Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

your mate but not

the possibility of

He is our mate.

stronger than

go away.Disappear like

I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning my

don't do it

at the

I could no longer

me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making

I

wolf isn't be there

her

my

was my fault for getting abducted and not

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears, my

Bang.

when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force

crack sound causing my heart

dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes

frame almost covering

strong and

he had ran for miles but I

angry and he was barely contenting

to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to shifting

my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces

desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath

if he had just found

Me.

movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from

look he gave me was challenging, a challenge I would

glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before

bring my legs apart that was

gulped obliging to what

could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than

my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and

between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of

looking at his black

feel his anger rolling

thought he would say something but

stayed like that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort

and when I couldn't stand it anymore I

to

I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew

He breathed out roughly.

and couldn't master up the courage

nervously waiting for him to say

He growled lowly, his voice

his command, I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look

have the

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to look at

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words