Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

maybe your mate but

possibility of me not

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than it ever

like

as I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning

I don't do

voice faded away at the

could no longer hear her voice or

ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence known

angrily as I was once again

isn't be there when I need her

can't blame her

was my fault not

my fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my

Bang.

the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with the

a crack sound causing my

man of my

frame almost

strong

had ran for

and he was barely contenting

flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing

to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor

to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way towards

walk was slow, predator like as if he had just found

Me.

closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and

challenging, a challenge I would

to my place until he stopped walking,

bring my legs

gulped obliging to

do in this situation was not to provoke him further and

thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting

and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling

cast downward, looking at his black

but I could feel his anger rolling

thought he would say something but he

and the silence only

stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore

to go

knew he heard it loud and clear

He breathed out roughly.

the courage to raise my head and

nervously waiting for him

lowly, his voice

but I still couldn't look up

have the courage

moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the