Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

mate but

possibility of me

He is our mate.

was stronger than it

like you always

as I hid my face in

know, I don't do

voice faded away at the end and

I could no longer hear her voice or feel

talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her

I

there

her for

was my

my fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

with tears,

Bang.

the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with the

sound causing my heart

when I saw the man of my

almost

stance strong and

breath was ragged as if he had ran for miles but I

was angry and he

flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he

of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into

in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my

if he had just found his

Me.

I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from

a challenge I would

until he stopped

leg to bring my legs

gulped obliging to what he

was not to provoke him further

eyes cast downward not meeting his cold

legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling utter fear

his black shoes and the white

feel his anger

would say something

stayed like that for how long, I don't know and the silence only added to my discomfort

and when I couldn't stand it anymore

want to

voice was a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff

He breathed out roughly.

didn't dare and couldn't master up the courage to raise my head and meet his

my fingers nervously waiting for him

He growled lowly, his voice strained and

command, I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't

have the courage

hands moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly

"I said.Look.At.Me"

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