Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at my

maybe your mate

sniffled wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger

like you always

I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning my

I don't

voice faded away at the end and

could no longer hear her

ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence

cried angrily as I was once

my wolf isn't be there

can't blame her for

my fault not

for getting abducted and not

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

to myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I

Bang.

the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened

heard a crack sound causing my heart to

my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking

frame almost covering

strong

as if he had

and he was

beautiful yet cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug

looking like he would

in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he

predator like as if he had just found his

Me.

closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me

challenge I

place until he stopped walking, he stood before

to bring my legs apart that was

gulped obliging to what he

I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and

line and my eyes cast downward

and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite

had my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered

could feel his anger rolling off of

he would say something but he

the silence only added to my discomfort

silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke the

want to go

loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than he

He breathed out roughly.

the courage to raise my head and meet his

nervously waiting for him to say

me." He growled lowly,

I swallowed my fear but

don't have the

chin,

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the