Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at my

mate but not

wondering about the possibility of me not

He is our mate.

stronger

go away.Disappear like you always

face in the sheets successfully

don't do

faded away at the end and

and I could no longer hear her

to me because she usually vanishes away

as I

my wolf isn't be there

her for

was my fault

was my fault for getting abducted and not

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my heart aching and

Bang.

on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made

heard a crack sound

heart dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid

whole frame almost covering

strong

breath was ragged as if he had

he was

which he dug them into his

the bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made one wrong

attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making

slow, predator like as if

Me.

up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and glued to

I would

he stopped

leg to bring my legs apart that was glued together in

to what

best I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and

a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his

but feel kind of

downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

his expression but I could feel

he would say

and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me

and when I couldn't stand it anymore I

want to go

a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise my head and meet

nervously waiting

He growled lowly, his voice

fear but I still couldn't look

don't have the courage

moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to look at

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words