Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

maybe your mate but

possibility of me not his

He is our mate.

was stronger than it ever

go away.Disappear like you

face in the sheets successfully drowning

I don't

the end and

mind was clear and I could no longer hear her voice

to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her

I was once again left

my wolf isn't be there when I

I can't blame her for our

my fault

for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

my eyes wet with tears, my heart

Bang.

sat up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact

crack sound causing my heart to

to my stomach when I saw the man of my

frame almost covering the

strong and

he had

angry and he was barely

brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into

bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces

desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his

if he had just found his

Me.

movement to get up from the bed and

challenge I would never win nor like

to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before me, standing

my legs

obliging to what he

do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than he

thin line and my eyes cast

stepped in between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of

cast downward, looking at his black shoes and

couldn't see his expression but I could feel

he would say

stayed like that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to

along stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke

want to

heard it loud and clear

He breathed out roughly.

up the courage to raise my head and

my fingers nervously waiting for

lowly,

but I still couldn't

don't have

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the