Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

maybe your mate but

sniffled wondering about the possibility of me not his

He is our mate.

voice was stronger than it

like you always

face

don't

away at the end

clear and I could no longer

the longest my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence known to

angrily as I was once again left

isn't be there when I

can't blame her for our

was my fault

was my fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my heart aching and I was mentally

Bang.

in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary

even heard a crack sound causing my heart to beat

the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on

frame almost

stance strong

as if he had ran for miles but I

was angry and he was barely

from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to shifting

the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if

in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way towards

like as if he had just

Me.

slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from

I would never win

place until he stopped

used his right leg to bring my

to what he

in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more

and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage filled

but feel kind of tingly

black shoes and the white rug

couldn't see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off

thought he would say

and the silence only added to my discomfort

silence between us and when I couldn't stand it

to

a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than

He breathed out roughly.

the courage to raise my head and meet his

waiting for him

at me." He growled lowly, his voice strained and

swallowed my fear but I

have the courage

and gripped my chin,

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the