Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily

maybe your mate but

the possibility

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger

like you always

hid my face in the sheets successfully

I don't

away at the end and then

was clear and I could no longer

she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her

as I was once

isn't be there when I need her

her for our weak

was my fault not

fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

mumbled to myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart

Bang.

bedroom door opened with

sound causing my

saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing

whole frame almost

strong

was ragged as if he had ran for miles but I know

and he was

which he dug them into his thighs, showing just

the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would

fingers clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly

as if he had just found

Me.

me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from

me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like

stayed glued to my place until he stopped walking, he stood before me, standing

right leg to bring my legs apart that was glued

to what he

was not to provoke him

line and my eyes cast downward

my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly

downward, looking at his black shoes and the white

I could feel his

would say

how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me

I couldn't stand

to go

it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than he already

He breathed out roughly.

and couldn't master up the courage to

nervously waiting for him to say

He growled lowly, his voice strained and

his command, I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look up

don't have the

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the