Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily

mate but

about the possibility of me not his

He is our mate.

was stronger than it ever

go away.Disappear like you

as I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning my

I don't do

faded away at the end and then it

could no longer hear her

she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of

I was once

wolf isn't be there

can't blame her

my fault

my fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and

Bang.

bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force

crack sound causing my

man of

whole frame almost covering

stance strong

was ragged as if he had ran for miles but

he was barely contenting

out which he dug

swallowed the bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into

console myself as I held my breath when he slowly

like as if he had just found his favourite

Me.

get up from the bed and away from

gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never

my place until he stopped walking,

his right leg to bring my legs apart that was glued together in

gulped obliging to

best I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and

a thin line and my eyes cast downward not

couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of

downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that

I could feel his anger rolling off of him

he would say

that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made

silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore

to

but I knew he heard it loud and clear

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise my head and meet his

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for him to say

lowly, his voice strained and

swallowed my fear but I still

don't have

moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to look at

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words