Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily

mate

sniffled wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

voice was stronger

go away.Disappear like

sobbed as I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning my

know, I don't

faded away at the end

and I could no

my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few

angrily as I was once again left

my wolf isn't be there when I need

her

was my fault not

was my fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

mumbled to myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and

Bang.

door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with the

heard a crack sound causing my

to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking

almost covering the

strong and

he had ran for miles but

he was

yet cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his

rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into

in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath

as if he had

Me.

towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him

challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like

glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before me,

leg to bring my legs apart that was glued

gulped obliging to

could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and

eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and

couldn't help but

looking at his black shoes and

I could feel his anger rolling off

thought he would say

know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel

when I couldn't stand it anymore

to

a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than

He breathed out roughly.

the courage to raise my

waiting for him

at me." He growled lowly, his

my fear but I still couldn't

don't have the courage

chin, harshly

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words