Through The Eyes Of My Alpha

Nadia and I went down to eat dinner together after I helped her find a shirt and shorts from m y closet that she could use. I had to draw the strings tightly on the shorts to keep them from falling, and I chose a black shirt so her nipples wouldn‘t be visible. I knew no one was around, but the black shirt was more for me. I didn‘t think I would be able to keep a straight face while talking to her if I kept seeing her proud nipples against her shirt. I was glad I could have her to myself while we ate since everyone was done with their dinner. 

We talked about the packhouse, my Beta and Gamma, and the Gamma Female. I didn‘t want to press her about being the Luna, so I tried to keep the conversation light. 

And nothing about what she needed to do once she stepped up as my Luna. None of us tried to start the topic again about what happened three full moons ago, but I guess it was better that way. As long as she‘s here, I could work on all the other things I needed to do as a mate and as an Alpha. 

This morning, when I woke up, I thought it was just an ordinary day. I didn‘t think that a miracle could happen. But all my senses suddenly snapped awake when I saw her. And now, having her in my territory, I suddenly wanted to be an Alpha again, and make up for the things I missed and let g o of for the last three months. 

My Luna needed a capable Alpha. And I would do just that. Be a better mate and Alpha. 

After dinner, we walked outside, and I showed her the buildings around us, including the building where the cells were located. And then I showed her the insides of the packhouse. 

I felt good the whole time. It was like she was meant to be walking around the pack house, and everywhere she stepped in, the room just felt like it had suddenly come alive and more colorful. 

I didn‘t know it was possible to feel this way. And even if she might still be unsure of how she feels about me, I didn‘t miss the glimmer in her eyes while we were touring the area together. 

was laying in my bed with my arms under my head, staring at the ceiling. I’ve been in this position for quite some time. It was impossible to sleep knowing she was just in the other room, even if it was across the corridor.

time, or maybe I never had it at all. I felt so motivated to start wooing her and fix myself as an Alpha. I knew I abandoned my pack and it would take a lot of hard work to make up for it, but I have all that I needed now to start fixing what I did wrong over

she was still awake. Why did I forget to initiate her into my pack? It would be easier if I could mindlink

since Nadia is my

them on before pulling a shirt over my head. I had no idea if Nadia was still awake, but

she was just around made me restless. I hope one day I can convince her to share a room with me, or at least move to the

room and threaded the corridor, going to the farthest end with easy steps. I wasn‘t expecting her to still be awake, especially since I was sure she had had a long and tiring day. But I was hoping I could at least smell her before I tried

but it might have been because she was asleep and under the blanket. I knocked one more time. And then another. I should turn around and let her sleep, but my guts were telling me something

gap below the door? Did she fall asleep with the full lights on? My breath

she? I knew she could possibly be in the bathroom again, but I couldn‘t help the flood

signs of her, I rushed to

to the clothes hamper sitting in the corner beside the sink counter and I found i t empty. Where were

my eyes looking for her clothes. Fuck! Did she really fucking leave me again? Was everything a fucking lie? I didn‘t know if I would burst out in anger or I would cry as I walked towards the door, punching the wall beside it before