Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily

your mate

wondering about the possibility of me not his

He is our mate.

was stronger

go away.Disappear like

hid my face in the

don't do

voice faded away at the end and then it

clear and I could no

to me because she usually vanishes away

I was once again

be there when I

can't blame her

my

for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

to myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching

Bang.

in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made

heard a crack sound causing my heart to

to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts-

almost covering

strong

he had ran

he

beautiful yet cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing

my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made

fingers clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when

as if he had just found his favourite

Me.

movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff

I would never win nor like if I accepted

my place until he stopped walking, he stood

leg to bring my legs apart that

to what he

in this situation was not to provoke him

in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his

stepped in between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling

looking at his black shoes and the white rug

his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off

he would say something but

I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel more

between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I

want to

voice was a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise my head and

fingers nervously waiting for

me." He growled lowly,

fear but I still couldn't

don't have

gripped my chin, harshly lifting

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words