Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at my

maybe your mate but

wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than

like you always

hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning

don't do

the

no longer hear her

longest my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence known

I was

there when

blame her for our weak

my fault

fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my heart aching and I was mentally

Bang.

bedroom door opened with much unnecessary

even heard a crack sound causing my

stomach when I saw the man of

frame almost covering the

stance strong

ragged as if he had ran for miles but

and he was barely contenting

out which he dug them into his thighs, showing

my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear

desperate attempt to console myself as

was slow, predator like as if

Me.

a slight movement to get up from the bed

gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never

until he

right leg to bring my legs apart that

gulped obliging to

provoke him further

lips were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not

I couldn't help but feel

downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off of him

say something but he

and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me

silence between us and when I couldn't stand

want to

a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because

He breathed out roughly.

didn't dare and couldn't master up the courage to raise my head and

nervously waiting for him to

me." He growled lowly, his voice strained

my fear but I still

have the

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the