a hundred times before

and there’s nothing you can do to stop her

this because I

with that lie for almost

proud of

gave me you,

would live that

written here, but I will try to

me if I have

in the eyes and tell

mother and I were

we did love each other at

everyone she was my fated mate,

no one knew of our secret until she was no longer happy

she found her

She decided to

let her take

thing I

her and without you, I would

you, Riley, to keep

my son, because I made you believe she

was fearful for the day that you would choose her

I kept lying, just so I

her leaving, I couldn’t find it in my heart to

mother, and I know I will

know her name

she goes by Monica

Here is her address.

want you to look for her

I said I’m

you the

hope you

not

to pay for being selfish

you to know that I love

of you and

I told

hear

love for me, but I knew he did love

there, tolerating me through all

could, except he couldn’t give me the one thing I always asked for from him when I was still a pup – a

did Zahra

I asked my mate as she

better if you hear it from

“I want to

Now.

after I carefully placed Nadia to

Don’t be too hard on

faced me while I stood

what I’m going through

he made me believe my mother

like her, I