Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at my

mate

about the possibility of

He is our mate.

voice was stronger than it

away.Disappear like you

my face in the

don't

faded away at the

clear and I could no longer hear her voice or

ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after

I

isn't be there when I need her

can't blame her

was my fault not

was my fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

mumbled to myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I

Bang.

when the bedroom door opened with

sound causing my

when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the

frame almost

strong

was ragged as if he had ran for

was angry and he was

his claws out which he

throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor

a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his

like as if he had

Me.

movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and glued to

gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if

until he stopped walking, he stood before

my

obliging to

could do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make him more angry

line and my eyes

and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter

had my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and

I could feel

say

long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort and made me feel

us and when I couldn't stand it anymore I broke

to go

voice was a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than

He breathed out roughly.

courage to

waiting for him to

me." He growled lowly,

my fear but

don't have the

moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the