Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Nadia and I went down to eat dinner together after I helped her find a shirt and shorts from m y closet that she could use. I had to draw the strings tightly on the shorts to keep them from falling, and I chose a black shirt so her nipples wouldn‘t be visible. I knew no one was around, but the black shirt was more for me. I didn‘t think I would be able to keep a straight face while talking to her if I kept seeing her proud nipples against her shirt. I was glad I could have her to myself while we ate since everyone was done with their dinner. 

We talked about the packhouse, my Beta and Gamma, and the Gamma Female. I didn‘t want to press her about being the Luna, so I tried to keep the conversation light. 

And nothing about what she needed to do once she stepped up as my Luna. None of us tried to start the topic again about what happened three full moons ago, but I guess it was better that way. As long as she‘s here, I could work on all the other things I needed to do as a mate and as an Alpha. 

This morning, when I woke up, I thought it was just an ordinary day. I didn‘t think that a miracle could happen. But all my senses suddenly snapped awake when I saw her. And now, having her in my territory, I suddenly wanted to be an Alpha again, and make up for the things I missed and let g o of for the last three months. 

My Luna needed a capable Alpha. And I would do just that. Be a better mate and Alpha. 

After dinner, we walked outside, and I showed her the buildings around us, including the building where the cells were located. And then I showed her the insides of the packhouse. 

I felt good the whole time. It was like she was meant to be walking around the pack house, and everywhere she stepped in, the room just felt like it had suddenly come alive and more colorful. 

I didn‘t know it was possible to feel this way. And even if she might still be unsure of how she feels about me, I didn‘t miss the glimmer in her eyes while we were touring the area together. 

just in the other room, even

say that I was excited was an understatement. It was more than that. I haven‘t had this kind of feeling in a long time, or maybe I never had it at all. I felt so motivated to start wooing her and fix myself as an Alpha. I knew I abandoned my pack and it would take a lot of hard work to make up for

to see her. I wondered if she was still awake. Why did I forget to initiate her into my pack? It would

had no say in this since Nadia is my mate,

from laying down and grabbed my sweatpants, putting them on before pulling a shirt over my head. I had no idea if Nadia was still awake, but I wanted to see her

with me, or at least move to the big room beside mine after the renovation. But of course, she could do as she pleases. As long as

easy steps. I wasn‘t expecting her to still be awake, especially since I was sure she

the erratic beating of my heart. Her scent was so faint but it might have been because she was asleep and under the blanket. I knocked one more time. And then another. I should turn around and let her sleep, but my

the gap below the door? Did she fall asleep with the full lights on? My breath hitched as

but I couldn‘t help the flood of uncertainties that rushed through my head. Did she

opened the door abruptly and scanned the room. When I saw no signs of her, I rushed to

darted to the clothes hamper sitting in the corner beside the sink counter and I found i

really fucking leave me again? Was everything a fucking lie? I didn‘t know if I would burst out in anger or I would cry as I walked towards the door, punching the wall beside it before walking out of her room, ‘Has anyone seen Nadia? If no one has,