Ex-Husband's Regret
Chapter 59
A surprise
It’s been a month since the whole thing with Ethan happened. Am I okay? Definitely not. Does it
still hurt? Fuck yes. Have I moved on? Absolutely not.
Things haven’t been easy. Every day I find myself drowning further and further in a sea of pain and heartache. I thought I was doing okay when I decided to move on with Ethan. I realize now
that I was probably just lying to myself.
Ethan’s betrayal has drenched up all the other pains I tried burying. All the hurts I tried
forgetting. It was like I was now back to square one. Only thing is that I had a few more new scars
marring my heart and soul.
I go through the days in a fog. Just living numbly. Time and things pass me by because I wasn’t
really living. I am just surviving. Taking each day one at a time.
Everyone seems to have moved on, but I feel like I am just stuck. Stuck in a never ending cycle of
pain and heartbreak. My world right now is dark and cold and I feel all alone.
“Miss Sharp, are you okay?” Mark, one of my students asks me.
Fuck, I hate that name. It serves as a reminded that the people who gave it to me broke me. I
wanted to change it, but I didn’t know which name to take. I didn’t want to take the Howell’s name
given I don’t know that much about them. There is also the fact that I haven’t spoken to them
since that day at my house.
“Yes, I am…focus on the classwork” I reply to him before looking down at the books on my desk.
I loved teaching, but nowadays it has become like a chore. Every day I come to work, I can’t help
but wish the hours would fly by quickly so that I can go home. I wanted solitude but I wasn’t
getting enough of that with Letty and Rowan checking up on me every damn time.
My students have noticed something is wrong. Classes aren’t as fun as they used to be. I wasn’t as
cheery as I was before. I was like a robot. Lifeless. Because of this some of my students have
started skipping class. I just don’t know how to bring back the old Ava.
‘Instead of trying to bring the old you, why don’t you try to create a new version?‘ an internal voice
asks.
Was that even possible? Creating a new version. A version of me that is different from the child,
teen then woman who has been broken too many times to count.
1/4
+15 BONUS
I can answer that question or think too deeply about it,
my class without saying a single
I just want to breathe a little before I have to go to my next class Luckily, no one stops me
to anyone
damn packed. I release a groan as I walk to
just as I sit down. Nora’s name
them. Especially given their relationship with Ethan
accept button instead
Ava?” she
Just release
don’t shut me out. Don’t shut me and your father out” she whispers
catching at
I couldn’t even if I wanted to. My mouth refuses to move. To utter a
fucking word.
my daughter, Ava and I want to be in your life. I want to be the mother I
I already lost one child, please don’t makeme lose another. Losing you again just after finding
breaks my heart.
I’ve been so
I tell her slowly. Trying to push
you time if that’s
carried you in my heart even when I thought you had
know that I’ll always be here for you if you need me”
wanted, but I don’t know
I reply
just don’t know. What if she’s just looking for
2/4
+15 BONUS
That’s what I’m afraid of. Of being used. Of being a second choice
Rowan.
cold or anything like that towards them. I was just trying to
pieces of my heart.
says walking towards my
groan under my
highschool teacher and she had a way of annoying the hell out of people.
to stick her nose in
looks at me in shock. “With the way you’ve been eating and
one would think you’re preggo” she finishes with
but I freeze in my seat. Her words ring in my
fear through every fiber of
notices my behavior and frowns. “Are you okay, Ava? You have to
right?”
blindly ran through the hallway till I am out of the school. I immediately jump into my car and
of the parking lot.
couldn’t be happening. Please don’t let it
Try to do the math, but my mind is so jumbled that I cannot think
will probably be pulled for over speeding. I needed to
Carol was wrong.
to the store, I park my car and rush out.
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