Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

maybe your mate but not

the possibility of me not

He is our mate.

voice was stronger than it

go away.Disappear like you always

face

I don't do it

the end and then it was

clear and I could no longer hear her

the longest my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence known

cried angrily as I

wolf isn't be there when

her for

my

was my fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

with tears,

Bang.

bed in fright when the bedroom door opened

even heard a crack sound causing my heart to

man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing

frame almost covering the

strong

he had ran for

he was

golden, his claws out which he

at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame

myself as

slow, predator like as if he had just

Me.

the bed and away from him but one look from him

I would never win

place until he stopped walking, he stood before

his right leg to bring my legs apart that was

gulped obliging to what

do in this situation was not to provoke him

set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his

but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear towards

at his black shoes and

I could feel his anger rolling

thought he would say something but

for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel

stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke the

to

it loud and clear because his whole

He breathed out roughly.

couldn't master up the courage to raise my head and

fingers nervously waiting for

He growled lowly, his voice strained

but I

have

moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words