Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at my

maybe your mate but

the possibility of me

He is our mate.

was stronger

go away.Disappear like

my face in

know, I don't do

away at the end and then

clear and I could no longer hear her voice or feel

she usually vanishes away after a

as I was once again left

isn't be there when I need her

her

was my fault

was my fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I was mentally

Bang.

on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and

heard a crack sound causing my

heart dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on

almost

stance strong

as if he had ran for miles but

angry and he was

cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which

to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny

in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way

if he had

Me.

the bed and away from him

he gave me was challenging, a challenge I

until he stopped walking, he stood before me,

to bring my legs apart

to what

provoke him further and

eyes cast

in between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear

had my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white rug that

but I could feel his anger rolling

would say something but he

how long, I don't know and the silence only

stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore

want to go

loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than

He breathed out roughly.

didn't dare and couldn't master up the courage to raise

my fingers nervously waiting for him to say

He growled lowly,

fear but I still couldn't look up

have the

my chin,

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the