Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

ordered everyone I was with at that time to keep

that the former Alpha took

only fueled my hate

saying it, I believed she was

before his accident, I overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother with her mate

didn’t hear the rest of it since I

I was sure that was what the letter was about – how despite the years, he still hadn’t forgotten

without her knowing, she still kept breaking

I didn’t

vault and stood up, taking the letter with me

beside her and she positioned herself on my lap before she ripped the envelope carefully and

I read it out loud

asked softly, and I just nodded my head, leaning my back

a breath before she unfolded and began

not be able to convey everything I want to tell you, but I will make an

many things over the years that I should have shared with you,

the only thing holding me back was the fear that you would realize I

know that I tried my hardest for you,

thought was best for you and for you to

you to start thinking about

and think twice, or even a hundred times before you claim

day, her own fated mate will come, and there’s nothing

know this because I lived

lived with that lie for almost

proud of

it gave me you,

I would live that lie again, because of

might be confused by what I’ve written here, but I

if I have to do it this

you in

and I were never fated

we did love each other at one point

claimed her and told everyone she was my fated mate, despite

no one knew of our

she found her

She decided

couldn’t let

thing

her and without you, I would be

Riley, to keep me

because I made you believe she

fearful for the day that you would

so I could have you

her leaving, I couldn’t find it

loved your mother, and I know I will love her until

her name

by Monica Grayson

Here is her address.

to look for her as my final

her I said I’m

her tell you the things I couldn’t

hear the complete truth, I hope you will find it in your heart

decide I am not worth your forgiveness, I would accept

be the price I have to

to know that I

am proud of you and what you’ve

I told

hear the rest

was not expressive of his love for me, but I

there, tolerating me through

provided me with everything he could, except he couldn’t give me the one thing I always asked for from him when I was still a pup

Zahra tell

I asked my mate as she folded the letter

better if you hear it

want to

Now.

up from the couch after I carefully

Don’t be too hard on

up as she faced me while I stood in the middle

what I’m

fucking life, he made me believe my mother was his fucking

her, I believe they