Ex-Husband's Regret
Chapter 59
A surprise
It’s been a month since the whole thing with Ethan happened. Am I okay? Definitely not. Does it
still hurt? Fuck yes. Have I moved on? Absolutely not.
Things haven’t been easy. Every day I find myself drowning further and further in a sea of pain and heartache. I thought I was doing okay when I decided to move on with Ethan. I realize now
that I was probably just lying to myself.
Ethan’s betrayal has drenched up all the other pains I tried burying. All the hurts I tried
forgetting. It was like I was now back to square one. Only thing is that I had a few more new scars
marring my heart and soul.
I go through the days in a fog. Just living numbly. Time and things pass me by because I wasn’t
really living. I am just surviving. Taking each day one at a time.
Everyone seems to have moved on, but I feel like I am just stuck. Stuck in a never ending cycle of
pain and heartbreak. My world right now is dark and cold and I feel all alone.
“Miss Sharp, are you okay?” Mark, one of my students asks me.
Fuck, I hate that name. It serves as a reminded that the people who gave it to me broke me. I
wanted to change it, but I didn’t know which name to take. I didn’t want to take the Howell’s name
given I don’t know that much about them. There is also the fact that I haven’t spoken to them
since that day at my house.
“Yes, I am…focus on the classwork” I reply to him before looking down at the books on my desk.
I loved teaching, but nowadays it has become like a chore. Every day I come to work, I can’t help
but wish the hours would fly by quickly so that I can go home. I wanted solitude but I wasn’t
getting enough of that with Letty and Rowan checking up on me every damn time.
My students have noticed something is wrong. Classes aren’t as fun as they used to be. I wasn’t as
cheery as I was before. I was like a robot. Lifeless. Because of this some of my students have
started skipping class. I just don’t know how to bring back the old Ava.
‘Instead of trying to bring the old you, why don’t you try to create a new version?‘ an internal voice
asks.
Was that even possible? Creating a new version. A version of me that is different from the child,
teen then woman who has been broken too many times to count.
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too deeply
my class without saying a single word
want to breathe a little before I have to
to anyone
lounge and freeze up. I was expecting it to be at least
groan as I walk to the furthest
down. Nora’s name flashes. I’ve
Ethan I go to hang up,
accept button instead
she
anything. Just release the
shut me out. Don’t shut me and your father out”
catching at
don’t say anything. I couldn’t even if I wanted to. My mouth refuses to move. To utter
fucking word.
I want to be in your life. I want to be
I already lost one child, please don’t makeme lose another. Losing you again just after finding
breaks my heart.
I’ve been
I tell her slowly. Trying to push back
give you time if that’s what you need,
in my heart even when
that I’ll always be here for
be wanted, but I don’t know if I can
reply before
what she’s saying, but I just don’t know. What if she’s just looking
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of. Of being used. Of being a second choice just
Rowan.
that towards them.
pieces of my heart.
says
I groan
and she had a way of annoying
she likes to stick her nose in other
in shock. “With the way
you’re preggo” she
my seat. Her words ring in my mind like
through every fiber of
you okay, Ava? You have to know that I was just
right?”
blindly ran through the hallway till I am out of the
of the parking lot.
happening. Please
to do the math, but my
drive fast, not caring that I will probably be pulled for over speeding. I needed
Carol was wrong.
park my car and rush out. Unluckily for me, I
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