Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

I was with at that time

one has to know that the

event only fueled my hate for my

I believed she was the

Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother

hear the rest of it since I left immediately, not wanting

that was what the letter was about – how despite the years, he

without her knowing, she still kept breaking my

was the reason I didn’t read

stood up, taking the

and she positioned herself on my lap before she ripped the envelope carefully and

read it out

She asked softly, and I just nodded my head, leaning my back against the couch, my coiled fists just remaining on

a breath before she

This letter will not be able to convey everything I want to tell

the years that I should have shared with

I had, and the only thing holding me back was the fear that

for you, to make

did what I thought was best for you and for you to continue idolizing me

you to start

hundred times before you claim Andrea if she turns out not to be

and there’s nothing you can

because

with that lie for almost all of my

wasn’t proud of

gave me you, thus I

would live that lie again,

written here,

if I have to

you in the eyes and tell you the

and I were never fated

we did love each other at one point

claimed her and told everyone she was my fated mate, despite

she became mine, and no one knew of our secret until she was

found her

decided to

couldn’t let her

you’re the only thing I was

and without you, I would be

Riley,

me, my son, because I made you believe she never

for the day that you

just so I could have you for

I was in pain from her leaving, I couldn’t find it in my heart to hate

mother, and I know I

know her name

she goes by Monica

Here is her address.

want you to look for her

her I

her tell you the things

the complete truth, I hope you will find it in your heart to forgive

am not worth your forgiveness, I would accept

I have to

want you to

I am proud of

I told Nadia to

to hear the rest of

not expressive of his love for me, but I knew he did love me

tolerating me through all

except he couldn’t give me the one thing

did Zahra

I asked my mate as she folded the letter

if you hear

“I want

Now.

from the couch after I carefully placed Nadia to

be too hard

faced me while I stood in the middle of

understand what I’m going through

he made me

her, I believe they are incapable of remaining