Dangerous Invincible

Anger, frustration and hatred.

I never thought I would ever feel these strong emotions towards someone but I felt it.

I feel it, towards him.

These were the emotions that was swirling inside of me as I shut the bedroom room closed.

Tears of frustration and helplessness pooled in my eyes.

This is not how I thought my mate would be.

He was not how my mother had said my mate would be.

He was not.

"You're wrong, mummy"

I whispered angrily wiping the tears that escaped my eyes and trailed down the path of my round cheeks.

I sat down on the edge of the king sized bed.

My hands laying flat, feeling the smoothness and silkiness of the satin covers.

I looked down at the bed covers that was a black satin sheets and I couldn't help but relate the dark shade of the sheets with his soul.

This was not my first time in this room, in fact I've been sleeping here since the day I had arrived here, sometimes with him but most of the time alone, I took note that his room have only two shades.

Black and white.

Blank and dark.

Like his soul, perhaps.

Even though I've been sleeping in this room, I have never once felt like I belong here, never felt it like mine, instead it felt cold and too blank.

Or maybe I felt that way because he never once mentioned this room as ours but just a room.

It hurts so much, his actions, his words and his lack of emotion towards me.

I don't expect him to be good towards me but the least he could do was to be a little more civil towards me.

That's all I want from him.

The way he treats me, no one has ever treated me in such a way.

Without warning, a sob escaped passed my lips as my heart felt heavy.

I rubbed my chest trying to sooth the ache as I felt a longing ache settle there.

I miss my parents and relatives.

I laid down on the bed tiredly as I felt all my energy drown out.

"I miss you Mummy, daddy.’ I whispered staring at the plain white wall blankly.

I don't want him.

He can't be my mate.

He is your mate.

My wolf faint voice was heard at the back of my head.

"No, he is not."

whispered angrily at my

mate

sniffled wondering about the possibility of me not his

He is our mate.

voice was stronger than it

away.Disappear like you

as I hid my face in

don't do

voice faded away at the end and then it

was clear and I could no

wolf had ever talked to me because she usually vanishes away after a few seconds of making

angrily as I was once again

isn't be there when

I can't blame her for

was my fault not

was my fault for getting

My fault.

"I wanna go home."

to myself, my eyes wet with tears, my heart aching

Bang.

the bed in fright when the bedroom door opened with much unnecessary force and made contact

even heard a crack sound

I saw the man of my thoughts- Xerxes

almost covering

strong

was ragged as if he had ran for miles but

was angry and he was barely

which he dug

at the sight of him looking like he would tear my

to console myself as I held my breath when he slowly started making his way

was slow, predator like as if

Me.

closer towards me, I made a slight movement to get up from the bed and away from him but one look from him made me stiff and

he gave me was challenging, a challenge I would never win

place until he stopped walking, he

bring my legs apart that was glued together in

gulped obliging to what

situation was not to provoke him further and make

set in a thin line and my eyes cast downward not meeting his cold and

couldn't help but feel kind of tingly despite

eyes cast downward, looking at his black shoes and the white

but I could feel his

thought he would say

the silence

I couldn't stand it anymore I broke the

want to go

whisper but I knew he heard it loud and clear because his whole stance grew stiff than he already

He breathed out roughly.

courage to raise my head and

bringed my fingers nervously waiting for

He growled lowly,

I swallowed my fear but I still couldn't look

have the courage

moved forward and gripped my chin, harshly

"I said.Look.At.Me"

the words