Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily

maybe your mate but not

the possibility of me

He is our mate.

stronger than

away.Disappear like

my face in the sheets

know, I don't do

the end

mind was clear and I could no longer hear her

to me because she usually vanishes away after

angrily as I was once again

wolf isn't be there when I need

I can't blame her for our weak

my fault not

was my fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

with tears, my

Bang.

bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and

heard a crack sound

the man of my thoughts-

whole frame almost covering the

strong

was ragged as if he had ran for miles

angry and he was barely contenting

cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them

my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my

myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his

as if

Me.

the bed and away from him but one

he gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if I accepted

glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before me,

my

obliging to

I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more

my eyes cast downward

help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear towards

looking at his black shoes

I could feel his anger rolling

say something but he

don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel

silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore

to

mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his

He breathed out roughly.

couldn't master up the courage to raise my head and meet

my fingers nervously waiting for

lowly, his voice strained and

my fear but I still couldn't look up at

have

chin, harshly lifting my

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words