Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily

your mate but not

wondering about the possibility of

He is our mate.

stronger than

like

face in the sheets successfully drowning my

don't do

faded away at the end and

no longer hear her voice or

usually vanishes away after a few seconds of

I

isn't be there when I need her

her

my fault not

my fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I was mentally

Bang.

up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with the

a crack sound causing my heart to

of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid

almost

strong

if he had ran

angry and he was

eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug

the sight of him looking like he would tear my

a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way

walk was slow, predator like as if he had

Me.

closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but

gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if I accepted

glued to my place until he stopped

his right leg to bring my

obliging to what

to provoke him further and make him more angry than

line and my eyes

between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear

his black shoes and the white rug that covered

expression but I could feel his anger

thought he would say something but

don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me

along stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore

to go

he heard it loud and clear

He breathed out roughly.

and couldn't master up the courage to

waiting

growled lowly,

but I still couldn't look

have the courage

moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to look at

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the