Ex-Husband's Regret
Chapter 59
A surprise
It’s been a month since the whole thing with Ethan happened. Am I okay? Definitely not. Does it
still hurt? Fuck yes. Have I moved on? Absolutely not.
Things haven’t been easy. Every day I find myself drowning further and further in a sea of pain and heartache. I thought I was doing okay when I decided to move on with Ethan. I realize now
that I was probably just lying to myself.
Ethan’s betrayal has drenched up all the other pains I tried burying. All the hurts I tried
forgetting. It was like I was now back to square one. Only thing is that I had a few more new scars
marring my heart and soul.
I go through the days in a fog. Just living numbly. Time and things pass me by because I wasn’t
really living. I am just surviving. Taking each day one at a time.
Everyone seems to have moved on, but I feel like I am just stuck. Stuck in a never ending cycle of
pain and heartbreak. My world right now is dark and cold and I feel all alone.
“Miss Sharp, are you okay?” Mark, one of my students asks me.
Fuck, I hate that name. It serves as a reminded that the people who gave it to me broke me. I
wanted to change it, but I didn’t know which name to take. I didn’t want to take the Howell’s name
given I don’t know that much about them. There is also the fact that I haven’t spoken to them
since that day at my house.
“Yes, I am…focus on the classwork” I reply to him before looking down at the books on my desk.
I loved teaching, but nowadays it has become like a chore. Every day I come to work, I can’t help
but wish the hours would fly by quickly so that I can go home. I wanted solitude but I wasn’t
getting enough of that with Letty and Rowan checking up on me every damn time.
My students have noticed something is wrong. Classes aren’t as fun as they used to be. I wasn’t as
cheery as I was before. I was like a robot. Lifeless. Because of this some of my students have
started skipping class. I just don’t know how to bring back the old Ava.
‘Instead of trying to bring the old you, why don’t you try to create a new version?‘ an internal voice
asks.
Was that even possible? Creating a new version. A version of me that is different from the child,
teen then woman who has been broken too many times to count.
1/4
+15 BONUS
or think too deeply about it,
saying
lounge. I just want to breathe a little before I have to go to my next class Luckily, no one stops me in the hallway. I wasn’t really in the mood to
to anyone
lounge and freeze up. I was expecting it to
release a groan
down. Nora’s name flashes. I’ve ignored their calls not
given their relationship with Ethan I go to hang up, but I press
accept button instead
Ava?” she
don’t say anything. Just release the breath
shut me out. Don’t shut me
at
even if I wanted to. My mouth refuses to move.
fucking word.
and I want to be in your life.
child, please don’t makeme lose another. Losing you again just after finding you
breaks my heart.
Damn it. I’ve been so emotional
her slowly. Trying to push back
if that’s what you need, but always remember that I
you in my heart even when I thought you had died. I hope
know that I’ll always be here for
feels so good to be wanted, but I don’t know if I can trust them yet.
I reply
just don’t know. What if she’s
2/4
+15 BONUS
That’s what I’m afraid of. Of being used. Of being a second choice
Rowan.
towards them.
pieces of my heart.
says walking towards
groan under my
teacher and she had a way
to stick her nose in
she looks at me in shock. “With the
preggo” she finishes with
joking, but I freeze in my seat. Her words
every fiber of my
and frowns. “Are you okay, Ava? You have to know that I
right?”
I blindly ran through the hallway till I am out of the school. I immediately jump into my car and speed
of the parking lot.
Please don’t let it be
think back. Try to do the math, but my mind
not caring that I will probably be pulled for over
Carol was wrong.
car and rush out.
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