Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

was with at that time to keep

that the former Alpha

only fueled my hate for

she was the reason he

accident, I overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother with her mate in one of the places he

it since I left

that was what the letter was about – how

knowing, she still

was the reason I didn’t read the letter

up, taking the letter with

before she ripped

it out loud for

I just nodded my head, leaning my back against the couch,

a breath before she unfolded and

be able to convey everything I want to tell you, but I will make

were just too many things over the years that I

only thing holding me back was the

I tried my hardest for

you to

start thinking about

twice, or even a hundred times before you claim

one day, her own fated mate will come, and there’s nothing you can do to

this because I lived that

lie for almost all of my

wasn’t proud

gave me you, thus I never regretted

I would live that lie again, because of

confused by what I’ve written here, but I will try

me if I have

you in the eyes

I were

other at one point

and told everyone she was my fated mate, despite

and no one knew of our secret until she was no longer

she found

decided

couldn’t let her take

only thing I

her and without you, I would

Riley, to

forgive me, my son, because I made

the day that

kept lying, just so I could have you

was in pain from her leaving, I couldn’t find it in

your mother, and I know I will love her until my

know her

she goes by

Here is her address.

for her as

I said

you the things I

I hope you will find it in your heart

not

might be the price I have to pay for being selfish all

son, I want you to know

proud of you and what

told

didn’t want to hear the rest of

me, but I knew

there, tolerating me

he could, except he couldn’t give me the one thing I always asked for from him when I was still a pup –

Zahra

I asked my mate as

you hear it

want to

Now.

stood up from the couch after I carefully placed Nadia to

be too hard

while I stood

never understand what I’m

made me believe my mother

resentful of all Alpha Females because, like her, I believe