Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

your mate but

possibility of

He is our mate.

was stronger than it ever

go away.Disappear like you

as I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning my

don't do it

faded away at the

was clear and I could no

longest my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her

as I was once again

there when I need

her

was my fault not

fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

with tears,

Bang.

fright when the bedroom door opened with much

heard a crack sound causing my heart

saw the man of my

frame almost covering the

stance strong

had ran

and he

which he

to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made one

attempt to console myself as I held my breath when

as if he had just found

Me.

a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff

a challenge I would never win nor like if I accepted

stayed glued to my place until he stopped

bring my legs apart that

obliging to what

do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than he already

set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and

I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear

downward, looking at his black shoes and

expression but I could feel his anger rolling off

say something but he

like that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and

when I couldn't stand it anymore I

want to go

voice was a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage

nervously waiting

at me." He growled lowly, his voice

I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't

don't have the courage

and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words