Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

maybe your mate

about the possibility of me not

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than it

like you

hid my face in the sheets

I don't do

at the end and then it was

was clear and I could no longer hear

she usually vanishes away

I was

my wolf isn't be there when

I can't blame her for

my fault not

fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my heart aching and I was mentally

Bang.

fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made

heard a crack sound

dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid

whole frame almost covering the

stance strong

ragged as if he had ran for miles but

angry and he was barely contenting

flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how

to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made

attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started

was slow, predator like as if he had just found his

Me.

made a slight movement to get up from the bed and

I would never win

my place until he stopped walking, he

used his right leg to bring my legs apart that was

obliging to what he

not to provoke him

were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold

help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear

black shoes

I could feel his anger

would say

for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to

silence between us and when I couldn't stand

want to go

heard it loud and

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise my head and meet his

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for him to say

He growled lowly, his voice strained and

but I still couldn't look up at

have the courage

my chin, harshly

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words