Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

was with at that time to keep it

that the former Alpha took

the event only fueled my hate

believed she was the reason he took his

I overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother with her mate in one of the places he went

of it since I left

was about – how

she

was the reason I didn’t read the

stood up, taking the letter with me before handing it to

herself on my lap before she ripped the envelope carefully and pulled out

it

softly, and I just nodded my head, leaning my

before

to convey everything I want to tell you, but I will make

the years that I should have shared

only thing I had, and the only thing holding me back was

tried my hardest for you, to make up for being alone

and for you to continue idolizing me When you read

to start

times before

one day, her own fated mate will come, and there’s nothing you

this because

for almost all of

proud of

it gave me you, thus I never regretted

that lie again, because of

be confused by what I’ve written here, but I will

me if I have to do it this

you in the eyes

mother and I were never fated

did love each other at one point in

she was my fated mate, despite

knew of our secret until she was no

found her

She decided to

couldn’t let

the only thing

and without you, I would

needed you, Riley, to

I made you believe she never

the day that you would

I kept lying, just so I could have

from her leaving, I

your mother, and I know I will

know her name as

goes by Monica

Here is her address.

to look for her

her I said I’m

tell you the things I couldn’t

the complete truth, I hope you will find it in your

if you decide I am not worth your forgiveness, I

price I have to pay

I want you to

I am proud of you

I told Nadia

want to hear

for me, but

always there, tolerating me through all my

with everything he could, except he couldn’t give me the one thing I always asked for from him when I was

Zahra

asked my mate as she

better if you hear

“I want

Now.

stood up from the couch after I

Don’t be too

as she faced me while I stood

understand what I’m going through

made me

Females because, like her, I believe they are