Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 68

RILEY. Nadia’s body was resting against mine while my arms were wrapped around her naked body as I cleaned the wounds from the new mark I gave her. I had been wanting to re-mark her when she returned, but I didn’t have the courage to ask if she wanted me to. And this moment was just perfect. I wanted Nadia to be mine again, body and soul.

“Hmmm…” She mumbled softly, resting the back of her head on my shoulder as I continued to lap and suck her neck clean.

“That was amazing…” “Did you like it?

” I asked her as I stopped licking her skin.

My hand reached for her face, tucking the stray hair behind her ear.

Her eyes were closed as she nodded her head.

“I love it.

I miss that.

I miss us.

” “Me too.

I miss us.

But I’m here now.

I’m not letting you away from my grasp again.

” She chuckled softly, her hands holding on to my arms snaked around her waist.

“You better, because maybe next time you’ll never find me again.

” “I know…” I leaned my mouth into her ear, nibbling her earlobe.

“Riley, what exactly are we doing here in the library?

Is your father’s letter here?

” My body stiffened and I felt my dick melting.

It was already slowly coming back to life as I nibbled her neck.

I guess round two was not possible at this point.

“Yes.

I almost forgot.

” I let out a sigh before leaning my back against the couch.

“Do you want me to read the letter for you?

” “Yes.

It was just probably Dad scolding me or telling me what I needed to do to be a perfect Alpha.

” I let out another sigh while Nadia remained silent.

“But I was hoping he wrote something about Zahra.

” “Shall we find out?

” She asked, tilting her head to the side to look at me.

A warm smile curled on her lips, giving me the push to do what I needed to do.

I scooped her from my lap as I stood up, placing her gently on the couch before I grabbed my shirt on the floor and helped her pull it on over her body.

I still had my shorts on and that was enough to cover me.

I went to the biggest bookshelf and crouched in front of it, taking all the books in one area before knocking the wood open, revealing an old safe.

I put in the combination I had memorized since I was a little boy before twisting the lock open.

We have many vaults around the pack house, but this one was something where my father chose to place everything important to him.

I slipped my hand in and took the letter he left me.

Not known to my people, my father took his own life by plunging his car into a ravine after he placed a shackle around his neck to avoid him from shifting into his wolf.

He was dead when we found him.

I was with at that time

know that the former

only fueled my hate

saying it, I believed she was the reason

former Beta, Dominic’s father, about how she saw my mother with her mate in one of the places

rest of it since I left

letter was about – how despite the years, he still

without her knowing, she still kept breaking

was the reason I didn’t read the letter

stood up, taking the letter with me before handing it to

beside her and she positioned herself on my lap before she ripped the envelope carefully and

I read it

my back against

before

son, This letter will not be able to convey everything I

were just too many things over the years that I should have shared with

thing I had, and the only thing holding me back was

I tried my hardest for you, to make up

thought was best for you and for you to continue idolizing me

you to start thinking

you to stop and think twice, or even a hundred times before you claim Andrea if she turns out not to be

own fated mate will come, and there’s nothing you

because I lived that

with that lie for almost all of my

proud

gave me you, thus I never

I would live that lie again, because of

by what I’ve written here, but I will try to

me if I have to

can look you in the eyes and tell you the

and I

love each other at

she was my fated mate,

became mine, and no one knew of

she found

She decided to

I couldn’t let her

thing I was left

and without you, I

you, Riley, to keep me

son, because I made

for the day that you would

lying, just so I could have you for

I was in pain from her leaving, I couldn’t find it in my heart to

your mother, and I know I will love

know her name as

goes by Monica Grayson

Here is her address.

to look for her

her I said

tell you the things I couldn’t tell

complete truth, I hope you

you decide I am not worth

have to pay for being selfish all this

you to know that

am proud of

told

didn’t want to hear the rest of

love for me, but I knew

tolerating me through all

he couldn’t give me the one thing I always asked for

did Zahra tell

my mate as she folded the letter

you hear

“I want to

Now.

couch after I carefully placed Nadia to

be too

up as she faced me while I stood

what I’m going

he made me believe my

Females because, like her, I believe they are incapable of remaining loyal to