Cold Feet

Chapter 35

RICK

I look at Viola on the other side of the room.

“What happened?” I ask.

“I can’t… we can’t do this. Please go,” she says. Then, as if realizing for the first time that she’s topless, she covers herself with her arm and moves back to the sofa where she snags her top off the floor and pulls it over her head. I watch her as she lifts her hands over her head to put her top on. The movement lifts her breasts and accentuates them and then she’s finished.

“Please go,” she says again.

Viola, c’mon. Let’s talk…”

“Get out!” she shouts.

I get up and make my way to the entrance hall. I open the door and let myself out. She follows me at a distance still covering her breasts even though she’s wearing her top again. I look back at her once I’m outside the apartment.

“Let’s just talk,” I say in a calm voice.

“There’s nothing to talk about,” Viola says and closes the door in my face. I stand there for a few moments feeling anger and frustration. I want to kick the damn door down but I finally turn and head for the elevator lobby. I hope against hope that she’ll come running after me but when I step into the elevator and she doesn’t come running after me I know it’s not going to happen.

I exit the building downstairs and flag a cab. When it arrives, I give the driver my address and head home.

More than ever, I can’t get Viola out of my mind. I remember everything about our time in her apartment. What the hell happened, I wonder?

This time however she sends me a message after I’ve arrived home.

I’m sorry about this evening. I was wrong.

It’s okay, I reply.

I’m sorry. I can’t see you again.

Why?

lost control tonight and

But why can’t we see

why. Look

can behave, I

will be me. I think

drastic

All the best

dial Viola’s number but it just

send a message. Pick up the phone

a shower and get into bed. I think again of what we did and I feel guilt for Christine. It’s damn hard to put Viola out of mind now but I finally manage to do it and drift off

and the first thing on my mind is Viola. I get up and retrieve my phone from where I left it on the

feel guilty again when I think of Viola. I should be thinking of Christine. I didn’t even send her

I know there’s simply nothing I can do about it. She’s

tell myself to put her out of my mind for once and for all.

tell myself. It’s not as easy as that though and by late morning I decide I need to talk to someone. I contact my friend Lewis and he agrees

Lewis asks.

leaned on him for help but now I do. We went to law school

tell him that I’m getting married

first reaction is

often,” he jokes. Next time I see you, you’ll be telling me your first baby is on

funny,” I say

You’ve made the decision to ask her to marry you and that’s a huge step for you. Have you considered though that this is your first

“What’s your point?”

few relationships before

soon for me

saying. I’m just saying that’s what most people do. Some people marry their high school sweetheart and stay together for all

say. “What made you and

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