Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily

maybe your mate

possibility of me

He is our mate.

voice was stronger than it

like

face in the

I don't

voice faded away at the

could no longer hear her voice or

me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence

I

there when I

I can't blame her for

was my

for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching

Bang.

in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and

sound causing my heart to

stomach when I saw the man of

frame almost covering the

strong

if he had ran for miles but I

and he

from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into

at the sight of him looking like he would tear my

myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his

as if he had

Me.

get up from the bed and away

a challenge I would

he stopped walking, he stood

to bring my legs apart that was glued

to what he

to provoke him further and make him more angry

lips were set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage

and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear

had my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white

couldn't see his expression but I could feel his anger

he would say something but he

don't know and the

and when I couldn't stand it anymore

to

a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance

He breathed out roughly.

courage to raise my head and meet

waiting for

at me." He growled lowly, his voice strained

but I still couldn't look

have the courage

and gripped my chin, harshly lifting my head to

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words

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