Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 61

Her life line
Rowan

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Fuck run my hand through my hair as I watch her sleep. Tears tracks were still visible on her

cheeks and it breaks me seeing her so broken.

Ava has always been fucking good at hiding her feelings. Today she didn’t and it was fucking raw

It was drowning her and without even her realizing it, she was drowning me along with her.

I take a seat near her sleeping form. I push my fingers through her hair as I massage her scalp

gently. How the fuck have I never realized how soft and thick her hair is? It was bliss just

touching it.

She sighs in her sleep in contentment. Her face relaxed. All the pain from earlier melted away. In

her sleep, she’s at a peace. She doesn’t have shadows accosting her.

I know it’s fucking creepy, but watching her sleep has become my favorite thing. I did the same

thing yesterday and here I am doing it today. She’s so beautiful it hurts. Even with dark under

eyes, she’s still stunning. I don’t know the fuck I ever thought she couldn’t compare to Emma.

I softly kiss her cheeks before standing up. I am reluctant to leave. I fight the part of me that

wants to pull the covers and slide in next to her. I don’t know where this need is coming from. It

was never there when we were married. Back then, I didn’t want her next to me. I always avoided

cuddling. Right now though, it’s all I can fucking think of.

I force myself to leave her room and walk out of her house. Taking a breath, I contemplate going

back, but I don’t. I know she won’t appreciate me being in bed with her. She might have accepted

my comfort, but that doesn’t mean she’s forgiven me for my part in hurting her.

I haven’t even asked for her forgiveness for heaven’s sake. I should and I will. I just need her to be

more stable when I do. 2

call my twin. He picks up on the first

me at the club” I tell him

his reply. I just know that

before I jump into my car and drive away. About

through the VIP entrance that’s only meant for me,

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the bouncer greets I nod at him then enter

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was loud and it was giving me a headache. Moving

my

stand guard at the entrance. It’s not once

get

walks in with my drink and hands it to

Just like he knows what Gabe and Travis

foul mood?” Gabe

he’s the outgoing and social one.

antisocial twin.

I mumble leaning

can’t get the fucking image of Ava on the cliff. The way she was

killed me when she took a hesitant step

ever felt. It was tangible and it suffocated

fucking life

than to piece

would have done if I had been late. I don’t know why, but I know

my heart would

know yourself brother” he takes a

of

“You care about her”

course I fucking care about her. She’s the mother of my son” I snap at

me. She was spiraling out of control and I just didn’t know

she needs. I’ve spent so much time pushing her

what makes

big brother, you just refuse to open your fucking eyes and see it”

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and on about that one issue. That my

We keep arguing about that. I think I would

and I have feelings I can’t describe, but love?

doing?” he asks when I

“She’s pregnant

with wide eyes and

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