Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

with at that time

one has to know that the

fueled my hate

I believed she was

accident, I overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw

hear the rest of it since I

letter was about – how despite the

that even without her knowing, she still kept breaking my father’s

I didn’t read

the vault and stood up, taking the letter with me before handing it to

sat beside her and she positioned herself on my lap before she ripped

I read it

my head, leaning my back against the couch, my coiled fists just remaining on my

before she unfolded and

to convey everything I want to tell

too many things over the years that I should have shared with you,

only thing holding me back was the fear

tried my hardest for you, to make up for being

you and for you to continue idolizing me When you read this, I might be

you to start thinking about yourself and your

before you claim Andrea if she turns out not

will come, and there’s nothing you can do to

because I lived

that lie for almost all of my

wasn’t proud

gave me you,

I would live that lie

what I’ve written here, but

I have to do it this

I can look you in the eyes and tell you the

and I were never

we did love each other at

she was my

end, she became mine, and no one knew of our secret until she was

found her

She decided to

couldn’t let her

only thing I was

without you, I would

Riley, to keep

me, my son, because I

for the day that you would choose her over

kept lying, just so I could have

pain from her leaving, I couldn’t find it in my heart to

I know I will

know her

she goes by Monica

Here is her address.

to look for her as my

I said

the things I

complete truth, I hope you will find

if you decide I am not worth your forgiveness, I

I have to pay for being selfish

want you to know that I

am proud of you

I told Nadia

to hear the rest of

me, but I knew he did love me in his

me through all my tantrums

provided me with everything he could, except he couldn’t give me the one thing I always asked for from him when I was still a pup –

Zahra tell

mate as she folded the

you hear it

want to

Now.

after

Don’t be too hard

me while I stood in

understand what I’m

me believe my

her, I believe they are incapable