Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0515

Calvin.

I watch the video Kinley sent me, laughing softly at just how funny it was. She sends me random funny animal videos because she knows they make me laugh. A day doesn't go by without one or two videos from her. If I am being honest, I look forward to seeing them in our chats.

Things between us have been perfect. Apart from Emma, I have never been serious about a woman before. Sure, I did try to move on when I joined college, but it was more of me sleeping around with random girls than moving on from Emma.

Don't look at me like that. All the girls I slept with before Emma knew the score. They knew there could be nothing between us, and it was only a bit of fun. I made that very clear before I got into bed with them. They understood and accepted. Life was simple until Emma and I crossed paths again.

After the first time I slept with Emma, I stopped my string of one-night stands. Then Emma got pregnant, and well, you know the rest. I haven't been with any other woman since that first night with her. I know, pathetic, but in my stupid defense, I was in love, and I thought it wasn't right sleeping around while still fucking Emma. No matter how much I was hurting, the thought of sleeping with someone else disgusted me.

Another ping brought my attention back to my phone.

[How was your day, handsome?] Kinley's text read.

food]

a man's ego, but that's not what I like about her. It's her light, her smile and the fact that she gets me. It's how she treats Gunner like her own; it's her kindness, her warmth, her smile that lights everything

I am hearing from you. How about

most of the day. Well

that before replying. One thing I learned about Kinley is her love for food. She loves her food and isn't afraid to

her out. It's a big fucking step, and it scares the crap out of me, but I also feel

to what I am used to. I can't let those parts win. Like I said, it's a huge step, but I think I am finally ready

when I hear Gunner's

"What's up, buddy?"

brows are furrowed. Reading into his

voice thick

to let her know, and then I am

smiles a little at her name and nods his head. Explaining what is happening, I send the text to her before setting my phone on silent and setting it