Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at

your mate but

sniffled wondering about the possibility of me not his

He is our mate.

was stronger than it ever

like

as I hid my face

know, I don't do it

away at the end and then it was

mind was clear and I could no longer hear her voice or feel her

my wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away

as I was once

be there when I need her

I can't blame her for our weak

was my fault not

was my fault for getting abducted and

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and

Bang.

bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary

a crack sound causing my heart

when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the door

whole frame almost covering

stance strong

as if he had ran for miles but

he was barely

yet cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing

my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I made

clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held

as if he had just found his

Me.

closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one

challenging, a challenge I would

place until he

his right leg to bring my legs apart that

gulped obliging to what

to provoke him further and make

my eyes cast downward not

couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of

cast downward, looking at his black

feel his anger

say something but he

don't know and the silence

when I couldn't stand it anymore

to

a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance

He breathed out roughly.

up the courage

waiting for him to say

me." He growled lowly, his voice strained

I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look up

don't have the

gripped my chin, harshly

"I said.Look.At.Me"

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