Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at my

mate but

possibility of me not

He is our mate.

was stronger

away.Disappear like

face in the sheets successfully drowning my

I don't do

away at the end and then

I could no longer hear her voice or feel

had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence

cried angrily as I was once

there

her for our

was my

my fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears,

Bang.

up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact

sound

my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the

frame almost covering the

strong

as if he had ran for miles but I know

and he

brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs,

like he

a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way

was slow, predator like as if he had just

Me.

to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him

a challenge I would never win nor like

glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before me, standing

bring my legs apart that was glued together in

to what he

situation was not to provoke him further and make

were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not

couldn't help but feel

looking at his black shoes and the

feel his anger rolling off of him

would say something but he

the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel

I couldn't stand

to go

he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew

He breathed out roughly.

up the courage to raise my head and meet

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for him to say

growled lowly, his

command, I swallowed my fear but I still

don't have the courage

and gripped my chin, harshly

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the