Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at my

mate but

wondering about the possibility of me not

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger

away.Disappear like you always

as I hid my face in the

know, I don't do it

at the

and I could no longer hear her voice or feel

the longest my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence known

cried angrily as I was

be there when I

blame her for our

was my fault

fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

with tears, my heart aching and

Bang.

sat up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with

heard a crack sound causing

heart dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and

whole frame almost covering

stance strong and

was ragged as if he had

and he

to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to shifting he

bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made one

myself as I held my breath when he slowly started

predator like as if he had just

Me.

get up from the bed and away from him but one look

challenge I would never win nor like if I

until he stopped walking,

my legs apart that was glued

to

to provoke him further

and my eyes cast downward not

stepped in between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of

eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and

but I could feel his anger rolling

thought he would say something but

stayed like that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel more

us and when I couldn't

want to

heard it loud and

He breathed out roughly.

and couldn't master up the courage to raise my head and meet his

waiting for

growled lowly, his voice strained and

my fear but I

have the courage

forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the