Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0515

Calvin.

I watch the video Kinley sent me, laughing softly at just how funny it was. She sends me random funny animal videos because she knows they make me laugh. A day doesn't go by without one or two videos from her. If I am being honest, I look forward to seeing them in our chats.

Things between us have been perfect. Apart from Emma, I have never been serious about a woman before. Sure, I did try to move on when I joined college, but it was more of me sleeping around with random girls than moving on from Emma.

Don't look at me like that. All the girls I slept with before Emma knew the score. They knew there could be nothing between us, and it was only a bit of fun. I made that very clear before I got into bed with them. They understood and accepted. Life was simple until Emma and I crossed paths again.

After the first time I slept with Emma, I stopped my string of one-night stands. Then Emma got pregnant, and well, you know the rest. I haven't been with any other woman since that first night with her. I know, pathetic, but in my stupid defense, I was in love, and I thought it wasn't right sleeping around while still fucking Emma. No matter how much I was hurting, the thought of sleeping with someone else disgusted me.

Another ping brought my attention back to my phone.

[How was your day, handsome?] Kinley's text read.

food]

kindness, her warmth, her smile that lights everything around her. It's her compassion, the peace that surrounds

that I am hearing from

about you most of the day. Well you, Gunner and

food. She loves her food and isn't afraid to admit it. She's genuine and real. That's what attracted me

step, and it scares the crap out of me, but I also feel right.

only loved one woman since I was fourteen. Of course, there are parts of me that will fight against me. Fight against going for the unknown, preferring for me to stick to what I am used to. I can't let those parts win. Like

when I

"What's up, buddy?"

the way his brows are furrowed. Reading into his eyes, I know that something is bothering

he asks, his voice thick as if he's fighting back his

just send Kinley a quick text to

and nods his head. Explaining what is happening, I send the text to her before setting my phone on silent