Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

angrily at my

maybe your mate but

wondering about the possibility of me not his

He is our mate.

stronger than

go away.Disappear like

my face in

don't do

the end and then it

no longer hear

usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence

as I was once again

be there when I

her for

was my

was my fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears,

Bang.

on the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with

even heard a crack sound causing my heart to beat

dropped to my stomach when I saw the man of my thoughts-

frame almost covering the

strong and

had ran for miles but I know

angry and he was barely contenting

which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to

the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor

sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started

was slow, predator like as if he had

Me.

came closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and glued to

challenge I would never win

he stopped

my legs apart that was glued together

to what

not to provoke him further

in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage filled

my parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly

looking at his black shoes and the

expression but I could feel

would say something

like that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort

I couldn't stand it anymore I broke

to

I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew

He breathed out roughly.

master up the courage to raise my head and meet

nervously waiting for him to say

lowly, his voice

but I still couldn't look

don't have the

forward and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the