Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

maybe your mate but not

sniffled wondering about the possibility of

He is our mate.

voice was stronger

like you

face in the sheets successfully drowning

don't

faded away at the end and then it

was clear and I could no longer hear her voice

longest my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few

I was once again

my wolf isn't be there when I need

her for

my fault not

fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I was

Bang.

on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much

a crack sound causing my

heart dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid

almost

stance strong and

was ragged as if he had ran

angry and he was

cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to shifting he

him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if

a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making

as if

Me.

bed and away from him but one look from

me was challenging, a challenge I would

he stopped walking, he stood

used his right leg to bring my legs apart that was

gulped obliging to what

best I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than

were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold

help but feel kind of tingly despite of

my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the

see his expression but I could feel his

he would say something

stayed like that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made

and when I

want to

knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than he

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise my head and

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for him to

He growled lowly, his voice

swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look

have the

my chin, harshly lifting my head to

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the