Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

mate but

wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than it ever

like

sobbed as I hid my face in the

don't do

the end and then

was clear and I could no longer hear her voice or

to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making

angrily as I

my wolf isn't be there when I need

can't blame her for our weak

my fault not

fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching

Bang.

up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and

sound causing my

my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid

whole frame almost covering

stance strong

if he had ran for

he was barely contenting

golden, his claws out which he dug them into

looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made one

in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my

like as if he had just found his

Me.

the bed and away from him but one look from him made me

I would never win nor

until he stopped walking,

to bring my

to

situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry

set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage filled

but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear

downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

feel his anger rolling off

thought he would say something but he

long, I don't know and the silence only added to my

us and when I couldn't stand it

to

heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than he

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise my head

my fingers nervously waiting

me." He growled lowly, his voice

I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't

don't have the courage

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the