Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

your mate but not

wondering about the possibility of me not

He is our mate.

stronger than it

go away.Disappear like

I hid my face in the sheets

I don't

faded away at the end and then it was

and I could no longer hear her voice or

my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence

as I was once again left

be there when I need her

I can't blame her

was my fault

was my fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I was

Bang.

up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made

heard a crack sound causing my heart to beat

man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on

frame almost covering

stance strong and

was ragged as if he had ran for miles

he

cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs,

swallowed the bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my

fingers clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I

walk was slow, predator like as if he had just found

Me.

slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made

me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor

place until he stopped walking, he stood

right leg to bring my legs apart that was glued together in

to

situation was not to provoke him further and make him

eyes cast downward not meeting

I couldn't help but

downward, looking at his black shoes and

could feel his anger rolling off of him in

he would say something but he

and the silence

I couldn't stand it

want to go

I knew he heard it loud and clear because his

He breathed out roughly.

the courage to

waiting for him to

at me." He growled lowly,

I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't

have the courage

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the