Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

mate but

possibility

He is our mate.

was stronger than it ever

go away.Disappear like you always

hid my face in the sheets successfully

I don't

wolf's voice faded away at the end and then

clear and I could no longer hear

to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds

I

isn't be there when

I can't blame her for our weak

my

for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

my eyes wet with tears, my

Bang.

bedroom door

a crack sound causing

saw the man of my

almost

strong and

he had ran for miles but I

angry and he was

golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how

the bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my

as I held my

predator like as if he had just found

Me.

up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff

me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like

place until he stopped walking, he stood

to bring my legs apart that was glued together in

gulped obliging to

I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry

set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his

legs and I couldn't help but feel

eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the

I could feel his anger rolling

would say something but he

the silence only added to my discomfort and made me

us and when I

to

mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance

He breathed out roughly.

and couldn't master up the courage to raise my head and meet

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for

lowly, his voice

his command, I swallowed my fear but I

have

gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the