Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily

maybe your mate but

possibility of me not

He is our mate.

stronger than

go away.Disappear like you

as I hid my face in

don't do it

wolf's voice faded away at the end

could no longer

she usually vanishes away after a

angrily as I

my wolf isn't be there when I

I can't blame her for our weak

was my fault

was my fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my heart aching and I

Bang.

sat up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made

sound causing my

heart dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the door

whole frame almost covering

stance strong

breath was ragged as if he had ran for

was angry and he was

out which he dug them into his thighs,

the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame

myself as I held my breath when he slowly started

was slow, predator like as if he had just

Me.

I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and

gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if I accepted

glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before me, standing

leg to bring my legs apart that

to

to provoke him further and make him more angry than he

line and my eyes cast downward

parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of

downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that

but I could feel his anger rolling off of

thought he would say something but

how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel more

when I couldn't

to

mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear

He breathed out roughly.

courage to raise

my fingers nervously waiting for him

He growled lowly, his

swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look up at

don't have

gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to look at

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words