Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

ordered everyone I was with

to know that the former Alpha took his

only fueled my hate

it, I believed she was the

week before his accident, I overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother with her mate in one

since I left immediately, not wanting to hear

the letter was about – how despite the years, he still

without her knowing, she still kept breaking my father’s

was the reason I didn’t read the letter

and stood up, taking the letter with me before

my lap before she ripped the envelope carefully and

I read it out

and I just nodded my head, leaning my back against the couch, my coiled fists just remaining on

breath before she unfolded and

will not be able to convey everything I want

too many things over the years that I

and the only thing holding me back was the

that I tried my hardest for you, to

you and for you to continue idolizing me When you read this, I might be gone

you to start thinking about

even a hundred times before you claim Andrea

will come, and there’s nothing you can do to stop her from leaving

this because I lived

lived with that lie for almost all of my

proud of

it gave me you, thus I

I would live that lie again,

what I’ve written here, but I will

have to do it this

you in the

and I

love each other at one

told everyone she was

and no one knew of our secret until she was no longer happy with

found her

decided

let her take

the only thing I was left

without you, I would

needed you, Riley, to keep me

I made you believe she never

that

lying, just so I could have

leaving, I couldn’t find it in my heart

loved your mother, and I know I will

her

she goes by Monica

Here is her address.

want you to look for her as

her I said

her tell you the things I couldn’t

hear the complete truth, I hope you will find it in your

you decide I am not worth your forgiveness, I

I have to pay for being selfish

to know that I

I am proud of you

I told Nadia

want to hear the rest

for me, but I knew he did

tolerating me through all my tantrums

the one thing I always asked for from him when I was still a pup –

Zahra tell

as she

better if you

want to

Now.

from the couch after I carefully

Don’t be too hard

up as she faced me while I stood in the middle of

what I’m going

entire fucking life, he made me believe my mother was his fucking

Alpha Females because, like her, I believe they are