Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at my

maybe your mate but not

wondering about the possibility of me

He is our mate.

voice was stronger than it

like you always

my face in

I don't

faded away at the end and

clear and I could no

longest my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her

angrily as I was once again

my wolf isn't be there when

blame her for our weak

was my fault

fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my heart aching and

Bang.

bed in fright when the bedroom door

a crack sound causing my

I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on

almost covering

strong and

ragged as if he had ran for miles but

angry and he was barely contenting

out which

sight of him looking like he would tear my

myself as I held my breath when he slowly started

predator like as if he had just found his

Me.

to get up from the bed and away

me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if

glued to my place until he stopped walking,

my legs apart that was

obliging to what

was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than he already

in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting

I couldn't help but feel kind of

had my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

feel his anger

would say

that for how long, I don't know and the silence only

when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke the

to go

he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than he already

He breathed out roughly.

the courage

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for him to say

me." He growled lowly, his voice

my fear but I still

don't have the courage

gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the