Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily

mate but

about the possibility of me not

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than it ever

go away.Disappear like you

I hid my face

I don't do it

the end

I could no longer hear her voice or

the longest my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few

as I

be there when I need

her

was my fault

my fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my heart aching and I was

Bang.

the bedroom door opened

crack sound causing my

the man of

frame almost covering

strong

was ragged as if he had

and he was barely

which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how

him looking like he would tear

sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as

walk was slow, predator like as if he had

Me.

movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made

gave me was challenging, a challenge I would

he stopped

leg to bring my legs

to what he

to provoke him

line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and

I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly

cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that

his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off of him in

would say something but

like that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel more

when I

want to go

a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff

He breathed out roughly.

courage to raise my

fingers nervously waiting

He growled lowly, his voice

command, I swallowed my fear but I

have

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the

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