Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at

your mate but

about the possibility of

He is our mate.

wolf's voice was stronger than

go away.Disappear like

as I hid my face in the

don't do it

faded away at the end and then

no

wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away

as I was once again

wolf isn't be there when I need

can't blame her

my fault

my fault for

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching and I

Bang.

bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact with the

even heard a crack sound causing my heart

when I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes

frame almost covering the

strong and

had ran

he was barely

which he dug them

swallowed the bile the rose to my throat at the sight of him looking like he

as I held my breath when he slowly started making his

was slow, predator like as if he

Me.

towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made

challenge I would never

until he

leg to bring my legs apart that was glued together

gulped obliging to

could do in this situation was not to provoke him

my eyes cast

parted legs and I couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite of feeling

my eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white

see his expression but I could feel

say something

don't know and the silence

when I couldn't stand it anymore

want to go

it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than

He breathed out roughly.

and couldn't master up the courage to raise

waiting for him to

at me." He growled lowly,

swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look up at

don't have the

chin, harshly lifting my head to look at

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the