Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

mate

about the possibility of

He is our mate.

stronger than it

go away.Disappear like you

I hid my face in the sheets

I don't

voice faded away at the

was clear and I could no longer hear her

ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after

as I was once again

be there when I

I can't blame her

my

my fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

mumbled to myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart

Bang.

sat up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force

even heard a crack sound

dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing

frame almost

strong and

breath was ragged as if he had ran

was angry and he was barely

out which he dug them into

the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into

attempt to console myself as I held my

was slow, predator like as if he had just found his

Me.

the bed and away from him but one

challenge I would never win nor like if I accepted

stayed glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood

used his right leg to bring my legs apart that was

to what he

was not to provoke him further and make him more angry

eyes cast downward not meeting his

but feel

had my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the

see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling off of him in

say

don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made

stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I

to go

whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because

He breathed out roughly.

didn't dare and couldn't master up the courage to raise my head and meet

nervously waiting for him

growled lowly, his voice strained

command, I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look up at

don't have the courage

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to look at

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the