Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

maybe your mate but not

sniffled wondering about the possibility of

He is our mate.

was stronger than it

like you always

hid my face in

don't

faded away at the end and then it

clear and I could no longer hear her voice or

she usually vanishes away

cried angrily as I

wolf isn't be there when

blame her for

was my fault

my fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and

Bang.

when the bedroom door

heard a crack sound causing my heart to

when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing

frame almost covering the

strong

ragged as if he had ran for

and he was barely contenting

yet cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to

the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made

to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started

as if he had just

Me.

up from the bed and away from

a challenge I would

to my place until he stopped walking, he stood

bring my legs apart

gulped obliging to what he

was not to provoke him further and make him

my eyes cast downward not meeting his

couldn't help but feel kind

cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the

expression but I could feel his anger rolling

would say something but he

the silence only added to my discomfort and

along stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke the

want to go

knew he heard it loud

He breathed out roughly.

couldn't master up the courage to raise my head and meet

my fingers nervously waiting for him to say

lowly, his voice strained and

swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look up at

have the

and gripped my chin,

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words