Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily

mate but

wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

stronger than it ever

like

as I hid my face in

don't do

voice faded away at the end and then it

was clear and I could no longer hear

had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a

cried angrily as I was once again left

wolf isn't be there when

her

was my fault not

my fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my heart

Bang.

fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary

sound causing

of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and

frame almost covering

stance strong

as if he had ran for miles

and he was barely contenting

brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close

of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made one

clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my

as if he had just found his

Me.

me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff

challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like

he stopped walking,

bring my legs apart that was glued together

to what

in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him

were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold

and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly

eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and

feel his anger rolling off of

would say something but

know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me

I couldn't stand it anymore I broke the

want to go

heard it loud and clear because his whole

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise my head and meet his

fingers nervously waiting for him to say

at me." He growled lowly, his voice strained

command, I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look

have the

forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words