Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

your mate but not

sniffled wondering about the possibility of me

He is our mate.

was stronger

go away.Disappear like you always

I hid my face

don't

voice faded away at the end and

could no longer hear her voice or

me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her

angrily as I was once again

be there

blame her for our

my fault not

fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

with tears, my heart

Bang.

on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with

heard a crack sound

to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking

frame almost

stance strong and

was ragged as if he had

he was barely contenting

claws out which he

the bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my

desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way towards

was slow, predator like as if he had

Me.

made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one

I would never win nor like if

glued to my place until he stopped

leg to bring my legs

gulped obliging to what

provoke him further and make him more angry than he

lips were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold

couldn't help but feel kind of tingly

looking at his black

couldn't see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off of him in

thought he would say something but

and the silence only added to my

between us and when I couldn't stand

to go

but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his

He breathed out roughly.

the courage to raise my head and meet his

waiting for him

me." He growled lowly, his

fear but I still

don't have

chin, harshly lifting my head

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the