Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily

mate

possibility of me not

He is our mate.

was stronger than it

like you always

as I hid my face in

don't do

voice faded away at the end and then it was

no longer hear her voice or feel her

my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes

angrily as I was once

be there when I need her

blame her for our weak

my fault not

was my fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

eyes wet with tears, my heart

Bang.

fright when the bedroom door opened with

crack sound

the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing

frame almost covering the

stance strong

had ran for miles

was angry and he was barely

claws out which he dug

at the sight of him looking like he would tear

in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his

as if he had

Me.

bed and away from him but one

gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win

place until he stopped walking, he stood

his right leg to bring my legs apart

to what

best I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry

a thin line and my eyes cast

between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear towards

looking at his black shoes and the white rug

but I could feel his anger rolling off of

he would say

that for how long, I don't know and the silence only

I couldn't stand it anymore I broke the

to go

knew he heard it loud

He breathed out roughly.

up the courage to raise

my fingers nervously waiting for him

at me." He growled lowly, his

fear but I still couldn't look

don't have

my chin, harshly lifting my head

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words

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