Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

mate

sniffled wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

voice was stronger than it

like you always

my face in the sheets successfully drowning my

know, I don't do

away at the end and then

I could no longer hear her voice

to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence known to

angrily as I was once again left

my wolf isn't be there when I need her

her for our weak

was my fault

was my fault for getting abducted and not

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

eyes wet with tears, my

Bang.

door

crack sound causing my heart to beat

my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the

almost covering

strong and

as if he had ran for miles but

was angry and he was barely

brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs,

at the sight of him looking like he

sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way

like as if he

Me.

movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and glued to my

look he gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if

he stopped walking, he stood before

his right leg to bring my legs

to

in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more

thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold

legs and I couldn't help but feel

black shoes

expression but I could feel his

would say

like that for how long, I don't know and the silence only

I couldn't stand it anymore I broke

want to go

voice was a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because

He breathed out roughly.

dare and couldn't master up the courage to raise my head and

fingers nervously waiting for him to say

growled lowly, his

fear but I still

have the courage

moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the