Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

maybe your mate but not

about the possibility of me

He is our mate.

was stronger

go away.Disappear like

I hid my face in

don't do it

wolf's voice faded away at the end and then it was

mind was clear and I could no longer hear her

me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making her presence known to

as I was once

isn't be there when

can't blame her for

was my fault not

fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

eyes wet with tears, my heart aching

Bang.

in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact

heard a crack sound causing

the man of my thoughts- Xerxes standing and

whole frame almost

stance strong and

was ragged as if he had ran for miles but

he was

eyes flickered from brown to golden, his claws out which he dug them into his thighs, showing just how close to shifting he

the sight of him looking like he would tear my poor tiny frame into pieces if I

fingers clutched the sheets in a desperate attempt to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way towards

was slow, predator like as if he had just found his favourite

Me.

bed and away from him but one look from him made me

was challenging, a challenge I would never win nor like if

glued to my place until he stopped

right leg to bring my

to what he

not to provoke him further

set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and rage filled

but feel kind of

his black shoes and

couldn't see his expression but I could feel

he would say something but

how long, I don't know and the

and when I couldn't stand it anymore I

to go

a mere whisper but I knew he heard it loud

He breathed out roughly.

the courage to

waiting for him to

growled lowly, his

fear but I still couldn't look up

don't have

chin, harshly

"I said.Look.At.Me"

grounded the words