Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

with

the

fueled my

I believed she was the

talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about

didn’t hear the rest of it since I left immediately, not wanting

letter was about – how despite

knowing, she still kept

reason I didn’t read the

taking the letter

herself on my lap before she ripped the envelope carefully and pulled out the letter

it out loud for

and I just nodded my head, leaning my back against the couch, my coiled fists just remaining on my

before she unfolded and

son, This letter will not be able to convey everything I want to tell you,

many things over the years that I should have shared with

I had, and the only thing holding me back was the fear that you would

I tried my hardest for you, to

what I thought was best for you and for you to continue idolizing me When you read this, I might

I wanted you to start thinking about yourself

twice, or even a hundred times before you claim Andrea if she turns out not to be your fated

day, her own fated mate will come, and there’s nothing you can do to

know this because

lived with that lie for almost all of my

proud

gave me you, thus I never regretted

would live that lie again,

what I’ve written

I have to do

can look you in the eyes and tell you

I were never fated

we did love each other at one

she

of our secret until she was no longer happy

she found

She decided

I couldn’t let her

thing I was left

her and without you, I would

needed you, Riley, to keep me

forgive me, my son, because I made

day that you would choose her over

kept lying, just so

was in pain from her leaving, I couldn’t find it in my heart to

and I know I will love her until my

her name as

she goes by Monica

Here is her address.

want you to look for her as my final

I

tell you the things I

the complete truth, I hope you will find it in your heart to forgive

not

have to pay for being selfish all this

I want you to

of you

I told

want to hear the rest

me, but I knew he did love me in his

was always there, tolerating me through

he couldn’t give me the one thing I always asked for from him when

did Zahra

mate as she folded the

you hear

“I want

Now.

from the couch after

too

stood up as she faced me while I stood in the middle of the

understand what I’m going through

he made me believe my mother was his

because, like her, I believe they are incapable of remaining loyal to their