Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

maybe your mate

sniffled wondering about the possibility of me not his

He is our mate.

stronger

like

sobbed as I hid my face in the sheets successfully drowning

don't do

wolf's voice faded away at the end and then it

no longer hear her voice or

me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her

cried angrily as I was once again

wolf isn't be there

can't blame her for our weak

was my fault

my fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

tears, my heart aching and I was

Bang.

fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with

crack sound causing my

I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the door

frame almost covering

stance strong and

breath was ragged as if he had ran for miles but I

angry and he was barely contenting

claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how

looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made one

in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started

walk was slow, predator like as if he had

Me.

up from the bed and away from him but one look from

gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win

to my place until he stopped walking, he stood

right leg to bring my legs apart that was glued

gulped obliging to what he

not to provoke him further and

eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and

stepped in between my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite

my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the

but I could feel his

would say something but

and the silence only added to

I couldn't stand it anymore

to go

mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than he already

He breathed out roughly.

courage to

nervously waiting for him to

at me." He growled lowly, his voice

I swallowed my fear but

have the courage

chin, harshly lifting my head to look

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the