Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily

maybe your mate but not

about the possibility of

He is our mate.

was stronger than it

go away.Disappear like you

hid my face in the sheets successfully

I don't do it

the end and

and I could no longer hear her voice or

me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence

cried angrily as I was once

there when I

blame her for our weak

my fault not

my fault for getting abducted and not

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

eyes wet with tears, my heart

Bang.

in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary

crack sound causing my heart to

the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the door

almost covering the

stance strong and

had ran for miles

angry and he

his claws out which he dug them into

looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces

to console myself as I held my

like as if

Me.

me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and

was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor

until he stopped walking, he stood before me,

my legs apart that was glued

to what he

best I could do in this situation was not to provoke

and my eyes cast downward

my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling

at his black shoes

couldn't see his expression but I could feel

he would say something but

don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and

between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I

to

it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff

He breathed out roughly.

dare and couldn't master up the courage to raise

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for him to say

me." He growled lowly, his voice strained and

my fear but I still couldn't look up at

don't have the

moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words