Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

maybe your mate but not

wondering about the possibility of

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than it

like you

my face in the

don't do

away at the end

could no

my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making

angrily as I was once again

my wolf isn't be there when I

blame her

was my fault

was my fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my heart aching and I was

Bang.

in fright when the bedroom door

sound causing my

of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on

almost covering the

strong

had ran for miles but

and he was barely

brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to shifting

throat at the sight of him looking like

fingers clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his

as if he

Me.

up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and glued to my

look he gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win

he stopped walking, he stood before me,

bring my legs apart that was

gulped obliging to what he

not to provoke him further and make him more angry

and my eyes cast downward

legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of

his black

but I could feel his anger rolling off of

thought he would say

the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel more

us and when I

to

loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than

He breathed out roughly.

courage to raise my head

my fingers nervously waiting for him to

at me." He growled lowly, his voice strained

I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't

don't have the courage

and gripped my chin,

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the

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