Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

was with at that time to keep

has to know that the

event only fueled my hate for my

it, I believed she was the reason he

week before his accident, I overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother

of it since I left immediately, not wanting to

what the letter was about –

without her knowing, she still

reason I didn’t read the letter at

the letter with me

lap before

read it out loud for

my back against the couch, my coiled fists just remaining on my

before

son, This letter will not be able to convey everything I want to

that I should

holding me back

my hardest for you, to make

you to continue idolizing me When you read

you to start thinking about yourself and your

and think twice, or even a hundred times before you claim Andrea if she turns out not to be your

mate will come, and there’s nothing you can do

know this because I lived

with that lie for almost

proud of

it gave me you, thus I

live that lie again, because of

be confused by what I’ve written here, but I will try

have to do it this

in the

I were never fated

did love each other at one point in our

everyone she was

one knew of our secret

she found

She decided to

couldn’t let

you’re the only thing I

you, I would

needed you, Riley, to

because I made you believe she

for the day that you would

so I could

was in pain from her leaving, I

I know I will love her until my last

know her

goes by Monica Grayson

Here is her address.

look for her as my

I said I’m

tell you the things I couldn’t

hope you will find it

decide I am not worth your forgiveness,

price I have to pay for

to know that

am proud of you and what you’ve

told Nadia to

want to hear the

father was not expressive of his love for me, but I knew he did

there, tolerating me

with everything he could, except he couldn’t give me the one thing I always asked for from him when I

Zahra tell

my mate as she folded the letter

if you hear it from

“I want

Now.

after I

too

me while I

never understand what I’m going through right

my entire fucking life, he made me believe my

all Alpha Females because, like her, I believe they are incapable of remaining