Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

your mate

wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

was stronger than it

away.Disappear like you

my face

know, I don't do it

the end and

no longer hear her

had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence known

I was

my wolf isn't be there when

blame her for

my

was my fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I was mentally

Bang.

when the bedroom door opened with much

even heard a crack sound causing my heart

I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the door

whole frame almost covering

strong and

breath was ragged as if he had

he was barely contenting

which he dug them into his thighs,

sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces

fingers clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he

like as if he

Me.

the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and

gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if

my place until he stopped walking,

leg to bring my legs apart that was glued

obliging to what

do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry

eyes cast downward not meeting his cold

help but feel kind

cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

couldn't see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling

would say something but he

know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel

us and when I couldn't

want to go

knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than he already

He breathed out roughly.

didn't dare and couldn't master up the courage to raise my

my fingers nervously waiting for him to say

lowly, his voice strained

his command, I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look up

have the courage

forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to look at

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words