Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

maybe your mate but

possibility of

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger

like

as I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning

I don't do it

wolf's voice faded away at the end and then it

clear and I could no longer hear her voice

she usually vanishes away after a

cried angrily as I was once again left

wolf isn't be there when I

I can't blame her for

my

my fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

to myself, my eyes wet with tears,

Bang.

in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with the

crack sound causing my

dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the door

whole frame almost covering

stance strong and

ragged as if he had ran for miles but I

angry and he was

golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to shifting he

my throat at the sight of him looking like he would

the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way

was slow, predator like as if

Me.

movement to get up from the bed and away from him

me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor

until he stopped walking, he stood before

to bring my legs apart

gulped obliging to what

could do in this situation was not to provoke him

eyes cast downward not meeting his cold

and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter

downward, looking at his black shoes and

see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off of

would say

the silence only added to my discomfort and made me

I couldn't stand it anymore I

want to go

I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than

He breathed out roughly.

and couldn't master up the courage to raise my head and

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for him to

at me." He growled lowly, his

his command, I swallowed my fear but

have

gripped my chin,

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the