Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

your mate but

possibility of

He is our mate.

stronger

like you always

I hid my face

know, I don't do it

faded away at the end and then it

no longer hear her

the longest my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few

cried angrily as I

isn't be there when I

I can't blame her for

my

for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears,

Bang.

door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with the

even heard a crack sound causing my heart to

dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid

whole frame almost covering the

strong and

he had

and he

which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to

like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made

in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started

if he had

Me.

towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from

was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if I

he stopped walking, he stood before me,

my legs apart that was glued together in

gulped obliging to what he

to provoke him further

lips were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward

stepped in between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite

my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered

but I could feel

say something but

don't know and the silence only added to my

and when I couldn't

to go

I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew

He breathed out roughly.

couldn't master up the courage to raise my

my fingers nervously waiting for him

at me." He growled lowly,

my fear but

don't have the courage

forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the