Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily

your mate

possibility

He is our mate.

stronger

like you always

my face

don't do it

at the end and then it was

was clear and I could no longer hear her

my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making

as I was once again left

my wolf isn't be there

I can't blame her

was my fault

was my fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

mumbled to myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart

Bang.

in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and

sound

to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and

frame almost covering

strong and

breath was ragged as if he had ran for miles but I

he was barely

eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which

looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I

clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath

as if he had just found

Me.

he came closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one

challenge I would never win nor like if I accepted

glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before me, standing

right leg to bring my legs apart

to what he

do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make

and my eyes cast downward not meeting

couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear

my eyes cast downward, looking at his black

feel his anger rolling

say something but he

I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me

stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I

to

knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise my head and meet

waiting

growled lowly, his voice strained

but

have the

gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the