Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

maybe your mate but not

possibility of me not

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than it

go away.Disappear like you always

as I hid my face in the sheets successfully

don't do

voice faded away at the end and then

mind was clear and I could no longer hear her

had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence known to

as I

wolf isn't be there when I

blame her

my fault not

my fault for getting abducted and not

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

mumbled to myself, my eyes wet with tears,

Bang.

fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with

sound

of my

frame almost covering the

stance strong

had ran for miles but

and he was barely contenting

which he dug them into

swallowed the bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into

console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way

as if he had just found

Me.

came closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and glued to my

I

until he stopped

to bring my legs apart that was glued together

to

do in this situation was not to provoke him further and

thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his

between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly

eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white

feel his anger rolling off of him

he would say something but

how long, I don't know and the

I

to

mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his

He breathed out roughly.

the courage

my fingers nervously waiting for him to

at me." He growled lowly, his

my fear but

have the

chin, harshly lifting

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words