Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

maybe your mate

sniffled wondering about the possibility of me

He is our mate.

voice was stronger than it ever

like

as I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning

I don't

away at the end and then it was

mind was clear and I could no longer hear her

ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making

cried angrily as I was once again left

wolf isn't be there when

her for our

my fault

was my fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

with tears, my heart aching and I was

Bang.

door opened with much

heard a crack sound causing

the man of my

frame almost

strong

had ran for miles but

he

his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just

at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces

to console myself as I held my breath when

slow, predator like as if he had just found his

Me.

towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and glued to my

I

stayed glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before me, standing

bring my legs apart that was

gulped obliging to what he

do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry

in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his

but feel kind of tingly despite of

my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that

I could feel his anger rolling off of him

he would say something but

how long, I don't know and the silence only added to

along stretched silence between us and when I couldn't

to

a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than

He breathed out roughly.

dare and couldn't master up the courage to raise my

fingers nervously waiting for him

lowly, his

command, I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look

have the

my chin, harshly

"I said.Look.At.Me"

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