Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

your mate

sniffled wondering about the possibility of me not

He is our mate.

voice was stronger

like

I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning

know, I don't do it

voice faded away at the end

no longer hear her voice

because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence

cried angrily as I was once again

wolf isn't be there

I can't blame her for

was my

for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my heart

Bang.

up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force

heard a crack sound causing my

stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on

almost covering the

strong

breath was ragged as if he had ran

he was barely

eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to shifting

rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny

the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I

slow, predator like as if he had just found his

Me.

came closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from

challenging, a challenge I would never

place until he

his right leg to bring my legs apart that

to what

this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than he

line and my eyes

legs and I couldn't help but

his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

I could feel his anger rolling off of him

say

I don't know and the silence only

when I couldn't stand it anymore I

to

it loud

He breathed out roughly.

the courage to raise my head and meet his

my fingers nervously waiting for him

growled lowly, his voice strained and

my fear but I still couldn't look up

don't have

gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to look

"I said.Look.At.Me"

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