Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

maybe your mate but

sniffled wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than

like

face

I don't do it

the end and then

mind was clear and I could no longer hear

had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a

angrily as I was once again

isn't be there

can't blame her for our weak

my fault

was my fault for getting abducted and not

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

eyes wet with tears, my

Bang.

bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force

a crack sound causing my

when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid

whole frame almost

strong and

had ran for miles but I

and he was barely contenting

claws out which he dug

the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he

fingers clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when

walk was slow, predator like as if he

Me.

from the bed and away from him but

me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like

glued to my place until he stopped walking,

to bring my legs apart

obliging to

do in this situation was not to provoke him further and

were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage filled

between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of

his black shoes and the white rug that

I could feel his anger rolling off of

he would say something but

that for how long, I don't know and the silence only

along stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke the

want to go

but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his

He breathed out roughly.

couldn't master up the courage to raise my head

nervously waiting for

growled lowly, his voice

fear but I still couldn't look

don't have

my chin, harshly lifting

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the