Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

maybe your mate

wondering about the possibility of me not

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than

like you

hid my face in the

don't do

wolf's voice faded away at the end and then it was

was clear and I could no longer hear her voice or

wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her

as I was

my wolf isn't be there

blame her for

was my fault

for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I was mentally

Bang.

bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and

sound causing my

my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on

frame almost

stance strong and

had ran for miles

and he was barely

out which he dug them into

to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear

clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making

if he had just found his

Me.

I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away

a challenge I would never

place until he stopped walking, he stood before me, standing

right leg to bring my legs apart that was glued together in

obliging to what

was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than he

lips were set in a thin line and my eyes

couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling

had my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered

I could feel his anger rolling

would say something

stayed like that for how long, I don't know and the silence only

along stretched silence between us and when I couldn't

want to

mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff

He breathed out roughly.

couldn't master up the courage to raise my head and meet

waiting for him

me." He growled lowly, his voice strained

his command, I swallowed my fear but I still

don't have the courage

and gripped my chin, harshly

"I said.Look.At.Me"

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