Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily

maybe your mate but not

sniffled wondering about the possibility of me not

He is our mate.

stronger than it

like you

my face

know, I don't do

voice faded away at the

clear and I could no longer hear her

me because she usually vanishes away

I was

my wolf isn't be there when I

can't blame her

my fault

my fault for getting abducted

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

to myself, my eyes wet with tears,

Bang.

sat up on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much

heard a crack sound causing my

of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the

almost

stance strong

if he had ran

he was barely contenting

yet cold brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs,

looking like he would tear my poor tiny

a desperate attempt to console myself as

walk was slow, predator like as if he had just found his

Me.

the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and

me was challenging, a challenge I would never win

my place until he stopped walking, he

leg to bring my legs apart that was glued together

to

best I could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry than he already

eyes cast downward not meeting his

and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of

looking at his black shoes and the white rug that covered the

see his expression but I could feel his anger rolling

he would say something

stayed like that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me

between us and when I couldn't

want to go

it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than he

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise

waiting for him

lowly, his voice

his command, I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look

don't have

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the