Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

mate

wondering about the possibility of me

He is our mate.

stronger than it

away.Disappear like you

I hid my face in the

I don't do it

away at the end and then it was

clear and I could no longer hear

usually vanishes

angrily as I was once

wolf isn't be there when I need

her for

my fault

fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

mumbled to myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I was mentally

Bang.

door opened

sound

my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts-

almost

stance strong

if he had ran for miles but

and he

yet cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs,

rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces

to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his

if he had

Me.

he came closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and

me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like

place until he stopped walking, he stood

his right leg to bring my legs

gulped obliging to what he

provoke him further and make him more angry than

were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting

stepped in between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly

eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that

but I could feel his anger

thought he would say

how long, I don't know and the silence

stretched silence between us and when I couldn't

to

knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance

He breathed out roughly.

courage to raise my head and meet his

fingers nervously waiting for him to say

growled lowly, his voice strained and

command, I swallowed my fear but I

don't have

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to look at

"I said.Look.At.Me"

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