Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

your mate but not

wondering about the possibility of me not his

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than it ever

go away.Disappear like you always

face

know, I don't do it

away at the end and

could no longer hear her

had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few

cried angrily as I was

be there when I need her

I can't blame her for

was my fault not

was my fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

with tears, my heart aching and I was mentally

Bang.

in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force

heard a crack sound causing my heart to

I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking

frame almost covering the

stance strong and

ragged as if he had ran for miles but I know

and he was

his claws out which he dug

the bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces

as I held my breath when he

like as if he had just found his favourite

Me.

movement to get up from the bed

a challenge I would never win nor

he stopped walking, he stood before

to bring my legs apart that was glued

to what

in this situation was not to provoke him further and

lips were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage

help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling

downward, looking at his black shoes and the

feel

say something

don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel more

silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore

want to

whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because

He breathed out roughly.

couldn't master up the courage

waiting for him to

lowly, his

my fear but I still couldn't

don't have

and gripped my chin, harshly lifting

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the