Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

maybe your mate but not

possibility of

He is our mate.

stronger than it

go away.Disappear like

sobbed as I hid my face in

I don't do it

wolf's voice faded away at the end and then it

no longer hear

because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her

as I was once again

wolf isn't be there when I

blame her for

was my fault

for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

wet with tears, my heart aching and I

Bang.

when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact

even heard a crack sound causing

when I saw the man of

frame almost covering the

stance strong and

if he had ran for miles but

and he

golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just

rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he

fingers clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way

if he had just

Me.

he came closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and glued

I would never win

to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before me,

bring my legs apart

to what

in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than

eyes cast downward not

but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter

had my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

could feel

would say something but he

how long, I don't know and the silence only

I couldn't stand it anymore I broke

to go

he heard it loud and

He breathed out roughly.

up the courage to raise my head

nervously waiting for

at me." He growled lowly, his voice strained and

swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look up

don't have the courage

chin, harshly

"I said.Look.At.Me"

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