Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

with at that time to keep it

that the former Alpha took his

only fueled my hate for

believed she was

overheard him talking to his former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother with her mate in

I left immediately, not wanting to hear anything

was about – how despite the years, he

her knowing, she still kept

I didn’t read the

stood up, taking the letter with me before

beside her and she positioned herself on my lap before

I read it out loud for

head, leaning my back against

a breath before she unfolded and

able to convey everything I

things over the years that I should have shared with you,

had, and the only thing holding me back was

I tried my hardest for you, to make up

and for you to continue idolizing me When you read this, I might

start thinking about yourself and

want you to stop and think twice, or even a hundred times before

come, and there’s nothing you can do

because

that lie for

wasn’t proud

me you, thus I never

that lie again, because

written here,

have to

can look you in the eyes and

I were never fated

love each other at

and told everyone she was my fated mate, despite

mine, and no one knew of our

she found

decided to

I couldn’t let

you’re the only thing I was

without you, I would

needed you, Riley, to keep me

forgive me, my son, because I made you believe she

for the day that you would choose

so I could have you for

leaving, I couldn’t find it in my heart to hate

know I will love her until my last

her name

goes by

Here is her address.

for her as my final

her I

her tell you the things

hear the complete truth, I hope you

you decide I am not

might be the price I have to pay

son, I want you to know that I

I am proud of you and what you’ve

I told

to hear

of his love for me, but I knew he did love me in his own

me through all

thing I always asked for from him when

Zahra

mate as she folded the

if you hear it from

“I want to

Now.

I stood up from the couch after

be too hard

stood up as she faced me while I stood in the middle of the

understand what I’m going through

fucking life, he made me believe my mother was his

resentful of all Alpha Females because, like her, I believe they are