Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at my

mate but not

wondering about the possibility of

He is our mate.

was stronger than it

away.Disappear like you

my face in the sheets successfully drowning my

don't do

at the end

I could no

she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of

angrily as I was

wolf isn't be there

blame her for

my

fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I

Bang.

the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and

heard a crack sound causing

stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts-

whole frame almost

strong

was ragged as if he had ran for

he was barely

brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how

to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my

the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held

was slow, predator like as if

Me.

I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and glued

was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if I

stayed glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before me, standing

right leg to bring my legs apart that was

to what he

I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make

thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage

I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter

had my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

but I could feel his

say something

that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to

us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke

want to go

I knew he heard it loud and clear because his

He breathed out roughly.

didn't dare and couldn't master up the courage

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for

lowly, his voice

fear but

don't have

moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words