Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 69

NADIA. Riley has refused to talk about the incident since last night. We made love and cuddled the whole night, and talked about us and our pup but I didn’t dare ask about Zahra. I would let him handle it this time, at his own pace. By morning, he went back to work like nothing happened and was back in his Alpha mode.

It was not that I was complaining, but I was worried because he wasn’t letting me in on his emotions.

His walls were up except when we discussed our pup, then he would let me in on what he felt.

But I dared not push him to say anything.

I could wait.

And Zahra too.

I spent the rest of the afternoon with Jenny and all the other expectant females doing simple routines to strengthen our pelvic muscles.

But to be honest, we spent more time just talking and swooning over our own mates.

I thought I was the only one, but apparently, pregnant women find their mates’ scents more alluring.

I finally figured out why I always have the urge to jump at my mate just at the mere sight of him.

I thought it was because I missed him too much.

By the time I was done with my session with Jenny and the other females, I was already missing him.

Since after breakfast, he had been on the other side of the territory, and I was eager to see him now.

I went looking for him inside the packhouse, but he was nowhere around.

I bumped into Gamma Sebastian and he told me he was at the archery range.

With steady footsteps, I made my way to the back of the training grounds and found him sitting on the boulder facing the target heads.

He was just sitting there, no bows and arrows around him.

He might have just chosen this place to think, and now that I thought of it, I didn’t know if I should approach or just leave him alone for a while.

“Are you having second thoughts about whether to approach me or leave me alone?

” His voice echoed around us.

He didn’t turn around and remained fixated on the view in front of him, but I could imagine him smirking as he said those words.

“Yes.

Those were exactly my thoughts.

Would you rather be alone?

Or do you want some company?

” “Come here, Nadia.

” He tapped the space beside him before he continued.

“You’re always welcome to invade my solitary moments.

” I smiled as I walked forward, my eyes raking his whole back.

My mate was ripped with muscles in all the right places, and I couldn’t keep my eyes from swooning over him.

And instead of sitting beside him, I stood in front of him, my hands reaching for his face before I gave him a long and deep kiss.

“I miss you today…” He gave me a weak smile while his hands brushed against my hips.

“Me too.

Sit here.

” He parted his legs and moved backward, making room for me in between his thighs and I eagerly scooted my ass onto the boulder, resting my back against his hard chest.

“How was your day?

” He asked.

“It was fun.

I spent the whole afternoon with Jenny and the other pregnant females.

We tried to do some exercises, but we ended up just chattering for almost the whole session.

” I giggled, squeezing his arms wrapped around my body.

“I saw that.

I passed by the training grounds to check on you before I came here.

And I didn’t see any training sessions going on in there.

” “Oh!

If I knew you were home already, I should have gone with you here right away.

” “It’s okay.

You’re here now.

” “Are you okay?

How was your day?

asked

boring

has been a lot of improvement on the construction site

start with the finishing touches and it will

“That’s good to

come with you next

it’s not that dusty

“I’m not

” “You’re pregnant.

” “So?

I’m not that sensitive.

besides, I won’t be eating

” “Hmmm… Really?

” He chuckled.

condition where some pregnant women have cravings for non-edible things such as dirt, clay, and the

get aroused by the

kiss on the

“You and your mouth.

I didn’t

could sense the sadness

you know when I was seven, I received a bow and arrow

me how fascinated Zahra was with archery

she thought maybe I

my breath and tried to keep my

now, and I wished he would continue until he poured out

young self thought that if Zahra discovers that I excel at archery, she might come to see me

me the best coach for

and after a year, I was already excelling

was proud, but he had no

Zahra never showed up, not

have quit when I realized she would never show up, even if I turned out to be the best archer in the world because even then I would

eight, I stopped expecting that I would receive

expecting she would show up and

it

would tell me what they told their parents they wanted for

I stopped asking Dad for the gift

I never stopped trying to

Not for her anymore.

But for myself.

to be better than my father, if I excelled at something

My heart was crushed

too young, but he was thinking of ways not

years old, yet I grew

Andrea was

was the exact opposite of my

She’s an Omega.

they say is the most submissive and

with her, I would never have to be

won’t

I didn’t know pain could come from all

know by now how fucked

more to me than

I’m trying my

on his lap, my hands cupping his

be better

people

doesn’t always mean that something

is just

leave you because you’re

left because her heart belonged to someone

same reason I left

know my heart will always belong

even for a second you think you’re not good enough for me,

Riley Adams, even without your Alpha badge, even without those bows and arrows,

tell you again, and I’ll

stay if

me

only time I would leave you is if you

He shook his head, his hands cupping

“No.

It will never happen.

Not in his lifetime.

Not on the next.

all our

My eyes welled with

“Then I’m yours.

In this lifetime.

all the lifetimes after

enough for me,

much bigger you are

because you’re an Alpha, but for

” “Because you’re special.

Don’t forget that.