Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

maybe your mate but

about the possibility of me not

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than it

like

hid my face in the sheets

know, I don't

the end and

I could no longer hear her voice

ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a

angrily as I

wolf isn't be there when I need

her for

my fault not

my fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I

Bang.

sat up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made

a crack sound causing my

dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts-

frame almost covering the

strong and

had ran for miles but

he was barely

claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close

the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would

console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making

predator like as if he had just found

Me.

me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look

I would never win nor like

until he stopped walking, he stood

right leg to bring my legs apart that was glued

to

could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than he

thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his

I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling

looking at his black shoes and the

couldn't see his expression but I could feel his anger

say something

the silence only added

and when I couldn't stand it

want to

knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff

He breathed out roughly.

the courage to raise my

my fingers nervously waiting for

at me." He growled lowly, his voice strained and

but I still

don't have the courage

moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to look at

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the