Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

your mate but

sniffled wondering about the possibility of me

He is our mate.

voice was stronger than it ever

like

as I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning

don't do it

wolf's voice faded away at the

could no longer hear her voice or feel her

had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of

I was

my wolf isn't be there when I need her

I can't blame her for our weak

my fault

was my fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I was

Bang.

bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made

heard a crack sound causing my

the man of my

whole frame almost covering

strong and

breath was ragged as if he had ran for miles

angry and he was

out which he dug them into his thighs,

him looking like he would

desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he

like as if he had

Me.

made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look

gave me was challenging, a challenge I would

until he stopped walking, he stood before

leg to bring my legs apart that was glued

gulped obliging to

do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make

thin line and my eyes cast downward not

stepped in between my parted legs and I couldn't help but

his black shoes and

couldn't see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off of him in

thought he would say something but he

long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort

along stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it

want to

mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud

He breathed out roughly.

the courage

fingers nervously waiting for

lowly, his

I swallowed my fear but

have the

gripped my chin,

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the