Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily

maybe your mate but not

possibility of me not his

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than it

away.Disappear like

sobbed as I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning

know, I don't do it

voice faded away at the end and then it

no longer hear her voice or feel

she usually vanishes away after a few seconds

as I was once again left

there

can't blame her

my

for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

wet with tears,

Bang.

when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact

even heard a crack sound causing my

saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking

whole frame almost covering the

stance strong

if he had ran for

angry and he was barely

brown to golden, his claws out which

at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces

attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way towards

was slow, predator like as if he had just found his favourite

Me.

slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me

look he gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if I

place until he stopped walking, he stood before

bring my legs apart that was glued together

to

to provoke him further

my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold

help but feel kind of

had my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

but I could feel his anger rolling off

would say something

I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made

I couldn't

to

mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff

He breathed out roughly.

the courage to raise

bringed my fingers nervously waiting

He growled lowly, his voice

command, I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look

don't have the

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the