Ex-Husband's Regret
Chapter 60
“What are you doing here?” I ask through my sobs.
He comes and kneels before me, his eyes staring at me with an emotion I can’t figure out.
“Emma told me she saw you at the store. She said you looked hysterical and that you bought a bunch of pregnancy tests before leaving” he tells me softly, his fingers wiping away my tears.
Damn it Emma and her big mouth! What the hell did she think she’ll accomplish by telling Rowan that I bought pregnancy tests?
“She shouldn’t have told you. It’s none of her business neither is it yours” I hiss.
He doesn’t react instead he asks. “Have you taken the test?”
I just nod my head as more tears fill my eyes.
“And?”
I don’t answer him. I just couldn’t bring myself to admit what the test informed me.
When I don’t answer he surveys the room. His eyes land on them laying near the sink. He stands up and goes to check them. I should be fucking angry that he was violating my privacy, but I couldn’t bring myself to care. Not when I had much more important things to worry about.
He comes back and this time instead of kneeling before me. He instead sits next to me.
“Congratulation. You’re going to be a great mother” he tell me an odd catch in his voice.
I lay my head on his shoulder as I speak. “Am I? You didn’t ever want to have another baby with me even though I wanted one desperately. I thought it’s because you thought I was a bad mother”
I was always so insecure when it came to Rowan. I knew the real reason. He didn’t want another baby because he was holding out hope that Emma will come back. I lied to myself because it was better to think he thought I wasn’t a good mother than to acknowledge that he just didn’t want a
baby with me.
“I’ve never thought you’re a bad mother, Ava. You’re the fucking best. One just has to look at the relationship between you and Noah to know it’s true” he pauses. “Can I tell you something?”
I nod my head.
“I was always jealous of the bond you have with Noah. I still am” he confesses. I lift my head in
shock.
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“Really”
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I still can’t believe that Rowan was right now sitting on the bathroom floor with me. The Rowan i
know wouldn’t have cared at all, let alone wipe away my tears.
“Yeah” he answers
We stay in silence after that. I soon start feeling drowsy. I don’t know when I slept or how he carried me to my bed. The last thing I felt before falling into deep sleep, was his lips on my
forehead.
When I wake up, it’s midafternoon the next day. I find breakfast on my side table. Which was
probably cold.
I get out of bed and make an appointment with my gynecologist. I take a quick shower then get
felt tired and worn
hungry so I ignore the food. I didn’t know who brought it, but my guess is
Rowan.
the doctor’s office. I get there
the private clinic.
husbands. It takes me back
of my appointments. I was
birth, given he showed little care for me
was expecting.
take a seat,
called.
called
up and walk to Dr.
do for you this fine afternoon?”
ultrasound. I took a pregnancy test yesterday and they were
just wanted a confirmation”
Completely nervous and
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you lay on the bed, while I set up
nod
up on the bed and stare at the ceiling. I tried calming my beating heart,
pull up your
She squirts the gel on my
wand around.
three months along.” she says
beating heart fills
grip the hem of my top. She sounded happy as she delivered
but I wasn’t.
that is a blur. She cleans me up and gives me instructions. Talking
leave her office and pass by her
for me the images
I leave like the hell hounds of hell
I drove. I had held hope. Hope that the tests were false. It’s know to happen
I was hoping that it will be the same for
am. Driving, with the real proof that I was expecting Ethan’s baby laying
backseat.
drive for a while not sure where I am, until I finally park. I get out and robotically
the cliff.
be happy about this baby? I didn’t want him or her. I didn’t want a
man that tried
not feel any type of
don’t. He or she will be a reminder of how his or
betrayed me.
to do was to take a step forward.
heartache. I would be free
drowning me.
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don’t turn. I still don’t
think you’re doing, Ava?” Rowan’s voice
its force. As if it
step
About Ex-Husband's Regret - Chapter 60
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