Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

mate

possibility

He is our mate.

stronger than

go away.Disappear like

sobbed as I hid my face in

know, I don't do it

the end

could no longer hear

wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her

as I was

isn't be there when I need her

I can't blame her

was my

fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching

Bang.

sat up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with

heard a crack sound causing my heart to beat

man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the

frame almost covering

stance strong and

if he had ran for miles

he was

from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his

bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would

console myself as I held my

as if he had just found his

Me.

bed and away from him but one look from him

challenging, a challenge I would never

place until he stopped walking, he

bring my legs apart that

gulped obliging to

to provoke him further and make him more angry than he already

line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and

I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite

downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug

his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off of

he would say something but

that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made

along stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke the

to

he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise

fingers nervously waiting

growled lowly, his

I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look

have the

my chin, harshly lifting my

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words