Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

maybe your mate but

wondering about the possibility

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than it

like you

sobbed as I hid my face

don't do

faded away at the end and then

clear and I could no longer hear her voice

she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence known to

cried angrily as I was

be there when I need her

blame her for

my fault not

was my fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears, my

Bang.

the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force

heard a crack sound causing my heart to beat

the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the

frame almost covering the

strong

if he had ran

was angry and he

cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he

at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made one

to console myself as I held my

if he had just

Me.

towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and

he gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win

stayed glued to my place until he stopped walking,

right leg to bring my

gulped obliging to

to provoke

in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage

I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear

looking at his black shoes and the white

could feel

thought he would say

that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort

stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke the

want to

but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise my head

fingers nervously waiting for him

me." He growled lowly, his voice strained and

command, I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look

have the

chin, harshly lifting my

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the