Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily

your mate but

wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

stronger than

like you

as I hid my face

I don't

wolf's voice faded away at the end and then it was

no longer hear her voice or

because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence

as I was once

there when I need

can't blame her

was my fault

was my fault for getting abducted and not

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

wet with tears, my heart

Bang.

the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with

sound causing my

to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and

almost

strong and

if he had ran for miles but I

and he was barely contenting

brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his

sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into

clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I

walk was slow, predator like as if he had just found

Me.

closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one

challenge I would

stayed glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before me,

used his right leg to bring my legs apart that was glued

obliging to what he

this situation was not to provoke him further and make

my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage

but

at his black shoes and the white rug that

couldn't see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling

thought he would say

how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel more

silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore

to go

a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and

He breathed out roughly.

didn't dare and couldn't master up the courage

waiting for

He growled lowly, his

I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look

have

gripped my chin,

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the