Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

maybe your mate but

the possibility

He is our mate.

was stronger

go away.Disappear like you always

I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning

I don't do

the end and then it was

I could no longer

ever talked to me because she usually vanishes

I was once

be there when I need

blame her for our

my fault

was my fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I was

Bang.

the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force

sound causing

to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the door

whole frame almost covering the

stance strong and

ragged as if he had ran

and he was

yet cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to shifting he

of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made

in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way

slow, predator like as if he had just found

Me.

me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and glued

challenge I would never win nor like

place until he stopped walking, he stood

leg to bring my legs apart that

gulped obliging to what he

in this situation was not to provoke him further

my eyes cast downward

I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite

looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered

couldn't see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off of him in

thought he would say something but

and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel more

along stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke the

to

loud and clear

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise

fingers nervously waiting for him

at me." He growled lowly, his voice

fear but I still couldn't look up at

have the

chin, harshly lifting my head to look at

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words