When There Is Nothing Left But Love

After the anesthesia wore off, my body began to ache everywhere, especially in the abdomen. It was the kind of pain that comes with every breath.

“The doctor said you can’t eat for these six hours, and you can only drink water. You can only eat after the effects of the anesthesia wear off.” The person who spoke was none other than Marcus.

Never had I imagined that he would be the one to appear. I had thought it would be Ashton or John, but he was the only one I had never thought of!

I could not speak, so I just looked at him with tears flowing from the corners of my eyes.

He seemed to understand what I was thinking. He sighed softly and said, “Take care of your health. In the future, you can still have kids.”

In that instant, I felt like my heart had been torn apart, and salt was being rubbed into my wounds. An intense pain started spreading, right to my bones.

Unable to control the pain in my heart, I began to tremble and sob. Marcus held my hand, his expression gloomy, and in his dark eyes was this deep bottomless pain.

Silently, he held my hand and let me cry. I did not know for how long, but I cried myself to sleep. He called me a few times as I dozed off. I responded in a daze and fell asleep again.

This catastrophe was indescribably painful, and the pain seemed to have no end. It felt like I had been physically broken into pieces and then joined back together again.

After three days of suffering, I was able to get down from the bed and speak a little. Pulling at Marcus’s sleeve, I spoke in a hoarse voice, “I want to see my child.”

my eyes, I said, “At the

carrying him in my womb for nine months, I wanted to see him face to

his brows throbbed faintly as his veins pulsated noticeably, “In the morgue, I’ve handed him

tears rolling down my face, “Don’t throw him away like this, please! He is my child. He had just come into the world. Even

were filled with distress. “Okay, take care of yourself well.

All this while, the pain gnawed at

two confinement nannies for me. Everything that women must have after giving birth was provided for, and every care

womb. His dead body was taken out by surgery. Hence, there was

painful memory returned. This kind of pain had no visible outward sign, and I had no one

that the hospital I was in was a private

was nothing else on my mind. Then, I realized that I had to tell

nannies to call Macy, but then I realized that I do not remember any phone

lot of news each time, mostly about

well, and he just wanted to distract

passed. My confinement was over, and I could sunbathe in the garden yard. Sometimes I would stare blankly

surroundings were turning brown. Fallen leaves were