Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

maybe your mate

sniffled wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

was stronger

away.Disappear like you

I hid my face in the sheets successfully

I don't do

voice faded away at the end and then it was

I could no longer hear

my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of

angrily as I was once again

be there when I need her

her for our

was my fault not

was my fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

to myself, my eyes wet with tears,

Bang.

on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with

heard a crack sound causing

the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid

almost covering the

strong and

if he had ran for miles but I

he was

from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how

the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny

to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way towards

like as if he had just

Me.

get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and glued to

a challenge I would never win nor like if

he

to bring my legs apart that was glued together

obliging to what he

in this situation was not to provoke him further and

a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his

my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of

at his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off of him in

say something but he

the silence only added to

along stretched silence between us and when I couldn't

want to go

but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance

He breathed out roughly.

up the courage to

nervously waiting for him to say

He growled lowly, his voice

but I still couldn't look up at

don't have the

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the