Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

mate but not

possibility of me

He is our mate.

stronger

go away.Disappear like you always

sobbed as I hid my face in the sheets successfully

know, I don't do

at the end

no longer hear her

me because she usually vanishes away

I was once again

wolf isn't be there when I need her

blame her

my fault not

was my fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

mumbled to myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I

Bang.

on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and

even heard a crack sound causing

I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes

frame almost

strong and

as if he had ran

was angry and he was barely contenting

golden, his claws out which he dug them into

the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny

console myself as I held my breath when

was slow, predator like as if he had just found his

Me.

I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and

challenging, a challenge I

place until he stopped walking,

bring my legs apart that was glued

to

best I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry

eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage filled

and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter

at his black shoes and the white rug that

I could feel his anger rolling off of

say

for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made

and when I couldn't stand it anymore I

to

he heard it loud and clear

He breathed out roughly.

the courage to raise my

waiting

at me." He growled lowly, his voice

swallowed my fear but

don't have

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting

"I said.Look.At.Me"

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