Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

mate but

the possibility of me

He is our mate.

voice was stronger than it

go away.Disappear like you always

hid my face

I don't

at the end and then

could no longer hear her voice or feel

me because she usually vanishes away after

cried angrily as I was

there when I

can't blame her

was my fault

for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my heart

Bang.

door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact

heard a crack sound causing

man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on

almost covering the

stance strong and

breath was ragged as if he had ran for miles

he

flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to shifting he

swallowed the bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into

clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when

predator like as if he had just

Me.

closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but

a challenge I would never win nor like if I accepted

glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before

his right leg to bring my legs apart that was glued together in

gulped obliging to

not to provoke him further

and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and

parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter

my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white

feel his anger

he would say something

know and the

I couldn't

want to go

mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew

He breathed out roughly.

courage to raise my head and

fingers nervously waiting for him to

growled lowly, his voice strained

my fear but I still couldn't look

have the

chin, harshly lifting my head

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the