Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

with at that time to keep it

has to know that the former

fueled

believed she was the reason he

talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother with her mate in one of the places he went

I left

was what the letter was about

her knowing, she still

was the reason I didn’t read the letter at

closed the vault and stood up, taking the letter

her and she positioned herself on my lap before she ripped the envelope carefully and pulled

read it out

She asked softly, and I just nodded my head, leaning my

a breath before she unfolded

letter will not be able to convey everything I

over the years that I should have shared with you, but

holding me back was

my hardest for you, to make up for being

and for you to continue idolizing

I wanted you to start thinking about yourself and your

stop and think twice, or even a hundred times before you claim Andrea

her own fated mate will come, and there’s nothing you can do to stop her

because I lived

lie for

wasn’t proud

gave me you, thus I never

live that lie

might be confused by what I’ve written

me if I have to do it this

you in the eyes and tell you the

I were never fated

we did love each other at one point in our

told everyone she

the end, she became mine, and no one knew of our secret

found her

She decided to

I couldn’t let her

you’re the only thing I was left

her and without you, I would

needed you, Riley,

me, my son, because I made you believe she never

the day that you would choose her

so I could have

pain from her leaving, I couldn’t

loved your mother, and I know I

her

she goes by Monica Grayson

Here is her address.

you to look for

her I

her tell you the things I couldn’t

complete truth, I hope you will find it in

not worth your forgiveness, I

have to

to know that I love

I am proud of you and what

told Nadia to

want to hear

for me, but I

always there, tolerating me through all my tantrums and

me with everything he could, except he couldn’t give me the one thing I

did Zahra

I asked my mate as she folded the letter

better if you hear it

want to

Now.

from the couch after

be too hard

she faced me while I stood in the middle of the

understand what I’m

entire fucking life, he made me believe my mother was his fucking

Alpha Females because, like her, I believe they are