Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily

maybe your mate but

the possibility of

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than

like

as I hid my face in

I don't do

wolf's voice faded away at the

was clear and I could no longer hear her voice or feel her

my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually

cried angrily as I was

there when I

blame her

was my fault not

fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

with tears, my heart aching

Bang.

in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact

heard a crack sound causing my heart to beat

heart dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts-

whole frame almost covering the

stance strong

had

was angry and he was barely contenting

which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how

throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into

to console myself as I

predator like as if he had just found

Me.

made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me

look he gave me was challenging, a challenge I would

glued to my place until he

to bring my legs apart that was

gulped obliging to what he

best I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than

and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage filled

between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly

at his black shoes and the

feel

say something but

long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made

between us and when I couldn't stand it

to

but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff

He breathed out roughly.

dare and couldn't master up the courage to raise my head

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for him to say

at me." He growled lowly, his voice

command, I swallowed my fear but I

don't have

and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to

"I said.Look.At.Me"

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