Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily

mate but not

sniffled wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than

go away.Disappear like you

sobbed as I hid my face in the sheets

don't do

faded away at the end and then

was clear and I could no longer

ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a

I

my wolf isn't be there

her

was my fault not

for getting abducted and not

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart

Bang.

in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and

sound causing my

heart dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid

whole frame almost

stance strong and

was ragged as if he had ran

and he was barely

beautiful yet cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which

my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear

myself as I held my breath when he slowly

as if he had

Me.

from the bed and away from him but one

challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if

glued to my place until he

bring my legs apart that was

obliging to what he

was not to provoke him further and make him more angry

were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold

parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind

his black shoes and the white rug that

expression but I could feel his anger rolling off of

thought he would say

like that for how long, I don't know and the

and when I couldn't stand it anymore

to go

whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear

He breathed out roughly.

up the courage to raise my

nervously waiting for

me." He growled lowly, his

his command, I swallowed my fear but

don't have the

chin, harshly lifting my head

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the