Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 61

Her life line
Rowan

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Fuck run my hand through my hair as I watch her sleep. Tears tracks were still visible on her

cheeks and it breaks me seeing her so broken.

Ava has always been fucking good at hiding her feelings. Today she didn’t and it was fucking raw

It was drowning her and without even her realizing it, she was drowning me along with her.

I take a seat near her sleeping form. I push my fingers through her hair as I massage her scalp

gently. How the fuck have I never realized how soft and thick her hair is? It was bliss just

touching it.

She sighs in her sleep in contentment. Her face relaxed. All the pain from earlier melted away. In

her sleep, she’s at a peace. She doesn’t have shadows accosting her.

I know it’s fucking creepy, but watching her sleep has become my favorite thing. I did the same

thing yesterday and here I am doing it today. She’s so beautiful it hurts. Even with dark under

eyes, she’s still stunning. I don’t know the fuck I ever thought she couldn’t compare to Emma.

I softly kiss her cheeks before standing up. I am reluctant to leave. I fight the part of me that

wants to pull the covers and slide in next to her. I don’t know where this need is coming from. It

was never there when we were married. Back then, I didn’t want her next to me. I always avoided

cuddling. Right now though, it’s all I can fucking think of.

I force myself to leave her room and walk out of her house. Taking a breath, I contemplate going

back, but I don’t. I know she won’t appreciate me being in bed with her. She might have accepted

my comfort, but that doesn’t mean she’s forgiven me for my part in hurting her.

I haven’t even asked for her forgiveness for heaven’s sake. I should and I will. I just need her to be

more stable when I do. 2

take out my phone and call my twin. He picks

I tell him before

don’t have to wait for his reply. I just know that he will

look before I jump into

the VIP entrance that’s only meant for me, Gabe and

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the bouncer greets I nod at him then enter the

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loud and it was giving me a headache. Moving fast as

to my private booth where things are much

entrance. It’s not

to get free

and hands it to me. I don’t have to tell him

he knows what Gabe and

such foul mood?” Gabe asks walking

than me by three minutes. While he’s the

antisocial twin.

I mumble leaning back

of Ava on the cliff. The way she

me when she took a hesitant step forward. The fear that had encased me was

felt. It was

life flash before my eyes. She was so

more than

if I had been late. I don’t know why, but I know that if she

then my heart would have died with

better than you know yourself brother”

of my

“You care about her”

fucking care about her. She’s the mother of my son” I snap at him,

thing was frustrating me. She was spiraling out

didn’t know how to be what she needs. I’ve spent so much time

know what makes

big brother, you just refuse to open

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issue. That my concern for Ava stem from

think I would fucking know if I was in

her, and I have feelings I can’t describe,

the doing?” he asks when I don’t say

“She’s pregnant

with wide eyes

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