Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

your mate but not

the possibility of

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than it

away.Disappear like you

sobbed as I hid my face in

know, I don't do it

the end and then it was

I could no

me because she usually vanishes away after a few

as I was once

wolf isn't be there when I need

I can't blame her for

my fault not

fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I

Bang.

up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary

a crack sound causing my

my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the door

whole frame almost

stance strong

as if he had ran for miles but

angry and he was barely

golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just

at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces

to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started

as if he had just found his favourite

Me.

slight movement to get up from the bed

me was challenging, a challenge I would never win

he stopped walking, he stood before me, standing

to bring my legs apart that was glued together

gulped obliging to

was not to provoke him further and make him more angry

in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage filled

my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear

looking at his black shoes and the white

couldn't see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling

he would say something

for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort

silence between us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke

want to go

whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise my head and meet

waiting for him to say

me." He growled lowly, his

my fear but I

have the courage

moved forward and gripped my chin,

"I said.Look.At.Me"

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