Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Through the eyes of my alpha Chapter 69

NADIA. Riley has refused to talk about the incident since last night. We made love and cuddled the whole night, and talked about us and our pup but I didn’t dare ask about Zahra. I would let him handle it this time, at his own pace. By morning, he went back to work like nothing happened and was back in his Alpha mode.

It was not that I was complaining, but I was worried because he wasn’t letting me in on his emotions.

His walls were up except when we discussed our pup, then he would let me in on what he felt.

But I dared not push him to say anything.

I could wait.

And Zahra too.

I spent the rest of the afternoon with Jenny and all the other expectant females doing simple routines to strengthen our pelvic muscles.

But to be honest, we spent more time just talking and swooning over our own mates.

I thought I was the only one, but apparently, pregnant women find their mates’ scents more alluring.

I finally figured out why I always have the urge to jump at my mate just at the mere sight of him.

I thought it was because I missed him too much.

By the time I was done with my session with Jenny and the other females, I was already missing him.

Since after breakfast, he had been on the other side of the territory, and I was eager to see him now.

I went looking for him inside the packhouse, but he was nowhere around.

I bumped into Gamma Sebastian and he told me he was at the archery range.

With steady footsteps, I made my way to the back of the training grounds and found him sitting on the boulder facing the target heads.

He was just sitting there, no bows and arrows around him.

He might have just chosen this place to think, and now that I thought of it, I didn’t know if I should approach or just leave him alone for a while.

“Are you having second thoughts about whether to approach me or leave me alone?

” His voice echoed around us.

He didn’t turn around and remained fixated on the view in front of him, but I could imagine him smirking as he said those words.

“Yes.

Those were exactly my thoughts.

Would you rather be alone?

Or do you want some company?

” “Come here, Nadia.

” He tapped the space beside him before he continued.

“You’re always welcome to invade my solitary moments.

” I smiled as I walked forward, my eyes raking his whole back.

My mate was ripped with muscles in all the right places, and I couldn’t keep my eyes from swooning over him.

And instead of sitting beside him, I stood in front of him, my hands reaching for his face before I gave him a long and deep kiss.

“I miss you today…” He gave me a weak smile while his hands brushed against my hips.

“Me too.

Sit here.

” He parted his legs and moved backward, making room for me in between his thighs and I eagerly scooted my ass onto the boulder, resting my back against his hard chest.

“How was your day?

” He asked.

“It was fun.

I spent the whole afternoon with Jenny and the other pregnant females.

We tried to do some exercises, but we ended up just chattering for almost the whole session.

” I giggled, squeezing his arms wrapped around my body.

“I saw that.

I passed by the training grounds to check on you before I came here.

And I didn’t see any training sessions going on in there.

” “Oh!

If I knew you were home already, I should have gone with you here right away.

” “It’s okay.

You’re here now.

” “Are you okay?

How was your day?

asked

usual, boring

of improvement on the construction site where

they can start with the finishing touches and it will be ready to

good to

with you next

it’s not that dusty and

not that

” “You’re pregnant.

” “So?

I’m not that sensitive.

won’t be eating the dust

” “Hmmm… Really?

” He chuckled.

condition where some pregnant women have cravings for

probably just smell and get aroused

soft kiss on the

“You and your mouth.

didn’t say anything

the sadness

you know when I was seven, I received a bow and arrow

Zahra was with archery when she was pregnant

I should give it

I held my breath and tried

now, and I wished he would continue until he poured out everything inside of

young self thought that if Zahra discovers that I excel at archery, she might come to see me compete

So I asked my father to find me the best coach for this sport, and

every fucking day, and after a year,

but he had no idea why I

Zahra never showed up, not even

I realized she would never show up, even if I turned out to be the best archer in the world because even then I would still never

I stopped expecting that I would receive gifts

would show up and

expecting it at

tell me what they told their parents they wanted for their birthdays, I just kept

Dad for the gift I

I never stopped trying

Not for her anymore.

But for myself.

be better than my father, if I excelled at something or everything, then

was crushed

he was

I grew up that fast

Andrea

was the exact opposite

She’s an Omega.

is the most submissive

thought maybe with her, I would never have to be

won’t hurt

pain could come from all

know by now how fucked up

to me

that I’m

my body around so I was sitting sideways on his lap, my hands cupping his

be better so people

so people will

doesn’t always mean

just how

you because

because her heart

same reason I left Elliot,

didn’t accept them because I know my heart will always belong to my

second you think you’re not good

your Alpha badge, even without those bows and arrows, even without this territory, you and Hunter, you’re all

and I’ll never get tired

stay if you

and me against everyone

only time I would leave you is if you pushed

his head, his hands

“No.

It will never happen.

Not in his lifetime.

Not on the next.

not in all

welled with

“Then I’m yours.

In this lifetime.

the lifetimes

more than enough for

have no idea how much bigger you are than what I wanted

Alpha, but for the way you made me

” “Because you’re special.

Don’t forget that.