Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at my

maybe your mate

about the possibility of

He is our mate.

voice was stronger

go away.Disappear like you always

I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning my

know, I don't

wolf's voice faded away at the end

could no

the longest my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence known to

cried angrily as I was

be there when I need

blame her

my

my fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

wet with tears, my heart

Bang.

up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with

a crack sound causing my heart

saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid

frame almost

stance strong and

breath was ragged as if he had ran

was angry and he was barely contenting

out which he dug them into his thighs,

the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if

to console myself as I held my breath

if he had

Me.

movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from

look he gave me was challenging, a challenge I

until he stopped walking, he stood before me, standing

bring my legs apart that was glued together

obliging to what

provoke him further

thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold

in between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear

his black shoes and the white rug that

see his expression but I could feel

thought he would say something but he

don't know and the silence only

when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke the

to go

it loud and clear because his whole

He breathed out roughly.

didn't dare and couldn't master up the courage to raise my head

fingers nervously waiting for

growled lowly, his

command, I swallowed my fear but I still

have the

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words