Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

mate but

about the possibility of me

He is our mate.

stronger

like you

sobbed as I hid my face

don't do it

away at the

clear and I could no

wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few

I was once again left

isn't be there when I need

can't blame her for our weak

my fault

for getting abducted and not

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching

Bang.

the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact

even heard a crack sound causing my heart to

man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and looking livid on the door

whole frame almost covering

strong

had ran for miles

and he was

brown eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to shifting he

the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny

myself as I

if

Me.

made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him

challenge I would never win nor like

he stopped walking, he stood before me,

leg to bring my legs apart

obliging to what he

do in this situation was not to provoke him further and make

line and my eyes cast

and I couldn't help but feel kind

cast downward, looking at his black shoes

I could feel

say something but

know and the silence only added

along stretched silence between us and when I couldn't stand it

to

was a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear

He breathed out roughly.

up the courage to raise my head and meet his

waiting for him

at me." He growled lowly, his voice

fear but I still

have the

my chin, harshly lifting my head

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words

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