Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 69

NADIA. Riley has refused to talk about the incident since last night. We made love and cuddled the whole night, and talked about us and our pup but I didn’t dare ask about Zahra. I would let him handle it this time, at his own pace. By morning, he went back to work like nothing happened and was back in his Alpha mode.

It was not that I was complaining, but I was worried because he wasn’t letting me in on his emotions.

His walls were up except when we discussed our pup, then he would let me in on what he felt.

But I dared not push him to say anything.

I could wait.

And Zahra too.

I spent the rest of the afternoon with Jenny and all the other expectant females doing simple routines to strengthen our pelvic muscles.

But to be honest, we spent more time just talking and swooning over our own mates.

I thought I was the only one, but apparently, pregnant women find their mates’ scents more alluring.

I finally figured out why I always have the urge to jump at my mate just at the mere sight of him.

I thought it was because I missed him too much.

By the time I was done with my session with Jenny and the other females, I was already missing him.

Since after breakfast, he had been on the other side of the territory, and I was eager to see him now.

I went looking for him inside the packhouse, but he was nowhere around.

I bumped into Gamma Sebastian and he told me he was at the archery range.

With steady footsteps, I made my way to the back of the training grounds and found him sitting on the boulder facing the target heads.

He was just sitting there, no bows and arrows around him.

He might have just chosen this place to think, and now that I thought of it, I didn’t know if I should approach or just leave him alone for a while.

“Are you having second thoughts about whether to approach me or leave me alone?

” His voice echoed around us.

He didn’t turn around and remained fixated on the view in front of him, but I could imagine him smirking as he said those words.

“Yes.

Those were exactly my thoughts.

Would you rather be alone?

Or do you want some company?

” “Come here, Nadia.

” He tapped the space beside him before he continued.

“You’re always welcome to invade my solitary moments.

” I smiled as I walked forward, my eyes raking his whole back.

My mate was ripped with muscles in all the right places, and I couldn’t keep my eyes from swooning over him.

And instead of sitting beside him, I stood in front of him, my hands reaching for his face before I gave him a long and deep kiss.

“I miss you today…” He gave me a weak smile while his hands brushed against my hips.

“Me too.

Sit here.

” He parted his legs and moved backward, making room for me in between his thighs and I eagerly scooted my ass onto the boulder, resting my back against his hard chest.

“How was your day?

” He asked.

“It was fun.

I spent the whole afternoon with Jenny and the other pregnant females.

We tried to do some exercises, but we ended up just chattering for almost the whole session.

” I giggled, squeezing his arms wrapped around my body.

“I saw that.

I passed by the training grounds to check on you before I came here.

And I didn’t see any training sessions going on in there.

” “Oh!

If I knew you were home already, I should have gone with you here right away.

” “It’s okay.

You’re here now.

” “Are you okay?

How was your day?

I asked

usual, boring

a lot of improvement on

they can start with the finishing touches and

good to

come with you

“Maybe when it’s not that dusty and

not that

” “You’re pregnant.

” “So?

I’m not that sensitive.

I won’t be eating

” “Hmmm… Really?

” He chuckled.

talked about a condition where some pregnant women have cravings for non-edible things such as

just smell and get

grunted before placing a soft kiss on the crown

“You and your mouth.

I didn’t say

sense the

received a bow and arrow

told me how fascinated Zahra was with archery

I

breath and

to talk now, and I wished he would continue until he poured out

discovers that I excel at archery, she might come to

So I asked my father to find me the best coach for

trained almost every fucking day, and after a year,

was proud, but he had no idea why I wanted this

never showed up, not even

would never show up, even if I turned out to be the

eight, I stopped expecting that I would receive gifts

she would show up and

stopped expecting it

me what they told their parents they wanted for

stopped asking Dad

never stopped trying to

Not for her anymore.

But for myself.

out to be better than my father, if I excelled at something or everything, then perhaps my mate would

heart was crushed at his

young, but he was thinking of ways not to be

old, yet I grew up that fast because of

Andrea

was the exact

She’s an Omega.

is the most

thought maybe with her, I would never have

won’t

didn’t know pain

already know by now how

there’s more to me than these fucked up things I’ve

I’m trying

his lap, my hands cupping his jaws

be better so people will like

people will

whenever someone leaves, it doesn’t always mean that something

is just how life

didn’t leave you because

her heart belonged to

same reason I left

accept them because I know my heart will always belong

second you think you’re not good enough for me, stop

without your Alpha badge, even without those bows and arrows, even without this territory, you and Hunter,

and I’ll never

stay if

and me against everyone

would leave you

head, his

“No.

It will never happen.

Not in his lifetime.

Not on the next.

in all our

welled with

“Then I’m yours.

In this lifetime.

all the lifetimes

enough for

how much bigger you are than what I wanted

because you’re an Alpha, but for the way you

” “Because you’re special.

Don’t forget that.