It's been a week since I was stuck here, in this mansion.

It felt like years had passed since I came here.

I haven't seen anything else other than the walls and grand antique pieces in the mansion.

Xerxes doesn't allow me outside and I didn't fight him to let me because he never made me feel like I'm his mate, he never made me feel like I am his equal, he never made me feel like we're suppose to be together forever and he never made me feel like I have a right to fight with him.

He doesn't talk much and spends almost all of his time when he's at home in his study office.

He wouldn't let anyone enter not even me.

If he needed any thing he would asked Lucy and that was it.

The only contact I have of the outside world is through Lucy.

She fills me in on everything that was going on in and around the pack.

Lisa visits only once a week that is, Sunday.

Xerxes doesn't know about that, he thinks she come along with her mother to give Lucy a helping hand in her work.

I miss my old pack and my parents terribly.

I wanna go back home and be with them.

I want to be with my family and not here where I feel like I am not even wanted.

I wish Xerxes would let me at least visit them or let them visit me.

I will have to talk to him about it.

I just wish he would let me.

tok Lucy went back to the pack house leaving me alone in this huge mansion which neither feels like home nor anyway near cosy.

It was cold just like the owner himself.

I heard the front door opened and ran towards it from the kitchen where I was heating our dinner.

I smiled brightly when I saw Xerxes.

He pulled his coat off of him and hung it on the coat hanger.

"Welcome.Dinner is ready.’’ I said causing him to look at me and grunt out a okay.

I swirled on my heels and walked in the direction of the kitchen with him in tow.

I smiled a little.

He seemed to be not in a bad mood but at the same time that's his normal face so I can't say anything.

He sat down on the stool and I took our dinner out from the oven when it beeped.

I had already arranged two plates for us so I started filling his plate then mine.

I handed him his plate and he took it.

He said

"You're welcome"

sitting down on the stool

ate our

our dinner, I took our plates to the sink while he

sighed losing my opportunity to talk to him about visiting my

of the

getting in his study

will be in there

to him about it when he's still in his

and talk with him but

that he wouldn't allow but I won't know for sure if I never talk to him about

the plates were washed, dried and

hands on my cotton shorts

on, he's not going to do

He's your mate.

in my head after which she

my head agreeing with what she

go talk to him, now

the while praying to let him visit my

outside his study sooner than I had

my hands once again on my shorts before curling my right

Knock, knock.

up as I knocked, hearing every little thing as

deeply when I heard

"Come in"

and turned the door knob opening the

in his hand as his eyes scanned everything that was printed on the sheet of white

desk and stood opposite of him

look up to acknowledge

to look at me or at least let me

say

his eyes fixated on the file

He turned the page.

"What is it?"

without glancing

lip and shuffled a little nervous

really want to..but I

how to talk without making him

file down and looked up

gaze cold

all night,

was deep as he held my

when he

me and hearing him say

feelings aside for a moment and concentrate at

I visit my old

and

neutral, he didn't say anything but picked the file back up and

"No."

answer held a finality

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