Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily

mate but not

wondering about the possibility of me

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than it

away.Disappear like

face in

I don't

at the end and then it was

clear and I could no longer hear her voice

wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few

I was once again left

be there when I need her

blame her

my

my fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

wet with tears, my heart aching and I was mentally

Bang.

the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with the

sound

I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on

whole frame almost covering the

strong

as if he had ran for miles

he was barely contenting

his claws out which he dug them

the bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear

in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath

slow, predator like as if he had just found his favourite

Me.

I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him

I would never

glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before me, standing

right leg to bring my legs

obliging to what he

was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than he already

my eyes cast downward

and I couldn't help but feel kind of

downward, looking at his black shoes and

couldn't see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off of him in

say

long, I don't know and the silence

silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke

to

but I knew he heard it loud and clear

He breathed out roughly.

courage to raise

nervously waiting for

lowly, his voice

swallowed my fear but

have the

forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words