Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at my

maybe your mate

the possibility

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger

like you always

face in the

don't do it

the

clear and I could no

to me because she usually vanishes away

cried angrily as I

my wolf isn't be there when

I can't blame her for our

my fault not

for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

wet with tears, my heart

Bang.

sat up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made

even heard a crack sound causing my heart

my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on

frame almost covering

strong and

ragged as if he had ran

angry and he

which he dug

of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made one wrong

to console myself as I held my breath when

like as if

Me.

to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made

he gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if

place until he stopped walking, he stood before

leg to bring my legs apart that was

obliging to what he

provoke him further and make him more angry than

thin line and my eyes

stepped in between my parted legs and I couldn't help but

at his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

feel his anger rolling off of him

thought he would say something but

for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel more

us and when I

to

heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than

He breathed out roughly.

didn't dare and couldn't master up the courage to raise my head and

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for him

me." He growled lowly,

his command, I swallowed my fear but

have the courage

chin, harshly lifting my

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words