Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

mate but not

sniffled wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

voice was stronger than

go away.Disappear like you always

I hid my face in the sheets

I don't do

wolf's voice faded away at the end and then it was

I could no longer hear her voice or

my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence

I was once again left

isn't be there

can't blame her for our weak

was my

my fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

eyes wet with tears, my heart

Bang.

when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and

crack sound causing my heart to

heart dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts-

frame almost

stance strong

had ran for miles but I know

angry and he was barely contenting

golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close

my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I

the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making

slow, predator like as if he had just found his

Me.

he came closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and glued to my

gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if

my place until he stopped walking, he stood

leg to bring my legs apart

gulped obliging to what

I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry

were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his

I couldn't help but feel kind

his black shoes and the

feel his anger rolling off of him

he would say something

for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel more

along stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it

to go

was a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud

He breathed out roughly.

the courage to raise my head and meet

nervously waiting for him

me." He growled lowly, his

his command, I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look

have the courage

moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words