Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

your mate

sniffled wondering about the possibility of me

He is our mate.

was stronger than

like

as I hid my face in the sheets

don't do

the end

clear and I could no longer hear her voice

the longest my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence

I was once again left

isn't be there when

can't blame her for our

my fault not

was my fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

to myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I

Bang.

door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact

even heard a crack sound causing my heart

I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid

frame almost covering

strong

breath was ragged as if he had ran

and he was barely

yet cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing

bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into

desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he

slow, predator like as if he had just

Me.

he came closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me

challenging, a challenge I would never win nor

place until he stopped walking, he stood before me, standing

his right leg to bring my legs apart that was glued together

gulped obliging to

I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than he already

my eyes cast downward not meeting his

parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of

my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off of

say

stayed like that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort

stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand

to go

heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than

He breathed out roughly.

courage

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for him

at me." He growled lowly, his

my fear but I

don't have the

gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to look

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words