Ex-Husband's Regret
Chapter 60
“What are you doing here?” I ask through my sobs.
He comes and kneels before me, his eyes staring at me with an emotion I can’t figure out.
“Emma told me she saw you at the store. She said you looked hysterical and that you bought a bunch of pregnancy tests before leaving” he tells me softly, his fingers wiping away my tears.
Damn it Emma and her big mouth! What the hell did she think she’ll accomplish by telling Rowan that I bought pregnancy tests?
“She shouldn’t have told you. It’s none of her business neither is it yours” I hiss.
He doesn’t react instead he asks. “Have you taken the test?”
I just nod my head as more tears fill my eyes.
“And?”
I don’t answer him. I just couldn’t bring myself to admit what the test informed me.
When I don’t answer he surveys the room. His eyes land on them laying near the sink. He stands up and goes to check them. I should be fucking angry that he was violating my privacy, but I couldn’t bring myself to care. Not when I had much more important things to worry about.
He comes back and this time instead of kneeling before me. He instead sits next to me.
“Congratulation. You’re going to be a great mother” he tell me an odd catch in his voice.
I lay my head on his shoulder as I speak. “Am I? You didn’t ever want to have another baby with me even though I wanted one desperately. I thought it’s because you thought I was a bad mother”
I was always so insecure when it came to Rowan. I knew the real reason. He didn’t want another baby because he was holding out hope that Emma will come back. I lied to myself because it was better to think he thought I wasn’t a good mother than to acknowledge that he just didn’t want a
baby with me.
“I’ve never thought you’re a bad mother, Ava. You’re the fucking best. One just has to look at the relationship between you and Noah to know it’s true” he pauses. “Can I tell you something?”
I nod my head.
“I was always jealous of the bond you have with Noah. I still am” he confesses. I lift my head in
shock.
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“Really”
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I still can’t believe that Rowan was right now sitting on the bathroom floor with me. The Rowan i
know wouldn’t have cared at all, let alone wipe away my tears.
“Yeah” he answers
We stay in silence after that. I soon start feeling drowsy. I don’t know when I slept or how he carried me to my bed. The last thing I felt before falling into deep sleep, was his lips on my
forehead.
When I wake up, it’s midafternoon the next day. I find breakfast on my side table. Which was
probably cold.
I get out of bed and make an appointment with my gynecologist. I take a quick shower then get
still felt
wasn’t hungry so I ignore the food. I didn’t know who brought it, but my guess is
Rowan.
delay getting to the doctor’s office. I
the private clinic.
inside with their husbands. It takes me back
never accompanied me to any of my appointments. I was even shocked that he
with me in the room when I was giving birth, given he showed
was expecting.
take
called.
I’m finally called after about
walk to Dr.
you, Ava. So what can I do for you this fine afternoon?” she asks as
an ultrasound. I took a pregnancy test yesterday and
just wanted a confirmation”
Completely nervous and nearing
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arranged Why don’t you lay on the bed, while I set up things?”
nod
bed and stare at the ceiling. I tried calming my beating heart,
pull up your
She squirts the gel on my stomach and begins
wand around.
three months along.” she says happily just as the
fills the room,
tears and grip the hem of my top. She sounded happy as she
but I wasn’t.
after that is a blur. She cleans me up and gives me instructions.
leave her office and pass by her
and prints for me
like the hell
drove. I had held hope. Hope that the tests were false. It’s
aren’t accurate. I was hoping that it will be the same
real proof that I was expecting Ethan’s baby
backseat.
am, until I finally park. I
the cliff.
want him or
lies. A baby with the same man that tried his
not feel
she will be a reminder of
betrayed me.
take a step forward. Just one step and
or heartache. I would be free of the constant darkness
drowning me.
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I don’t
doing, Ava?” Rowan’s voice
wind picks up I feel its force. As if it was also urging me to
step
About Ex-Husband's Regret - Chapter 60
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