Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

was with at that time to

to know that the former Alpha took

event only fueled my hate for my

it, I believed she was the

accident, I overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother with her mate in one

hear the rest of it since I left immediately, not wanting to hear anything

was what the letter was about

she still kept breaking

reason I didn’t read the letter at

up, taking the

lap before she ripped the envelope carefully and pulled out the

read it out

my back against the couch, my coiled

took a breath before she unfolded

letter will not be able to convey everything I

just too many things over the years that I should have shared with you,

holding me back was the fear

for you, to make up for being alone in raising

you and for you to continue

wanted you to start thinking about

twice, or even a hundred times before you claim Andrea if she turns out not to be your

come, and there’s

know this because I lived that

lie for almost all

wasn’t proud

you, thus I never

live that lie again,

written here, but I will try

me if I have to do it

think I can look you in the eyes and tell you the

I were never

other at one

claimed her and told everyone she was

became mine, and no one knew of our secret until she was no longer happy with

she found

She decided to

let her take

thing

and without you,

Riley, to

me, my son, because I made you believe she never

that you would choose her

lying, just so I

although I was in pain from her leaving, I couldn’t find it in my heart

your mother, and I know I will love her

her name as

she goes by Monica Grayson

Here is her address.

for her as my

her I

her tell you the things I

I hope you will find

not worth your forgiveness, I would

price I have to pay for being

you to know

am proud of

told Nadia to

to hear

was not expressive of his love for me, but

always there, tolerating me through

he could, except he couldn’t give me the one thing I always asked for from him when I was

Zahra

I asked my mate as

you hear it from

want

Now.

couch after I carefully placed Nadia to

too

me while

understand what I’m going through right

entire fucking life, he made me believe my mother was his

like her, I believe they are incapable of